Chapter Sixty One

The fact that time was six did not bother me one bit, I opened my bedroom door and closed it then slowly walked to my bed. I climbed on with my right knee and slowly laid her on her back. She smiled at me and I closed my eyes suddenly feeling this rush in me. Nerves hitting me a bit.

Don't get me wrong, I have done this before, just not like this, it was back in my days when I wasn't this anymore. Back when I was fucking for fun.

"Baby...?" Kat said touching my face. I slowly opened my eyes, held her hand and kissed it then looked at her.

I felt the rush kick in, those dark feelings. Was I ready to do this? I mean back then I was doing it because I was hurt, so I allowed this dark side of me to show.

"Baby are you okay?" Kat asked now unbuttoning my shirt. I smiled a bit, she was asking me this while getting me naked? What if I said I'm not okay? Will she stop.

"Thandy..." she said getting up on her elbows to support herself as she tried to c