ASTRID
“So this is the hub,” Quinn says as she leads me into a large room full of desks and computers. “I’ve heard that ours is puny compared to Denver’s, but what we lack in size we make up for in heart.” She spins around, a goofy smile on her face. “That was really fucking corny, wasn’t it?”
“Nah,” I laugh, waving her off. “I liked it.”
“Astrid!” Brooke calls, beckoning me from the back of the room. Her glasses slide down the bridge of her nose and she pushes them up with a finger.
“C’mon.” Quinn spins back around, leading me toward Brooke.
I was grateful when she found me on the practice field this morning- as much as I’m enjoying this little push and pull with my broody roommate, it’s nice to talk to someone who will actually talk back. Training with the squad was a lot of fun, and I even learned a couple of new moves from Fallon. I’m no stranger to combat training; we start young in Denver, so I’ve been doing it for half of my life. Suffice to say that I may have taught her a few things, too.
I stuck by Quinn for lunch in the dining hall after training and met a few of her friends, including a tattooed hunk that she introduced as her best friend Logan. I guess I don’t get out enough, because I feel like every guy I meet here is ridiculously attractive. Maybe I just need to get laid.
Quinn brought me up here to the IT unit right after lunch. As I follow her back to Brooke’s workspace, I take it all in- seven neat rows of desks on either side of a center aisle, a conference table in the back, and a large screen in the center of the far wall. It’s definitely a lot simpler than what we have going on in Denver, but obviously just as effective considering the amount of intel the six-pack’s IT unit has been able to garner. I’m excited to be here and finally meet everyone in person.
“Hey!” Brooke greets with a bright smile as we approach. She’s dressed in what I’ve gathered is typical Brooke fashion- chuck taylor sneakers, ripped up jeans, a Queen t-shirt, and a flannel tied around her waist. She pulls off the punk rock/nerd combo flawlessly, even makes it look sexy, which is no surprise since the girl is supermodel gorgeous. “You ready to jump right in?”
I grin. “Absolutely.”
Brooke pushes out of her desk chair, stepping over to the conference table and sinking down into one there, instead. “Have a seat,” she urges as she clicks a remote to turn the large screen on, pulling a wireless keyboard and mouse closer to her.
I take the chair next to Brooke’s, watching as she logs onto the conference computer.
“So as you can see,” she mumbles, clicking into an application once she’s logged on. “We’re now fully integrated with Denver’s systems, and vice versa. We’re sharing all of our information in real time.”
She pulls up an activity log that I saw briefly before I left Denver- our head of IT, Rico, walked everyone through it the day before I left.
“Everyone’s been adding any updates and new information they find to this log so we’ve all got access… but you’ve probably already covered this,” Brooke continues. “I’ll get you set up on this computer to work after we conference with Denver. And speaking of…” her voice trails off as she looks over her shoulder, toward the rest of her IT colleagues seated at their desks. “You guys ready for this meeting or what?” she calls out.
There are a lot of mumbles in affirmation, and slowly, the other people in the room begin to make their way over and crowd in around the conference table. Quinn drops into a chair beside me as we wait for everyone to assemble. I don’t think that the six-pack’s IT unit has an official leader, but it seems that Brooke has unofficially stepped into that role since she’s mated to a squad leader and spearheaded the joining of their systems with Denver’s.
“Guys, as you know, this is Astrid,” Brooke says by way of introduction, gesturing to me. “She’s gonna be here with us for the next few weeks, so let’s try to make her feel at home.”
I smile at Brooke appreciatively, then listen as she points around the table naming people off. I’m actually terrible with names, so I doubt I’m going to remember half of them. I’ve totally got the girls down, since there are only four, but the ten guys’ names have already escaped me.
“Alright, you ready to conference with your pack?” Brooke asks after she’s finished introducing everyone.
“For sure,” I nod.
Brooke clicks around the screen with her mouse to connect the video chat, and moments later, I see Rico’s face on the screen set against the backdrop of the Denver hive.
It’s so nice to see a familiar face that I get really excited, giving a little wave and calling out “hi, Rico!”
His face splits into a wide grin. Rico has always liked me- he took me under his wing when I started dabbling in IT and the two of us get along well. Plus it’s fairly obvious that he’s harbored a little crush on me for a while.
“Hey Astrid, nice to see you,” Rico replies smoothly. “We miss you here already.”
“Aww, I miss you guys too!” I gush. Seeing a glimpse of back home tugs at my heart. I’m rarely away from my home in Denver.
“How’s it going over there?” Rico asks.
“Pretty good so far,” I smile. “Still settling in.”
I give Brooke a side-eyed glance, suddenly realizing that I’ve totally hijacked her meeting. Whoops.
“Guess we should probably get to it,” I say, turning to Brooke and effectively handing the reins back over to her.
She smiles at me like she didn’t even mind my interruption, then turns to Rico and starts to speak. “Do you have your whole team together?”
He nods. “They’re here, they’re just off camera.”
“Perfect.” Brooke straightens her glasses, leaning back in her chair. “So going forward, I think we should probably check in once a day to confirm that we’re still on target with the timeline.”
“Agreed,” Rico says. “And right now we’re still at two to three weeks, correct?”
“That’s what we’ve got. Twenty days, give or take.” She looks around the conference table at her colleagues. “Any timeline updates that we should be aware of?”
Nobody speaks up, and after a moment, Brooke looks back to Rico. “We’ll just have to keep a close watch on it. Let us know if anything changes.”
“Will do.” Rico nods again. “And same on your end.”
We go over a few more things before disconnecting, including our intel of the shadow pack’s current position and their projected movements over the coming weeks. When it comes time to say goodbye, I find myself feeling a little sad. I can’t believe I miss home this much already.
“Bye, Rico!” I call, waving as the video feed ends. The rest of the IT staff disperses back to their desks until it’s just Brooke, Quinn and I left at the conference table in the back of the room.
“So how are you settling in, really?” Brooke asks, pushing her chair out and turning to face me fully.
I push my own chair back so we’re in more of a triangle formation and I have a better view of Brooke and Quinn on either side of me. “Everything’s good!” I chirp. Then I lower my voice a little bit, leaning in. “Though I have to ask, what’s up with Brock?”
Brooke tilts her head questioningly. “What do you mean?”
“It’s just… everyone else has been so friendly, but he’s been kinda stand-offish.” I bring my hands together in my lap, lacing my fingers. “Like, is it just me? Or…”
Quinn laughs, shaking her head. “It’s not just you. Trust me.”
I let out a little sigh in relief. For a minute there I wasn’t sure if I’d done something to offend the guy.
“He’s always been prickly,” Quinn continues. “Well, at least as long as I’ve known him, which is only like a month. So take that with a grain of salt.”
“I haven’t known him for much longer, but Theo’s said before that’s just how Brock is,” Brooke adds. “Kinda grumpy, straight to the point.”
Quinn jumps back in. “I actually asked Jax about it just the other night because Brock didn’t seem very happy when we told him we were mates. Well, he acted like he was, but he was totally faking it.” She waves a hand. “Anyways, Jax said that Brock was hurt by some girl in the past and he’s never been the same. He’s just a cynical prick now.”
“Quinn!” Brooke turns to her, wide-eyed.
Quinn cracks a smile. “Okay, he didn’t use those exact words, but that was the basic gist of it.”
Brooke rolls her eyes, sighing and turning back to me. “You could ask Fallon about him, she might know more. She used to run patrol with Brock when she was a recruit.”
I nod slowly. “Yeah, maybe I’ll pick her brain a little. Thanks.”
Brooke pauses, searching my face. “Is he making you really uncomfortable? Because if he is, I could talk to Theo about getting you a room here to stay in…”
“No, no,” I say quickly, shaking my head. “It’s totally fine, I promise. And the other guys that live at the packhouse are lovely.” I look from Brooke to Quinn, but neither seems convinced. So I go on. “I’m just trying to figure out how to get him to let me in a little bit, that’s all. Get to know him. Since we’ll be spending so much time together.”
That seems to work because both girls nod in understanding.
“Maybe you should just sneak into his room one night,” Quinn suggests after a beat, waggling her eyebrows.
Brooke’s eyes fly wide. “Q!”
“What?” she laughs. “The guy clearly needs to get laid.”
“I mean… he’s definitely easy on the eyes.” I shrug innocently, winking at Quinn.
All three of us laugh. I like hanging out with Quinn and Brooke- I don’t get nearly enough girl talk like this back at home since I’m typically with Sam and Cole. I’ve always had close friendships with guys, but deep down, I’m a girl’s girl. It’s fun to gossip with the girls, to laugh and joke with them.
Though that last comment wasn’t entirely a joke. I can’t deny that I’m attracted to Brock, which boggles my mind a little bit since he’s so surly. There’s just something about him, something behind those eyes that makes me want to reach deeper to see what I find. He may be trying to keep me at arm’s length, but I have no doubt that I can get a little closer if I put in the effort. I’m pretty damn charming, after all- and it’s now my mission to melt Brock’s icy exterior.
BROCK I wake up panting, my body covered in a thin sheen of sweat that has the sheets sticking to my skin. The dream I was having felt so real- the shadow pack showed up without warning, ready for war. They outnumbered us four to one, and while we kept going down, they just kept coming. I was fighting off three wolves at once when I woke with a start, blinking into the darkness, realizing it was just a dream. I take a few deep breaths, throwing the sheet off of my body and staring up at the ceiling while my eyes to adjust to the dark. I bolt up in bed when I hear something downstairs, looking quickly to my alarm clock for the time. It’s the middle of the night- nobody should be awake right now. Is my mind playing tricks on me, or did I hear something? My wolf is on high alert and when I hear another sound, I’m out of bed in an instant, moving toward the door of my bedroom silently. Creeping through the hallway
ASTRID “Good morning, Alpha!” I greet cheerfully as I spot Brock descending the stairs. He looks up at me as he hits the bottom step, grunting something muffled and barely audible in his typical response. It’s only my third morning at the Riverton packhouse, but one of these days I’m going to get a solid ‘good morning’ in response, damnit. I feel like I’ve already fallen into a routine here- instead of my morning coffee with Cole and Sam, it’s morning coffee with Jared and Brent every day before catching a ride with Brock up to the squad complex. Then it’s training with the six-pack’s security squad in the morning followed by afternoons with IT. That routine changes today, though, because the first evacuees from Denver are set to arrive and I’ll be welcoming them. “Coffee?” Jared asks as Brock enters the kitchen. “Please,” he growls, running his hands through his hair. The man’s ha
BROCKThe first members of Astrid’s pack arrive in Stillwater around 9 a.m., and she immediately snaps into action, greeting them on the packhouse lawn. I hang back inside the packhouse and just watch her work. I’m not sure what I expected, but I quickly see that Astrid’s a natural leader and she’s good with her pack- really good. It’s clear from the moment they arrive that they all respect and adore her.Not that I’ve changed my mind about her, but it does strike me how Astrid basically acts like she’s her pack’s Luna, and her pack responds to her like that’s what she is. One of the little kids actually slips up and calls her Luna at one point, but she just laughs it off and ruffles their hair, leading them inside. She glances my way as she makes her way back in, eyes searching mine like she’s still trying to figure me out.Good luck with that one, s
ASTRIDI’m sinking a spoon into a container of yogurt when I feel it- the full-body tingles that have started hitting me more and more frequently when Brock’s around. I’ve never had my intuition be so persistent about a feeling before, like it won’t give up until I’m able to work out what it means. I usually pick up my ‘intuitive’ feelings about people when I touch them or when I’m right in front of them, and they don’t typically repeat whenever I’m in their proximity. With Brock though, it’s like the rules have suddenly changed- I don’t know what to expect from my intuition anymore, and it’s making me wonder whether my gift has gone haywire.I spin around, peering through the dark toward the staircase. I still have the refrigerator door propped open with my hip, and it’s giving off enough soft light to cut through the darkness and illuminate the
BROCK When my alarm goes off the next morning, I feel like I’ve barely just closed my eyes. Another fucking restless night’s sleep, if you can even call it that- I was tossing and turning and thinking about the vision Astrid said she had. Of course her first vision would be of the worst night of my life. Hearing Astrid describe the scene dredged up all of the painful memories associated with how things ended between me and Annalise. I remember the white tank top she was wearing and how her strawberry blonde hair looked almost pink that night under the light of the nearly full moon. I remember how fucking helpless I felt when I begged her to stay, to keep the promises she’d made and choose me, but she still walked away and ended it all. Except that wasn’t really the end, not even close- she’s continued to torment me ever since, relentlessly haunting my dreams and memories. Because I thought she was the one, and I was a damn foo
ASTRID “I’m not taking no for an answer, we’re going,” Brent says, throwing an arm around Jared’s shoulders as I emerge from the hallway into the packhouse kitchen. “I never said I wouldn’t go,” Jared laughs, shoving him away playfully. “Go where?” I ask, shuffling past them to get to the refrigerator. I’ve been shut in my room since I returned from the squad complex today, digging into some IT stuff and video calling my brother and Sam. I know it’s silly to say since it has only been just shy of a week, but I miss those guys like crazy. “To the bar in Stillwater,” Jared supplies, picking up an open beer bottle from the kitchen island and bringing it to his lips. I pull the fridge open and glance inside, searching for something to eat as my stomach rumbles in protest. Brent polishes off his own beer, setting the bottle down and looking my way. “Hey, you should come with us. It’s ladies’ night so
ASTRID I’m groggy when I wake up the next morning, and the first thing I notice is the throbbing pain in my left temple. This is exactly why I try to pace myself when I drink- because even shifters can get hangovers, and they fucking suck. The second thing I notice is the snoring coming from the other side of the bed. It catches me off guard and I sit up abruptly, peering down beside me at a still sleeping Brent. What the hell did I do last night? I pull the sheet tight to my chest, pressing my eyes closed and rubbing my temple with my fingertips. My memory is a little hazy, but it slowly starts to come back to me. Brent kept me up drinking with him, and even when I insisted on going to bed, he followed me to my room, still chatting away. I went in the bathroom to change into pajamas, and when I came back out, Brent was sprawled out on my bed. He propositioned me, I politely declined, and then I guess we just
ASTRID It’s early afternoon by the time Theo and Brooke drop me off back at the packhouse in Riverton. The arrival and placement of the second group of evacuees from Denver went off without a hitch- the Summervale pack is one of the larger ones in the six-pack, so we were able to place over eighty refugees there. Greeting my pack members and the placements themselves didn’t take long, but I hung around with Brooke for a while afterwards to catch up on some developments with IT that she discovered late last night. I’m not sure when the girl finds time to sleep. According to what Brooke uncovered, the shadow pack coordinated an attack on a smaller pack in a neighboring state just last night. It seems they may be making a last-ditch effort to increase their numbers even further in preparation for taking on Denver, which doesn’t exactly bode well since we’ve already called in all of our backup. Brooke is staying in Summervale for
ASTRIDI have no business being this happy when there’s a war on its way, yet here I am, flitting around the ballroom of the lodge on Brock’s arm with a permanent smile etched on my face. I’m overwhelmed by the number of people that came out to celebrate with us tonight- not only from all six packs in the territory, but from Denver, too. Even my parents showed up, shockingly tearing themselves away from their vacation home in Arizona to make the trip here to meet Brock.Hundreds of people are here in the ballroom tonight, and once dinner is over, Brock and I are constantly being tugged in different directions to chat with our guests. Brock gets pulled away by the guys for a while and I get distracted with the girls, sipping on too many glasses of champagne. The bubbles tickle my throat and go to my head, and I’m even more giggly than usual, lost in laughter as Quinn tells the story of when she and Jax were
BROCK “Don’t be nervous,” my dad mumbles under his breath, setting a hand on my shoulder and giving it a squeeze. “Who says I’m nervous?” I grumble back to him. My old man’s right, though- I can’t stop fidgeting as I stand in front of him and my mother beneath the arbor behind the packhouse. It’s set atop the little hill by the treeline, and it’s dripping with greenery and florals, a perfect backdrop for Astrid to take her vows and seal herself to the pack. Being here right now feels a little fucking surreal, considering the messy path it took for me and Astrid to find each other and be together. Still, I wouldn’t trade a single day with her for anything. If these past weeks together have proven anything, it’s that fate doesn’t make mistakes- she’s truly my soulmate. Tonight, she becomes my pack’s official Luna, and I couldn’t be prouder. The whole pack is here for the ceremony, gathered on the lawn behind the
ASTRID Planning a Luna ceremony in the span of a few weeks is no easy feat. Well, I take that back- the ceremony itself is relatively simple; it’s just the pack gathering, me taking my vows, and performing the blood rites that bind me to the pack and their land. It’s an intimate event for pack members only. The celebration afterwards, however, takes a lot of planning and coordination, because it’s like a giant wedding reception complete with cocktails and dinner and dancing and a million little details. Invitations to the post-ceremony celebration are extended to other packs in the area, and my family and friends from Denver are traveling here to celebrate with us. Pulling together an event of this magnitude under a time crunch has been a challenge, to say the least. It’s not like our lives haven’t been crazy enough lately. Preparations for the war with the shadow pack have been nonstop at the squad complex, and it’s all hands
BROCK “Damn, we must be the first ones here,” I say as I pull up to the curb in front of the Stillwater packhouse and cut the engine. True to his word, Gray called a council meeting the day after I returned from Denver. This time, though, we’ve got a few others joining us in addition to the council- Brooke and Quinn, because they’re leading the charge with IT these days, Astrid, because she’s our connection to our Denver allies and has the most information about the shadow pack through her visions, and Fallon, because she wasn’t about to sit this one out while everyone else’s mates participated. Jared’s on the council as my beta, but he had some business to attend to, so he told Astrid and I to go ahead and that he’d meet us here. “Didn’t Gray say six?” Astrid asks, unbuckling her seatbelt. I glance down at the clock on the dashboard, which reads 5:45 p.m. “Yeah, which is more like six thirty in alpha time. Can
ASTRID Brock’s closet is definitely not big enough for the both of us. I started moving my things in today, and I’ve basically taken over most of the space already. I already knew I owned an exorbitant amount of clothing, but next to Brock’s minimalistic wardrobe, the sheer volume of what I have is a little embarrassing. He hasn’t teased me about it, but I caught a few raised eyebrows and sly glances pass between him and the guys as they lugged all my stuff upstairs. Something I didn’t expect upon returning to the Riverton packhouse is that it already kinda feels like home. I really settled in here over the past month; I’m comfortable in the space and I have a good groove going with all of the guys. That’s not to say I won’t get homesick for Denver at some point, but for now, it has definitely eased the transition. That, and being with Brock- because as long as I’m with him, I’m home. After unpacking, we have dinner wi
BROCK“You glad to be back?” Astrid asks from the passenger seat as we roll back into the six-pack territory a few days later.“Yeah,” I admit, blowing out a breath. ‘Glad’ is an understatement- I’m fucking ecstatic. Relieved. Eager to return to some semblance of normalcy after the roller coaster ride I’ve been strapped into since leaving this place over a week ago. After experiencing the highest highs and the lowest lows, I’ll happily settle into something more mundane.“How about you?” I ask, flicking her a sideways glance. She’s wearing black leggings and her white Estes Park sweatshirt, her hair piled on top of her head in a messy bun. As much as I love when she’s all dressed up, I swear she’s prettiest when she’s casual like this. Her natural beauty is beyond compare.Astrid turns to look at me, her face lighting up with her smile.
ASTRIDI’m sure Brock’s friends will be anxious to hear that he’s awake and well, but for right now, I want to keep him all to myself for a little while longer. I’ve been waiting all my life for my mate, so I feel like it’s okay to be a bit selfish… and besides, he isn’t exactly clamoring to leave this bed right now, either. Not when we’re both basking in the afterglow of our lovemaking and fresh markings. I can’t remember ever being this happy.Brock holds me close and we both doze off, and by the time I wake again the sun has gone down. I lift my head to see that he’s already awake, just watching me. It would be creepy if it wasn’t for the unbridled adoration in his eyes. Swoon. What is it about a tough guy softening for you that’s just so damn irresistible?When he sees that I’m awake, Brock angles his body toward me, running his han
BROCKDarkness. It’s all-consuming, and it keeps pulling me under. Every time I start to come back into myself, it sucks me into its depths again. Fuck, maybe I’m dying. Maybe this is it for me. Nothing has ever come easily to me, so it’d make sense that death wouldn’t, either. She’s the only thing keeping me anchored. Some part of me can sense that she’s near, and I keep reaching out to tug on the bond between us, trying to pull myself back to her somehow.Peaches. The scent tickles my nose, along with something else- strands of hair, as soft as spun silk. I bury my nose deeper, inhaling her into my lungs, into my soul. My eyes fight to adjust to the light as I blink them open. My limbs feel heavy. I wiggle my fingers and toes, testing their dexterity as my mind slowly clears out the fog, waking up.My left side is cloaked in warmth- Astrid is curled into my side tightly with her head r
BROCK The corners of the room are dark; only the floor in the center is bathed in moonlight. That’s where I find her, lying there in wolf form, honey brown fur soaked in blood. She raises her head weakly, her eyes colliding with mine, and I feel it- the mate bond snaps into place, the strength of it nearly knocking the wind out of me. My adrenaline surges, my hair stands on end- all of my endorphins seem to release at once, bathing me in a feeling of pure euphoria. I found her. My mate. Both of our wolves tuck away almost simultaneously, the air shimmering as we both shift to our human forms- me, still standing on top of the door I knocked down, and Astrid, lying on the concrete floor, struggling to push up on her arms. She’s bleeding, badly injured, but her lips draw into a weak smile as she gazes back at me. “You came,” she whispers hoarsely, and my heart swells in my chest, feeling like it coul