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64: Until I Learn It
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Alpha Aidan's Rejection 65: Questioning Myself
TARAAlthough the call with Aidan yesterday felt rushed since he had to go attend to what I was sure was a knock on his door, I couldn’t help but feel like part of the reason why Aidan didn’t disclose that he was coming back was my fault.I hoped he didn’t think that I didn’t want to talk to him, but it might have sounded that way. I had to save Nadia from a bad fall, so whatever I was saying got stuck, and he could have taken it to mean that I didn’t want to speak with him.Well, he was here now, and that was some relief for what it was worth.Aidan shook his head in response to my last question.“Nothing happened. I’ve gotten what I needed, so I didn’t have to stay away anymore. I’m right where I should be.”I nodded. “Okay then. Welcome back.”“I’ve got some things in the car. Will you come look?” There was hope shining in Aidan’s eyes, and for the fact that Nadia was already tugging Aidan in the direction of the door, I nodded.“Okay, but let me just close up.”“You’re done here?”
Last Updated : 2025-01-26Alpha Aidan's Rejection 66: Aidan Saw Me
TARAI hadn’t felt like this in a long time. Like all the problems in the world just faded away and all that was left was peace.Aidan asked us if we wanted to eat, and even if Nadia hadn’t been the first to oblige, I didn’t think I was going to object.After being gifted a full trunk of gifts, we had a fun evening with Aidan, and when Nadia’s strength reserve started to run low, we took her back home to Esme’s where both she and Jenna were waiting. Too bad Nadia would be out in a couple of hours, and movie night would be just for Esme and Jenna.“So this errand you’re running, am I allowed in on what it is?” Aidan asked as he steered the wheel past the houses. We were heading away from our home now.“About that…” I drawled. The cat had to come out of the bag eventually. “I’m just getting the last of Nadia’s things from her room at your place. We moved back home.”He didn’t try to hide his disappointment in the way his face fell or the way his muscles loosened on the wheel.“I didn’t
Last Updated : 2025-01-26Alpha Aidan's Rejection 67: All These Years
AIDANI wanted more.I wanted everything, but Tara seemed to not, or she was in a battle with herself. I wanted to hold her and tell her that it was all going to be alright and that I was just as scared as she was, but she ran away from me so fast, it was like her feet were on fire.She needed space to think, so I stayed in the office on the same floor that she was, giving her exactly that—space. As much as I could though. I tuned everything else out, listening closely for her heartbeat to make sure that she wasn’t having a mental breakdown or berating herself.No one had the right to do that to her, not even Tara herself.It didn’t take long for me to get lost in thought, thinking about the feel of her skin against mine, her in my arms, our hearts thrashing against our chests almost at the same fucking rate, her taste.Goddess.My body was still stiff with arousal, and it was so hard to maintain control over my desires.I was so deep in thought that I practically lost track of how mu
Last Updated : 2025-01-27Alpha Aidan's Rejection 68: Come Clean
TARA This had to be a nightmare. I needed someone to wake me up from this dream. It had to be one! Why was Aidan looking like he was in more pain than I was? Both physically and otherwise? His hunched over frame, downcast eyes, weak gestures, and low pitched voice told me that something was seriously misinterpreted between us. Did Kayla lie? Of course, she would lie about something. What was it? “You really had no idea?” My voice was shaky, and I nearly lost my balance more than once. Aidan closed the space between us and moved to take my hands in his, and in all honesty, I wanted him to. Goddess, I didn’t know how much I wanted to be wrong until now. Why hadn’t I thought of that all these while? Aidan held himself from touching me, and he ran a hand through his messed up hair in frustration instead. “You have every right to be scared of me, Tara, and even more so to hate me. Heck, I despise myself right now, but I swear it to you…I swear on my mother’s grave, I had no ha
Last Updated : 2025-01-27Alpha Aidan's Rejection 69: For Them Or You
__EARLIER THAT DAY__ AIDAN “How many more papers do I need to sign?” I asked with an exhausted grunt to my attorney over the phone. Barely an hour after landing in Vermont pack, they were already calling me from Attica to sort out shit. Couldn’t they understand that all I wanted was to get changed, and go see my family? The thought of seeing the looks of surprise and then excitement on Tara and Nadia’s face when they got their gifts made my chest lighten and put me in a considerably better mood to take the call. I put the phone on speaker and tossed it where I could see it as I took off my flight clothes in the closet of my hotel suite. The attorney responded cautiously. “We need two guardian’s signatures for the school enrollment, Alpha. And one final signature for the…ehh…new place of business.” A growl rattled my chest. “One guardian is all we have, so make it do!” I sighed in agitation. How hard could it be to register a child on a new school? I really needed this to work
Last Updated : 2025-01-28Alpha Aidan's Rejection 70: Tara’s Happiness
__BACK TO THE PRESENT__ AIDAN A flaw. An imperfection. A weakness. My abnormal sperm morphology was a secret I promised myself I’d never share with anyone till the day I died. That the alpha of one of the largest packs in history who had more resources than he could use in his lifetime and many times over, was incapable of doing something as natural as giving birth to a child. Until her. Until Nadia. But seeing Tara with scars of her own, I knew in my heart without an atom of doubt that it didn’t change the way I saw her. If there was anything, it was that it made me freaking adore her more, and holding on to my secret was useless. “Tara, I am so so sorry. Goddess, I cannot even begin to imagine the pain and hurt you carried all those months, the years after…” fuck, I almost broke down in tears. How could Kayla be so deceptive? Why did I not fight more for Tara? I failed her. I failed my kid. I left Tara to the wolves in my attempt to save her. “Hey, hey,” Tara cut me
Last Updated : 2025-01-28Alpha Aidan's Rejection 71: Ride Of The Century
TARAI was most definitely in heat! Who this expressive woman was with Aidan, I didn’t know, but I didn’t give two cents. I’d been starved for so long that I couldn’t control what I said now that the time seemed right, and I could be with the only man I had eyes for.As I wrapped my arms around his neck to steady myself, Aidan took the lead, deepening the kiss, but keeping a pleasurable slow pace that had current running in all directions of my body. I pressed my skin against his erection, whimpering for more friction.Aidan knew this, so he chuckled and switched our positions on the bed faster than I anticipated and I gasped in shock.“Let me take care of you now,” he groaned, trailing his fingertips lightly on my arm, I could only moan in response.My body was already in tune with what this was, and a feeling was on standby within me, ready to explode at the slightest chance.Aidan peppered kisses from my neck down to my chest, and he pushed the swimwear away from my chest, exposing
Last Updated : 2025-01-29Alpha Aidan's Rejection 72: Yes. Perfect.
TARAAidan didn’t spend as much time pleasuring me with his tongue and fingers as it should have taken to tire me out, but by the time I had come down from the high of my most intense orgasm in a very long time, I was spent.Staring longingly at Aidan with a dreamy smile on my face, I hummed in approval when he rose from his knees to tower over me on the bed. When my eyes fell on his impressively beautiful and erect cock, soaked and dripping with pre-come, a new energy and hunger instantly filled me, and I propped myself up on my elbows, ready to take him.Aidan’s eyes were dark with need, his nostrils flared slightly in ragged breaths, and his plump and parted lips were still smeared with my release. He graced me with a small smirk as he closed the distance between us and grabbed me by my waist, his fingers branding me deliciously.“I see that look in your eyes, Tara,” Aidan started, drawing small circles on my skin and turning what was left of my brain into mud. I managed to respon
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Alpha Aidan's Rejection 109: Home Safe
TARA Everything Aidan said made sense. They were going to try to reverse the Stonewolves’ curse, and if anyone would have the resources to do so, it was going to be Aidan, whether in Vermont Pack or Attica. But if that didn’t turn out to be successful, we would have to stick to other means of protection, and that included our wolf sides. I wasn’t much of a shifter. I couldn’t even remember the last time I saw my wolf. After everything that happened all those years ago, I couldn’t help but feel more vulnerable than safe when I wasn’t in control of my physical body. Not after I’d been stabbed in the back, almost taken out at the hospital where I should have been recovering, and having to spend years trying to heal those wounds. I knew my wolf was capable of protecting me, but I just had to get to trust myself on that again. And I had to do it for Nadia too. If she was going to have a chance at being in tune with her wolf side, she had to actually experience her wolf side. No one was
Alpha Aidan's Rejection 108: Your Safety
AIDAN As soon as Tara and Nadia were out of sight, I did the first thing that came to mind. Made sure the multiple entrances to the house were well secured from intruders and activated the security alarm system around the house. I was back in my spot before Tara came back out, hoping that this plan I had in my mind worked. Having Stonewolves spring up where they both lived was a chance I wasn’t willing to keep taking. Not after the scared look on Tara’s face whenever they were mentioned, bringing back the trauma of her experience with them that prevented her from being able to close her eyes to sleep for months before now. “How badly was Jace hurt?” Tara asked, cutting through my thoughts with the sound of her voice, eyes trained on me from across the kitchen island as she picked on her cuticles, nervous about the welfare of her friend, Jenna, and Jace. I shook my head, voice low as I watched her advance. “He’s out cold.” The outline of her neck held in a gasp as she asked with
Alpha Aidan's Rejection 107: How Bad
TARA “I can’t ask you to come with me, Tara. Not when Nadia is all alone at her training,” Jenna said, the second we got outside the restaurant, her eyes still brimming red with unshed tears. It had been only months since Aidan and Jace first came into Vermont Pack, but I couldn’t blame Jenna for falling head over heels for Aidan’s beta in such a short time. I mean, the same thing happened with me and Aidan. As much as Jenna seldom talked about the dynamics of her relationship with him, I knew she cared deeply for him, but she still had other’s interests at heart, even when she was currently breaking with the news about Jace being hurt. “Jenna,” I breathed, scared shitless, and worried to my bones for both my friend and my daughter. “Will you be okay?” She shook her head once, her eyes full and almost spilling over. “I have to be. Be on the lookout, and avoid them as much as you can, okay? Get Nadia to safety and stay indoors till you hear it’s okay to come out.” I nodded, pulli
Alpha Aidan's Rejection 106: We Have To Go
TARA Someone else could have been fooled by Kayla acting as if she knew nothing about the text I received on my day off, but even if I hadn’t suspected her, it was still her number that sent me the message. “What text?” I repeated her last question out loud, chuckling lightly, already irritated at the fact that she was ruining my brunch with Jenna who was still fuming across the table, but trying her hardest to remain quiet, letting me handle my business. Beneath all that calm, I could see that Jenna was charged, ready to act if push came to shove with Kayla. Kayla shrugged at the question, and I shook my head. “Why are you in Vermont Pack right now, Kayla?” I asked, trying to look for any logical reasons why she would abandon the comfort of her pack to be where no one wanted her. I genuinely wondered. Was it because of Aidan? Or was it for the fact that she saw me after all these years, and found out that she failed in her plan to keep me and Aidan away or ruin our family. “
Alpha Aidan's Rejection 105: What Text?
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Alpha Aidan's Rejection 104: Men Who Should Be Castrated
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Alpha Aidan's Rejection 103: Not Coming Home
TARAThe otherwise perfect date had been ruined by Kayla’s appearance, so me and Aidan called it a night early. Not that we couldn’t continue with our evening, pretending to not have noticed her, or choosing to ignore her outrightly, and not that I was worried Kayla would go and find Nadia, but my evening had already been soured with not just the topic of the dangerous Stonewolves wreaking their havoc now, but also with seeing Kayla’s face in Vermont Pack.I needed to go back to Jenna’s to be with Nadia and put her to bed, and Aidan understood this, as he drove me to her apartment, just fifteen minutes away from his inviting home.“I need to go over some more details with Jace before I call it a night, but call on me when you’re ready to leave, and I’ll come pick you guys up, okay?” Aidan spoke once we reached Jenna’s, and my mind broke away from the thoughts for a second, snapping back to the present.“There’s no need for that. We’ll call for a ride, Aidan. Handle your business,” I a
Alpha Aidan's Rejection 102: Announce Herself
TARAFor the days that came after that, I couldn’t go past a few minutes without thinking about all the unholy things Aidain did to and with my body in his room that night, and neither could I stop my body from shuddering whenever I recalled how dark and heated his voice had gone when he commanded me, owned me, and treated me like his property.By the time we were done, both spent, and many hours after I had put Nadia to bed, the side of Aidan that I’d come to know and love returned to me, stroking my scars, reassuring me with his words, taking care of my body, and cleaning me up, minutes before I drifted into absolute bliss.This was our new routine, only that we added so many dates to the list…and the flowers as well as the shopping supplies.What could I say? A girl was getting spoiled, and she wasn’t complaining.Aidan went through with his promise to get me at least ten other flowers before I could choose a favorite, even going overboard because I truly lost count of how many flo
