AdeaI don’t know what was going on with Korra but I knew it had to do with him. He was the reason she was where she was. I could feel it as she could feel the pain I was feeling. I didn’t want to watch him. I didn’t want to see him. I knew coming into this room with Ethan that nothing would ever be the same for me again.I knew I would never feel safe again when he came in here, but I hadn’t prepared myself for him to tear through my safe space. I wasn’t ready for him to tear through my memories with him. I wanted to do something, say something that would stop him, but that time had passed. I provoked him. I made my bed, now I had to lay in it.I couldn’t do anything. I was paralyzed where I sat. You know when you have those dreams where you can’t move? The ones where you can’t do anything, you can’t move, but you can move your eyes? That’s how I felt. It was like I was in a dream I couldn’t wake up from.All I could do was watch Ethan as he tore through my room. He walked over to th
My heart dropped into my belly and for a second I entertained the idea not fighting him. I lied to myself and toyed with the idea of letting him do what he wanted, but disgust had my stomach rolling. The warmth of his body felt wrong against mine as he leaned forward. Without a second thought, I spat in his face. I wasn’t going down without a fight.Fuck not fighting.And fuck Ethan.The audacity of this man. I hated the way he made me feel weak. I hated feeling small compared to his large frame. It was nothing like the way felt with … The spittle landed satisfyingly on his eyebrow and slid down over his eye. I was grossed out as it collected on his eyelashes before slowly dripping down between us.I don’t care about what he wanted and I was far from the fragile girl I was when we first met all those many years ago. We may have stood in front of all the packs in attendance as a united front but he’s got another thing coming to him if he thinks I’ll lay down and take it like a dog.“Yo
Ethan kicked my legs wider and I struggled against his hold. He lowered himself so that his head was parallel to my belly. Blood from his face stained my dress as he slid his nose up over my rib. Ethan froze over my chest, his teeth dug into the material and he yanked it down, exposing my breast. The night air nipped at my skin and caused it to pebble. His mouth opened and I turned from him so I was looking at my window. I bit into my bottom lip knowing that he was going to bite me. I wouldn’t cry out and I wouldn’t plead with him. Canines pierced my skin and I muffled a cry as he bit down on my soft flesh.Asshole.His tongue darted out and licked the blood as it seeped from the open wounds his sharp teeth just caused. I flinched away from the unwanted contact. I fought the automatic response to whimper as he withdrew his canines from my breast. There was a rumbling in his chest that sounded pleased at the mark he’d left. His nose pressed against my neck next and I froze.His lips mo
*Content Warning: Violence of a sexual nature is depicted in this chapter and may be triggering for some readers.*Ethan’s calloused hand grip disappeared from my cheek. Panic spread through me as he shuffled behind me. My heartbeat pounded in my hears and I clenched the bed sheets. I jerked wildly in an attempt to break free. Smack. Ethan’s palm comes down on my backside and I cry out in surprise. His hand grips my hip and lifts my me up until I’m on my knees.“Get the fuck off of me!”Ethan releases my hands but before I can try and crawl away he grabs a bunch of my hair and holds me down. I cry out in pain and fight against him as he pushes himself against my backside. My eyes find the night sky outside my window and I’m reminded of all the nights I spent here with him. As much as I don’t want to think of him while I’m here with Ethan, I can’t help it. I pray it doesn’t taint the memory, but I need something, anything. Maybe if I just think of him I can get through this.“You’ll ta
*Content Warning: Violence of a sexual nature is depicted in this chapter and may be triggering for some readers.*My fingers trembled as I glared down my nose at Ethan. This false sense of power flows through my body and I imagine all the ways I would love to end him. His slimy hands slid up my thighs and rested on my hips as I straddled him. His hardness jerks against my backside and bile rushes to my mouth. I swallowed it down and lower my hands. They glide down my body and his eyes tracked the movement.Mechanically, I ground my hips and when I knew he was entranced I lowered myself. His eyes flickered to my face before lowering back to where my body lifted up off of his. While he was distracted I extended my claws slowly.After I prayed to the Moon Goddess for strength and agility as I drove my claws toward his chest. They pierced skin and he roared. My hand sunk an inch into his flesh and I could taste freedom on the tip of my tongue. His hands gripped both of my wrists and I lo
ShaneAs I forced one foot in front of the other the cold night air kissed at my own wounds. It tickled and a shiver went down my spine. I couldn’t feel anything and that probably wasn’t good, but I couldn’t find it in me to care. The material of my shirt clung to the skin on my back. The more steps I took the colder my heart grew. I knew this was the best I could do right now, but it didn’t make it any easier.Fog billowed out of my mouth with each haggard breath. I walked between the slave quarters hidden in the shadows of the night. My fingers dragged along the side of the house before I rounded the corner. I strode across the deck in two strides and threw open the door. Mavy screamed and her body automatically went into defense mode. I closed the door behind me and she was up on her feet. She darted across the room to me and threw her arms around me. I grimaced as her hands dug into the back of my neck.“What is this?” Mavy said.Her hands dropped and her eyes widened in horror as
AdeaThe rooster crowing announced the start of a new day. My eyes flew open and the bed dipped as Ethan got up. I got a look at his backside and my mouth went dry. I stayed still in hopes that he would leave me alone. As his footsteps retreated I let out a quiet sigh of relief. There was a knock at the door and I watched in horror as he walked butt naked to open it. I pulled the sheets up to my chin to cover my body as two servants walked in with platters in hand.One warriors stood by the door and told them to get to it. The maids bowed to Ethan and when they looked up their eyes widened at seeing his nakedness. The room was a mess and I don’t think anyone should be walking through it, but what I thought didn’t matter here. It never did. The servants bowed their heads and kept their eyes on the floor as they walked through the carnage that was my room.I balled my hand into a fist as I watched them tiptoe and step over debris left over from Ethan’s show of force last night. I blocke
The silence in the room was suffocating. It felt as if I were in a room on fire and I was forced to sit still. I had to pretend I wasn’t afraid and play the game of survival with the man who claimed me as his. I was forced to ignore the way my heart cried out for the man he mentioned. I had to act as if I hadn’t thought about jumping to my death just a few moments before.“That’s not why I asked. I’ve never left the pack without my father and sister by my side. This agreement, this change is still new to me and will take some time for me to get used to,” I said.“You have all the time in the world to get used to it. This is your life now.”He reminded me as if I needed the reminder that I was his. It was if I hadn’t been told that for almost my entire life. Because I needed to be told after we announced it to the pack and all the packs in attendance. It was like I wasn’t there last night for the entire time he forced himself on me.“I know very well that this is my life now,” I said.