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98. Shaking

Author: Naomi D.
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56
Emmy’s pov

My hand started shaking. And my right leg wouldn't stop shaking. It was like I couldn’t stand still, but I knew I had to do this. So why did everything inside of me want to run away?

The moment Isaac squeezed my hand, I felt a bit better. At least that hand wasn’t shaking anymore.

I put out my other hand, watching my fingers tremble with fear.

‘You can do it,’ Isaac’s voice said inside my head.

It wasn’t the question of whether I could or couldn’t tell Lena. The question was if I could handle her response.

“Hi Emmeline and Isaac, You wanted to see me. I’m so sorry for last time; I truly didn’t mean to offend you. I was just so happy to have a larger room, and I always thought about what I would say to you once I got the chance, and well, I ruined it.”

“It wasn’t your fault.” I clarified. “It’s not why I asked you to come here.”

Goddess, I had practiced this conversation in my mind countless times now, but it was like every thought had left my mind. Grandpa Os and Gra
Naomi D.

I needed a break yesterday. But I hope today's chapter makes up for it. I've been feeling blegh, like I don't want to do anything. I keep postponing doing any house hold chores, just sitting under a blanket and watching tv. i will get back to normal, I am just tired and lazy ;)

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