~Jada
Even if I wanted to talk, I couldn’t. Fright has seized my voice.
The man standing in front of me is terrifying. He seems power and intimidation, eyes as blue as the foaming ocean, but as cold as chips of ice. The the fabric that covers his nose and mouth matches the hood pulled over his head, and the clothes close to his body. His jacket seems to be made out of a hardened mesh fabric - as if to drain away the blood of an unfortunate victim - with hardened panels on the breast area and shoulder.
Whoever he is, I’m about to obey his every word. I wouldn’t stand a chance against him. I can see the thickness of his muscle stature under his clothes. One wrong move on my part could mean the end of my life.
He flicks a finger toward the door. It’s covered in a leather glove, to leave no trace of himself. It’s frightening. I noticed the camera’s mounted in the corners of the room yesterday. Are they not seeing this?
Following the silent instruction, I quickly hustle into the corridor, the three figures following me out. The other two have veils covering their entire faces. I don’t have to have seen them before to know what they are. I don’t have to ask, I just have to assume. And with the dark feeling in my stomach, I know for a fact I’m right.
They are Silent’s.
Whether they are kidnaping me, or this is some kind of sick game created by Kael, I’m not sure. A frightening suspicion comes into mind; what if this is punishment for the way Aric spoke out to the Alpha? Perhaps he is targeting all of us for his mistake.
The blue eyed Silent places his hand on my back, leading me down the corridor. The lights are on, but there is no way I could identify who these strange people are.
I’m lead outside, right into the blanket of darkness. This could be the end for me. This could be a ruse, perhaps. I may even be being lead to my execution right in the middle of this field. These thoughts haunt me, as I’m lead further into the darkness. I wear only my night clothes, which are thin, the brittle cold blowing against my bare arms. My teeth chatter, and my blood chills, but that’s the last of my worry.
It’s my fate that frightens me.
Unable to take the silent walk to what could be my death, I skid to a stop, my bare feet digging into the dewy grass underneath me. The Silent’s grip tightens on my arm to the point where I wince against the pain.
“I’ve done nothing wrong,” I protest, trying to pull away, but to no avail. “Please let me go, you don’t want to do this.”
I’m turned around to face the Silent. I’m unsure if it’s how he’s dressed - with only his eyes showing- or simply the situation I’m in, but staring into the pure iciness within those irises, I’ve never known such fear. Cunningham would be jealous of how easily this man can intimidate with one gaze.
“Showing weakness is foolish,” he growls. “I suggest doing what you're told with a backbone.”
Pressing on my shoulders, he forces me to my knees in front of him. The grass, wet from night, seeps through my night dress, only adding to the chill that has consumed me. The Silent kneels down in front of me. I want to ask him so many questions, but I bite my tongue. I’m not about to push my luck after everything he has said.
“I’m going to ask a few questions, and you are going to answer them,” he says smoothly, adjusting the leather covering his knuckles. “If you fail to do so, there will be consequences.”
All I can do is nod.
“Is the reason why you were kept back a year in school because you directly defied Alpha Kael’s law?” The Silent question, tone deepening, become threatening an no nonsense.
I freeze. “No.”
It’s not a lie, it’s withholding the truth. I, myself, never made the decision to hide from the authorities so I wouldn’t have to go to a boarding school. My parents were vigilantes in their own right, and didn’t want me to fall victim to the same drag the rest of the Pack members do. They were planning to escape not long after I was taken, however, it never happened. Unless they have been let out of prison, although I highly doubt it.
“Your family withheld you from authorities in order to ensure you never went to boarding school,” the Silent says powerfully, as if he could read my mind. “Were they planning to flee the Discipline Pack?”
I don’t know what to say, dumbfounded. This is knowledge not too hard to find, yet I’m surprised they are bringing this up. Does this mean I’m going to be kicked out of this competition?
When I don’t answer, the Silent grabs the collar of my night dress. “Answer the question.”
“Yes they wanted to leave. Can you blame them?”
The Silent lets go of me, and I fall back onto the grass again. I didn’t know this was going to involve any physical contact. It tosses my heart into my throat. Being honest may get me kicked out of this, however, it’s better than being beaten by a group of Silent’s. Especially when they could easily take my life.
“Why did you disobey your Mistress?” The blue eyed Silent questions, much to my surprise. Does he truly want to know about something so petty? I can’t wrap my mind around what is going on right now.
I can’t help but raise my eyebrow at him. “Seriously?”
Either it was my tone, or the fact that I didn’t answer, but it clearly did not make him very happy. He looks over his shoulder, one of his company placing something matte black into his hand. Slipping off his glove, he pushes this strange metal object onto his knuckles. I swallow uncomfortably, knowing that if he plans to hit me with that, it’s going to hurt. A lot.
“I’m going to ask you again,” he says slowly. “Why did you disobey your Mistress all those years? Why did you make her life so impossibly hard for those at the institute?”
With the threat of that piece of metal on his knuckles, and the pressing glare of those eyes, I almost completely break down. “Because there was no hope for me anyway. I’m not smart, I’m confident like the other girls. Okay? Is that what you want to hear? That I’m not good enough for anything?”
Despite the overwhelming amount of pain that attacks my heart, having to admit this, I refuse to cry. Instead, I can hardly stop myself.
“None of my family ever came to visit me. I was the only one. Sure my parents were in prison, but I had friends who gave up on me. There was another family who shared the same values and they were never caught. And guess what, they never came to visit. Never helped me or anything,” I say, praying I could keep the tears trapped on my eyes, rather than letting any fall down my cheek.
There are no words said from the Silent for a moment. He’s looked away from me, caught in thought. I assume he’s probably figuring out what to report back to Alpha Kael. Although, there may be sympathy I see in those eyes.
With no more to be said, I’m lead back to the gymnasium. I’m stunned at what I see inside.
All the other competitors I’ve met at in the room. I see Baylee on the other side of the room, head in her hands crying. Others are the same, some with no tears, simply staring into the distance, scarred from what they just experienced. And some have faces stained with blood, would left to scar.
And just as we walk in, so does Kael from the other entrance.
Everyone is silent, watching him as he strides right into the centre of the gymnasium. He looks hardly touched by the hour of night, as resilient and intimidating as he always seem to. In the two times I’ve ever seen him, that is. He casts his glance over all of us, searching for who was injured, and who was untouched. Those bleeding clearly struggled to be honest to their questionnaire.
“Welcome to the competition,” Kael says slowly, deep voice rugged from his accent. “Honesty is key to being a Silent. Without honesty, there is no trust. And my Silent’s must be trusted.”
My jaw clenches, which is a movement I hope Kael doesn’t notice. He seems keen, able to spot anything that attempts to fly under his radar.
“I apologise for any offence taken. If any of you thought this was easy, you are heavily mistaken. You may leave on free will, if this was a action too far,” Kael says simply, arms tucked neatly behind his back.
No one moves. Because as terrifying as this was, what might be waiting for us on the other side seems less appealing.
His gaze, for a moment sweeps over mine, and I freeze. How can he create so much fear within me from a single glance. Perhaps it’s the untold potential that he keeps hidden. How much do these Silent’s know about him?
“Go back to bed. Your first day of training starts tomorrow,” he announces, before he turns and walks away.
~JadaThe next day, no one spoke.
~Jada“There has to be a mistake.”
~JadaI startle so hard, whoever is in the other end of that voice loses their grip on me.
~JadaFinding an excuse for why my face is cut and bruised isn’t coming to my mind as easily as I had hoped.A first aid kit I had found underneath the bed is a blessing. A smear of antiseptic cream and a plaster strapped over wound is all I can do. The bruises, which surround both my eyes, and part of my forehead, a dark mess of blue and purple, have no hope of being hidden. And at this point, no hope of being explained.Naturally, at breakfast, it was Parker who pointed it out.“Someone is desperate to win this competition,” he say
~JadaI have no idea how to respond.There’s no flinch in his gaze. No sudden smile to express his joke. No reprieve for the increasing silence, heavy with expectation. He simply stares, those dark eyes slightly narrowed. This must be how he interrogates information out of people. I feel as though I’m about to spill every secret I have ever kept. Even the most mundane kind.I tread carefully. “I have no doubt you’re already aware of any secret that I might have.”If he is offended by my tone, he makes no mention of it. The impassive
~JadaI couldn’t sleep that night.My mind was whirling, pouring over every word Kael had said to me. I’m not sure if it was his intentions to make me confused, but if it was, he succeeded. I never knew his family had died...or gone missing. I’m not sure what he had meant. All I know is he has on family left, and is left alone to be an Alpha. Is that why he has Silent’s?Tomorrow we are revealing our secrets to Niko. Part of me wonders what I should say, considering no one else surely knows about this. Niko will be surprised. I would surely make it to the next round…
~JadaI’m not looking forward to today.Last night, I was left staring at the ceiling until some ridiculous hour of the night. I couldn’t get Kael out of my head. This morning I woke cursing myself. I know I’m not allowed to be thinking about him like I am. I’m here to become a Silent, where my job will be to protect and serve him. Nothing more.But is that why I dreamt about him last night? It may have only been fleeting, but it was all him. Those dark, sultry eyes...tall stature...soft, rousing voice.I need help.
~JadaI freeze. They freeze.I’m not sure what is worse. Being caught rifling through someone's stuff, or being the one to catch a stranger doing so. Especially when by the looks of them, they are a Silent. And a Silent I’ve seen before too. Those eyes are tied to a night not too long ago, that I would like to forget.It’s the Silent that interrogated me that night. Who made me admit what I’ve been keeping to myself. It was part of his job, however, I swear I unmistakably saw him feel some kind of pity for me. I saw it in his eyes.B
~JadaTwo months later.I love our new home.It took some time to be built exactly how Kael and I wanted it, but I’m glad we waited. It’s traditional, yet fits in with what Kael and I both love the most. What I believe makes it so special is it is right in the outdoors, rather than in a stuffy city. Being underneath the shade of trees, a garden right outside to grow things in is like medicine.Kael and I decided it would be best to leave the Discipline Pack after he gave his title to a friend of his who he has always trusted, Carson. Kael wanted to put distance between him and his old life, and as someone who has always wanted to travel, I couldn’t be happier.
~JadaI don’t think I want to be apart of their family.Kara sweeps back to her seat, motioning for me to sit on a vacant one also. With my eye on Kael, I sit next to him, wishing I hadn’t walked in on their conversation. Now they are distracted by me, and aren’t going to finish their conversation. I wanted to know more about the Sinful manipulation thing.“I’m so happy Kael has a mate. Especially one as beautiful as you. I’m sure you two will treat each other well,” she says softly. There’s a flicker of sadness in her eyes as she says that, which Kael seems to notice also, as he shifts uncomfortably in his seat.Kara is so sweet and so stunn
~JadaIt was almost like looking in a mirror.When have the same green eyes, the same hair. It’s so jarring, for a moment I’m stunned, stumbling back a few steps as I eye her skeptically. There is no denying I’m related to her, and that she is the woman in my nightmares who raised me, who hid me from Kael’s father’s power, and was supposedly sent to the prisons where she was executed privately, along with my father.Yet, here she is, standing in front of me as if all the grief I spent dealing with in my childhood was all for nothing. Did Axel know my mother was alive all this time, and didn’t tell me? I’m not sure why I’m questioning his morals now…
~JadaIt’s clear how bothered Kael is that he can’t detain Axel.We all sit in one room, Axel on one side of the table, myself and Kael on the other. He looks at us, cocky and entitled, knowing there is nothing we can do but listen and negotiate with him until he gives us the information we need. Kael is fuming beside me, quietly calculating his next move. At least no one else knows with this exchange.“Well, aren’t you going to ask me where she is?” He questions, leaning comfortably back in his seat. It bothers me how calm he is about this, knowing he has a chance of getting out of here alive. I want to wrap my hands around his neck for what he tried doing to me.
~JadaAt first, I didn’t know if he was serious.A half smile slipped onto my face as I readied myself to turn him down. To let him know this isn’t me admitting to him that I love him, and want to be with him over Kael. However, it doesn’t seem that that idea was flirting with his mind, as an almost sinister expression moves across his face. I freeze, realising this might not be as innocent as I first assumed.“I just thought we could talk is all. I would like to fix things,” I murmur, leaning he palms of my hands against the office desk. Axel takes a few steps forward, folding his arms over his chest. In that moment, I looked into his eyes and felt genuine fear.
~JadaI’m not tired, even as we return back to our room.Kael peels his jacket off while I sit on the edge of the bed, pulling my shoes off my feet. My eyes linger on Kael’s body as he tugs his shirt off, tossing it away. I’m not sure what intrigued me so much about the way he looks with the light reflecting through the window, the smooth, buttery light casting shadows over his already perfect abdomen.Something within me flutters, heat moving down from my stomach to between my legs. It’s a feeling that makes a blush reach my cheeks, which I turn away to conceal. Why am I suddenly feeling this way just by him taking his shirt off.“I’m hoping we ca
~JadaIt feels good to have no worries.Kael and I had a swim in the sea and a walk down the beach as the sun began to set. As dusk falls me, we moved to a restaurant on the beach. It’s surprisingly busy here, people laughing and talking amongst each other as they drink and eat. Everything here feels so calm, the people enjoying themselves with no worries on their shoulders.Naturally, everyone stares blatantly at Kael, whispering between each other as they try to decipher whether Kael is actually the Alpha of the Discipline Pack or not. Luckily, no one comes up to him to ruin our meal.“This place is so nice,” I comment once Kael and I got our drinks. He sits oppos
~JadaKael never left my room that night.We sat up all night, talking to each other about almost everything that we could. By the time dawn flooded through the windows, it was too late for us to get any sleep. I don’t even want to get up. I just want to lie next to my mate, still naked, my head resting on his chest while he plays with my hair.“Can we just stay in bed all day?” I ask. I don’t think I want to face the reality of our lives yet. I don’t want to see Blue, I don’t want to deal with the fact Kael might still pursue his mother against both her and Sinful’s wishes. It’s all so much.Kael loosens a breath, rolling over to look over m
~JadaI feel guilty seeming so relieved.Sinful lets me go, and I fall into Kael’s arms. When I look up at him, he smiles down at me, as if he isn’t regretful, however, I know It can’t have been easy to completely disregard ever being able to commit to finding his mother again. I’m going to have to make it up to him, however, I doubt anything will come close to that.“Noble of you, Kael,” Sinful says, and for a moment, when I turn back around to glance at him, I see a hint of sadness. Maybe it’s because he knows his mate would never do the same for him. As much as I despise him, that even makes me feel somewhat sad.