Chapter 12

XAVIER

I don't know why this rejection is making me feel really terrible. I know the best thing for us but coming to terms with it is really hard. Like, how the hell am I supposed to live with the fact that I no longer have a mate?

I know I shouldn't have. I'm having conflicting thoughts and this even heightened after watching him watch those strippers last night. Something about the way he looked at them made me feel like I wasn't enough and that was when I decided that rejecting him would be a good idea.

But it doesn't seem so now. After telling him, I didn't get the reaction I was getting. I expected him to have been more expressive about it but the way he said he wasn't going to accept my rejection didn't sound genuine if I was going to be honest with myself.

Just then, Zoe had to come in to confirm my fears.

Watching him tell Zoe he likes boobs and seeing the lust in his eyes just made me wish I was a woman with boobs also.

The moon goddess had cursed me with the body