Tamara, “A…alpha.” Someone said hesitantly from my side and I froze above the swing and dug my feet into the ground to stop it. I have come here to be alone and away from everyone because I was embarrassed and ashamed of myself. I have hurt my pup, and he was running around jumping and singing songs, praising me for my strength. The poor kid forgot all about me hurting him. And I felt like a piece of shit, a worthless mother who doesn’t deserve a beautiful pup like him, and this leads me to my own pregnancy. I didn’t tell savage just yet, and I didn’t know if I should to. Am I going to kill myself to get rid of that fox or should I tell Savage the truth about everything? The male has too much on his plate and he doesn’t need to be plagued with my problems now. At least the damn fox has disappeared now, and I can’t see her anywhere. “Alpha.” The voice said again stubbornly at this moment, and I flinched even though I know that the owner of it was still there, but I thought ign
Savage,I stood, and everything around me was on fire.Screams of pain and fear filled the cold air, and I shuddered, hugging myself from the cold as well as fear. I was scared.People ran around me, some hurt and bleeding, while others just ran away from the threat and I frowned as I stared at my hands.They were shaking and bloodied. My clothes were torn and my jeans were stained with dark blood. What happened in here and why do I look like this?I heard a faint voice call my name and my head snapped back up and I looked around me, then my heart started to thud harshly in my chest.“No, noo….. I can’t go through this again. It took me months to be able to lock that painful memory away and get rid of it. I can’t relive that horrible night ever again.”I murmured to myself after I closed my eyes as I tried to move. I wanted to run away. I forced my damn legs to move, but they didn’t even tremble. They were stuck to the black burned ground.“Kro…nos.”The voice called again and my eyes
Tamara,“How are we going to fix this? The pack is getting agitated and we are going through that merge, so things are sensitive as it is.”Sawyer said as he stood beside me and I wrapped my hands around my chest as I watched my mate talk with an elderly couple from my old pack.I felt my eyes water as I watched Savage smile at them, then he wrapped his arm around the older female and guided her to her new house.My body shuddered when I remembered the events of last night. This was the worst of all of his episodes.He was shaking and crying in his sleep, then suddenly he went lax even though his eyes kept moving under their eyelids.It was obvious that it was one of those nightmares that plagued him, but when he started to scratch and dig his nails into his own body I freaked out.I thought about waking him up, but then I stopped myself because I didn’t know what was happening to him.But then when I saw him hurt himself and draw blood without waking up or even wincing, I tried to sh
Savage,I closed my eyes as I leaned my head back and breathed deeply.I still feel shaky and the nightmare from yesterday is still alive in my head and in front of my eyes. Each time I talk to any of my pack mates, I see my family in them.But I know that it was just an illusion. A game my heavy heart and mind were playing at me after the guilt ate me up.But I don’t have the right to say anything or complain about it. I have deserved all of this. My problem was the people around me.I keep hurting them as I pull them into my own problems; I have hurt my pack and hurt my mate. It was a miracle that they were still talking to me.Someone like me should be punished and sent away, they have the right to reject me and demand that I leave.But no I can’t leave not until I fix what I have done. I will leave the moment I was certain that they were safe and will stop suffering for what I have done.“There is some movement on the edge of our territory and I saw alpha Cyrus and his warrior doi
Tamara,I clenched my hands as I watched him talk with the damn bitch and I tried to suppress a growl when I saw her lick her lips as she looked at him as if he was a juicy piece of meat.But then she frowned for a moment before she leaned down and whispered something in my mate’s ear.It was one look at us, one fleeting look that was our only memory before all of this mess happened. A second Savage was looking at us blankly, then his claws were swiping at the female.I stood frozen in my place as I watched the silent, calm yard suddenly bustle with screams of pain and fear. The males that were standing beside me burst from where they were hiding and shifted into their wolves.Even Cyrus was here, ready as he jumped to join the fray. This was how we have decided to take down the female.But this was before we knew that she has a fucking dragon with her. The one that was roaring above our heads and opening his mouth, ready to breathe fi
Savage,“No one was hurt from the pack house. The orphans are just a little bit shaken up, but it is expected they were facing a dragon after all.”Sawyer said tiredly after he sat on the chair in front of my desk, then hissed before he put his hand above his mouth and coughed some blood.During the fight, the male had to fend off some wolves and vampires that were trying to get inside the house and because we all were busy outside, he was the only one to do so.It explains how the pups managed to get out and why he looked like shit right now, but we don’t have time to rest.The bitch had escaped when she saw that we were winning the fight and now we don’t know when will she strike next.And I was so pissed because of it. She took the chance that we had to help Tamara and the other wolf to bring that dragon down and she just disappeared into thin air.“Go and get some rest. By today’s nightfall, I need you to be in perfect shape. From now none of us would rest or sleep, as long as tha
Tamara,Savage stormed into our room, then he let me go beside the bed and I dropped on it because I still couldn’t control my body.‘Mate.’He called me, mate; he was looking at me with so much love when he said it. He was hanging on each word, each breath, and each blink of my eyes.I’m that dragon’s mate? How? Why? When?I saw him for the first time today, yes he didn’t hurt me or try to fight me, but he was hurting my pack and my people.So no, he can’t be. I’m mated to Savage. Kronos is my only mate. It might not have started like normal shifters do, but in the end, our wolves chose each other, right?My wolf doesn’t feel anything toward that male, besides he is a dragon for the goddess’s sake. We can’t be mates, how?But it happened before, not frequently but sometimes different species mate, but it was rare. No, I won’t think about it. This can’t be true. I’m Savage’s mate, and I’m carrying his pup.I love him.I held my head with my two hands and closed my eyes as I kept shak
Savage, “He is back to his sweet silent treatment and refusing to speak.” Silas said, sighing after he leaned against the chair he was sitting on in the basement and I narrowed my eyes at him and then at the fucker. I know what he meant and I won’t bring her back here after what happened yesterday. I gritted my teeth when I smelled her. I turned around and narrowed my eyes at my mate even though I was ashamed of what I had done yesterday, but this doesn’t mean she can come here and talk with that fucker again. “OOOffff, we need to air the place here. What did you two do yesterday? The poor female is smells like as if you spent the night bathing her in your fucking seed. It is disgusting.” Silas said as pinched his nose while the others looked away feeling embarrassed and awkward because he was right. But I wasn’t fucking aware of my own doings yesterday. When this shit happened, it wasn’t me in control; it was the damn wolf. He took over, and he basically raped her, and when I
EpilogueTamara,When the god of thunder left, I dropped to my knees because my feet were shaking from stress.The day didn’t end yet and I feel like almost fainting, but I looked back at my mate and a soft smile touched my lips. He is back and alive.“Are you certain about this, mortal? The gods aren’t trustworthy. They are known for their decisive and for playing with mortals’ dreams and hopes.“it is you who have been sensing around, Tamara? You were the one who caused her all of this trauma and stress.”Savage snarled as I sat on the couch and put his legs slowly on the ground, planning to stand up and attack the fox, but I stopped him by shaking my head and made him sit back again.“And you are the stupid mortal who had brought doom upon us, but I guess what you did was lesser than what was already happening already, so the Ragnarok won’t be entirely your fault.”She said in a snarling voice and Savage frowned at me and everyone in the room and I sighed, then told him everything
Savage,I gasped as I opened my eyes and touched my heart, breathing harshly.I have never felt such pain in my life. It felt like there is fire running through my veins branding me and even though I can feel it, I can’t do anything to stop it except cough up black blood.I looked around me, feeling confused and disoriented, looking for Tamara or anyone who helped me to open my eyes again.But there was no one I was alone sleeping on a couch in my office and it was empty. I opened my mouth to call for my mate.But nothing came out except for some gurgles and coughs. I looked at my hand that was holding my chest, then touched my mouth and found nothing. There is no blood!And I blinked at it in confusion. Was I sleeping for long that they cleaned me meanwhile? But why am I in my office and not in my room on the third floor? And why am I still in my clothes from that fight?I shook my head to clear it from all the thoughts and doubts, then I walked on shaky legs to the door and opened i
Tamara,“Long time no see fox.”Zeus said in his masculine voice and I almost shivered from how deep and beautiful it was, but instead I watched the fox as she shook in anger and hatred.“I fail to see this as a happy reunion, my lord. If you are here to kill me for a second time, be certain that this time I will fight. I have nothing to lose anymore, my lord.”The fox said snarling, and the god frowned as he walked toward us, but then the entire place held their breath and suddenly they dropped to the ground, kneeling and bowing to the god.I blinked at the scene because I didn’t have the obligation to do the same and Zeus frowned at me as he continued walking toward us, but then the fox stood in front of me, blocking his way.“Ah, I see. Then she is the reason that you are here and back in the mortal world. She is your connection and the only thing that connected you to it. She is your anchor.”The god said, smiling, and I shuddered. Is this the moment when he kills me to sever this
Tamara,I stroked my mate’s matted hair and his blood crusted cheeks, then gave him one last long kiss before I turned around and stood in front of Silas.The male gritted his teeth, but when I nodded my head at him with a faint smile on my face, he hardened his features.“I don’t know how you are going to do this, but I don’t mind anything, even the pain.”I said, then closed my eyes and pushed my head back a little to give him some space to work with as I imagined myself joining my mate soon.But then I heard some racket, and a fight started startling me and I opened my eyes to find the entire room in chaos.“How could you approve of such a thing, you coward? How fucking could kill an innocent soul who carries one that didn’t see the light yet?”“They are my responsibility. I will not let you hurt either of them. The alpha asked me to take care of them and the pack as well. I won’t allow it.”“Look at you. Finally found your voices and balls and you were just watching minutes ago. Y
Tamara,“kro….nos. Savage. SAVAGEEEEE. Answer me, please. Plea….se.”I called his name shakily, and I began to wail when I saw his eyes close slowly after he throw up black blood.“HELP. SOMEBODY HELP ME, PLEASEEEEEE.”I touched his face then his chest and felt it as it rose and fell slowly and his heart beating was so slow and he kept opening and closing his mouth trying to say something but it was so hard for him.“No, stop don’t try to speak. I…I will get help.”I said through my tears and he snarled weakly then his eyes closed entirely and my sobbing and wailing rose.“What happened? Minutes ago, he was fine fighting like a damn beast.”Jeremy came running, and he crouched in front of my mate and leaned down trying to listen to his heartbeat then he looked at me frowning.“His heartbeat is so slow and he is barely breathing. We need to go back and let the healer see him. I don’t know what happened to him, but he doesn’t look like he was seriously injured.”The male said as he haul
Savage,“Are you sure about this?”Cyrus asked me when we reached our destination and I nodded my head silently, telling them that I won’t change my mind.He will be the one to search for Tamra and Aryan, not me. I will be here fighting my way through and clearing a path for him.And Silas is back in my territory guarding the pack house because we don’t know if the witch went there or if she is still here.But either way, we will surprise them. This is our only chance to have an upper hand because they don’t know that we found their hiding place.I looked behind and found Jeremy, my head enforcer, along with my warriors and some from the other packs.The alphas were gracious enough to lend me some of their strongest. Even Silas sent his daughter with me, leading half of his warriors.“Just wait for my signal and don’t engage in any fights. Try to avoid them as much as you can.”I told the alpha firmly and even though he didn’t like what I just said and it showed on his face; he nodded
Tamara,I woke up with a start when I heard the loud screams and powerful bangs.“Shh, it is ok, I’m here with you. Something is happening outside. I think they have finally found us.”Aryan said as he hugged me tightly and I stared at the closed door expectantly, but nothing happened even though the sounds and shouts continued.I stood up on shaky legs, still nursing my right kidney because the bitch had kicked my ass because of that damn fox.I leaned my ear against the thick door and tried to listen to what was happening outside, but still, it felt so far and I wasn’t sure about the identity of the people who cause all of that racket.So I began to bang on the door even though I was in so much pain and my legs couldn’t support me at all, but then Aryan joined me and he shouted at the top of his lungs, calling for help, and I copied him.The door was pushed open, and we staggered back, almost falling on our asses expecting Savage or any one of the other alphas, but it was just that
Savage,I was back from another nightly run and went straight to my office.I need to handle some things before I met with the witch today. I must be sure if things went south that my pack will be taken care of.And on the chance that my mate survived this, I wanted to secure their life after my death. I wasn’t sure if she would like to keep living here with the pack or maybe choose to live in the human world.And who would blame her? Her life has been miserable before me and my showing didn’t help and in the end, I hurt her the same as others did.I will leave Sawyer the pack’s responsibility if my mate didn’t want it and some funds to run everything. The rest will go to my mate and pup.I will then send an email to my cousins, the two of them, to inform them of everything that had happened so far and what is about to happen next.I need them to know about my mate and son and respect their choices, but they must keep an eye on them.But not interfere in any life choices of theirs, th
Tamara,It was one of those dreams, but still; you were aware of it.I was back in the woods running and laughing with Savage. We were running in our wolf's form, then human, naked and uncaring.From the beginning, I was aware that it was a dream, but still, I enjoyed it. I even pushed myself further to do everything I have never done with my mate before.We hunted together; we ate together and we even skinny dipped in the small pond together. And when the day was over, we slept in each other’s hands under the moonlight.I even told him how much I loved him and love the baby we are going to have, and he told me how much he loved me and vowed to keep me safe forever.It was so good that I even cried and I know if I woke up just right now, I will find my cheeks wet and I would be a sniffling mess.‘What a nice lie you are living here. Is this your way of escaping your reality? Just pathetic.’A snarky hateful voice said, and I went rigid and slowly Savage’s image began to shake and he v