BROCK
I slept like shit last night. Something about that girl being here under my roof has both me and my wolf on edge, and I woke up with the sunrise to let him out for a run this morning. I feel marginally better when I return, pulling on a pair of grey sweatpants that I left hanging off of a tree branch behind the packhouse and tugging them on.
When I walk into the packhouse through the door off the back patio, I immediately hear Astrid’s airy little giggle and I’m right back where I started. Annoyed. I take a couple of tentative steps forward so I can see into the kitchen, spotting her perched on a barstool at the kitchen island wearing a tiny pair of shorts, one bare leg crossed over the other. A baggy sweatshirt hides the rest of her slim physique, and her curly hair is piled on top of her head in a messy bun. She’s clutching a steaming cup of coffee in both hands, still giggling softly.
Brent and Jared are standing across from Astrid on the other side of the island, leaning toward her with obvious interest. The way these two are fawning over this girl is pathetic- she’s all they could talk about last night when we were hanging out. At present, Brent’s regaling Astrid with some sort of story or joke -which she must find hilarious, judging by her giggling- and Jared is just shaking his head with a big, goofy smile on his face. I can’t help but roll my eyes as I head toward them, Astrid being the first to notice my presence.
Her head whips in my direction, eyes wide like a baby deer caught in the headlights. They immediately drop to my bare chest, and I don’t miss the blush that forms on her cheeks as her gaze slides from my pecs to my eight-pack abs. By the time her eyes make their way back up to my own, I can’t stop a smirk from tugging at my lips.
For a second, she seems a little flustered- but I’m quickly learning this girl is a pro at concealing her emotions. Within seconds, she’s got a bright smile on her face, any trace of unease buried. “Hi!” she chirps, way too fucking chipper for this early in the morning.
Jared immediately straightens when he sees me, setting his coffee cup down on the counter. “Morning, Alpha.”
Brent leans a hip against the kitchen island. “Good morning, Alpha,” he repeats mockingly. The guy thinks it’s funny to tease me about my title for some reason- I think it’s how he copes with his jealousy over the fact that I’m now technically his superior thanks to our birth order. “Out for a run?”
I nod, stepping closer as comb through my hair with my fingers and pull it back, securing it with an elastic.
“Coffee?” Jared offers, nodding toward the pot.
I shake my head. “I’m good. Gotta get up to the complex.”
“Now?” Astrid asks, a little bit panicked. She sets her coffee mug on the island. “I’ve just gotta change quick…”
Fuck. It didn’t occur to me that I’d have to drive this girl around, too. I heave a sigh, flicking my gaze in her direction. “So I guess you need a ride?”
She hops down off of the barstool, sinking her teeth into her bottom lip and staring at me with that doe-eyed look again. “Yeah, is that okay?”
“Fine.” I mean, what the hell else am I gonna say?
Astrid scurries out of the room, and I resist the urge to steal another glance at her bare legs as she retreats.
“Guess I’ll have that coffee after all,” I grumble, stepping over to the barstool that Astrid vacated and sinking down onto it.
I push Astrid’s abandoned cup of coffee out of the way, watching Jared as he grabs a fresh cup from the cabinet and starts to pour me one.
“You know, it wouldn’t kill you to be a little bit friendlier to our guest,” he says, shooting me a disapproving look.
“I just didn’t realize I’d be stuck being her personal chauffeur, too,” I growl.
I see movement out of the corner of my eye as Astrid suddenly appears beside me, darting out a hand to grab her coffee mug from the island.
Fuck.
Her eyelashes flutter as she looks up at me timidly. “Um, sorry,” she mumbles, taking the coffee and spinning back around, rushing off toward the guest wing again.
Well now I feel like a fucking asshole.
I look back to Jared, and he’s still giving me that look of disapproval.
“Bro…” Brent breathes, shaking his head.
“Don’t,” I snap, shaking my own head and pushing up off of the stool. I don’t need to hear it- I already know that was a dick move. It’s not like I did it on purpose, though.
I snatch my coffee cup off of the island and stalk over toward the stairs, heading up to my room to get changed. Now I feel bad, and I’m annoyed that I feel bad. Having this girl staying here is already cramping my style. I hate that she’s up in my space, throwing off my daily routine. I hate the perky little-miss-sunshine thing that she has going on. I hate that I’m fucking attracted to her, that I can’t stop looking at her. These next few weeks might just kill me.
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A half an hour later, I’m parking the Escalade in my usual spot at the squad complex, glancing over at Astrid as she unbuckles her seatbelt. The ride here sucked- I thought she’d be quiet after overhearing me talking shit in the kitchen, but instead she was just as chatty and bubbly as she was when I drove her to the packhouse yesterday. And I fucking hate forcing smalltalk.
“So should I just call you later on to bring the car around?” Astrid asks, looking up at me and arching a brow.
I freeze, eyes narrowing. Slowly, her lips spread into a smile.
“Kidding,” she giggles.
I just stare at her blankly.
“You know, the chauffeur comment earlier? I was just trying to make light of it…”
“Oh I got the joke,” I grumble, opening my door and climbing out of the Escalade.
Astrid scrambles out of the passenger side, and I’m already heading down the sidewalk when I hear her door close and her quick footsteps scrambling after me to catch up. I don’t bother slowing down for her, but somehow she keeps up- even though she’s gotta take at least two steps for every one of my long strides.
We round the corner of the complex and I head for the gate, Astrid’s little head bobbing beside me in my peripheral vision. She’s so fucking small- good thing I’d never give into my attraction for her, because I’d break the girl in half.
“IT is that way,” I mumble, pointing at the second-story windows across the field. I start to walk away when Astrid pipes up.
“Actually, I think I’m gonna train with you guys this morning, if that’s alright.”
I stop in my tracks, turning to look at her over my shoulder. “Huh?”
Astrid nods. “Yeah, I mean I’ve gotta keep in shape, right?”
I blow out a breath, turning to face her. “Sure, but we don’t just do endurance workouts here. We do a lot of combat training. Sparring.”
“And?” she arches a brow, a smug smile on her lips as she folds her arms across her chest. “What, did you think I was gonna sit out on the fight when the shadow pack comes knocking?”
My jaw goes slack- because yes, that’s exactly what I thought the princess of Denver would do. I’m at a loss for words, but thankfully Quinn sweeps in at that moment, whisking Astrid away to join some of the other females.
I find my way over to the guys and we get practice started with a few laps around the track followed by some circuit training. After the first hour, we all pair off to spar. I pair up with Gray because the guy always gives a hundred and ten percent, and I’m not planning on taking it easy today. I need to blow off some fucking steam.
As fighters, Gray and I are pretty evenly matched, and we give each other hell. Twenty minutes in, I’ve got blood dripping from my eyebrow, some killer road rash on my right forearm, and a gash in my left knee. Gray doesn’t look much better from his position across from me as he swipes his bloody knuckles off on his t-shirt, glancing across the field.
“Damn…” Gray breathes, and I follow his gaze to see what has caught his attention.
It’s his mate, of course- Fallon is one of the squad’s fiercest warriors, and she’s currently rolling around on the ground with her opponent, attempting to dodge her blows. It isn’t easy to take Fallon down, but it looks like whoever has is giving her a run for her money.
“No fucking way,” I murmur when I see a tangle of light brown curls and the realization dawns on me that it’s little Astrid on top of Fallon, pinning her down with an elbow.
I shoot Gray a sideways glance and a smile of amusement crosses his face. He folds his arms, continuing to spectate the matchup.
I turn back to see Fallon still trying to wriggle free, to no avail. She finally concedes, tapping the ground to signal Astrid.
“Well that’s unexpected,” Gray chuckles, looking to me again. “Did you…?”
I shake my head. “I had no idea she could even fight. I mean look at her…”
I glance back in Astrid’s direction to see her brushing off her leggings, a triumphant grin stretching her cheeks. This girl is full of fucking surprises.
So I guess she’s not just some pampered princess- she’s actually a warrior princess. Why does the thought of that get my dick hard?
“You ready to go again?” Gray asks, taking a few steps back and crouching down.
I’m still staring at Astrid, and my breath catches when her eyes meet mine across the practice field.
“Brock?”
Gray’s voice knocks me out of whatever fucking trance I’m in and I look toward him, shaking my head. Pushing out every stupid fucking distraction and focusing in again on what matters- training.
“Yeah, sorry,” I mumble, crouching down into a defensive position, ready to get back to sparring. I smirk at Gray, giving a little flick of my head to beckon him forward. “Bring it.”
ASTRID “So this is the hub,” Quinn says as she leads me into a large room full of desks and computers. “I’ve heard that ours is puny compared to Denver’s, but what we lack in size we make up for in heart.” She spins around, a goofy smile on her face. “That was really fucking corny, wasn’t it?” “Nah,” I laugh, waving her off. “I liked it.” “Astrid!” Brooke calls, beckoning me from the back of the room. Her glasses slide down the bridge of her nose and she pushes them up with a finger. “C’mon.” Quinn spins back around, leading me toward Brooke. I was grateful when she found me on the practice field this morning- as much as I’m enjoying this little push and pull with my broody roommate, it’s nice to talk to someone who will actually talk back. Training with the squad was a lot of fun, and I even learned a couple of new moves from Fallon. I’m no stranger to combat training; we start young in Denver, so I’ve
BROCK I wake up panting, my body covered in a thin sheen of sweat that has the sheets sticking to my skin. The dream I was having felt so real- the shadow pack showed up without warning, ready for war. They outnumbered us four to one, and while we kept going down, they just kept coming. I was fighting off three wolves at once when I woke with a start, blinking into the darkness, realizing it was just a dream. I take a few deep breaths, throwing the sheet off of my body and staring up at the ceiling while my eyes to adjust to the dark. I bolt up in bed when I hear something downstairs, looking quickly to my alarm clock for the time. It’s the middle of the night- nobody should be awake right now. Is my mind playing tricks on me, or did I hear something? My wolf is on high alert and when I hear another sound, I’m out of bed in an instant, moving toward the door of my bedroom silently. Creeping through the hallway
ASTRID “Good morning, Alpha!” I greet cheerfully as I spot Brock descending the stairs. He looks up at me as he hits the bottom step, grunting something muffled and barely audible in his typical response. It’s only my third morning at the Riverton packhouse, but one of these days I’m going to get a solid ‘good morning’ in response, damnit. I feel like I’ve already fallen into a routine here- instead of my morning coffee with Cole and Sam, it’s morning coffee with Jared and Brent every day before catching a ride with Brock up to the squad complex. Then it’s training with the six-pack’s security squad in the morning followed by afternoons with IT. That routine changes today, though, because the first evacuees from Denver are set to arrive and I’ll be welcoming them. “Coffee?” Jared asks as Brock enters the kitchen. “Please,” he growls, running his hands through his hair. The man’s ha
BROCKThe first members of Astrid’s pack arrive in Stillwater around 9 a.m., and she immediately snaps into action, greeting them on the packhouse lawn. I hang back inside the packhouse and just watch her work. I’m not sure what I expected, but I quickly see that Astrid’s a natural leader and she’s good with her pack- really good. It’s clear from the moment they arrive that they all respect and adore her.Not that I’ve changed my mind about her, but it does strike me how Astrid basically acts like she’s her pack’s Luna, and her pack responds to her like that’s what she is. One of the little kids actually slips up and calls her Luna at one point, but she just laughs it off and ruffles their hair, leading them inside. She glances my way as she makes her way back in, eyes searching mine like she’s still trying to figure me out.Good luck with that one, s
ASTRIDI’m sinking a spoon into a container of yogurt when I feel it- the full-body tingles that have started hitting me more and more frequently when Brock’s around. I’ve never had my intuition be so persistent about a feeling before, like it won’t give up until I’m able to work out what it means. I usually pick up my ‘intuitive’ feelings about people when I touch them or when I’m right in front of them, and they don’t typically repeat whenever I’m in their proximity. With Brock though, it’s like the rules have suddenly changed- I don’t know what to expect from my intuition anymore, and it’s making me wonder whether my gift has gone haywire.I spin around, peering through the dark toward the staircase. I still have the refrigerator door propped open with my hip, and it’s giving off enough soft light to cut through the darkness and illuminate the
BROCK When my alarm goes off the next morning, I feel like I’ve barely just closed my eyes. Another fucking restless night’s sleep, if you can even call it that- I was tossing and turning and thinking about the vision Astrid said she had. Of course her first vision would be of the worst night of my life. Hearing Astrid describe the scene dredged up all of the painful memories associated with how things ended between me and Annalise. I remember the white tank top she was wearing and how her strawberry blonde hair looked almost pink that night under the light of the nearly full moon. I remember how fucking helpless I felt when I begged her to stay, to keep the promises she’d made and choose me, but she still walked away and ended it all. Except that wasn’t really the end, not even close- she’s continued to torment me ever since, relentlessly haunting my dreams and memories. Because I thought she was the one, and I was a damn foo
ASTRID “I’m not taking no for an answer, we’re going,” Brent says, throwing an arm around Jared’s shoulders as I emerge from the hallway into the packhouse kitchen. “I never said I wouldn’t go,” Jared laughs, shoving him away playfully. “Go where?” I ask, shuffling past them to get to the refrigerator. I’ve been shut in my room since I returned from the squad complex today, digging into some IT stuff and video calling my brother and Sam. I know it’s silly to say since it has only been just shy of a week, but I miss those guys like crazy. “To the bar in Stillwater,” Jared supplies, picking up an open beer bottle from the kitchen island and bringing it to his lips. I pull the fridge open and glance inside, searching for something to eat as my stomach rumbles in protest. Brent polishes off his own beer, setting the bottle down and looking my way. “Hey, you should come with us. It’s ladies’ night so
ASTRID I’m groggy when I wake up the next morning, and the first thing I notice is the throbbing pain in my left temple. This is exactly why I try to pace myself when I drink- because even shifters can get hangovers, and they fucking suck. The second thing I notice is the snoring coming from the other side of the bed. It catches me off guard and I sit up abruptly, peering down beside me at a still sleeping Brent. What the hell did I do last night? I pull the sheet tight to my chest, pressing my eyes closed and rubbing my temple with my fingertips. My memory is a little hazy, but it slowly starts to come back to me. Brent kept me up drinking with him, and even when I insisted on going to bed, he followed me to my room, still chatting away. I went in the bathroom to change into pajamas, and when I came back out, Brent was sprawled out on my bed. He propositioned me, I politely declined, and then I guess we just
ASTRIDI have no business being this happy when there’s a war on its way, yet here I am, flitting around the ballroom of the lodge on Brock’s arm with a permanent smile etched on my face. I’m overwhelmed by the number of people that came out to celebrate with us tonight- not only from all six packs in the territory, but from Denver, too. Even my parents showed up, shockingly tearing themselves away from their vacation home in Arizona to make the trip here to meet Brock.Hundreds of people are here in the ballroom tonight, and once dinner is over, Brock and I are constantly being tugged in different directions to chat with our guests. Brock gets pulled away by the guys for a while and I get distracted with the girls, sipping on too many glasses of champagne. The bubbles tickle my throat and go to my head, and I’m even more giggly than usual, lost in laughter as Quinn tells the story of when she and Jax were
BROCK “Don’t be nervous,” my dad mumbles under his breath, setting a hand on my shoulder and giving it a squeeze. “Who says I’m nervous?” I grumble back to him. My old man’s right, though- I can’t stop fidgeting as I stand in front of him and my mother beneath the arbor behind the packhouse. It’s set atop the little hill by the treeline, and it’s dripping with greenery and florals, a perfect backdrop for Astrid to take her vows and seal herself to the pack. Being here right now feels a little fucking surreal, considering the messy path it took for me and Astrid to find each other and be together. Still, I wouldn’t trade a single day with her for anything. If these past weeks together have proven anything, it’s that fate doesn’t make mistakes- she’s truly my soulmate. Tonight, she becomes my pack’s official Luna, and I couldn’t be prouder. The whole pack is here for the ceremony, gathered on the lawn behind the
ASTRID Planning a Luna ceremony in the span of a few weeks is no easy feat. Well, I take that back- the ceremony itself is relatively simple; it’s just the pack gathering, me taking my vows, and performing the blood rites that bind me to the pack and their land. It’s an intimate event for pack members only. The celebration afterwards, however, takes a lot of planning and coordination, because it’s like a giant wedding reception complete with cocktails and dinner and dancing and a million little details. Invitations to the post-ceremony celebration are extended to other packs in the area, and my family and friends from Denver are traveling here to celebrate with us. Pulling together an event of this magnitude under a time crunch has been a challenge, to say the least. It’s not like our lives haven’t been crazy enough lately. Preparations for the war with the shadow pack have been nonstop at the squad complex, and it’s all hands
BROCK “Damn, we must be the first ones here,” I say as I pull up to the curb in front of the Stillwater packhouse and cut the engine. True to his word, Gray called a council meeting the day after I returned from Denver. This time, though, we’ve got a few others joining us in addition to the council- Brooke and Quinn, because they’re leading the charge with IT these days, Astrid, because she’s our connection to our Denver allies and has the most information about the shadow pack through her visions, and Fallon, because she wasn’t about to sit this one out while everyone else’s mates participated. Jared’s on the council as my beta, but he had some business to attend to, so he told Astrid and I to go ahead and that he’d meet us here. “Didn’t Gray say six?” Astrid asks, unbuckling her seatbelt. I glance down at the clock on the dashboard, which reads 5:45 p.m. “Yeah, which is more like six thirty in alpha time. Can
ASTRID Brock’s closet is definitely not big enough for the both of us. I started moving my things in today, and I’ve basically taken over most of the space already. I already knew I owned an exorbitant amount of clothing, but next to Brock’s minimalistic wardrobe, the sheer volume of what I have is a little embarrassing. He hasn’t teased me about it, but I caught a few raised eyebrows and sly glances pass between him and the guys as they lugged all my stuff upstairs. Something I didn’t expect upon returning to the Riverton packhouse is that it already kinda feels like home. I really settled in here over the past month; I’m comfortable in the space and I have a good groove going with all of the guys. That’s not to say I won’t get homesick for Denver at some point, but for now, it has definitely eased the transition. That, and being with Brock- because as long as I’m with him, I’m home. After unpacking, we have dinner wi
BROCK“You glad to be back?” Astrid asks from the passenger seat as we roll back into the six-pack territory a few days later.“Yeah,” I admit, blowing out a breath. ‘Glad’ is an understatement- I’m fucking ecstatic. Relieved. Eager to return to some semblance of normalcy after the roller coaster ride I’ve been strapped into since leaving this place over a week ago. After experiencing the highest highs and the lowest lows, I’ll happily settle into something more mundane.“How about you?” I ask, flicking her a sideways glance. She’s wearing black leggings and her white Estes Park sweatshirt, her hair piled on top of her head in a messy bun. As much as I love when she’s all dressed up, I swear she’s prettiest when she’s casual like this. Her natural beauty is beyond compare.Astrid turns to look at me, her face lighting up with her smile.
ASTRIDI’m sure Brock’s friends will be anxious to hear that he’s awake and well, but for right now, I want to keep him all to myself for a little while longer. I’ve been waiting all my life for my mate, so I feel like it’s okay to be a bit selfish… and besides, he isn’t exactly clamoring to leave this bed right now, either. Not when we’re both basking in the afterglow of our lovemaking and fresh markings. I can’t remember ever being this happy.Brock holds me close and we both doze off, and by the time I wake again the sun has gone down. I lift my head to see that he’s already awake, just watching me. It would be creepy if it wasn’t for the unbridled adoration in his eyes. Swoon. What is it about a tough guy softening for you that’s just so damn irresistible?When he sees that I’m awake, Brock angles his body toward me, running his han
BROCKDarkness. It’s all-consuming, and it keeps pulling me under. Every time I start to come back into myself, it sucks me into its depths again. Fuck, maybe I’m dying. Maybe this is it for me. Nothing has ever come easily to me, so it’d make sense that death wouldn’t, either. She’s the only thing keeping me anchored. Some part of me can sense that she’s near, and I keep reaching out to tug on the bond between us, trying to pull myself back to her somehow.Peaches. The scent tickles my nose, along with something else- strands of hair, as soft as spun silk. I bury my nose deeper, inhaling her into my lungs, into my soul. My eyes fight to adjust to the light as I blink them open. My limbs feel heavy. I wiggle my fingers and toes, testing their dexterity as my mind slowly clears out the fog, waking up.My left side is cloaked in warmth- Astrid is curled into my side tightly with her head r
BROCK The corners of the room are dark; only the floor in the center is bathed in moonlight. That’s where I find her, lying there in wolf form, honey brown fur soaked in blood. She raises her head weakly, her eyes colliding with mine, and I feel it- the mate bond snaps into place, the strength of it nearly knocking the wind out of me. My adrenaline surges, my hair stands on end- all of my endorphins seem to release at once, bathing me in a feeling of pure euphoria. I found her. My mate. Both of our wolves tuck away almost simultaneously, the air shimmering as we both shift to our human forms- me, still standing on top of the door I knocked down, and Astrid, lying on the concrete floor, struggling to push up on her arms. She’s bleeding, badly injured, but her lips draw into a weak smile as she gazes back at me. “You came,” she whispers hoarsely, and my heart swells in my chest, feeling like it coul