Claire felt lucky that in all her classes, she managed to secure a seat beside the window. It was also a good thing that even though seating arrangements were never official, everybody just had the initiative to always sit in the same spot they sat on during the first day of school.
She looked out the window and inhaled, breathing in the smell of the late summer breeze accompanied by the faint aroma of baked bread and coffee from the café across the street. From this distance, one would think that being able to smell the pastries they serve would be unlikely but because she was a regular customer, her nose could pick up the familiar scent from miles away.
Claire wanted to freeze time and just take a break like this, but no, she could never. Even though she was living in a small town, she was living a fast-paced life.
“Anyway”, Mrs. Myers’s voice broke her out of her reverie, forcing her to peel her gaze off the calm scenery outside and actually pay attention. “Besides that, I have nothing else to announce. Have a great weekend”
Claire had no idea what their homeroom teacher was announcing to the class while she was spacing out, but she had little care. It was Friday— her first tutorial session with Ethan.
“Hey, Claire”
She felt a gentle poke on the side of her head. Craning her neck, she met Jess’s usual goofy smile. “Hey”
“I’ll get going”, Jess told her. “Goodluck today!”
“Thanks”, she smiled gratefully. “See you Monday”
After gathering her stuff and placing them carefully into her backpack, she headed out the door. She had no idea where to meet Ethan since they never really got to talk for the past week. They didn’t have a single class together, despite being both seniors. But she figured that they would have to study in the library so if Ethan had the initiative, he would probably head there as well.
“Oh!” Claire exclaimed when she turned to a corner and almost bumped into someone. She took a step back and was about to apologize when she looked up and saw his smiling face. “Oh, it’s you”
“You don’t have to sound so disappointed, Claire”, Ethan chuckled. “I was about to go to your classroom. Mrs. Myers told me where to find you”
“Well I’m here now”, she replied, shrugging. “Let’s go to the library?”
“Huh, I thought we were going to study in a classroom. I’d rather do that”
“Why, though? Wouldn’t it be better to study in a library?” she unconsciously tilted her head a little in confusion.
“But I wouldn’t get to be alone with you, so what’s the point?”
Claire automatically blushed at that. She looked at the floor to save herself from the embarrassment of having Ethan notice her red cheeks.
“You’re impossible”
Chuckling, Ethan placed a hand on her head and turned her around. “Kidding. There are students in the library, I checked. I just don’t want to expose myself being tutored by a fellow senior”
“Makes sense”, she retorted, brushing off his hand before fixing her hair and walking back the direction she came from. “You wouldn’t want people to know just how dumb you are”
“True”, Ethan agreed and a second later, his laugh was echoing through the empty halls.
When the duo arrived in the classroom, they settled in the front seats just so Claire could use the board when she felt the need to do so. She then took out her books and pencil case.
“So, what lessons were you struggling with this week?”
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Ethan groaned in exhaustion and stretched out his limbs, knocking off a chair in the process. “Man, I hate studying”
“You’re better than I expected”, Claire said, gathering up the books and pencils they used. “You understand everything pretty quick”
He sat up straight and made an aww face at her, pouting his lips and showing off his seemingly well-practiced puppy eyes. Claire couldn’t deny how good-looking he was. She figured the boy knew this as well, judging on how much he seemed to love himself.
“Stop that”, she rolled her eyes before standing up to leave. “I’ll get going. See you next Friday”
She only walked a few steps past him when she felt a warm hand around her wrist. Her eyes went wide in shock upon the sensation.
“Wait”, she heard him say.
Claire gasped softly when she felt him pull her gently but with enough force to make her turn around to face him. He grabbed his pen from the desk and turned her wrist so that the inside of her arm was exposed. He then started scribbling something on her. Usually, Claire wouldn’t want anybody writing on her skin with ink but at the moment, she was too flustered to react on time.
“Hey!” she protested a few seconds later, finally pulling out her arm.
“Call me”, Ethan winked.
She frowned before looking down to look at her arm. Turns out, he was giving her his phone number.
“Oh my god”, she breathed out, feeling another wave of annoyance bubble up inside her. “You could’ve just asked for my phone and typed it there!”
“Yeah”, Ethan shrugged and stood up. He was towering over her again and she didn’t like how that emphasized the leverage he had over her. His attitude just annoyed her and she knew he enjoyed it. “But where’s the fun in that?”
“Giving your number doesn’t always have to be fun!” she exclaimed. “I hate ink on my skin”
He laughed and picked up his leather sling bag before slinging it on one shoulder. “Let’s go, it’s dark out. I’ll take you home”
“You don’t have to”
“True, but I want to, though”
“But I don’t want you to”
“True, but I want to, though”
“But why?”
Ethan didn’t answer her and instead pulled out a scratch paper from his bag. He scribbled something on the piece of paper for a few seconds before folding it once and slipping it into the front pocket of her backpack.
“What are you—“
Before she could even finish her sentence, he grabbed her wrist again, and with the hem of his shirt, he started gently rubbing off the ink from her skin.
“I didn’t know you hated ink on your skin”
“Doesn’t everybody?”
“I guess you have a point”, he chuckled. “But most girls find that move attractive most of the time”
“Ew”
They stayed quiet for a while. She didn’t know how long. Claire just stood still as he focused on getting all the stains off, which proved to be hard to do with a dry shirt.
Once Ethan was done, he placed a hand on her head and guided her towards the door. “Come on, I’ll take you home, whether you like it or not”
“Thanks”, she mumbled before unfastening her seatbelt.“Yeah, sure”, Ethan replied. “Thanks for today, too”Claire gave him a small smile before hopping off his car. She felt intimidated during the short ride, not only because it was her first time a boy dropped her off but also because it would probably take her a lifetime to pay for his Lamborghini if ever she damaged anything in it.She gave him a small wave, although she wasn’t sure if he was looking out through the tinted window, before turning around and entering the apartment complex, sighing in exhaustion. It has been a long day for her since she was still not used to spending a few extra hours at school.“Hi, dear”Claire closed the door behind her and smiled at her mother. “Hi, mom&r
By lunchtime, Claire found herself sitting in a nearby café, across Stephanie, the gorgeous Hispanic girl that she had met in the library a few hours back. She held her large cup of black iced tea with both hands and took a small sip. Despite her protests, Stephanie insisted to pay for her.“How long have you been here?”Claire placed her cup on the table before looking up to meet her eyes. Tilting her head in thought, she replied, “Not that long. We moved here when I was ten, and I’m seventeen now”Stephanie nodded. She was about to respond when she was interrupted by the waiter with their lunch on a tray balanced with one hand. Both girls politely smiled as the waiter carefully set their utensils and plates on the table. When he was gone, Stephanie started eating her pasta, albeit, with poise.Cl
Ethan took another bite out of the chicken sandwich that she gave him, a satisfied smile dancing on his lips. For some reason, the boy managed to convince her to give him company. But she thought that it would be better to just stay put anyway rather than to aimlessly walk for the remaining minutes of the lunch break, looking for a secluded spot.“Why are you up here, anyway?” Claire asked. She then unwrapped the burrito that Ethan had given her in exchange for her sandwich. The familiar aroma told her that it was bought at the cafe across the campus. She had no idea why someone would give away a decent burrito for a cafeteria sandwich, but she was grateful for the lucky exchange.“Nothing”, he replied after swallowing. “I just feel like stepping away from the crowd today”“Cool”She did
“How did you get my number?”Then he laughed. In Claire’s memory, the familiar laughter brought warmth, but ten years later, it almost sounded frightening. She felt herself starting to shiver at the thought of being near her father— she grew to hate him more as each day passes, and she didn’t realize that until this moment.“It didn’t take long to convince your mother”She didn’t think that she could get even angrier than she already was, but she did, much to her surprise. She watched her father beat her mother senseless, but despite all that, her mother still loved him and a few buttered-up words from him can make her forget where her bruises and her scars came from.Claire hated that, too. She hated how much power a man has over her mother just because she loved him.
Claire pushed the cart while quickly reading the signs attached at the top of the bookshelves, indicating each section. As someone who has been working at the library for almost half a year now, she was expected to have memorized the entire layout of the library and navigate through them easily. But for some reason, she still had to rely on the signs most of the time.When she got to the history section, she grabbed the stack of history books from her cart and proceeded to arrange them on the shelves. The head librarian had assigned Katie to work at the counter today, so much to her dismay, and so she was stuck with shelving.After arranging her stack of history books, she glanced at her wristwatch. Claire had an hour left before her shift is over.“Claire”She turned to look at Katie, waving at her from the counter. The l
Claire yawned as she made her way to the exit of the school building. The cold wind rushed past and she tightened her scarf around her neck. Autumn passes by quickly, and since it was undoubtedly her favorite season, she hated that. The leaves of the trees turning into different shades of rust, yellow and brown adorned the streets, and she loved the smell of Pumpkin Spice lattes from the coffee shop across the campus.Having been reminded of this, Claire then made a mental note to herself to pick up a cup for herself before going home.“Claire!”She looked up from examining the leaves on the ground to find her best friend Jess running towards her with a huge smile on her face. After class today, Jess told her that she was in a hurry and went ahead without her, so she was pleasantly surprised to see her.“Hey!”
“Do I really look okay in this costume?” Claire self-consciously tugged at the hem of her skirt as it was a lot shorter than what she was comfortable wearing. Ever since they decided to go to the Halloween party, Jess has been stoked about the costumes, so she didn’t want to let her down by refusing to wear what she came up with, which turned out to be a Japanese-style maid costume. Jess, being a cute Asian-American, had no trouble looking good in it. “Yeah, of course, you do”, Jess replied as she adjusted her headpiece. “I wouldn’t choose this if you wouldn’t look good wearing it” Two hours ago, Jess came over to her house with a ginormous gym bag filled with clothes, accessories, and makeup, and ever since then, the two have been preparing for the party. She was too excited that Claire didn’t have even a second of rest after a d
“How was the party?”Claire remained silent and continued to sip on her iced coffee. After the incident with Ethan in the backyard, she tried to act as how she normally would while casually ignoring him. Ethan might've found it amusing but she wasn't delighted at all. Worse, she wanted to slap herself for not disliking the fact that he touched her.Luckily, Jess was more than happy to answer.“It was fun!” she interjected, raising her arms for more effect. “Claire got drunk and I got to flirt with a guy!”“Wait”, Claire interrupted, abandoning her coffee. Upon hearing Jess, her ears perked up and her eyes went wide in shock. “What guy?”She tilted her head in confusion and looked at the ceiling, trying to remember as much as she could about last night’s events, which proved to be hard. After Ethan’s ridiculous antic, she couldn’t focus at all and kept on drinking to distr
For the rest of the week, Claire didn’t really have enough energy to worry about Ethan. She was swamped with her responsibilities at school and her college applications. She was also pressured more than usual to do well during the exams while still helping Jess and Greg study after their classes, but this time, in preparation for their university entrance exams.She was so busy that once she got home, she would barely have enough time to do her homework before knocking out on her bed.“Claire! Don’t forget to eat dinner, okay?!” she heard her mother yell from the living room. “Or call Jess over if you want!”Claire looked up from jotting down notes on the margins of her textbook. “Yes, mom!”As usual, her mother was going o
“You got this part wrong, Greg”, Claire stated as she pointed at his notebook with the tip of her pencil. Then she leaned in a little bit closer to encircle the incorrect part. “Try to figure out what went wrong here”Greg groaned in complaint but he erased his answers anyway before starting to redo everything from the beginning. “This is so annoying. I’ve been answering the same problem for the past fifteen minutes”“That’s because you’ve been sneaking peeks at the basketball practice outside the window for the past fifteen minutes as well”, Jess retorted. Her boyfriend childishly stuck out his tongue at her in reply.Claire shook her head at them but a small smile was playing on her lips anyway. Greg was indeed the perfect match for Jess’s per
Jess groaned in frustration as she slumped into her chair. Her laptop sat on her desk in front of her, the screen showing an empty document page. For the past half hour, she had been trying to finish writing her application letter for university admission, but to no avail. Claire looked up from reading her book and chuckled. “Still nothing, huh?” “Yeah”, she nodded as she kicked to turn her swivel chair around. “Tell me how’d you do it” “Just tell them why you want to enroll in their university, that’s all”, Claire replied, setting down her book. She was sitting on Jess’s bed while her friend agonized over an unfinished letter. “You can also look up templates on the internet if you’re really having trouble” “I already did! But still nothing…”
Ethan clutched the straps of his backpack as he panted, trying to steady his breath. They were in the middle of a two-hour hike to the top of the hill, and his head was pounding with a severe hangover. He knew that it was a bad idea to give in to Luke’s offer to ‘have fun’ last night. He promised himself to get it over with a couple of shots, but his plan had obviously failed. It was especially warm that day. The sun shone brightly through the trees and the birds chirped as the students chattered excitedly about the apparently breathtaking view at the end of the hike. But the brightness and the happy noises only made Ethan’s headache worse by the second. “Ugh”, he groaned in complaint. Greg, who was walking alongside him, chuckled and threw an arm over his shoulder. The latter was a little bit shorter than he was, and the act made him stumble.
“We need more chairs here!” “There’s not enough energy drinks for everybody!” “Can someone dry these towels?!” The long-awaited camp was here. The committee had been in the venue a few hours before the buses arrived to make the final preparations. As soon as the rest of the students arrived, they had done nothing but scurry around to run errands and make sure that all the events go as smoothly as planned— from arrival until dinner time. Claire could catch a glimpse of Ethan every now and then, but even during the breaks, she couldn’t find the time to talk to him. She had something important to say, but despite that, she didn’t want to do it the whim, seeing as she was busy. The atmosphere would be crucial. “Ugh”, Patrici
“Bye!”Claire waved her hand as she watched Jess run towards her boyfriend, Greg, who was waiting by his parked car. The sun was already setting since the committee meetings were getting longer and longer as the camp nears, but impressively enough, Greg decided to give Jess a ride home as much as he could. He also offered to drop Claire off every time, but she would always make excuses like running errands or staying behind to finish extra work just so she wouldn’t get in the way of the two.As Greg pulled out of the parking lot, Claire smiled as Jess continued to wave at her through the open window until the vehicle turned to the highway and disappeared from her line of sight. Stretching her arms and sighing in relief, she started to walk towards the bus stop.It was late so she was expecting the
“I think we can wrap it up here”Claire sighed in relief before dropping her pen and stretching out her arms. The camp was finally coming up, and the committee has been working harder than ever to finalize everything. It was fortunate that they never had to revise their draft plan outlines since even the principal himself was being lenient— as long as they stick to the allocated budget, that is.“Justin”, Patricia called out, and the boy perked up almost immediately in response. “Make a follow-up call on the t-shirts, don’t forget”Justin nodded. “Will do”She looked at her notebook. Her meeting notes were usually organized and neat, but because of the incident at the library last weekend, she couldn’t seem to focus at all. Her mind automatically drifted to the memory of kissing Ethan which was then immediately followed by a strong feeling of guilt.For the past couple of days, she h
Claire pushed the cart down the aisle as her eyes quickly scanned the signs attached on top of each shelf. She mumbled ‘history’ over and over under her breath as if the enchantment would help her get to the history aisle faster. After arriving at the row of shelves containing history books, she parked the cart at the side.“Ugh”, she groaned as she carried the stack of books. Every shift at the library was a workout for her since it meant she had to reshelve heavy books.Books were supposed to be arranged in an ascending order based on the numbers taped on their spines for easy location. And despite the weight of the stack that she had to arrange, she held it with an arm while her other hand was busy placing the books back onto the shelves.The last book in the heap had to be placed on the top shelf. So, of course, being the petite girl that she was, she had to use one of the footstools that were normally scattered within the area. She t
Claire clutched her textbooks against her chest as she stepped out to the school corridor. The bell rang a couple of minutes ago, signaling the end of the morning classes and she was supposed to have lunch that day with the committee as the trip was right around the corner. She cursed under her breath as she struggled to push her way through the hallway. The conference room was on the opposite hall where the cafeteria was, thus, she was literally going against a wave of bodies. As she concentrated on getting herself past the crowded corridor, a student suddenly bumped into her and she gasped in surprise as her textbooks flew to the floor. “Sorry!” Claire craned her neck to see the culprit running away while waving a hand over his shoulder. His attitude annoyed her but instead of calling him out, she sighed and bent down to pick up her stuff. She tried to pick up everything as fast as she could as she was in the middle of the hallway but unfortunately, she was