'It's not you that they're referring to as the runaway mate. Don't assume too much that the Alpha will choose you as his mate.'
I shook my head and sighed after I reached the Alpha's room on the second floor, wearing a servant uniform and some equipment for cleaning on my hand. Those words echoed in my mind, and I accepted it wasn't me. Well, I am over the moon with that, yet Nila, inside me, felt saddened and told me we and the Alpha had a connection and it shouldn't be cut.The time the Alpha was hurt, Nila and I were also affected, like a true bound mate. Was he the man I was about to be married to?Those almost made me damn crazy, so I shook those thoughts away and entered inside the Alpha's room. As I roamed around, nearly all things were scattered all over the floor, even a woman's sexy underwear. He was indeed a womanizer."Is this the Alpha's room? Am I mistaken?" I murmured, thinking I had chosen the wrong room. Yet, scanning everything inside, I concluded it was his room. "But how come this is so dirty?"There was a portrait of himself on the wall, and the room smelled like him. I assumed I wasn't wrong.It gave me a headache about where to start. I had never done this kind of work, but my room was presentable compared to his.I was about to get the underwear scattered on the floor when I heard the door slam from the bathroom and heard a familiar voice."What are you doing here?"In his deep voice, I paused, slowly moving my gaze up and leveling it into the Alpha's eyes. As soon as I realized he was half naked, with a towel wrapped around his waist, my eyes widened. Those freaking six-pack abs were exposed to me, including his broad chest, which almost made me collapse."So, will you just stand there and won't answer me, huh?!" His voice became more profound as he walked closer to me.My heart was racing, and I couldn't move my feet anymore. Yet, I needed to calm down briefly, so I said, "I….I am here to clean the mess in your room. That's what Marga told me to do.""Right. But it seems you came here on purpose to see, hmm?" He teased me and continued, "Do you want me to punish you?"He moved his gaze to the bed and stared back at me.As I came back to my senses, I realized what he meant. "I—I am sorry, but no. I guess I'll be back here later. Sorry again."Without waiting for him to respond, I ran away and went downstairs.'And now, I can sense it. We were indeed mates! You must stay there and tell him our connection!' Nila told me.'Nila, come on, it's not the right time for that. He's about to punish me, can't you hear that?'If I stayed longer there, I didn't know what would happen to me. But with my rank here, I presumed the Alpha would not dare. Maybe in his eyes, I am too dirty.Even though Nila kept on insisting I come back already, I instead headed to the hallway and looked for Marga. She was the only member here that was nice to me. I couldn't trust anyone apart from her. Though, I wasn't still sure about her either.As I kept walking, I heard a commotion in the hallway—a voice from a woman and the pack guards, as if they were looking for something."I swear, someone stole it! It's a woman, a slave, and her face is not familiar to me!" said the woman loudly. "It's worth millions!"It was a somewhat common problem in the pack, and I was about to get past them as I was not interested in those shits. Still, when the woman saw me, she pointed her fingers at me."That slave! She stole my money! She's the thief!" She yelled.I glanced behind me, thinking there might be someone out there she was pointing to, but there was none. With that, I glanced at her again."Me?" I asked while I pointed my fingers at him."Are you acting dumb, huh?! You stole it!" She was too furious and almost attacked me. "Imprison her!"With her command, the pack guards rushed towards me. I explained I wasn't the thief they were looking for as I didn't know what they were talking about. The guards didn't listen to me and brought me again to the dark prison."Please, listen to me! I am innocent!" I yelled at the guard who locked the cell. "Even if you scan all my body, you can't see anything!""Stop shouting! We won't listen to you anymore! You are a thief!" The pack guard shouted again and left.I cried as I sat on the dirty floor of the prison. They were too unfair, and I started regretting going there again.Hours passed. The pack guard arrived and brought me out. I thought I was proven innocent until he told me, "You'll be brought to the council. They will decide what punishment to impose on you."****In the pack council hall, the council members, and in witness with the pack members and the one who accused me were there. The Alpha's chair was empty, so I presumed he wouldn't attend the session and wouldn't see me being punished.The pack guards let me stand in front. A lot of them suddenly shouted at me."She is a thief! She doesn't deserve to stay here in the pack!""She must be punished! That's the rule of this pack!"Many laughed at me, but I remained strong despite all the ridicule I received. I couldn't voice I was innocent because I was a slave, and I guess being a slave didn't have the power to explain."One of our members saw you stole money worth millions. With that said, we won't hesitate to punish death," said one of the council.That made me bring my gaze up, stunned, and wait for Alpha Hadar to attend this session, but he still wasn't there. If it were true that we were a mate, then he would feel hurt and saddened if I would die, and he should be here to save me.Nevertheless, I shook my head. "I am not a thief. Please listen to me!"Tears fell on my cheeks, but they only laughed at me."I'll wait for the Alpha to decide! You can't decide on your own!" I shouted again, still waiting for him to come.One of the council members seated on the right stood and told me, "Nah, don't wait for him. He is busy and not interested in you. He gave us the authority to decide and punish all the members without his approval."He then signaled the two pack guards beside me.He added, "You know what to do with that slave thief. Punishment must be imposed now."The two guards didn't wait any second and pulled me out of the middle. I forced myself not to walk with them, but they were strong compared to my strength.I couldn't accept that this would be part of my fate here. To end by being punished to death due to the sin I hadn't ever committed. Before we could reach the area where two pack guards had transformed themselves into werewolves, eyeing me furiously, I closed my eyes and summoned the Alpha's presence.'I will believe we were mates if you'll come here and save me from death. Alpha Hadar, if you're listening to me right now, save me…..'My eyes were forced to open when the pack guard on my left pulled me hard and pushed me near the almost hungry werewolves to kill me. I shook in fear, but I had no chance to escape. They were circling me, plus the pack members were cheering, even commanding the werewolves to attack me already.As I was about to close my eyes and called Alpha Hadar's presence once more, the cheers of the pack members suddenly halted, and even the werewolves stepped backward away from me. I wondered why, yet I heard a voice shouting behind me."Hmm, whoever attacks that slave, I will cut your head!" His voice reverberated around, feared the werewolves and even some pack members walked away and didn't dare to come close.Only the woman who accused me went closer to the Alpha, pointing her fingers at me again, and said, "She's a thief and not part of the pack members! Why are you defending that slave, Alpha Hadar?!"Alpha Hadar faced the woman seriously. "And who are you to question me?""I…." The woman's body already shook in fear. "Sorry, Alpha Hadar. I should have not questioned you. It's my fault, but I hope you'll give a fair—""I have been giving you all a fair treatment here. A member or a slave, but that slave you're talking about is innocent," said the Alpha and pointed his fingers at the side. "She is the real thief, and we caught her hiding all the money in her house."The woman, even I, was stunned, unaware an Alpha could do that. As I stared to the side, a woman was being held by the pack guards with a bag full of money placed at the side."You must think before accusing someone, and if this happens again, I'll be the one to punish you," warned the Alpha to the woman.I cleared my throat, and when the Alpha's eyes met mine, I mindlinked him, 'Thank you for saving me, ma—I mean, Alpha.'He responded, 'We are not done yet, slave. Don't think this is free, and I am not saving you. You're not even special in here to be saved.""It is the first time Alpha Hadar defends a slave. Does it mean he loves her?" One pack member asked someone, standing a bit far from my direction. Sometimes, they glanced at me, but I tended not to look at them, pretending I hadn't heard any single detail they were talking about. "I am not certain, but I hope not. She looks like she is not a slave. Something is off about her."I continued to broom the dried leaves outside, with the air continuing to brush my skin, and a loud shout of pups who were marching in the training ground, as well as the shout from the audience of the duel. It made me more uncomfortable staying here after the Alpha saved me from death. Yet, right after that day, I hadn't met him personally to thank him. That night, I was about to knock on his room, but guess what? I heard a loud moan.That made Alpha Hadar a walking red flag, not a perfect mate for me. I mean, it was at least half-proven that he was indeed my mate when he saved me, but he wouldn't admit it.
There was a lot on my mind regarding what I had witnessed. Although I got some clues, he cried over his dead mate. It made me wonder what happened and how she left him. I almost couldn't sleep that night, overthinking about things I shouldn't have had anything to do with me. And instead of running away, I decided to stay from this damn pack and unlock all the puzzles.As I woke up, everyone was busy. The maids and slaves prepared the chairs, some decorated the mini-stage, and others cleaned the hallway. I was confused about the event as no one notified me, not even Marga. She was gone from her bed already.I was about to ask someone, but I happened to walk past a room where the door wasn't that closed. Accidentally, I heard voices from old men, probably the elders, talking.I was invested in listening, so I halted walking."You must understand that Alpha Hadar isn't in his mood. It's the second death anniversary of Hera!""I know. That's why I don't make this an issue anymore. I'm awa
His words hit me hard, making me want to throw painful words at him. But I couldn't voice it out and pretend I didn't hear him nor believed we were a mate. It was apparent, but rejecting me sounds better to give me peace of mind looking for another deserving mate to love me. He had a standard I couldn't meet, but would he change his perspective on me if he knew I was a Luna before on our pack? Telling him my real identity sounds off, and it wasn't the time for him to know it. After the Alpha told me those, he returned to the club. Hera would be as disappointed as me, but I couldn't blame Hadar for acting like that. It might be his way to cope with the sorrow within his heart. 'This seems to be our destiny already, Nila. We better wait for the Alpha to take an oath to reject us,' I said, walking back at the pack with my shoulders slumped. 'He's fortunate he's our mate. If not, I will fight him, even though he's an Alpha,' Nila replied, dismayed with him. I nodded, reached th
"I'm so sorry I leave you with Mark. I'm thankful that Alpha Hadar came. Mark wants to claim you as his mate!" Lori felt sorry for what I had encountered, but I had already assured her it wasn't her fault but mine. Nothing was wrong in testing the bond between Mark and me, but claiming me as his without assuring if we were destined would end up in a mess. He was a red flag. Luckily, I still wasn't marked. That made me think, if he was successful, would our bond with Alpha Hadar be ended? It was unclear whether it was."We shall go back now," I said, roaming my gaze around the nearby woods. "I can sense it. The Alpha is still around.""He's guarding you, probably. Aw, that sounds sweet. But he still wants to reject you! What's wrong with him?!" Lori almost shouted. I waved my hand, signaling her to refrain from mentioning him. His senses were strong. I am sure he heard her comment. "Ssh. Remember, we're only nothing here in his pack. I'm afraid he'll hurt you," I explained.She nodd
"Are you sure she's the woman who appeared in your dream? Why does it look like the late Luna Hera?" Lori held the sketch with her eyes, scanning the details of my drawing. Hera's goddess-like allure lingered in my mind, which might be why she looked like Hera. "I've been thinking a lot lately," I admitted, getting the sketch from her hand. "I've been confused with how Alpha Hadar treats his previous courtesan for choosing me, but he is still too cold. And now, this damn dream keeps bothering me all night.""I'm not an expert to tell you what to do. But it's better you consult an elder's opinion. You better tell it to the Alpha—"I didn't let Lori continue what she was about to tell, knowing the Alpha wouldn't dare to believe me. Besides, I distanced myself from him since he argued with his woman. I didn't want any drama or to be blamed for why the Alpha loathed her. For sure, Carol blamed me and indeed hunted me to death. "I don't want him to know this. I better tell the elder abo
I remained on my stand, seeing Hash fade from my sight. He promised to be back, still aiming to claim me as his. Deep within, his claim for me was just the same as the way Mark did. It didn't have any spark, unlike when Hadar claimed me as his; I was on cloud nine."Tell me if it's true…." I faced Hadar, standing at the top of the stairs in front of the pack mansion. He was emotionless, and I couldn't tell if he was genuine or just wanted his brother to disappear. "...I don't want it every time you act like that, but it's just nothing for you."He sighed, placing his hand on his side pockets. "It is nothing. I just don't want you to be with that idiot. He's an enemy." The excitement that filled my heart faded when he said that. I thought it was genuine, but he kept Nila, and I waited for his claim. Still, nothing ended."I considered my brother as an enemy. And if I've seen you with him, then you're an enemy too, including your damn family…."He was back again with his cryptic words;
I am wearing the gorgeous dress owned by Hera, but Alpha decided it, not me. They once told me it was Hera's favorite, but I didn't understand Alpha for doing this. It was as clear as water that he didn't want me but Hera. On my hand was a masquerade mask. I requested to conceal myself from others knowing me. Not just my Alpha father I didn't want to meet there, but our other allies who knew me as a Luna. I didn't want this night to be the time my real identity would be revealed. It must be hidden."Ready yourself. The Alpha is out from his study, dressed. He's ready to go," announced Marga as she entered our room. "Well, it's too late to decline. I won't recommend you to escape. I'm afraid you'll meet your death in the woods."I nodded and wouldn't want to experience the same thing that happened in the past. "I'll put all my trust in him. Whatever happens to me, he will be blamed."Marga forced a smile, embraced me for a second, and let me out of the room. On my way to the living ro
'My Luna is not a slut!' Those were the words that kept echoing in my ears, even until now when Alpha Hadar pulled my hands out from the crowd. These got the attention of everyone, but lucky enough, Hadar arrived on time before I fought those girls, blaming me for things I hadn't even done. "Alpha, stop! Where are we heading exactly?!" I was hella confused as we headed toward the woods without Beta Andrew. "The gathering isn't done yet. Why are we leaving?" "I don't stay at an event where idiots can't respect you!" He yelled, despite me being too close. Even if he would whisper it, I could hear it. "Do you think I will stay there after you are humiliated?" I shrugged my shoulders. "Maybe. You're an Alpha and supposed to stay there. Besides, I am only your slave for your care." I felt uncomfortable with her words. He stopped walking and faced me. "I know, but I have already introduced you as mine. I will be bashed if I don't care for you, stupid!" He looked behind the dark wood
The next day…."You are all here for this plan, to capture Hash dead or alive, and use Nyla as bait…."I sat next to Alpha Hadar's chair, staring at all the trusted pack guards and warriors gathered at the long study room table.Hadar had a sudden change of plan, and instead of forbidding me, he would use me. It was risky, but I was interested and ready to be part of this mission. Since if I didn't cooperate, Hash would keep messing with my life, our lives here in the pack, to be specific."No one still knows how accurate that letter is. What if it is part of Hash's big plan of attack?" Beta Andrew, sitting next to me, asked. "I'm sorry, but I'm also concerned with the pack members left here.""The fact that Nyla is with us in the woods, I'm certain Hash or his trusted warriors to chase her there," said one of the warriors."You got the point. This is a risky mission. We need to make sure Luna Nyla's security.""How can we conceal our scent? Most probably, Hash wants to meet Nyla ther
Alpha Hadar comforted me all night as I remained inside the room, too uncomfortable to go outside. As much as I wanted to be present at the burial of the fallen pack members today, almost all of them encouraged me to stay hidden and away from the family's sight, just to not trigger their outrage at me.Like what Lori had told me, there were grapevines around that after the burial, everyone who would side with the bereaved family would protest against me. However, I disregarded everything and remained as calm as water, thinking about possible solutions to alleviate their anger with me.From morning until this evening, I was inside the Alpha's room while Hadar was out to attend the burial and conduct inspections at the border and the pack territory. Beta Andrew was with him, including the elders, but there were a lot of guards around the mansion, so I had nothing to worry about."I was bored as hell…." I muttered, heading into the door, opened it, and almost jumped in surprise, not a
"I didn't know…"My eyes fixated on the ground, unaware of how they could react. The blame was all on me, and seeing those dead bodies on the floor, I couldn't help but feel guilty. If it was not because of me reaching the pack, no one would die, and Alpha Hash, Hadar's brother, wouldn't dare tell his warriors to kill, just so Hadar would be scared stiff.Cheering myself up, I didn't want to cry with them witnessing it. Everything almost wouldn't be processed on my mind like I was still in a dream. Soon after I slapped myself, I felt the pain, reminding me it was indeed transpiring."Nyla, don't blame yourself," Beta Andrew tapped my shoulder. He smiled and continued, "For sure, everyone, even the families of those who died, will not blame you. Instead, everyone will blame the spies on this pack.""There are?!" I questioned, with my eyes broadened. Never did it cross my mind that someone out there could do it. Knowing Hash, cooperating with him seemed like offering their soul to th
As days passed by, I was over the moon that Alpha Hadar kept his trust in me. He halted Elder Mario from spreading such speculations and held the dagger himself. It had been proven that it had Hera's blood on it, including my scent. However, I speculated it was because I was Hera's reborn, making my scent mixed with it. There was a part of me believing they might be right. I might have killed Hera but got amnesia, so I had forgotten everything. No one could prove it, not unless I would ask my father about this. I wouldn't want to be back in our pack. I abandoned it and wouldn't want to be wedded to a stranger….I came back from my senses after hearing Alpha Hadar.“We are here,” announced Alpha as he stood atop the cliff. “This is my go-to place when I am sad and have a lot on my mind. You know, to refresh my mind from stress.”I nodded and looked around the view of the entire woods and Alpha Hadar's pack, including the other neighboring packs.“But it's no longer part of your pack.
The accusations I threw at Alpha Hadar weighed a lot. I understand he wouldn't confirm it, but I needed clarification before throwing the accusations at someone suspicious. “It is not me, Nyla. Our bond with Hera is strong, and I didn't reject her either. You know how mate bonds work.” He sighed as he faced me. “You can't kill your mate. Otherwise, you'll suffer the pain. And the time she died, I felt like I was also dying. How come it is true?!” Right. Hadar got the point. I had been taught how those bonds work before to prepare me to be a future Alpha's wife. And now, it has come true, but I have many problems to face. “So sorry for accusing you,” I replied, and I couldn't look him in the eyes. “You know, I just had it in my mind, everything about Hera's death.” Instead of hiding the details about Hera's death, I discussed with him what that man said when killing her and how Hera responded as if she knew him. I also explained having this unique ability to recall every scene li
I was back in human form. Elder Mario and I argued about the pack's future. He insisted that I marry Alpha Hadar when we found evidence that it was indeed him who was responsible for her death. “Is this the right way?” I asked Elder Mario as I led the way towards the area where exactly she died. Marga and Lori joined us but didn't know why we were heading there. At first, they were skeptical, questioning why I got too interested in it. They were terrified, but I assured them to protect them. No one from us should be punished for not abiding by Alpha Hadar's rule.“Go left!” Lori suggested. “After that, you turn right. If you see many flowers, that's the spot!”“Lori, did you forget the way? It's all on the right. After turning right, turn right again, that's it,” Marga corrected Lori.They still kept arguing about where exactly it was, so I paused and turned to them. “Guys, can you both stop it? Tell me!”“Here on the right!”“It should be on the left!” Both shouted in unison. I s
I sat at the edge of his bed, feeling slightly uncomfortable with his presence. As much as I wanted to be with Marga and Lori in the servant's room, Alpha Hadar forbade me. I wasn't one of the servants, so he wanted me here instead. To demand going back in the room would be spine-chilling. No one knew when Hash would re-appeared to mess with me. “Sleep now. Don't overthink about him. Besides, I am here,” said Alpha Hadar. He lay in the bed while his eyes fixed on me.“I know. It's just that I am not used to being here,” I replied.Still, I laid on the other side of the bed, facing the side window. My inner wolf rejoiced at being near my mate, even wanting me to face the Alpha, but I chose not to. I had a lot in mind about Hera, Hash, and my future in the pack. “Just sleep and think about me. If you still can't, embrace me instead,” added Hadar. Both of my cheeks were burning hot. It turned red like tomatoes, but he wouldn't see it. The light was turned off. The room would be to
Problem closed. Everyone was aware I wasn't pregnant. I hadn't had sex with anyone, not even Alpha Hadar. It was ridiculous. Elder Rico thought something like that, but I couldn't blame him either. As concerned as Hadar, he had let me rest inside the unused room upstairs, a supposed room for visitors, but he allowed me to occupy it instead. Since I was also tired and wanted to calm down after those scenes appeared again, I slept, but another scene from the past appeared in the middle of my sleep. It reminded me how that familiar woman, now confirmed to be Hera, kept on running in the woods, shouting for help until it reached the scene where someone had stabbed her to death.“Help! Someone help me! Please, please stop, and don't kill me!”Those were the words I heard until I opened my eyes. Sunlight was hitting my face, so I had to cover my hand. “Hera, you're not killed in the war…you're murdered!” I said while biting my lower lips. I figured it might be one of the reasons Hera wa
Alpha Hadar requested them all to give us privacy to talk inside the room. I was astounded he wasn't like that before, and at the same time, thankful I had seen changes in him just because of that accident.“My brother Hash is a fool,” Alpha Hadar began while he sat on the edge of the bed. I didn't know what to respond to, so I was silent.“Despite him being my brother, it wouldn't be an excuse for me not to punish that idiot!” His voice was raised a little while his jaw tightened in his wrath. “I know you didn't know how I saved you. You're unconscious at that time, but I attacked him. He got weakened, but I'm sure it wouldn't make him die.”I blushed. He was indeed a hero who saved me from all the circumstances. But I was oblivious to our status. “Alpha…I am curious. Why are you all doing this if you keep on hating me?” I questioned out of my curiosity. He chuckled and looked at the ceiling. “You don't get it, don't you?” My brows furrowed, trying to understand every single deta