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CHAPTER 60: Guilt
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AURORA- My heart was aching for betraying him, the way he kept on blaming himself and for the first time I saw him like this, he was helpless and scared, scared of losing me. Not only him, I was feeling this way for the first time, I’ve never felt this guilty when I look at myself. I went back inside my room strolling around, I couldn’t sleep and turned around every other second sighing loudly, the uneasy feeling was killing me on the inside as if I felt alone and even after walking for a long time, my eyes weren’t sleepy. I got used to Zeus’ scent and needed him to sleep. I went inside his room with careful steps and peeked to see what he was doing, unbothered bastard, he was sleeping soundly and I bet he didn’t notice my presence at all. I prudently removed the coat he used to cover himself with and lied beside him, covering ourselves with blanket. I sighed in ease as I felt sleepy in an instant, his breath was falling on my ear and he suddenly placed his hand on my waist. I
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I picked her up in my arms taking her inside, she collapsed all of a sudden making me worry about her. “Call someone… hurry!!” I was careless, I should’ve done something last night only, she sat in the cold for God know how many hours, I was being reckless blaming myself while I should’ve worried about her. I lied her down on my bed and waited for the doctor to come, I kept on checking her temperature which was rising by every second, she was shivering but her eyes were closed. I began panicking more than her not knowing what should be done. I brought a damp cloth trying to put her temperature down but nothing was happening, I feel shit for not knowing anything about her at all, like I'm standing in the dark, I patted her neck removing a layer of her clothing but my eyes went wide as… “What the fuck…” “Sir, please let me do my job…” the doctor ran inside asking me to leave while I was too stunned to utter a word from my mouth. It felt like the world was crumbling around me, like th
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AURORA-I opened my eyes slowly adjusting to my surroundings, I heard gunshots and panicked standing up abruptly, Azrael saw me and went outside to tell Zeus about it, at least that’s what I anticipated.It felt like a war going outside and I only heard people shrieking in pain, something bizarre was happening and I wanted to see if Zeus was hurt or not. I ran towards the watching him firing in air.The sight of so many people dead was overwhelming, bodies scattered all around motionless and lifeless. The smell of death filled the air and I felt like I could almost hear the souls of those who had perished calling out for help.They didn’t even save themselves, as if they had no option to run, the gun in Zeus’ hand and the rag filled inside his eyes. I knew he did it, but why? it felt so familiar from earlier, I am just like him, I created a massacre not once but twice, I got no reason to call him a beast alone.I felt a chill run down my spine as I slowly made me way through the carna
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AURORA-“Then why keep me trapped here when you’re done with me?” I pushed his body down on the bed. I was waiting for him to come home so that we could talk but it was clear that he was in no mood to do so.“You’re not going to reply?” I asked slowly removing his coat, he was looking at me in surprise and I smirked knowing the power I hold and his words don’t really mean anything.I loosened his tie, “W---what are you doing?” he was laid back by my sudden behavior but didn’t stop me for real. I placed my finger on his lips stopping him from breaking my flow.I unbuttoned his shirt not breaking away the eye contact, “Aurora… s---” he uttered my name which was only sending shivers down my spine. I smiled.His body was bruised with marks and I realized how severe the accident was, my eyes started tearing up as I can’t even imagine what he had to go through while I was fooling around. I placed my hands on his bare chest trying to control the tears.“Does it hurt?” I mumbled in a low voic
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ZEUS- My heart raced as she moved closer; I felt the warmth of her body against mine as I wrapped my arms around her. She was so close; I could feel the heat radiating off her body. I don’t know what was happening between us, why was she acting like this, but it only drove me crazy. I couldn’t stop myself from touching her all over as if she was made only for me. I leaned in to her, my lips tightly brushing against her neck. She shuddered, her breath catching in her throat. I breathed in the scent of her, sweet, like honeysuckle on a warm summer night. I wanted to get lost in it forever. She turned in my arms and looked into my eyes, her own filled with emotion, our hearts beating in unison, making me crave for every inch of her body. I felt like I was being pulled closer to her, like gravity was drawing us together, like nothing could keep us apart. I didn’t want to think about those odds that’ll snatch away this moment from my hands. My eyes locked onto hers and I could feel th
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AURORA-I couldn’t believe he left me like that to her, I don’t know what they must be doing right now and lied on his bed waiting for him to return. I thought I could make it up for it after sleeping with him but it was so clear that he wasn’t interested in me anymore.He had no will to do it with me because he loves Leila, he wants her and not me now. It was breaking my heart and I wanted to sleep but couldn’t and, kept on tossing from one side to another.His words were making me sleepless and stood up waiting for him to come home, he didn’t, I waited for hours until the sun rose up. the guards were looking at me with pity as I sat down in front of his door keeping in check, who passed by expecting it to be him.“Ms. Aurora, please go inside now… he’ll be back when he wants to” one of the men said and I declined not wanting to listen to them. I wonder how many hours it has been; he isn’t here yet. “Here… drink some coffee, you might get fever once again, boss would kill us this tim
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ZEUS- “I'm sorry, but I don’t think I can do this anymore, Trevor…” “Huh? What do you mean?”“I'm saying it was a stupid idea to begin with. We shouldn’t be seeing each other anymore… I ca---can’t do this to him.”“Hey… Aurora, I know you don’t love him, just let this guilt go.”“I don’t love you either, it was mistake, whatever happened that night, it was wrong… I shouldn’t have done that.”“Are you just gonna leave like that?”“You said I could use you, and I don’t feel anything for you so there’s no point of us being together. We can be friends at max.” “W---what do you mean by friends, I don’t want to be your friend. I held your hand just to let it go? How would you know without trying it? huh?”“Trevor, leave me, I'm sorry for everything, you can’t force me…”“I never forced you Aurora… but I will now if you run away from me…” I was keeping my eyes on her, as soon as I left, someone held her hand taking her somewhere and I followed, I, no world would let this bastard live. I
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ZEUS-“What happened? Move…” she stood silent as I roared asking her to walk with me. She was stiff, peering down on the floor as if was really guilty and tormented by her conscience. “Drop this act, I don’t feel anything…”I scoffed though a knife pierced right through my heart, I tried to be as cool as I could not let her see any ounce of pain beneath my body. “I---I… I didn’t s---sleep with him”Her words escaped and I halted turning in her direction. This must be just another plan of her to gain something from me, I can’t fall into her petty lies. “Stop messing with me, your soul is putrid…”I know I'm in no position to ask or expect anything from her, I know she doesn’t really respect me so, she won’t listen to me either. That’s why she did what she wanted and I did the same. “My soul? What about yours? You forgot that lustful night you spent in Leila’s arms” she jerked her hand off from mine making me look at her.“At least I didn’t act like a saint while doing devious things be
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