Pretty Terrible Idea

"Actually, I...."

Zacharias and Zephyr looked at me in confusion as I seemed to hesitate. I couldn't stop my bad thoughts for fear that they would leave me, even though I knew clearly that they loved me very much.

"I experienced rejection before, and you guys are my second chance. I'm sorry for not telling you something this important. It may sound like an excuse, but I accidentally forgot about it," I explained at length. I looked down deeply, afraid to see the facial expressions my husbands were making right now.

"Was the day we met you the day you experienced rejection?"

I nodded slowly in response to Zephyr's question.

They have high self-esteem. They would have taken offense at being my second chance instead of my first.

"It must have been painful. You've done well to forget it. So, don't try to relive it," Zephyr said.

Puzzled, I straightened my gaze. Zacharias hugged me from behind, while Zephyr pulled both my hands over his thighs and gave them a gentle caress. They didn't loo