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Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Mistakes Happen
I have to ignore my still hard dick during the shower and once I’m ready, I leave my room and head for my car, still trying my hardest not to think about what just happened.I need to erase the memory of her squirting on my hand from my fucking head. I need to erase her naked body. It’s making me sick. It makes me feel disgusted with myself. But fuck, she doesn't look like a little girl. Not when she's naked and moaning like…"Agh, stop!" I complain loudly, shaking my head before parking the car in front of my old house. "Hey, bitch," Rogan says when he sees me come in. He's lying on the couch, eating something, "Did you have fun on your honeymoon?""Yeah, it was good," I mumble and sit down next to him, but as soon as there's a quiet moment, my mind starts to flash back to memories of Anya, so I jump back up, "I need help moving my stuff to the other house. The pool table and the boxes I left in the garage.""Sure, I have nothing to do. Should we do it now?" he asks, getting up. I
Last Updated : 2024-01-30Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Demanding
Anya was right, shomehow. I do need to keep my foot at full rest for at least five days to give my body a chance to recover properly. If I put too much weight on it, the tiny bones I broke are going to shift around even more. And if I dare to shift to my wolf form, the bones would heal immediately, but they might reconnect in the wrong place and then I’ll be truly fucked. "This is your fault!" I yell at Rogan when the call ends. I’m seething. This was such a dumb mistake and it could cost me everything. "Bro, I'm sorry! What do you want me to do, break my foot too?" he asks. I raise an eyebrow and nod, "I'm not going to do that, you sadistic piece of shit. I can be your nurse, though. I'll go buy you some crutches right now and I’ll start icing you, like the doctor said.""I'd rather choke on a dick than walk around my pack on crutches like a weakling. I'll stay here until this shit heals,” I mutter and point directly at his stupid face, “But I don't want you to ever forget this wa
Last Updated : 2024-01-30Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Round One
"Do you really think you should mess with the person who is going to prepare your food?" I ask through gritted teeth. Jae looks up at me with a frown, "I could spit on it. Or sprinkle some arsenic on it.""Or squirt all over it, right?" He throws at me. My with mouth drops open in shock and I throw the glass of water at him. The glass breaks against his big head, "What the fuck?!”"Fuck you!" I yell at him and turn to leave, "Fuck you and make your own food. Call your father to complain if you want, you're nothing but a huge fucking kid.""Anya, get back here immediately," he growls, really angry now. But I don't give a shit, I'm angry too, "Anya!""Fuck off, asshole," I blurt out and finally make it back inside the house. I notice he gets up and starts hopping towards me, but he's not that fast like this, so I get to my room and lock the door before he catches up to me.God, it still smells like sex in here, even after I remove the sheets. I groan and cover my face in embarrassment.
Last Updated : 2024-01-30Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Getting There
This time when I approach Jae with a plate of chicken, rice and some vegetables, Jae doesn't push it out of my hands, like he did the other one. He just sits up on the bed and starts eating while I re-arrange the pillows under his leg and put a new bag of ice on his foot. It really looks worse than before, thanks to me. I know he deserves it, but I still feel guilty."Do you want to watch TV?" I ask, pointing at the flat screen in front of my bed. Jae thinks about it as he chews, then nods. "I'm fine, you can leave now. I’ll text you if I need something," he says once he has the remote in his hand. I nod, but I don’t leave yet. I walk to my closet to pack a few days worth of clothes before leaving, with one last look at Jae. He looks completely ridiculous lying on my bed around all the girly stuff his mom bought me. I walk through the door he destroyed to go upstairs and head to his room. His bed is still made, everything is in its place and it doesn't smell like Jae because he h
Last Updated : 2024-02-02Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Could We?
When I finally arrive home, I find Jae sitting on the couch and there’s a surprise next to him: his mother. My slight concern at leaving him alone for so long dissipates. "Do you always come home this late?" Jae complains as soon as I approach, crossing his arms in annoyance. I roll my eyes and approach Luna Vivian to greet her with a hug, "And why the fuck did you take my car, huh? You didn't ask for it.”"What's mine is yours and what's yours is mine, right?" I reply with a smile that only makes his frown deepen, Luna Vivian laughs, "My classes end at one thirty. I’t a half hour drive.""Hm, you should buy yourself a car then. Whatever, I’m hungry. Go make us food," he orders. I squint at him, making him take a deep breath and get ready to be nice, "Please.""I can help you, dear," Luna Vivian offers with a smile, "I'll be there in a second, you can go ahead first.""That would be nice, thanks," I head to the kitchen with heavy feet, annoyed because I won't be able to have my before
Last Updated : 2024-02-03Alpha’s Hate And Redemption On Blast
When the food is ready and we go out to the dining room, I notice that Alpha Riku has arrived. He's having what appears to be a serious conversation with Jae on the couch, probably about his foot and how dumb he is for letting that happen. I wonder if Jae will tell him that 'it was all my fault' for daring to wear a bikini in front of him and his dumber friend. Once everything is set on the table, Vivian calls them. Both men get up from the couch, but Jae refuses his father's help and hops on one foot to the table. Rude as always, but still consistent. Like I said. I kind of like that about him, weirdly."Hello, Anya," Riku greets me as he approaches and gives me a light hug. His eyes drop to my neck briefly, but he doesn't look surprised. Only satisfied, "It smells delicious, dear.”"Thank you, Alpha. Please have a seat," I say and once he's seated at the head of the table, I find my own seat next to Jae and I focus on my food… except the salad, because it’s too far away from me.
Last Updated : 2024-02-05Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Juicebox
{ Jae }What the hell did she just say? I think I misheard.I turn to get a better look at her. She’s curled in a ball, looking up at me with red cheeks. The shirt she's wearing has lifted up and it’s letting me see the soft skin of her mid-rift. She really looks like a fucking kid all curled up like this. I don’t like it. "What did you just say?" I ask with a frown, only because I can't believe she's... initiating something with me. Why would she? There's no way. "Forget it," she mumbles and tries to get up, but I manage to grab her arm before she runs off. I pull her until she falls back on the bed, "Hey!""What did you just say?" I repeat, louder this time. Anya frowns too and I can see she has an internal struggle between repeating it or not. Maybe she regrets it. Maybe she didn't even say what I thought she said in the first place. "I wanted to ask you if you took a shower, that's all," she lies. I let go of her arm and just narrow my eyes at her, "You smell... stronger tha
Last Updated : 2024-02-06Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Moving Things Along
{ Anya }"Everything okay?" Luna Vivian asks with a frown as I return to the boutique, stumbling like a baby deer. I feel like someone just hit me over the head with a frying pan. I guess she can tell. "Aha, sure," I reply, but it sounds and smells like a clear lie. Because I'm OBVIOUSLY not okay. What the hell? I've never been so embarrassed before. I can't believe he was in my room, WHY WAS HE THERE!!!, "Nothing important.""Okay," she mumbles as if she's not sure she believes me, but she decides to pretend nothing is going on and lifts up a gold dress that's too sparkly for me. I'm going to a gala, not the Grammy's, "How about this one?""It's not for me," I mumble, swallowing my pain. Damn it, what the fuck am I going to do now? How am I going to look him in the eye again? "This one?" Vivian asks again, showing me a black one. I don't care, so I just nod and she hands it to the saleswoman to put on my fitting room. I want to run away and never ever see Jae again. I never want t
Last Updated : 2024-02-07
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Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Epilogue
{ Epílogue }Six Years Later The day I hate the most is finally over. The third Alpha Challenge is done and, unsurprisingly, my man won. He fought for almost two hours against five very brave but very dumb competitors. He's once again, the Alpha of Ellington. And now we're back home, all safe and sound, so I can finally breathe. I guess you could say I am a little traumatized about what happened at the Challenge when Jae almost dies and lost his memory. Things are so, so different now."My daddy is the strongest," Iseul says, looking up at Jae with sparkling eyes because she loves her dad. She looks at him like he's the fucking sun."And you're the sweetest daughter alive," he says, finally picking her up even though I know he must be tired as hell. He kisses her chubby cheeks over and over, making her laugh in pure joy. Jae walks a few steps until he can sit his ass on the couch and he groans, "Where's your brother, huh?”"Still outside," Iseul says. And that's true, Tate never
Alpha’s Hate And Redemption The End
I remember being told Anya sent me a 'good luck' little pastry and I thought, ‘damn she knows I don't like sweet treats, but I'll eat it anyway because I don't want her to get mad at me for not doing it’.Next thing I know, I can't even move my body correctly and my mind is all slow and slurry. I couldn't even move my mouth enough to fucking talk. "What happened after I went down?" I ask my father when I'm back in their house after being discharged. My memories are back into place, so now we're allowed to talk normally. My dad growls in anger."Anya ran to you," he starts, making me lift my eyebrows in complete shock, "She ran and shifted to attack Klein in wolf form, she got him real good actually. His arm got the worst of it, but she managed to bite his head, too. The council was going to let the Challenge continue, but Anya and Rogan figured out you ate that pastry thing, which you never fucking do. Also, Anya never sent anything. The fact that they figured it out so early was the
Alpha’s Hate And Redemption One Last Time
I shake my head. I don't know much about myself, but I do know I wouldn't do something like that."No," I say, the girl frowns and looks at me, then nods, "Nu-uh.""Yes.""No," I repeat, "There is no way.""Jae, I'm the only one in this room that remembers anything," she spits out at me, "I remember what happened, you don't.""But I'm me," I say and I point a finger to my head, "And I don't think I would do that.""You did," she says, clasping her hands into fists, "And I want you to say you’re sorry again.""Why? I don't even remember. I think you're lying to get my attention and get me horny for you again," I joke, making her eyes get red, so I relent. I take a deep breath, "I'm just joking.""I know you are fucking joking because I know you and your stupid jokes," she yells, "I know you! I remember everything. And you don't."She starts full blown crying then, so I force myself to take this seriously. And consider the fact that I... hurt her on purpose? For what reason? The only wa
Alpha’s Hate And Redemption First Impressions
{ Jae }It's been almost twenty four hours since I woke up after my fight and fortunately, some things are starting to make more sense, but I'm still struggling to remember 80% of things. I don't even remember my best friend, but it helps that he's here, forcing me to remember."Rogan," I close my eyes with stress, "I believe you, dude. I just don't remember.""Well, shut up and let me continue," he spits with a furrowed brow and opens his mouth as if he really wants to keep telling me our entire friendship story, from the very very beginning, when we were ten years old. This bastard really has a good memory, "We've only had one fight, back when we were in sophomore year, it was over a girl. I didn't actually like her that much but I..."The door opens slowly and I sigh in relief because someone is finally saving me from this storyteller. A head peeks in and I recognize her as the crying girl from yesterday, the one with long red hair."Anya," Rogan says, and he suddenly tenses up, lo
Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Bad Feeling
{ Anya }I leave Jae's room even though Vivian is telling me it's not necessary. I close the door behind me and cover my mouth to control my sobs, but I can't.No. No. No.I refuse to believe this is really happening to me. Jae has been in intensive care for two days while the swelling in his brain goes down from the fracture that idiot Klein gave him. I've been here with him, holding his hand and wishing with all my might that he'll be okay.I know he's going to be okay now. And I also know, logically, that it's completely normal to have trouble stringing thoughts together after such trauma. I know Jae could be back to normal in a few hours or a few days, once he gets better.But logic doesn't fix how I feel right this second. Jae looked at me and ignored me like I was nobody, then implied he didn't remember me. And then he talked to me that way... like he used to when I first met him.I can't do it again, I can't deal with Jae treating me like crap again. I won't, I refuse. I've l
Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Forgot It
"What's going on?!" I grumble once we're backstage, completely disoriented. When I see Jae being brought in on a damn portable stretcher, I run towards him."Luna Anya, please stay away," a paramedic tells me, holding me back. I'm about to tell him I'm a doctor and I have a right to see what the hell is happening with my mate, but Rogan grabs me from behind and pulls me away."This isn't normal. Jae didn't do anything to fight, that’s not him!" I say, but Rogan keeps restraining me and trying to quiet me down, "You can't let this happen, Ro. Something was wrong with him.”"Anya, Anya, please," Ro continues, "I know it's not normal, but you need to calm down first. I can't take care of you and find answers at the same time."That makes me calm down because he's right. I can't be another problem right now, I have to help."Okay, okay... what do you know?""Nothing. I was here with him when he arrived, while he was getting ready and before the fight began. Everything was perfectly normal
Alpha’s Hate And Redemption What’s that
Before I realize it, the day finally arrives. The day of the Alpha Challenge.Jae has been more focused than ever on his training, so we haven’t had any more time to explore our relationship, but I’m not worried because I know it’s necessary and important… maybe not as much as our bond, but close. Because this is not just about his position and his future. It’s the future of our family, a future where the pack will bear our name.When I arrive with Tate and my aunt and uncle at the arena, Jae’s family is already in the family booth, so I greet everyone and then I have to go through the worst anxiety ever again, just like five years ago, except this time it’s even worse because Klein is not just another True Alpha who came to Ellington to try to fight Jae. Now it’s personal.Klein is my ex-boyfriend and he wants revenge for being ‘humiliated’ at the last Alpha Challenge. I don’t know why, but I have a bad feeling about this. Or maybe it’s just worry because this time what I feel for J
Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Quicker
"And because you're mine to use whenever I feel like it,” I continue, sucking on his bottom lip and making him let out a low growl from his chest. "We can't do this here," he whines, trying to take a step back, but I don't care. I follow him, "Baby, I mean it. I can't fuck you here with my parents and my son downstairs.""Why not?" I ask, running a hand down his chest until I reach his hard dick. I grab it through his pants tightly and pull, making him moan, "I know you want it.""Of course I fucking want it," he grunts, thrusting his hips against my hand for just a second before ripping my grip off his erection and flipping me over until my back is to him. Jae takes my hands and in just a second crosses them across my chest until he has me completely unable to move...at least my upper body, "Damn it, Anya. You don’t change. Don't you ever think with something other than your clit? We can't do this here. You can wait until we get home.""I can't," I moan, wiggling my ass against him,
Alpha’s Hate And Redemption Real Try
When we all arrive at Vivian and Riku Kyung’s house together, I can see the surprise on both of their faces. I don’t think Jae told them I would be joining them for Sunday brunch.“Anya, darling, hi!” Vivian exclaims, coming over to give me a tight hug, which I return. I haven’t seen them since the news about our bond started circulating in the pack, so I’m not surprised when she holds onto me for longer than would seem normal, “I heard the news. About your bond… whatever decision you make regarding that, I want you to know that I am SO grateful to the Moon Goddess for choosing you as my son’s mate. You are such a wonderful girl, and I will never stop considering you part of my family.”I blink several times when my eyes start to sting, returning her hug with equal intensity.“Thank you for your words. I consider you part of my family too,” I let her know. When I let her go, Riku takes me into his arms.“There is no woman more perfect for my son. I hope he knows how to treat you as yo
