“That's s good choice,” Elsie nodded. “She has missed you so much. It's only right that you make up for all that time you spent away.”
Carlos was unusually quiet. From his expression, he looked disturbed about something. “Is something wrong?” I asked him. “Not really,” he sighed. “Just that I have to leave next weekend for my internship. But that means, you're not coming with me…” I felt a little bad. I knew how much he wanted to spend time with me but I couldn't just ignore my sick mother. “I'm really sorry…” I started apologizing but he cut me short. “It's fine, really,” he smiled. “I can always come visit you every weekend.”“That's a lot of flight money,” Elsie blurted and I kicked her.
“That will be perfect. Please don't listen to her,” I chuckled. Elsie laughed, “Sorry, I forgot you can't advise those in love.” “You're crazy,” I laughed. “That reminds me, I actually got something for you, Elsie,” Carlos said. “I'll get it. It's still in my bag.” “Really? Gimme, gimme, gimme…” She bubbled with excitement, clapping her hands together. I sat up so Calris could get up. “He's going to get it, El. Calm down,” I chuckled and she shot me a look. “What?” “I just think that you should know that you don't have a right to say anything. You're my best friend, and you couldn't even get me anything despite the fact that we haven't seen each other for years,” she frowned. “Elsie, I send you gifts every holiday, your birthday and any pretty random thing that catches my eye. This one time I didn't doesn't make me a horrible friend!” I stated and she rolled her eyes. As soon as Carlos was out of sight, a sigh fell off my lips. “What's wrong?” She asked. I didn't know if it was right for me to tell her now but I honestly couldn't keep it to myself anymore. “The thing is, last night…” I sucked in my breath. “I found… my mate.” “What?!” She gasped. “Don't tell me…” “Yeah, it's not Carlos,” I answered the question in her head. She scooted closer to me. “Oh, goddess! This is really bad! Carlos is going to be really hurt and he was such a nice guy,” she exclaimed. “What are we going to do now? Who is it?”“Now, this is the part where it gets really messed up,” I muttered, glancing behind me to see if Carlos was coming. “You're scaring me, Isla. Who is it?” Elsie demanded. “It's the Alpha,” I answered. “What?!” She literally screamed. “The Alpha, as in your step-uncle?” “Yes,” I sighed. “As in Alpha Roman Kane? Married Roman Kane?” She asked again and I felt pathetic. “I swear, Elsie. I don't what game fate is trying to play with me,” I sighed. “But… but you can't be with him,” her voice grew small and concerned. “He's already with someone else. What is he saying? Does he know?” “Yes.” “And?” She pushed. “Did he reject you? Did you reject him?” “I did, but he didn't accept it,” I sighed. “He wants to make me his. He's saying I belong to him…” “WHAT?!!” She thundered this time. “Is he crazy?” My shoulders sagged. “I… I don't know.” She got up from the mat. “Where are you going, Elsie?” I groaned. “Where else? To talk some fucking sense into his head! He already broke your heart once; he must be sick in the head to think he's going to ruin your life, too!” She hissed. My eyes went wide. She couldn't be serious! “Elsie, you can't possibly do that! He's an Alpha! You can't just talk to him the way you please!” I tried to talk sense into her. “Well if he won't listen to me, I'm certain his wife would be more than delighted to have that talk with me!” She spat and stormed off.
Chapter Eight /-Isla-/She was crazy. She'd lost her fucking mind going after him like that but nothing I said could stop her. She was Elsie and she'd do whatever the fuck she wanted no matter what I said. Carlos returned with the gift and was surprised to see just me. “Where did she go?” He asked, setting in on the spot where she was sitting. “I don't know. Probably to grab something,” I shrugged. I couldn't possibly tell him that my best friend was going to fight my uncle because of me. Carlos took his seat beside me. “So…” he said, voice low, eyes dragging over me like he was reading a dirty thought. “Looks like it’s just the two of us now.”I willed myself to stay still. Not to move from him like I always did when he became filthy or suggestive. I already pissed him off this morning. I wanted to make up for that. “Well do…” I smiled. “Do you want me to show you around? I could give you a tour of the pack. I can even show you some of my favourite places when I was a kid.”
Chapter NineA mix of kisses and goosebumps /-Isla-/“You asked to see me, Mom,” I said, sitting by her bedside. I tried not to look her in the eyes because I was certain she would see through me. I was already fighting hard to keep the tears stinging my eyes at bay. If anyone interrogated me, I might as well burst into tears. “Yes, I did,” she said weakly. “I wanted us to discuss your father's company which is currently under your uncle's control. I spoke to him…” she paused suddenly, letting out a violent cough. “Are you okay, mom?” I asked, scrambling off the bed to grab a bottle of water for her. I picked one out from the fridge and uncapped it quickly. I poured it quickly into the glass and handed it to her. She emptied the glass and relief washed through me when I saw that she was okay. “Are you okay, Isla?’ she asked me. “Your eyes…”“I should be the one asking if you're okay, Mom. We were talking about the company and you said…” I tried to change the subject but she cut
/-Raven-/“You smell nice…” Declan muttered, hugging me from behind out of nowhere. I was in the dressing room at the . designer's shop, trying out my wedding dress. “You're not supposed to be here,” I whispered. “Who let you in?” He chucked mischievously. “I don't need permission to see my woman whenever I feel like.” “Don't tell me you came here, all the way from the palace…”“Because I missed you? Fuck yes,” he interrupted. I couldn't believe my ears, yet as much as I wanted to scold him, I found myself smiling like a fool.“You're an Alpha, don't you have duties to perform?” I asked him. He took a step closer and I backed away. Another step and moved back. His lips curled into a mischievous smile. “You know if you keep moving back, you're going to trap yourself between me and the wall.” That brief second when I glanced to see if I was that close to the wall, he pin me to the wall and caged me in a chokehold.“Oops,” he smirked. “I got you.” I didn't even know how to react a
Chapter ElevenA punishment for a prize/-Isla-/“I don't understand. What the hell is going on here and why have you been here all day, Elsie?” I asked, barely able to keep my anger at bay. “I was searching everywhere for you!”Elsie let out a sigh as she got up from her seat. “Let's talk outside, Isla. Please?” “No, we are going to talk right here! In front of him! He told me you were being tortured for disrespecting him and he would double your punishment every second Carlos stays here,” I yelled. Her eyes widened in shock and she stared accusingly at Roman.“All I had to do was win, you didn't say it had to be the right way,’’ he shrugged. I wanted to rip my head out in confusion. They were both confusing me! “Isla, I came here to have a word with Roman, as you know. I told him to leave you alone that you had a boyfriend who would kill for you and he said if he actually wanted you to send Carlos away within the next few hours, you would. Of course I didn't believe him so I told
Chapter One /-Isla-/Alpha Roman Kane.I have never wanted any man as much as I wanted him. Never craved the touch of any man as much as I craved him.I wanted him to pin me to the wall, push up my skirt and fuck the daylights out of me.I wanted him to hate seeing me with other men as much as I hated seeing him with other women. Burn with the same jealousy I did when others looked at him. When I couldn't call him my man.My need for him was like a cancer, spreading through my body. Corrupting and eating me alive until I slowly lost myself.I stared at my reflection in the glass, sucking in a deep breath. Today marked the sixteenth year of my existence. I was practically an adult, who was old enough to take responsibility for my feelings.I had to have Alpha Roman to myself. I just had to."Isla. Seriously. Stop staring."Elsie’s voice came as she nudged my elbow, her brows pulled together in that worried way of hers."I’m not staring," I mumbled, but my eyes drifted back anyway.Rom
Chapter 2/-Isla-/It's been two weeks since Roman read my diary and since then, he had avoided me by all means. We didn't see eye to eye and he became a rare presence during breakfast and dinner.I was heartbroken. I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, couldn't even think. I was a walking zombie. I spent night after night, sobbing and cursing myself for ruining the perfect relationship we could have had.To make it worse, there were rumors everywhere that he was going to finally choose a mate.I didn't want to believe it but the servants wouldn't shut up about it, especially the ones that cleaned the hallway. Even now, I could hear them from my room.“Have you seen the class of women that come to see him every day? All with luxury gifts and enticing offers,” one said.“You speak of the foreign women but I see him most times with that lady, Manda. I think they are cooking up something,” another responded.“You could be right,” the first agreed.“Whether he picks her or the hundreds of Princ
Chapter Three5 Years Later/-Isla-/“You need to come back, Isla. The Luna is seriously ill. The Doctors don't think she would be able to make it to the next moon,” Elsie's voice rang desperately in my ears. “You need to see her, Isla. Please… you'll never forgive yourself if she dies without you seeing her.”I knew she was right. After leaving home years ago, I cut all communication with everyone. Except Elsie, of course. Even though Roman was the one who hurt me, I secretly resented everyone, including my mother for not stopping him. It just hurt so much at that time and my naive sixteen-year-old self didn't care if she knew about my feelings or not. I hated myself for punishing her for something she knew nothing about but leaving was the only way to get over him. All I had to do was push on till my eighteenth birthday.When I clocked eighteen, I was excited. I thought I would find the mate that would finally take my mind off Roman for good but I was wrong. The goddess only grant
Chapter Four /-Isla-/This had to be a cruel joke. I turned eighteen and waited eagerly for my mate but Arla didn't pick him up and now, two years later when I already found myself a charming boyfriend, I was suddenly mated?‘Let’s go, Isla, we're going to lose him if you keep whining,’ Arla cried impatiently. Whining? She was the one whining!I followed the scent and Arla's excitement pushed me into a run. I went through the courtyard and finally found myself in the garden. There was no one there but the scent was incredibly strong and overwhelming. He was here somewhere!“Looking for someone, little one?” My entire body stiffened as the rich silky tone filtered into my ears. 'Mate!’ Arla leaped again but I didn't turn around.This had to be a cruel joke. The man who rejected me five years ago was now my mate? The goddess had to be pranking me!He took a step forward and I could feel his presence engulf me. The air was thick with his pheromones and I found myself melting. “You
Chapter ElevenA punishment for a prize/-Isla-/“I don't understand. What the hell is going on here and why have you been here all day, Elsie?” I asked, barely able to keep my anger at bay. “I was searching everywhere for you!”Elsie let out a sigh as she got up from her seat. “Let's talk outside, Isla. Please?” “No, we are going to talk right here! In front of him! He told me you were being tortured for disrespecting him and he would double your punishment every second Carlos stays here,” I yelled. Her eyes widened in shock and she stared accusingly at Roman.“All I had to do was win, you didn't say it had to be the right way,’’ he shrugged. I wanted to rip my head out in confusion. They were both confusing me! “Isla, I came here to have a word with Roman, as you know. I told him to leave you alone that you had a boyfriend who would kill for you and he said if he actually wanted you to send Carlos away within the next few hours, you would. Of course I didn't believe him so I told
/-Raven-/“You smell nice…” Declan muttered, hugging me from behind out of nowhere. I was in the dressing room at the . designer's shop, trying out my wedding dress. “You're not supposed to be here,” I whispered. “Who let you in?” He chucked mischievously. “I don't need permission to see my woman whenever I feel like.” “Don't tell me you came here, all the way from the palace…”“Because I missed you? Fuck yes,” he interrupted. I couldn't believe my ears, yet as much as I wanted to scold him, I found myself smiling like a fool.“You're an Alpha, don't you have duties to perform?” I asked him. He took a step closer and I backed away. Another step and moved back. His lips curled into a mischievous smile. “You know if you keep moving back, you're going to trap yourself between me and the wall.” That brief second when I glanced to see if I was that close to the wall, he pin me to the wall and caged me in a chokehold.“Oops,” he smirked. “I got you.” I didn't even know how to react a
Chapter NineA mix of kisses and goosebumps /-Isla-/“You asked to see me, Mom,” I said, sitting by her bedside. I tried not to look her in the eyes because I was certain she would see through me. I was already fighting hard to keep the tears stinging my eyes at bay. If anyone interrogated me, I might as well burst into tears. “Yes, I did,” she said weakly. “I wanted us to discuss your father's company which is currently under your uncle's control. I spoke to him…” she paused suddenly, letting out a violent cough. “Are you okay, mom?” I asked, scrambling off the bed to grab a bottle of water for her. I picked one out from the fridge and uncapped it quickly. I poured it quickly into the glass and handed it to her. She emptied the glass and relief washed through me when I saw that she was okay. “Are you okay, Isla?’ she asked me. “Your eyes…”“I should be the one asking if you're okay, Mom. We were talking about the company and you said…” I tried to change the subject but she cut
Chapter Eight /-Isla-/She was crazy. She'd lost her fucking mind going after him like that but nothing I said could stop her. She was Elsie and she'd do whatever the fuck she wanted no matter what I said. Carlos returned with the gift and was surprised to see just me. “Where did she go?” He asked, setting in on the spot where she was sitting. “I don't know. Probably to grab something,” I shrugged. I couldn't possibly tell him that my best friend was going to fight my uncle because of me. Carlos took his seat beside me. “So…” he said, voice low, eyes dragging over me like he was reading a dirty thought. “Looks like it’s just the two of us now.”I willed myself to stay still. Not to move from him like I always did when he became filthy or suggestive. I already pissed him off this morning. I wanted to make up for that. “Well do…” I smiled. “Do you want me to show you around? I could give you a tour of the pack. I can even show you some of my favourite places when I was a kid.”
Chapter Seven /-Isla-/“What's going on?” Manda asked, noticing the glares Roman and I passed each other.“I wonder too. What's wrong, Alpha?” I asked, keeping my eyes on him. I was treading on dangerous grounds but who fucking cares?I won't let him control my life!The tension at the table was sharp enough to. Cut through anything. Everyone looked between Roman and me, but we didn't take our eyes off each other. “Good morning, everyone. Sorry I'm late, I was really out of it last night,” Elsie showed up out of the blue, breaking the awkward silence. “Isla!” She dropped on the seat next to me and draped her arms around me, blissfully unaware of what she walked into. “I'm so sorry we couldn't talk last night. I thought you might want to spend more time with the Luna,” she said and I smiled. “Thank you, Elsie. For bringing me back,” I said softly and she pulled me into a tight hug.“I've missed you soooooo much! We have a lot to catch on about…” she paused, glancing at Carlos with
Chapter Six/-Isla-/Carlos had this look on his face that made me uneasy. Since I woke up this morning, he has been looking at me weirdly. “Carl, is there something you want to tell me? You've been staring at me weird since I woke up,” I said. “You don't know?” He asked and I stared at him with a puzzled expression. “You seriously don't remember anything that happened last night?”I tried to think but nothing was coming to my head. “Since you don't remember, forget it,” he said, heading to the bathroom. I ran after it. “Would you just talk to me? If I did something wrong, tell me!” I groaned. “Stop these childish games.” “Childish?” His gaze darkened. “You were whimpering his name all night in your sleep and I'm childish for getting upset?” At first, his words didn't make sense to me then realization crashed on me. Last night, when it felt like I was in some kind of haze, lying next to Roman, it was really… Carlos?Oh Goddess! What the fuck is wrong with you, Isla? In the firs
Chapter Five/-Isla-/I belong to him?This had to be the biggest joke of the century. Who the hell did he think he was?“I don't think you heard me right,” my eyes narrowed as I stepped closer, ignoring the prickle in my skin from his closeness. “I said I reject you!” “Your rejection is void unless I accept it,” those seafoam eyes locked with mine, “and I will never accept it.” My fists clenched hard. I wanted to punch him so badly. Why was he so intent on making my life miserable?“So what do you expect me to do now? Hold on to a married man because he's what? My mate?” I huffed. “Listen carefully, Alpha. I, Isla Dysai Kane, am my own person and will never ever belong to you!” I poked him hard in the chest. “I'm going back to my boyfriend. You can choke on the stupid bond for all I care!” He didn't stop me as I walked away and I was grateful. The last thing I wanted him to see was the unshed tears in my eyes. Because then he would know that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't
Chapter Four /-Isla-/This had to be a cruel joke. I turned eighteen and waited eagerly for my mate but Arla didn't pick him up and now, two years later when I already found myself a charming boyfriend, I was suddenly mated?‘Let’s go, Isla, we're going to lose him if you keep whining,’ Arla cried impatiently. Whining? She was the one whining!I followed the scent and Arla's excitement pushed me into a run. I went through the courtyard and finally found myself in the garden. There was no one there but the scent was incredibly strong and overwhelming. He was here somewhere!“Looking for someone, little one?” My entire body stiffened as the rich silky tone filtered into my ears. 'Mate!’ Arla leaped again but I didn't turn around.This had to be a cruel joke. The man who rejected me five years ago was now my mate? The goddess had to be pranking me!He took a step forward and I could feel his presence engulf me. The air was thick with his pheromones and I found myself melting. “You
Chapter Three5 Years Later/-Isla-/“You need to come back, Isla. The Luna is seriously ill. The Doctors don't think she would be able to make it to the next moon,” Elsie's voice rang desperately in my ears. “You need to see her, Isla. Please… you'll never forgive yourself if she dies without you seeing her.”I knew she was right. After leaving home years ago, I cut all communication with everyone. Except Elsie, of course. Even though Roman was the one who hurt me, I secretly resented everyone, including my mother for not stopping him. It just hurt so much at that time and my naive sixteen-year-old self didn't care if she knew about my feelings or not. I hated myself for punishing her for something she knew nothing about but leaving was the only way to get over him. All I had to do was push on till my eighteenth birthday.When I clocked eighteen, I was excited. I thought I would find the mate that would finally take my mind off Roman for good but I was wrong. The goddess only grant