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2024-10-29 19:42:56Savage,
I stared at my mate as she slept with tears running down her face.Since we returned to the pack house and she just closed her eyes and fell asleep drained and exhausted mentally and emotionally.
She seemed shaken up and skittish. She was even scared when the pups ran to her and hugged her in greeting, but thankfully, they didn’t notice. But I did.
I can feel the fear and even anger waft off of her. This was her first kill, and it doesn’t matter if it was justified or not. The result is the same.
Hell, if she act normal and as if nothing had happened, I would be confused, but this, this is normal. I can deal with this.
I stood up, holding the bowl of hot water and the small towel, and went to the bathroom to clean them. I tried to clean her body from all the blood and dirt, but it barely made a dent. She must take a shower.
When I was done, I took a quick shower myself and when I was out, someone knocked on t
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Savage,“Look, Kronos, things are going to shit here. Cassius is…..going through… stuff, and I don’t think that this is the time to discuss anything with him. You can act in any way you see fit. You are officially working as the regent of the states at the moment, so I trust that you will make the best choice or whatever. But now I need to be with Cassius.”Adiran said, and I clutched the phone harshly and I actually heard it snap before he ended the damn call without adding anything.Fuck him and fuck Cassius, if you can’t rule and take care of your people then why do we call you a king and follow you, fucker.I have my damn issues as well, but you don’t see me standing here and whining about it. No, I go out there and do my best. I’m only alive for my pack and family.“Are things ok back on the island?”Sawyer asked, and I almost flinched. I had forgotten that he was actually here. Because we were discussing Aryan’s situation.“Fuck him, may the goddess curse him more, the asshole.”
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Tamara,I dropped panting on the ground and found myself naked. I must have shifted without noticing. I was so scared, and I felt like breathing easily the moment I was away from everyone.I was afraid to hurt someone else while I wasn’t even aware of my surroundings. When I’m back, I need to apologize to whoever I hurt and just think of a way to get rid of this fox.I can’t keep on living like this, even if I had to kill myself. At least I must make sure that I won’t harm someone else ever again.I touched my belly and stroked it softly, and I hiccuped as tears dripped down my face. I didn’t tell him yet, and I wasn’t sure how or when would I do that.I know that he really needs this. He craves it, but at the same time, how could I do that to him again? He will just die if he lost his pup and mate again.We have never talked about it but I have heard the murmurs and heard him talk that other day before I ki….I sniffled harshly and hugged my legs and buried my face in my knees. Godde
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Savage,I felt the lack of oxygen when suddenly my chest hurt; I looked down at my hands and found them shaking. From the lack of oxygen or shock, I wasn’t sure.“It was you! All of this happened because of you, bastard. You are the reason Aryan was taken, and we can’t find him.”Cyrus roared, and I looked at the angry male as he advanced on me as the witch was turning around to leave.I reached my hand out, trying to catch her before she left, but then I was pushed away suddenly and something black jumped in front of me and it was fighting a brown wolf.I gasped as I watched Tamara snap her teeth at the other alpha paw before it pulled it away at the last moment before he dropped back to the ground.The brown alpha wolf growled at my mate and she growled viciously back, making the entire ground shake from the force of it.“This is ridiculous. You two need to stop this. We came here to talk, Cyrus, not fi
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Tamara,“Now fucking speak.”Silas snarled as he began to pace the small office, impatiently waiting for Savage to speak, but my mate was staring blankly at the older male.I hugged the small blanket around my body and winced silently when my wounds stung and I narrowed my eyes at the alpha that was hugging a similar one.Cyrus’s eyes met mine, and he looked away quickly when he saw my glare and accusing eyes. Honestly, I wanted to fucking tear his head off.The fucker dared to attack my mate right in front of me and in our territory. I don’t fucking care if he was blinded by rage or fucking loss and pain. He can’t do that.“I think we should discuss that on another day. We all are shaking still and we have things to process. Trust me, I do.”I said tiredly, making Silas stop, and the male turned suddenly around and snarled at me, but I snarled back and he tilted his head to the side thoughtfully.“Fucking lucky asshole. You landed yourself a good loyal mate, Savage. But little pup, y
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Tamara, “A…alpha.” Someone said hesitantly from my side and I froze above the swing and dug my feet into the ground to stop it. I have come here to be alone and away from everyone because I was embarrassed and ashamed of myself. I have hurt my pup, and he was running around jumping and singing songs, praising me for my strength. The poor kid forgot all about me hurting him. And I felt like a piece of shit, a worthless mother who doesn’t deserve a beautiful pup like him, and this leads me to my own pregnancy. I didn’t tell savage just yet, and I didn’t know if I should to. Am I going to kill myself to get rid of that fox or should I tell Savage the truth about everything? The male has too much on his plate and he doesn’t need to be plagued with my problems now. At least the damn fox has disappeared now, and I can’t see her anywhere. “Alpha.” The voice said again stubbornly at this moment, and I flinched even though I know that the owner of it was still there, but I thought ign
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Tamara,“kro….nos. Savage. SAVAGEEEEE. Answer me, please. Plea….se.”I called his name shakily, and I began to wail when I saw his eyes close slowly after he throw up black blood.“HELP. SOMEBODY HELP ME, PLEASEEEEEE.”I touched his face then his chest and felt it as it rose and fell slowly and his heart beating was so slow and he kept opening and closing his mouth trying to say something but it was so hard for him.“No, stop don’t try to speak. I…I will get help.”I said through my tears and he snarled weakly then his eyes closed entirely and my sobbing and wailing rose.“What happened? Minutes ago, he was fine fighting like a damn beast.”Jeremy came running, and he crouched in front of my mate and leaned down trying to listen to his heartbeat then he looked at me frowning.“His heartbeat is so slow and he is barely breathing. We need to go back and let the healer see him. I don’t know what happened to him, but he doesn’t look like he was seriously injured.”The male said as he haul
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