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53. His biggest Secret
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2021-06-30 16:47:52Alpha Fiama
I sobbed while the surface of the table was drenched with my teardrops. His words made me think for a second whether I was actually doing all this for him or myself.
I was doing that for both of us. He would be away from the UK, from Aren, from me. I would be away from him to move on. Fair enough.
I wiped my tears off and got back to the work.
*Jay was about to leave for New York the next day. Since I had prepared his tickets, I knew it. I was feeling restless from the morning and thought of skipping the class. Jay's work schedule ended in the office today. He would not come. So, I thought of staying in the office and clear my work.
Until he would leave for New York, I wouldn't meet or talk to anyone so that I could have control over myself.
One week passed after our split. And in these seven days, we just talked for once when I told him about New York. It was enough for me to know he was almost near to hate me. He
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