I refused to blink, refused to let the tears escape tonight. I’d cried enough and if I let one tear escape, the dam would break free and I’d show Chance a side of me he’s never seen. There was something about this moment that I craved, that I had wanted with Shane. Max gave me an ounce of it when I wanted a pound. It hadn’t been enough. It felt like I’d gotten a sip of water in a dry desert and I was dying of thirst.
My heart was weak from the night before, the need to have someone care for me stopped the words from coming out. He released my arm and I dropped it to my side as he fell to his knees in front of me. I stared down at him as I watched him. I waited with baited breath until gray eyes peered up at me. Leaning forward, his lips caressed each ugly bruise and I inhaled sharply when he used his hand to move my leg. My legs opened for him. He didn’t have to be a wolf to smell my arousal.
I could
Chance’s gray eyes bore into my brown ones. The question in his morphed as a look of understanding flashed in them. One second he’d been submissive and in the next he was dominant. I didn’t have to tell Chance what I wanted, he knew me and he knew my body like he’d explored it many times before, as if he wasn’t a stranger to my body and in a way, he wasn’t. I watched as he leaned in, his eyes held mine as his flat pink tongue slid into my pussy. My lips parting and wrapping around him as my legs widened for him. A moan fell from my lips as he slowly pushed deeper inside of me, his head inching forward. My chest rose and fell as I fought the urge to lose my eyes and let my head drop back. The need to bear witness to his snake-like tongue as it disappeared inside of me won out. My jaw dropped as he pushed deep, his tongue stretching as it pushed inside of me, and I watched as his nose pressed against my pelvic bone.“Goddess,” I groaned. “That… that feels so good.” Pulling out of my cun
Chance’s fingers ran up and down my spine. True to his word, he didn’t push me, nor did he ask for more. If I hadn’t met Shane, I think I would have eventually given Chance a shot. I couldn’t help but laugh as my thoughts drifted towards that tongue work. I would have let that happen earlier if I knew he was so talented.He walked me to Shane’s room and as hard as I tried not to, there was little I could do to stop the excitement bubbling within me. There was a bit of a spring to my step as I tried and failed to rush. I was running late and the image of seeing his smirk and that look in his eyes that said I was inferior to him lit a fire low in my belly. I waved Chance goodbye before opening the door and slipping inside. Shane was nowhere to be found and I swallowed down the lump in my throat. Sitting down, I waited for him, but he never showed up.I went home that morning, filled with disappointment. Shane didn’t show up the next three nights. I didn’t see him during the day either.
Four days since I met him and three days since I’d last seen him. I was getting ready when an unwelcome feeling filled my chest. Nervousness. Why hadn’t he stopped by to see me? Was he staying away to torture me, or… was there… someone else?Even as I drove to Ocean Side for my next shift, I grew excited with the thought of tonight being the night I saw him again. What happened to hating him? I felt like I could hate and want to see him at the same time. My heart thrummed in my chest at the image of him throwing the door open and using me like he did the first time. I was not ashamed of where my thoughts instantly went when Shane was involved. I wondered what we would do when he did show up and wondered how I had even driven this far without crashing.My phone rang and pulled me from my daydream of all the wicked things I wanted Shane to do to me. Irritation filled me, not from the call, but from the fact that even though he annoyed the hell out of me, I couldn’t help but want him. I
That feeling is back and with a vengeance. Unease pricks at the corners of my mind and my heart constricts. I grab the shot glasses as soon as Randy places them down. One, two, clank! They don’t burn as they go down and I know this is where I should stop. I sigh as I turn to Sakura and Crystal. They are both blushing as Sakura placed her order with Randy.“Hey Luna," Sakura said sweetly as Crystal told Randy what she wanted.“Star got a hot client?” I asked, my voice came out a little raspy.“Yes! He’s like… drop dead sexy,” she said. Her voice was loud enough to hear over the blaring music. She’s wearing a bright pink kimono and a blue headband with Japanese characters on it. Her nipples are barely covered by her kimono. “He gives off unredeemable villain vibes and I just-ah,” she moans as she shivers.“You didn’t check it out when you got here?” Crystal asked. I shook my head. “After we got dressed, we came out and noticed it right away. I had to see what the fuss was about and I wa
This is the most vulnerable I’ve ever felt. I decided not to let him get to me, and I failed. I built my walls up and made them as sigh as possible, only to have a man I’ve only met once knock them all down with nothing more than a glance. Goddess, I hate him. I hate how Shane makes me feel so weak. My stupid tears won’t stop and blurred my surroundings. My throat aches and tightens, making it hard to breathe. The sound of heels clacking bounces off the walls as I run from obsidian eyes. I don’t even know where I’m going. I just needed to get as far away from them as possible.Korra’s howls only tore my heart more. My eyes instantly find the door to the room I’m supposed to wait for Shane in. I can’t bring myself to go in there. I can’t. I don’t want to. It would be a whole new low for me to witness him fucking someone else and still waiting for him in that room like a good girl. The thought of doing that only adds gasoline to the flames and I burn with the need to lash out. I want to
Now that I’ve done it, I don’t know what I was expecting to find. I didn’t even wipe my face, but I refuse to be weak with Chance. Before I can change my mind, I lift my chin and walk into the room like I’ve done a million times before. The door closes behind me and just like that, the low smooth music meant for VIP guests muffles and replaces the music from the club.My eyes flutter shut as I inhale the familiar scent of pine and campfire.The last of my tears escape and stream down my cheeks. Opening my eyes, my gaze slides over the room until I find him sitting on the opposite side of the room, in my seat. He looks as charming as ever with a white buttoned up dress shirt. His eyes are wide in surprise and his jaw is hanging open.Chance was not expecting me to burst into his room and that only pleases me. This is the first time I’ve walked into this room with him in here to not find him on his knees. While this irritates me, I get why he isn’t in his usual position. I’ve made him w
Would I look at Chance differently if he was a wolf? He let out a breath as I pressed the pointy end right below his shoulder. It wasn’t from pain, was it relief? Why would he be relieved? I pushed my weight onto the heel currently pressed into his oh-too-clean white dress shirt, but he didn’t move. This isn’t what I was thinking when I came to his room, but here we both were. Warm hands slid up my calf and stopped around my knee.A shiver ran up my spine and I took a deep breath as my legs trembled. Misunderstanding my pleasure for shakiness, his hand disappeared from my knee and I peered down my nose at him as he lifted his hand above his head. He was offering to help me steady myself while I hurt him. I took in the gesture and slapped his hand away. I wasn’t like this with anyone else, but with Chance, I could be real, and as much as I hated it, raw. Maybe that fact alone made him special.I swallowed, ran my
Whatever I thought Chance was about to say, that definitely wasn’t it. My eyes went wide as saucers and my jaw dropped. My nipples pressed against the thin fabric of my clothing and everything clenched. I blinked a few times to make sure I heard what I think I did. He pulled back and looked down at me with a look that said he was dead serious.Goddess. And gush.He leaned back, and I smirked as I held his gaze and spread my legs. “Like this, sir?” I taunted. He shook his head. “Wider?”“That’s not my title,” he growled. My lips parted as my eyes widened.“And what would that be?” I asked.“Alpha,” he growled. My jaw dropped as I stared up at Chance. His hand reached out, and he pulled my bottom lip down with his thumb. “Say it again.”