"It is the first time Alpha Hadar defends a slave. Does it mean he loves her?" One pack member asked someone, standing a bit far from my direction.
Sometimes, they glanced at me, but I tended not to look at them, pretending I hadn't heard any single detail they were talking about."I am not certain, but I hope not. She looks like she is not a slave. Something is off about her."I continued to broom the dried leaves outside, with the air continuing to brush my skin, and a loud shout of pups who were marching in the training ground, as well as the shout from the audience of the duel. It made me more uncomfortable staying here after the Alpha saved me from death. Yet, right after that day, I hadn't met him personally to thank him. That night, I was about to knock on his room, but guess what? I heard a loud moan.That made Alpha Hadar a walking red flag, not a perfect mate for me. I mean, it was at least half-proven that he was indeed my mate when he saved me, but he wouldn't admit it."Hey, slave!"Out of my overthinking, I returned to my senses when someone called me, not by my name, but by my rank with the pack. I looked behind and found a group of pack members, maybe the same age as me. They immediately laughed at me as if something were on my face. The last time I checked, I was presentable, and there should be no dirt on my face."Is there anything else I can do to you all?" I politely asked while I stood, holding the broom, and eyes kept staring at them.One tall man moved closer, crossing his arms on his chest. He said, "We want you to stay away from this pack now. You don't deserve to be here.""And guess what? What I've heard is that she's the Alpha's favorite now!" The other girl interjected and pushed me down to the ground.My ass bounced on the ground, making me stay there for a minute."What are you guys talking about?" It made me wonder who the hell scattered that information where I almost rarely saw the Alpha. He was too busy, and I couldn't approach him."What's worse, you're a spy and came here to make the Alpha fall for you, right?!" The girl still insisted I was a bitch.They didn't know my experiences before I landed here, and it wasn't intentional I reached here. If someone were to blame, that would be the Alpha, not me."What?! I'm not!" I responded, wanting to explain my side, but the girl pushed me again and stepped on my stomach.It triggered Nila to come out and scratch their faces, but I stopped her. I couldn't handle it myself and should not let my anger rule me."Remember this: you are not beautiful and can't seduce the Alpha….You can never have him!" The guy attempted to kick me, but I heard the girl whisper that the Beta saw them."Let's go!"The two of them ran away without even trying to look back. Right after they were gone, I stood and saw the Beta indeed saw them as he was approaching my standing."Hey, are you alright?" The Beta asked me while checking my body. "If they do that again in the future, don't hesitate to tell me, hmm?"I cleared my throat and nodded my head. "Yeah, but I think there's no need. I'm a slave—"He didn't let me continue as he suddenly interrupted, "You're not just a slave. You are here for a purpose."He winked at me, about to walk away, but suddenly stopped and looked back at me. "By the way, I'm Beta Andrew. Just call me Andrew."Afterward, he left and didn't even dare to stare back at me."Alright. Will he not ask my name?" I murmured as he faded from my sight. "Anyway, why would I even tell him I am Luna Nyla?"****A night came, but I couldn't sleep. And there was something in my mind telling me to escape from this pack. I didn't belong here."Oh, dear, where are you going?" Marga asked me when I met her in the hallway. "You tell me you're tired. So why are you going out again?"I nodded. "Yeah. I am tired, but I need to breathe some fresh air, you know."It was a lie, but hopefully, she would believe it. She was the type of person whom it was easy to detect someone was hiding something. And even my real existence as a Luna, I felt she knew it, the reason she always told me to stay in the pack. It would be safer, away from chaos. Yet, I felt differently. I felt threatened and would die if I stayed longer here."Please, I know it. But if you change your mind, listen to me." Marga held my hand and tapped my shoulder. "But I know you are grown up enough, aware of what is good and wrong. Don't always follow what's in your heart. Think about it, too."She then bid goodbye to me and went inside the pack's mansion while I went behind and headed to the nearest woods. I had looked at the map here and saw a border in the west. It was a less risky area.'You should not be doing this, Nyla. Our mate is in this pack, come on!' Nila wanted to stop me from going, but I was unstoppable. Although, Nila even wanted to control my body.'Stop it, Nila. This is for my own sake and yours too,' I replied.'When will you understand how mate works? Are you that dumb?' Nila went furious.'Call me whatever you want, but I'll keep doing this.'Minutes later, I reached the border, and I could smell my freedom already. However, before I could step out, I sniffed a familiar scent. And I knew I had smelled it before in the pack."It's from the Alpha," I mumbled when I could assure it was him.I hid in the nearest tree while trying to sniff where the scent came from. Before I could locate him, I heard someone crying and concluded it was the Alpha.Why would the Alpha be crying out of nowhere? Was there someone who hurt him?To answer all the questions that lingered in my mind, I tried to peek at the left side. Because there were not many trees surrounding the area, the moon's light shone around, making me glimpse him standing alone.'Why did you leave me? You told me you will be reborn to love me again, but where? I still haven't seen you, my love ...."I hadn't heard exactly the next thing he said as he almost whispered it, and only he could hear.Out of curiosity, I tried to unlock the puzzle of who his lover was. As far as I know, he had no wife and was yet to be married to someone, but she ran away, just like I did."Does he already have a lover before?" I asked, yet I also couldn't answer that. Only he knew.It was too rare to see an Alpha crying. It must be a genuine love.I was about to step closer to hear what he whispered, yet I mistakenly stepped on dried leaves, which created a sound. It widened my eyes and made the Alpha pause at his standing."Shit."For me not to be caught, I leaned on the trunk, hoping that he would see me. And remained not moving for minutes until I decided to peek again.My soul almost moved out from my body when he moved closer to me using his werewolf strength and placed his hand on my neck, almost making me unable to breathe."A—Alpha…." I could almost not say it. "Can…you…please…move your hands away from my neck?"Alpha Hadar didn't listen. His eyes turned red, and I felt he was too furious. The next thing I knew, he removed his hands from me and sighed.I coughed and held my neck. The pain remained."What are you doing here? Escaping, huh?" He questioned. "Didn't I tell you I can no longer escape?"Instead of answering, I eyed the Alpha and witnessed his eyes turn into his normal ones, and I still saw him crying."Sorry, but I heard you are crying," I was hesitant to tell her, but I was curious, so I needed to. "I assume it's your past lover who promised you to be reborn and love you again. Did I hear it correctly?"Instead of hearing a response, the Alpha darkened his stare like he could kill me any minute. I regret opening my mouth, and I should have kept it in me."I understand—""Don't you ever mention it again! I am not crying and didn't mention anything, you understand?!" He asked me. "And if you ever tell that to someone in the pack, I won't hesitate to kill you."I blinked twice and was too afraid of his threat."But I bet you can't kill me, as you also feel like dying if I do….."There was a lot on my mind regarding what I had witnessed. Although I got some clues, he cried over his dead mate. It made me wonder what happened and how she left him. I almost couldn't sleep that night, overthinking about things I shouldn't have had anything to do with me. And instead of running away, I decided to stay from this damn pack and unlock all the puzzles.As I woke up, everyone was busy. The maids and slaves prepared the chairs, some decorated the mini-stage, and others cleaned the hallway. I was confused about the event as no one notified me, not even Marga. She was gone from her bed already.I was about to ask someone, but I happened to walk past a room where the door wasn't that closed. Accidentally, I heard voices from old men, probably the elders, talking.I was invested in listening, so I halted walking."You must understand that Alpha Hadar isn't in his mood. It's the second death anniversary of Hera!""I know. That's why I don't make this an issue anymore. I'm awa
His words hit me hard, making me want to throw painful words at him. But I couldn't voice it out and pretend I didn't hear him nor believed we were a mate. It was apparent, but rejecting me sounds better to give me peace of mind looking for another deserving mate to love me. He had a standard I couldn't meet, but would he change his perspective on me if he knew I was a Luna before on our pack? Telling him my real identity sounds off, and it wasn't the time for him to know it. After the Alpha told me those, he returned to the club. Hera would be as disappointed as me, but I couldn't blame Hadar for acting like that. It might be his way to cope with the sorrow within his heart. 'This seems to be our destiny already, Nila. We better wait for the Alpha to take an oath to reject us,' I said, walking back at the pack with my shoulders slumped. 'He's fortunate he's our mate. If not, I will fight him, even though he's an Alpha,' Nila replied, dismayed with him. I nodded, reached th
"I'm so sorry I leave you with Mark. I'm thankful that Alpha Hadar came. Mark wants to claim you as his mate!" Lori felt sorry for what I had encountered, but I had already assured her it wasn't her fault but mine. Nothing was wrong in testing the bond between Mark and me, but claiming me as his without assuring if we were destined would end up in a mess. He was a red flag. Luckily, I still wasn't marked. That made me think, if he was successful, would our bond with Alpha Hadar be ended? It was unclear whether it was."We shall go back now," I said, roaming my gaze around the nearby woods. "I can sense it. The Alpha is still around.""He's guarding you, probably. Aw, that sounds sweet. But he still wants to reject you! What's wrong with him?!" Lori almost shouted. I waved my hand, signaling her to refrain from mentioning him. His senses were strong. I am sure he heard her comment. "Ssh. Remember, we're only nothing here in his pack. I'm afraid he'll hurt you," I explained.She nodd
"Are you sure she's the woman who appeared in your dream? Why does it look like the late Luna Hera?" Lori held the sketch with her eyes, scanning the details of my drawing. Hera's goddess-like allure lingered in my mind, which might be why she looked like Hera. "I've been thinking a lot lately," I admitted, getting the sketch from her hand. "I've been confused with how Alpha Hadar treats his previous courtesan for choosing me, but he is still too cold. And now, this damn dream keeps bothering me all night.""I'm not an expert to tell you what to do. But it's better you consult an elder's opinion. You better tell it to the Alpha—"I didn't let Lori continue what she was about to tell, knowing the Alpha wouldn't dare to believe me. Besides, I distanced myself from him since he argued with his woman. I didn't want any drama or to be blamed for why the Alpha loathed her. For sure, Carol blamed me and indeed hunted me to death. "I don't want him to know this. I better tell the elder abo
I remained on my stand, seeing Hash fade from my sight. He promised to be back, still aiming to claim me as his. Deep within, his claim for me was just the same as the way Mark did. It didn't have any spark, unlike when Hadar claimed me as his; I was on cloud nine."Tell me if it's true…." I faced Hadar, standing at the top of the stairs in front of the pack mansion. He was emotionless, and I couldn't tell if he was genuine or just wanted his brother to disappear. "...I don't want it every time you act like that, but it's just nothing for you."He sighed, placing his hand on his side pockets. "It is nothing. I just don't want you to be with that idiot. He's an enemy." The excitement that filled my heart faded when he said that. I thought it was genuine, but he kept Nila, and I waited for his claim. Still, nothing ended."I considered my brother as an enemy. And if I've seen you with him, then you're an enemy too, including your damn family…."He was back again with his cryptic words;
I am wearing the gorgeous dress owned by Hera, but Alpha decided it, not me. They once told me it was Hera's favorite, but I didn't understand Alpha for doing this. It was as clear as water that he didn't want me but Hera. On my hand was a masquerade mask. I requested to conceal myself from others knowing me. Not just my Alpha father I didn't want to meet there, but our other allies who knew me as a Luna. I didn't want this night to be the time my real identity would be revealed. It must be hidden."Ready yourself. The Alpha is out from his study, dressed. He's ready to go," announced Marga as she entered our room. "Well, it's too late to decline. I won't recommend you to escape. I'm afraid you'll meet your death in the woods."I nodded and wouldn't want to experience the same thing that happened in the past. "I'll put all my trust in him. Whatever happens to me, he will be blamed."Marga forced a smile, embraced me for a second, and let me out of the room. On my way to the living ro
'My Luna is not a slut!' Those were the words that kept echoing in my ears, even until now when Alpha Hadar pulled my hands out from the crowd. These got the attention of everyone, but lucky enough, Hadar arrived on time before I fought those girls, blaming me for things I hadn't even done. "Alpha, stop! Where are we heading exactly?!" I was hella confused as we headed toward the woods without Beta Andrew. "The gathering isn't done yet. Why are we leaving?" "I don't stay at an event where idiots can't respect you!" He yelled, despite me being too close. Even if he would whisper it, I could hear it. "Do you think I will stay there after you are humiliated?" I shrugged my shoulders. "Maybe. You're an Alpha and supposed to stay there. Besides, I am only your slave for your care." I felt uncomfortable with her words. He stopped walking and faced me. "I know, but I have already introduced you as mine. I will be bashed if I don't care for you, stupid!" He looked behind the dark wood
I was accompanied by Lori and Marga, heading into the Alpha's study voluntarily without waiting for the guards to bring me there. The Alpha was already in front, while the elder was also standing by my side, brought by the two guards who informed him about this matter. I apologized to the elder as if it wasn't for me, he wouldn't be included in this mess. I regretted going there and didn't anticipate this to come. As I blinked twice, Alpha Hadar and Beta Andrew were already standing, eyeing me and the elder. “Alpha….” The elder began, bowing, and continued, “I can't understand why my presence is needed here. I believe I haven't disobeyed your rules.” Alpha Hadar laughed and even clapped his hands. “You haven't, huh?” He looked at Beta Andrew and nodded. “Someone informed me that you and Nyla have been in your house. You even lock your door. What for? Is there something in between you, huh?” I blinked twice and didn't like the tone of Hadar's voice. Instead of the elder would resp
The next day…."You are all here for this plan, to capture Hash dead or alive, and use Nyla as bait…."I sat next to Alpha Hadar's chair, staring at all the trusted pack guards and warriors gathered at the long study room table.Hadar had a sudden change of plan, and instead of forbidding me, he would use me. It was risky, but I was interested and ready to be part of this mission. Since if I didn't cooperate, Hash would keep messing with my life, our lives here in the pack, to be specific."No one still knows how accurate that letter is. What if it is part of Hash's big plan of attack?" Beta Andrew, sitting next to me, asked. "I'm sorry, but I'm also concerned with the pack members left here.""The fact that Nyla is with us in the woods, I'm certain Hash or his trusted warriors to chase her there," said one of the warriors."You got the point. This is a risky mission. We need to make sure Luna Nyla's security.""How can we conceal our scent? Most probably, Hash wants to meet Nyla ther
Alpha Hadar comforted me all night as I remained inside the room, too uncomfortable to go outside. As much as I wanted to be present at the burial of the fallen pack members today, almost all of them encouraged me to stay hidden and away from the family's sight, just to not trigger their outrage at me.Like what Lori had told me, there were grapevines around that after the burial, everyone who would side with the bereaved family would protest against me. However, I disregarded everything and remained as calm as water, thinking about possible solutions to alleviate their anger with me.From morning until this evening, I was inside the Alpha's room while Hadar was out to attend the burial and conduct inspections at the border and the pack territory. Beta Andrew was with him, including the elders, but there were a lot of guards around the mansion, so I had nothing to worry about."I was bored as hell…." I muttered, heading into the door, opened it, and almost jumped in surprise, not a
"I didn't know…"My eyes fixated on the ground, unaware of how they could react. The blame was all on me, and seeing those dead bodies on the floor, I couldn't help but feel guilty. If it was not because of me reaching the pack, no one would die, and Alpha Hash, Hadar's brother, wouldn't dare tell his warriors to kill, just so Hadar would be scared stiff.Cheering myself up, I didn't want to cry with them witnessing it. Everything almost wouldn't be processed on my mind like I was still in a dream. Soon after I slapped myself, I felt the pain, reminding me it was indeed transpiring."Nyla, don't blame yourself," Beta Andrew tapped my shoulder. He smiled and continued, "For sure, everyone, even the families of those who died, will not blame you. Instead, everyone will blame the spies on this pack.""There are?!" I questioned, with my eyes broadened. Never did it cross my mind that someone out there could do it. Knowing Hash, cooperating with him seemed like offering their soul to th
As days passed by, I was over the moon that Alpha Hadar kept his trust in me. He halted Elder Mario from spreading such speculations and held the dagger himself. It had been proven that it had Hera's blood on it, including my scent. However, I speculated it was because I was Hera's reborn, making my scent mixed with it. There was a part of me believing they might be right. I might have killed Hera but got amnesia, so I had forgotten everything. No one could prove it, not unless I would ask my father about this. I wouldn't want to be back in our pack. I abandoned it and wouldn't want to be wedded to a stranger….I came back from my senses after hearing Alpha Hadar.“We are here,” announced Alpha as he stood atop the cliff. “This is my go-to place when I am sad and have a lot on my mind. You know, to refresh my mind from stress.”I nodded and looked around the view of the entire woods and Alpha Hadar's pack, including the other neighboring packs.“But it's no longer part of your pack.
The accusations I threw at Alpha Hadar weighed a lot. I understand he wouldn't confirm it, but I needed clarification before throwing the accusations at someone suspicious. “It is not me, Nyla. Our bond with Hera is strong, and I didn't reject her either. You know how mate bonds work.” He sighed as he faced me. “You can't kill your mate. Otherwise, you'll suffer the pain. And the time she died, I felt like I was also dying. How come it is true?!” Right. Hadar got the point. I had been taught how those bonds work before to prepare me to be a future Alpha's wife. And now, it has come true, but I have many problems to face. “So sorry for accusing you,” I replied, and I couldn't look him in the eyes. “You know, I just had it in my mind, everything about Hera's death.” Instead of hiding the details about Hera's death, I discussed with him what that man said when killing her and how Hera responded as if she knew him. I also explained having this unique ability to recall every scene li
I was back in human form. Elder Mario and I argued about the pack's future. He insisted that I marry Alpha Hadar when we found evidence that it was indeed him who was responsible for her death. “Is this the right way?” I asked Elder Mario as I led the way towards the area where exactly she died. Marga and Lori joined us but didn't know why we were heading there. At first, they were skeptical, questioning why I got too interested in it. They were terrified, but I assured them to protect them. No one from us should be punished for not abiding by Alpha Hadar's rule.“Go left!” Lori suggested. “After that, you turn right. If you see many flowers, that's the spot!”“Lori, did you forget the way? It's all on the right. After turning right, turn right again, that's it,” Marga corrected Lori.They still kept arguing about where exactly it was, so I paused and turned to them. “Guys, can you both stop it? Tell me!”“Here on the right!”“It should be on the left!” Both shouted in unison. I s
I sat at the edge of his bed, feeling slightly uncomfortable with his presence. As much as I wanted to be with Marga and Lori in the servant's room, Alpha Hadar forbade me. I wasn't one of the servants, so he wanted me here instead. To demand going back in the room would be spine-chilling. No one knew when Hash would re-appeared to mess with me. “Sleep now. Don't overthink about him. Besides, I am here,” said Alpha Hadar. He lay in the bed while his eyes fixed on me.“I know. It's just that I am not used to being here,” I replied.Still, I laid on the other side of the bed, facing the side window. My inner wolf rejoiced at being near my mate, even wanting me to face the Alpha, but I chose not to. I had a lot in mind about Hera, Hash, and my future in the pack. “Just sleep and think about me. If you still can't, embrace me instead,” added Hadar. Both of my cheeks were burning hot. It turned red like tomatoes, but he wouldn't see it. The light was turned off. The room would be to
Problem closed. Everyone was aware I wasn't pregnant. I hadn't had sex with anyone, not even Alpha Hadar. It was ridiculous. Elder Rico thought something like that, but I couldn't blame him either. As concerned as Hadar, he had let me rest inside the unused room upstairs, a supposed room for visitors, but he allowed me to occupy it instead. Since I was also tired and wanted to calm down after those scenes appeared again, I slept, but another scene from the past appeared in the middle of my sleep. It reminded me how that familiar woman, now confirmed to be Hera, kept on running in the woods, shouting for help until it reached the scene where someone had stabbed her to death.“Help! Someone help me! Please, please stop, and don't kill me!”Those were the words I heard until I opened my eyes. Sunlight was hitting my face, so I had to cover my hand. “Hera, you're not killed in the war…you're murdered!” I said while biting my lower lips. I figured it might be one of the reasons Hera wa
Alpha Hadar requested them all to give us privacy to talk inside the room. I was astounded he wasn't like that before, and at the same time, thankful I had seen changes in him just because of that accident.“My brother Hash is a fool,” Alpha Hadar began while he sat on the edge of the bed. I didn't know what to respond to, so I was silent.“Despite him being my brother, it wouldn't be an excuse for me not to punish that idiot!” His voice was raised a little while his jaw tightened in his wrath. “I know you didn't know how I saved you. You're unconscious at that time, but I attacked him. He got weakened, but I'm sure it wouldn't make him die.”I blushed. He was indeed a hero who saved me from all the circumstances. But I was oblivious to our status. “Alpha…I am curious. Why are you all doing this if you keep on hating me?” I questioned out of my curiosity. He chuckled and looked at the ceiling. “You don't get it, don't you?” My brows furrowed, trying to understand every single deta