Leander and I park our motorcycles outside the front of Greenrock packhouse. We both climb off and place our helmets on the seats.
When Lilly finally managed to get through to me using our triplet link, this is where she said she’d be. Captured, she told me, but for what reason? They thought she was a rogue. Stupid motherfuckers!
I didn’t tell Mum and Dad that I’d heard from Lilly; I didn’t want to give them false hope. However, I contacted Leander, and he met me a few miles away. My brother has just found his mate, but he hasn’t approached her yet. She doesn’t belong to our pack. Hell, she doesn’t belong to any pack, though she isn’t a rogue. Humans raised her, adopted her, Leander told me. Goddess knows if the girl even knows what she is, but she’s definitely a wolf shifter.
I would have given Leander advice on approaching the girl, but I didn’t have time. Lilly needs us right now, more than she ever has. Lilly may be younger than Leander and me by a few minutes, but she’s our Alpha and future Queen, and she needs us.
Leander and I were born Romerian’s, we’re Alpha’s, but we’re not future rulers of Zidiah; Lilly took that title. It doesn’t bother us; we’re still stronger than most Alphas in existence. We’ll be loyal to our Queen because Lilly means everything to us.
When she disappeared almost three days ago, the whole Kingdom was in a panic. None could get through to her; it was as if the pack link had been severed. Even little Harry, who has a link to Lilly, which is crazy when he’s not biologically hers, couldn’t get through to his mother. No one knows why yet, but Leander and I will find out.
When Lilly said that she’d found her mate and that he’d rejected her, I knew what that meant. She told me that she was dying, but I won’t let that happen. No matter what Leander and I have to do, we’ll do it. We are not losing our sister!
‘We better not; because nothing will stop me tearing this pack apart!’
‘It’ll be alright, Lorcan.’ I tell the voice in my head, the brother my siblings and I lost before he was born. My mother carried the four of us at the same time, but Lorcan was lost to us before he ever took a breath.
His subconscious sits inside of me thanks to a jealous witch who cast a spell upon my pregnant mother. She threw Lorcan into me, and now he shares my body and mind. If I could separate us, I would. However, there’s nothing I can do about it, no matter how much I try.
Lilly means as much to Lorcan as she does to Leander and me. The trouble is, if I allow Lorcan to take over my body, Greenrock pack will cease to exist. That cannot happen; it will be down to my father what happens here once we collect Lilly.
‘It better be, Luther, because if anything happens to Lilly, I’ll kill every last one of these mangy mutts.’
I sigh while cutting Lorcan off.
“This place is bigger than I thought,” Leander raises an eyebrow at the large packhouse.
It’s big, as packhouses go, but nothing like ours back home. This place looks like a three-story cabin. It’s large, but nothing special.
“Think Bastian has any idea what’s coming?”
I smirk at my brother. “Do you really care?”
Leander laughs and shakes his head. “You know that I don’t.”
We haven’t seen Bastian Ashworth in ten years, but surely he knew who Lilly was when he saw her?
If he did, then that makes things so much worse. It means he knowingly committed treason against the crown. The punishment for such is death, not just to the Alpha but the whole pack. Not a nice thought, but my mother’s rules are absolute. If that comes about, Lorcan will take great pleasure in ending these people.
“Let’s go,” Leander and I make our way inside the packhouse.
A tall blond guy comes out of nowhere. I assume he’s coming to try and stop us from walking in like we own the place. “Who are you, and what are you doing in our packhouse without an invite? How did you even get past the guards?” They were easy to mesmerise into letting us through. I do love being part vampire, the abilities we possess come in handy.
Leander looks at me before we both turn to the man in front of us, eyes flashing grey for Leander, black for me. The man in front of us, the Beta by the sense I’m getting, gasps. His eyes widen, and he swallows hard.
‘Did you really need to scare the man?’
‘Yes, Valerian, I did,’ I laugh inwardly as I sense my wolf rolling his eyes. I can feel Leander’s inward laughter as Valerius, his wolf, harps on about the same thing.
“Luther, Leander,”
“Save it!” I snap. “What’s your name?”
“Chris. I’m Greenrock’s Beta,”
“Where’s our sister?” The Beta stammers at Leander’s words. Big mistake. With the speed of a vampire, Leander is in front of Chris. Leander wraps his hand around the Beta’s throat faster than the man can blink. “I asked you a question. Don’t make us angry; you won’t like us when we’re angry.”
“In … infirmary.” He points toward the end of the hall. “Down the stairs to the left.”
Leander drops Chris on his arse, and we both take off running. Screams hit my ears, and pain pushes against my chest. Leander grunts beside me; he can feel the same thing that I can. Leander, Lillian, and I are entwined in ways most will never understand. We each feel the other’s emotional pain, but this is something else.
“Oh, my Goddess,” A beautiful looking woman stands outside the infirmary’s double doors gasps.
Leander and I both stop in front of her. “Move.” The petite blonde doesn’t hesitate to step aside at my only word.
A scream splits the air the second we’re through the doors. It’s so loud that myself, Leander, the three men, and one woman in the room all fall to our knees, hands holding our ears. I manage to look up and see Lilly tied down on a hospital bed. Her hair is matted in sweat and clinging to her face. Her clothes are torn, as is her chest. Not to mention her bare legs and arms are covered in cuts and bruises.
I’ve never seen anybody react this badly to rejection before. Then again, I’ve never known another Omerian other than my mother before.
“This is not good at all!” Leander yells towards me.
He’s right; this is bad, really bad. Lilly rarely feels pain, but when she does, she handles it well. However, this is the pain of the mate bond breaking. I never thought it would happen like this, but Lilly is dying, and there’s not a damn thing either of us can do about it.
I have to push past the pain in my head from Lilly’s screams. I get to my feet in an attempt to touch my sister’s hand, hoping it will calm her, but I can’t get near. I’m being pushed back by the vibrations of her screams.
“What the hell is happening to her?” I ask no one in particular. Seeing Lilly thrashing about like a wild beast draws emotions from me that I didn’t know I possessed. Lorcan is growling inside my head; he’s feeling the pain too and wants to save Lilly. But I have to keep him at bay; I cannot let Lorcan take over.
“She’s in heat,” The guy, doctor I can tell from his white coat, speaks. “Meeting her mate and being rejected, and the fact she’s an Omerian is causing her body to go into deep shock.”
“And the wide-open tear in her chest?” Which is so big, I can almost see her heart.
Lilly screams again before letting out a sob that cuts me deeply. Leander and I share a look; he can feel it too.
“She clawed at herself, all over her body. When she clawed her chest, she almost went too deep. We had to restrain Lilly so that she couldn’t hurt herself anymore. We’re trying to heal her, but it’s not working the way we hoped.”
“This doesn’t make any sense,” Leander comes to my side. “With Lilly’s abilities, she should have healed immediately.”
The screams stop, and Lilly’s body goes lax. We have a moments reprieve.
“Who are you?”
I stare at the woman holding the Doc’s hand. My eyes blacken over, Leander’s turn smokey grey, and she gasps. “We are Luther and Leander Dalgaard, Princes’s of Zidiah. Hybrid wolf and vampire. Lillian is our sister and future Alpha and Queen. Who might you be?”
“My name is Micha,” The doctor tells us. “This is my mate, Mel, my attending. Over there are Jin and Colin. They’re my medics, and we’re all here to help Lilly survive this.”
“Why is her mate not here fixing the mess he made?” No one answers me, but the looks they share irk me. “Sniff him out,” Leander nods at me. One of my brother’s abilities is tracking those who think they can hide from us.
Leander walks closer to our now breathing harsh sister and sniffs hard. A smirk creeps across his face. “Got him.”
“Now find him. I don’t give a damn if he wants to be here or not, don’t give him a choice. He needs to be near Lilly until this heat is over. Then we can leave after we tear his fuckin’ head from his shoulders.”
The tension in the room is palpable as Leander nods his head. He turns to leave when a voice fills the air. ‘Must I do everything myself?’
“Who the hell is saying that?”
“No,” Leander whispers, but I hear it. Hell is about to break loose!
Lilly suddenly floats upwards, arms and legs still strapped to the bed.
“Leander, go! We don’t have time to waste. If Vasara breaks free, we may never get Lilly back.” Leander is gone in the blink of an eye. The air from the rush of his body hits me in the face.
“What’s happening? Why is she floating like that?”
“Because,” I turn to Mel. “Vasara, Lilly’s wolf, is trying to break free. Believe me when I say that if she does, no one will be safe. Do you think you’ve seen wolves? You’ve seen nothing compared to Vasara.”
‘Now, now, Luther,’ The words are spoken using Lilly’s mouth, but it’s not her voice. This voice is ethereal, otherworldly, Vasara. ‘Are you making up stories about me? Do you really think my brothers would like that? I’m sure Valerian and Valerius would agree with me that that is not nice.’
“Vasara,” I tentatively take a step towards Lilly. My eyes widen when I see her chest close, and the skin mends itself. I wasn’t expecting that; I thought we’d have to do some sort of ritual or something. It looks as though Vasara had other ideas. “I know right now you’re worried about what’s happening to Lilly. I also know that you want to save her, but you can’t tear through right now. Leander is looking for her mate, he’ll be here soon, and everything will be okay.”
‘Fool.’ Lilly’s head snaps back, the restraints buckle, and I know it’s too late...
“Zayne?” I call his name as I pull against my restraints. “Yeah?” I turn my head to look at him standing beside my bed. “I need you to take me to Lilly.” Zayne sighs as though he were about to protest, but I won’t let him. “As your Alpha, I am ordering you to take me to my mate. I can’t do this as much as I thought I could, Zayne. Look at me,” I yank on my restraints, anger falling from me. “I’m a goddamn mess, and the only way for me not to be a fucking mess is to be with Lilly.” “I thought you hated her?” I growl at the smirk on Zayne’s face. “I don’t hate her; I thought she was a rogue. Why the fuck am I explaining myself to you? I need her, okay? She’s my mate, and only if I’m with Lilly can either of us survive this.” It shouldn’t have taken me this long to figure it out. “Now, get me the fuck out of here, and . . .”
“Get her on the bed,” Toby motions to the bed in which he wants Lilly to lie down. Dad took Lilly from Bastian as soon as we were through the doors. When we arrived home, the son of a bitch growled at my mother for merely wanting to check on her only daughter! I thought Luther was going to rip Bastian’s throat out with his bare hands. No one growls at Mum without Luther ripping them apart. Luther and I may well be identical, but my brother is much more dangerous than I have ever been. With Mum being half-vampire, my brother, sister, and I were all handed down the gene. However, where Lilly and I got the speed and strength, Luther got much more. My brother’s vampiric side is almost as strong as his wolf side. Our grandfather, Drake, Mum’s dad, once told my parents that it wasn’t possible. Luther’s vampire side should not be as strong as it is; we’re more wolf th
“I think you and Bastian should stay close over the next couple of days.” “Do you?” I mumble to Toby without looking at him. I woke up from my two-day coma an hour ago, and now I want out of here. Toby has no explanation of why both Bastian and I reacted so badly, but I know I’ll find an answer soon enough. Toby has checked me over, and though I’m not one hundred per cent, I’m okay for now. My heat isn’t over yet, but I can’t stay in this bed any longer. I won’t stay near Bastian like he’s my damn shadow, either. If the heat picks up again, I’ll hold the piece of shits hand, in full view of my parents, of course. I will not have sex with him, no matter what. Bastian woke five minutes after I did, but neither of us has spoken. I don’t want to talk to him; I have places to be, meaning I need to see
“What are you going to do about this, Bastian?” I look up at my father as he towers over me. “Don’t look at me like that! You really fucked this up.” I scrub my hands over my face and sigh. “I know what I’ve done. But I was following what you’ve always told me about rogues.” “Do not turn this on me, boy! You have a mind of your own; you should have used it! How could you reject your mate? It shouldn’t have mattered who you thought Lillian was; you should have accepted her!” My father yelling at me is all well and good, but it won’t change anything. I was stupid, and I lost my mate because of my actions. My parents have been good friends with the Dalgaard’s for years. So why then didn’t I recognise Lillian? I feel so stupid, but I have no one to blame but myself. “
Dancing, they say it’s good for the soul. Not that I’m much of a dancer, but I give it my all on a night out.I shouldn’t have gone to a nightclub with my friends, but I haven’t been feeling too good of late. I know it’s all my own fault for sending Bastian away, but it hurts.I don’t understand why I can’t forgive him and move on. It’s not like he physically hurt me, even if he did mentally. I healed, and I should be moving on, but I can’t.“Want me to walk you home?”I chuckle and shake my head at Rachel. “I’m a big girl with an even bigger wolf. I’m sure I can take care of myself.”She rolls her eyes while flicking her red hair over her shoulder. “Fine,”Rachel and I
I wipe the sweat from my brow then my naked chest. I’ve just spent two hours in the gym with Chris. I need to work some of the frustration out of me. However, after lifting weights and kickboxing, I don’t feel any better. Goddess knows what will help. ‘Getting our mate back?’ ‘Don’t start, Bane. I’m not in the mood.’ My wolf growls but stops talking. He’s barely bothered with me in days. Bane is angry with me for not going to Lilly and trying to make her understand that I want to make things works. He’ll just have to get over it because I won’t bow down to a woman so stubborn she’d hurt everyone like this. “So,” “So, what?” I raise my eyebrow at Chris. I watch as he throws his towel on the bench before sitting down. Chris isn’t as big as I am, nor as strong, but most aren’t. Though he’s a damn good Beta, I’d be lost without him sometimes, even if he does do stupid things. Kidnapping Lil
I wake up to the sound of my son crying yet again. Every night this week, Harry has woken up crying. It hurts my heart each time I walk into his room to see him sobbing.Every night, Harry asks when his Daddy will be coming home. I still don’t know what to tell him, and I hate myself for putting my son through this.Though I’ve told Harry that Bastian isn’t his father, he doesn’t seem to care. All Harry cares about is having Bastian hold him and make him feel safe. My little boy’s soul imprinted on Bastian’s, and vice versa. I saw it when their eyes clouded over, even their wolves imprinted. The same thing happened when I first held Harry, making me his mother, which makes Bastian Harry’s father.Great.Goddess
“Lilly!” I yell her name as I rush towards her. She’s in her father’s arms, and he’s looking at me as if I’d just murder his cat. I shouldn’t have done what I did; it was stupid. When I heard Lilly’s voice inside my head, I knew that she’d felt everything. I never wanted to hurt her, but I needed to feel something. Missing her hasn’t gotten any easier. I don’t have a damn clue how I got here so fast, but my wolf ran with the speed of lightning. I barely managed to pull my clothes on before pushing past the guards at the front door. No one in this world could ever keep me from Lilly, never again. Lilly looks so weak as she forces her father to put her down. She stumbles but clutches the countertop. “What do you want?” Lilly looks so pale, and she’s swea
“Do you think he’s up there, looking down on us?” I wrap my arm around Lilly’s waist as we kneel before Harry’s grave. The Royal Cemetery is where the King demanded that Harry be buried. His grandson could be put to rest nowhere else. It wouldn’t have mattered if Harry had been an Ashworth; he was still a Prince of Zidiah. So, here is where my son is buried. Though I insisted that written upon Harry’s headstone, it should read, Harry Bastain Ashworth Dalgaard. Why my name? When Lilly and I mated, she said that it would be only fitting for Harry also to have my surname. Hers would have to be the predominant name as Harry would one day be King. Harry asked if Bastain could be his middle name. Goddess, he was so adorable when he asked
It’s been days, and Bastian is still sleeping.Nothing anyone does will wake him.I’m beginning to lose hope that he ever will.Every day, I sit with Bastian, and I give him bed baths. I make sure to keep his lips moist, so they don’t get chapped.Each night, I lay beside him, his hand in mine, and I pray that he’ll wake tomorrow.Lorcan hasn’t awoken in Luther’s body either. My mother stays with him in the next room, where they moved him the day I returned.I don’t understand what went wrong, but my father warned me that the Call of Prescha was not a good thing. It would only ever cause devastation. This is the price we have paid for Shayla invoking such a spell.I gave everyone the short version
“How did you get in here?! Where did my guards go?!”I watch Lian from my lazy position on her throne – one foot on the seat, the other on the floor. I have one arm resting over the knee that’s raised; the other holds a dagger of old.“It’s not like it was hard, and your guards are otherwise indisposed.” In other words, I made them disappear. I wouldn’t want them interfering, now would?“How the hell are you able to command my men?”“They’re weak, that’s how.”I smirk while twirling the dagger in my hand.It’s quite beautiful, really. The handle is filled with rare jewels of all colours. The silver blade is laced with the finest jade around, something Lian cannot come into contact
“Bastian, Bastian, Bastian. Why don’t you just give in? Then all of this will go away.”I grit my teeth at the celestial being in front of me.I don’t remember how I got here; all I know is that I woke with my hands shoulder-width apart and suspended in mid-air.I’m shirtless and barefoot. I’m sweating from being whipped so many damn times by Lian’s goons.For one so beautiful with those wings like fire, she sure is a sadistic bitch!I know nothing of Phoenix shifter’s and their port of worship. Hell, I’d never even heard of Lian until Krone spoke of her. Yet, here she is in front of me, swearing that I pledged to give myself to her in exchange for Krone and Shayla’s freedom.I did no such thing!I swore that I wouldn’t go looking for my sister. I did not agree to be this whore’s sex slave!That’s what Lian wants from me, to hand myself over to her, b
“Vasara! What the fuck is going on?” ‘Lillian, please don’t be afraid.’ “Afraid?” I scream at the ghostly woman who just apparated out of my wolf! Vasara and I were on our way to find Bastian after she informed me that I’d accidentally called him here. I don’t remember everything yet, but I remember enough to know that Thomas was never my mate. Bastian is my mate, and I need him with me. Vasara suddenly stopped walked and howled to the sky, then, this woman appeared. I almost shit myself! She said her name was Shayla and tried to explain how she got here and why she ended up sharing my soul. But I haven’t taken in anything she said. I don’t care if she’s looking for her mate also.
Ah, sweet freedom. I breathe in the fresh air and smile to myself. Here, in Lilly’s mind, there is no Luther, and this body belongs to me. I didn’t think it would be so easy to get Dad to agree to this, me entering Lilly’s subconscious mind. He was right when he said it would be dangerous for me to do this; it could kill me. I’m barely alive, so what does it matter if I die here? I didn’t lie when I said that Lilly means everything to me. I love my sister, and I would do anything to bring her back to the land of the living. It hasn’t been easy staying locked in Luther’s mind. It was even harder to get the prick to agree to this, but I didn’t give him much choice. There is no one else who can help Lilly through this; there is only m
Holy fuck, my head!Gingerly, I pull myself into a sitting position on the ground. I don’t know where I am nor how I got here; all I know is that my head is killing me.When I finally right myself, I slowly move my head to look around. The place looks like Dalgaard forest, and I’m breathing fresh air. But it also doesn’t seem real at the same time.I drag myself to my feet, clutching the nearest tree for balance.“Either I’m getting old, or I got hit by a truck,” I grumble while massaging the back of my neck.‘Neither,’ Comes a bored voice from behind me.I spin on the spot, eyes wide when I see the large black wolf with snow-white ears. He’s lazily lying on his front, looking at me.
There has to be something in these scriptures that will help me to understand how Lilly dragged Bastian into her subconscious.Call of Prescha is rare, so rare that I’ve never known anyone in my lifetime; invoke the call.As a Royal cub, I was taught many things about wolf kind. My grandmother was very strict and would often lock me in the library until she was satisfied I’d studied enough.My parents weren’t often around; they were King and Queen and were busy with their duties. Grandmother took over when it came to my education. As future King, she wanted to prepare me as she had my father before me.I had four siblings, one brother and three sisters, all younger than me. Grandmother didn’t let them get away without two hours a day of study each time. It didn’t matter that we spent six hours a day at
“She looks like she’s enjoying kicking that guy’s arse.” I laugh to myself.‘Not many wanted to spar with you.’ Vasara tells me. ‘You didn’t seem to know the difference between training and killing.’“Please tell me that I didn’t kill anyone,”‘No, you didn’t kill anyone here. You did break a fair few bones, though,” She chuckles.Vasara and I are sitting beside the lake, watching a vision of myself training with the Royal troops. I’ve been watching myself spar with a big built man by the name of Matthew.According to Vasara, I would often follow Luther to the training field. Luther trained the King’s warriors, and I felt the need to get in on the action.