Nightmares

Logan

She was a virgin!

I was her first!

It doesn't make sense!

She rejected me as her true mate, to be with another man, then when she was still a virgin?

I was rough with her. It was her first time.

I hurt her, I wanted to inflict pain on her, I was punishing her for sin for what she did to me, she broke my heart, I became the man I'm today because of her !

I lost my family because of her. For ten years I haven't seen my family! I can't face them because of her!

I flipped my office table and everything crashed down.

And you know what I hate the most, the way I'm hanging between inflicting pain on her and the guilt I hold after hurting her.

Her sad, hurtful eyes always haunt me.

I grabbed my phone and dialed my private investigator's number.

“ Hello Logan”

“ I will send you a girl's name and picture. I want you to dig into everything about her for the last ten years.”

“ Considered done”

I hung up the phone and went to her room.

Last night, I left her without sparing her a single glan