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Adea The world was spinning and I struggled to see straight. I took deep breaths to try and ground myself. Shifting from one foot to the other I hoped it would help, but it didn’t. I needed to snap out of it and pull myself together. This was the worst time to feel ill or get dizzy. I would not be the weak female lead like the ones I read in novels. I had read so many and I knew the type. Most of the time, the heroines in the romance novels I found in the novels that littered my shelves were useless. They didn’t fight back, they couldn’t because they were unable to do anything by themselves. The sweet and gentle heroine needed someone tall, handsome, and strong to come in and fight her battles for her. This was a classic moment where the female lead would faint and her hero would crash through the door. He’d pull out his sword and fight the villain. They would fight to the death and would end with the villain dead on the floor. I wanted it, wished for it, but I knew better. This was
AdeaI haven’t been alone with him since that one day and I had still been a child. I’d only gotten a glimpse at the devil lying beneath. Now that I was stuck in a room with him late at night I would see the Ethan no one else got to see. If I said I wasn’t afraid I would be lying. I was young not stupid. I knew what was going to happen tonight and I knew that Ethan was a force not to be reckoned with.Would that stop me from fighting back?No.Would that stop me from at least trying to hurt him?Definitely not.That doesn’t mean that this man didn’t make me hesitate. He’s been a man since I was a girl and even though years had passed he still looked the same. I’d done my best not to look at him the entire night. But now that he was staring at me and I was staring at him, I had no choice but to look at him.The demand was clear and I held my head high as I made my way toward my chair in front of the vanity. My body was on edge being in here with him. The only man I’d ever had in here o
AdeaI don’t know what was going on with Korra but I knew it had to do with him. He was the reason she was where she was. I could feel it as she could feel the pain I was feeling. I didn’t want to watch him. I didn’t want to see him. I knew coming into this room with Ethan that nothing would ever be the same for me again.I knew I would never feel safe again when he came in here, but I hadn’t prepared myself for him to tear through my safe space. I wasn’t ready for him to tear through my memories with him. I wanted to do something, say something that would stop him, but that time had passed. I provoked him. I made my bed, now I had to lay in it.I couldn’t do anything. I was paralyzed where I sat. You know when you have those dreams where you can’t move? The ones where you can’t do anything, you can’t move, but you can move your eyes? That’s how I felt. It was like I was in a dream I couldn’t wake up from.All I could do was watch Ethan as he tore through my room. He walked over to th
My heart dropped into my belly and for a second I entertained the idea not fighting him. I lied to myself and toyed with the idea of letting him do what he wanted, but disgust had my stomach rolling. The warmth of his body felt wrong against mine as he leaned forward. Without a second thought, I spat in his face. I wasn’t going down without a fight.Fuck not fighting.And fuck Ethan.The audacity of this man. I hated the way he made me feel weak. I hated feeling small compared to his large frame. It was nothing like the way felt with … The spittle landed satisfyingly on his eyebrow and slid down over his eye. I was grossed out as it collected on his eyelashes before slowly dripping down between us.I don’t care about what he wanted and I was far from the fragile girl I was when we first met all those many years ago. We may have stood in front of all the packs in attendance as a united front but he’s got another thing coming to him if he thinks I’ll lay down and take it like a dog.“Yo
Ethan kicked my legs wider and I struggled against his hold. He lowered himself so that his head was parallel to my belly. Blood from his face stained my dress as he slid his nose up over my rib. Ethan froze over my chest, his teeth dug into the material and he yanked it down, exposing my breast. The night air nipped at my skin and caused it to pebble. His mouth opened and I turned from him so I was looking at my window. I bit into my bottom lip knowing that he was going to bite me. I wouldn’t cry out and I wouldn’t plead with him. Canines pierced my skin and I muffled a cry as he bit down on my soft flesh.Asshole.His tongue darted out and licked the blood as it seeped from the open wounds his sharp teeth just caused. I flinched away from the unwanted contact. I fought the automatic response to whimper as he withdrew his canines from my breast. There was a rumbling in his chest that sounded pleased at the mark he’d left. His nose pressed against my neck next and I froze.His lips mo
*Content Warning: Violence of a sexual nature is depicted in this chapter and may be triggering for some readers.*Ethan’s calloused hand grip disappeared from my cheek. Panic spread through me as he shuffled behind me. My heartbeat pounded in my hears and I clenched the bed sheets. I jerked wildly in an attempt to break free. Smack. Ethan’s palm comes down on my backside and I cry out in surprise. His hand grips my hip and lifts my me up until I’m on my knees.“Get the fuck off of me!”Ethan releases my hands but before I can try and crawl away he grabs a bunch of my hair and holds me down. I cry out in pain and fight against him as he pushes himself against my backside. My eyes find the night sky outside my window and I’m reminded of all the nights I spent here with him. As much as I don’t want to think of him while I’m here with Ethan, I can’t help it. I pray it doesn’t taint the memory, but I need something, anything. Maybe if I just think of him I can get through this.“You’ll ta
*Content Warning: Violence of a sexual nature is depicted in this chapter and may be triggering for some readers.*My fingers trembled as I glared down my nose at Ethan. This false sense of power flows through my body and I imagine all the ways I would love to end him. His slimy hands slid up my thighs and rested on my hips as I straddled him. His hardness jerks against my backside and bile rushes to my mouth. I swallowed it down and lower my hands. They glide down my body and his eyes tracked the movement.Mechanically, I ground my hips and when I knew he was entranced I lowered myself. His eyes flickered to my face before lowering back to where my body lifted up off of his. While he was distracted I extended my claws slowly.After I prayed to the Moon Goddess for strength and agility as I drove my claws toward his chest. They pierced skin and he roared. My hand sunk an inch into his flesh and I could taste freedom on the tip of my tongue. His hands gripped both of my wrists and I lo
ShaneAs I forced one foot in front of the other the cold night air kissed at my own wounds. It tickled and a shiver went down my spine. I couldn’t feel anything and that probably wasn’t good, but I couldn’t find it in me to care. The material of my shirt clung to the skin on my back. The more steps I took the colder my heart grew. I knew this was the best I could do right now, but it didn’t make it any easier.Fog billowed out of my mouth with each haggard breath. I walked between the slave quarters hidden in the shadows of the night. My fingers dragged along the side of the house before I rounded the corner. I strode across the deck in two strides and threw open the door. Mavy screamed and her body automatically went into defense mode. I closed the door behind me and she was up on her feet. She darted across the room to me and threw her arms around me. I grimaced as her hands dug into the back of my neck.“What is this?” Mavy said.Her hands dropped and her eyes widened in horror as