Dominic It's been two fucking year's and yet dad refused letting me go, I never knew that the only reason why he wanted me to come over was because he wanted to separate me from Montana, I've kept calm all these years and I've been the obedient son he wanted, but I won't do that anymore I will not allow him control and dictate my life again, I'm grown enough to make my own life decision and it's his fault for choosing to be a drug lord, I never choose that life is he should stop forcing me to follow in his steps cause I will never be nothing like him He has refused to let me go and it's high time I start disrespecting his orders. If he thinks he doesn't want me to fall in love then he must be crazy cause I have fallen in love and I will do everything in my power to protect my woman. I have decided and I must go back soon, I can't keep being this way I just hope she can forgive me when I come back cause fuck! I don't deserve her forgiveness,I have missed her so much and I'm not lis
Donna I've been looking for ways to approach him and tell him just how much I love him, but the fear of getting rejected by someone like Xander keeps pulling me back everytime, I've had a crush on Xander since the first day if college, but I've done well in hiding my feelings, especially when him and his brothers are wanted by almost every girl in college and since I wasn't from a rich family and don't have much to offer him, I did my best in marking my feelings and watch him leave the best of his life, It hurts me so much every time I see him flirting with any girl it hurt me deeply to my soul, but I don't even have any right to be angry so all I do I'd go to the school roof top and cry out my eyes till I couldn't cry anymore, I wasn't that pretty so obviously someone like Xander would never look my way, but recently I made a decision We will be graduating soon, and there is no point in hiding my feelings anymore. I have decided to confess to him and even if I get rejected at le
Xander I know she has loved me for a long time. Of course I'm not crazy to ignore her stares and everything. I know she has a crush on me but I never knew she would have the guts to confess to me. I might be flirting with other girls but that does not mean I sleep with all of them. I know right now I might not love her the way she loved me but at least I like her and I like everything about her and I think that is a good start for the both of us I walked into the class grinding from ear to ear, I already knew that my nosy brothers can never let me go without me spilling the reason for my smile, I got to my seat and sat down "Start spilling it, what did you guys discuss?" Xacky asked "Yes bro did she confess?" Xavier added, I sighed and looked at the both of them and they were all looking at me with expectations in their eyes and I know it's bad if I turn them down or lie to them "Yes she confessed""Damn! I knew it" Xacky said loudly with a face full of smile "Keep it low" I gri
Donna I made sure to arrive early in school the next day, since I don't have a mobile phone. I want to try my best and make Xander fall in love with me since we only have two weeks before graduation. I composed a heartwarming good morning message which I sneaked under his favorite lockerI was lucky that I was the first person to come to our first class for the day and that's why I have the chance to do so. I sat at my usual spot which was beside the window, students already start entering the class, I saw when Xander entered with his brother's, our eyes met but I was quick to look away, he walked to his favorite locker and like I expected he saw my note, I was watching him all through Immediately he finished reading the note, he tucked it into his pant pocket and looked towards my side, this time around I didn't look away not until he winked at me, gosh….i felt butterflies in my tummy, I could hold his dazzling gaze anymore so I looked away, Ella came to his seat and tried talking
Donna As I left the car and ran towards my neighborhood I was filled with excitement. I have never been this happy in my entire life. I was gifted a brand new phone, not just a phone but one of the latest iPhone, this is still not used to me. I was not used to people treating me so well especially when they know of my background, they try to isolate themselves from me, but Xander is different. I was the one that's supposed to get him to fall in love with me, but here he is making me fall harder for him. He's the first person that ever stood up for me, he chose me over the school most popular girl, what did I do to deserve such good fortune Today I told him to stop in front of my neighborhood, I don't want him to see the kind of house I live in. My neighborhood is already a poor sight, what if he stops talking to me, what if he hates me? All of these question keep on ringing like a bell in my ear, I already managed to get Xander to be my friend I've loved him for years now, and I don
Donna We just have a few days to exam and today I planned on taking Xander to the Pack after school, that way I can ask him to be my boyfriend. I could feel Xander's love for me, even if it was not love yet, I could tell he liked me and I didn't want to waste any more time, I believed that if he liked me he would accept my proposal today, I'm nervous and scared, but the little time I've spent with Xander has made me realize that he's such an amazing person and I don't want to lose him for anything. I want to be the courageous one and make this relationship work and even though I don't have much to offer him right now, I promise to work hard and be the best girl he has ever met Today I spent hours in front of the mirror, reciting ways to ask Xander to be my boyfriend but the more I tried to recite it the more mistakes I made, after trying for a while I decided to give up and allow everything to flow naturally maybe when I sees him I will have something to tell him.I picked up my pho
Donna I can't believe that Xander and I are now officially a couple, is still like a dream to me that Xander would really like a nobody like me, he didn't reject my feelings nor criticize me instead he loved me and accepted me for who I am, tell me why I won't love him with my whole life?I was so shy after confession to Xander but Xander is not the shy type we talked everything out and finally, he's my boyfriend I'm his girlfriend, he insisted on taking me home cause he promised my mum that he'll visit her so right now we are driving back home, but I can't stop blushing, I still can't believe that I'm now officially Xander Michaelson's girlfriend, "Are you still blushing?" Came his voice but damn, I turned to the window immediately. I don't dare look at his face right now, I tried covering my face with my hair. I'm sure that I'm all red like tomatoes gosh…."Look at me," He said but I refused to look "I swear Donna If you don't look at me I'll come to you," He said in an authorita
I'm no longer waiting for Dominican, I've made up my mind that after graduation I'm going to move out of California and forget about him, it's clear that he lied to me and played with my feelings, I'm going to move out of California to forget all the bad memory and pains that he's caused me. I can't believe that I wasted so much time waiting for him to come for me only for him to ghost me without any words not even once I must have been crazy to think that someone like Dominic would obviously settle for me. I just wish this graduation should happen already so I can leave as soon as possible. "Tana…." Lily's voice pulled me out of my thought "Lily" I smiled faintly "Don't tell me you're thinking about him again, come on we already talked about this." "I'm sorry just that I can't do anything but to think of it," I said as she sat beside me."You know thinking about it won't solve it right?""I just don't know what else to do.""It's fine, just don't be hard on yourself okay?""Hmmm
KeishaI still haven't stopped smiling, seeing how Tana and Dom forgave me today and accepted me into their warm embrace, it felt so good it felt like a dream come true like a heavy load was suddenly lifted off my chest, my happiness right now is so overwhelming, I can literally feel my cheeks hurting from smiling too much I looked out through the window, enjoying the refreshing air when I suddenly felt my hand being squeezed lovingly, I turned to see Viper smiling at me in a loving way, “How do you feel right now?” He asked smiling at me“I feel so happy it feels like all my problems have been taken away, I now have nothing to worry about” “Hmmm, I’m glad you're now happier than before” “Viper?” “Hmmm” He answered with raised brows, I pulled closer to him and engulfed him in a tight hug“Thanks for coming into my life, even though we started in a bad way, I’m still happy that life brought you to me, thank you for accepting me regardless of my flaws, thank you for saving me when
KeishaLife with Viper has been so good that I have almost forgotten that I was once kidnapped, even though he has not said it to me I can now feel that he's opening up more and more to me and we are becoming closer, and today Viper said that I should dress up nicely that I will be meeting his special friends today at dinner,I was so excited, the fact that Viper trusted me enough to want me to meet his friends already made me so much happy, even though I do not want to give myself so much hope, but it's slowly making me believe that I hold a special place in Viper’s heart and maybe that's the reason why he wants me to meet his friends, I think he's slowly opening up to me, I’m not asking him to give me all his love at once, I just want him to continue to be this way with me and that's enough for me, I promise to do my best and make him fall in love with me and even if he did not, I still appreciate the precious time I spent with him and I’m happy that he finally forgave me and accen
KeishaEver since we came back from the hospital Viper has been treating me so well, I no longer sleep in that room that held so many bad memories and made me almost take my life, my room is now close to Viper’s room, even though he hasn't given me an answer to the confession I made to him I promise myself that I’m going to be calm and wait till the time that he's ready to accept my love for him, Right now I’m in the kitchen as one of the maids is helping me out with a meal I’m making Viper’s favorite meal and I can not wait for him to taste it. All the maids and the guards have been nice to me as well maybe they took pity on me because of the way their boss used to treat me before, but now every maid in the house is nice to me and I won't lie that the house now has different aura unlike before that I like only the sun, After putting in so much effort and running around for almost forty minutes, the food was finally ready, I dished the food out on a plate and put it on a tray, I add
KeishaI opened my eyes and was surprised to see that I’m still alive, I pinched myself to be sure I wasn't dreaming but heck! I wasn't, I wanted to sit up when I felt a heavy weight on me, I looked down and was shocked when I saw him lying on my body, he was sleeping so peacefully, I look around the whole place and that's when I realized I was in the hospital, I couldn't lay back on the bed anymore, not when he was sleeping so peacefully with his head resting perfectly on my tummy, it's actually nice to see his face the first the I woke up but what I don't understand is why he saved me, he should have left me to die peacefully, I don't want to go back to that room, I just want to die and relief myself of this hell called life,I bring my hand slowly to his hair as I began to caress his hair in a loving way, admiring everything about him, he's the finest man I’ve ever seen. “You could have left me to die, why did you save me?”“I’m tired of this life why did you have to save me” I k
ViperAfter I left her room I started regretting saying that to her, I already made up my mind that I will not punish her again, but then my stupid temper got in the way again, I was restless a lot of things was going on in my head, Is she going to eat that food?She must be so worried right now especially when I told her that I’m going to punish her again today, I don't know why I’m crazily nervous and worried right now, why do I have this ringing feeling that something is not right, and shit! I don't want to go back to her room again, I laid back on my bed with my face facing upward, I stood up from the bed immediately, I don't think I can keep staying anymore the more I stayed the more nervous I become, I need to see her and then my mind will be at peace, I left my room and walked straight to hers, the guards guarding the door paved way immediately they saw me, I walked into the room and was surprised she's not there, Is she inside the bathroom?“Keisha, are you there?”“Keisha,
KeishaThe maid dropped the food on the table and left while he sat on the couch looking at me, I didn't say anything or touch the food, “Are you trying to starve yourself to death?” He asked but I didn't say anything, “Pick the food and eat,” He said calmly looking at me“Why don't you just kill me?”“You want an easy death so bad, but you made someone suffer for years”“I already regret all my past, I wish I can turn back the hands of time”“And you think you can?”“I can't, and that's why I regret everything I did. I already hated myself and wished I could just die and stop existing. I disgust myself. I can't even forgive myself even if my enemy forgives me. Do you think it's easy for me too?”“You're paying for all your sins, and don't think you don't deserve any of the tortures you're going through”“Can I ask you one question?”“What?”“How did I offend you, I can't remember having issues with anyone like you in the past, so how did I offend you and why do you hate me so much?
KeishaI woke up and was surprised to see the doctor checking me out, I tried sitting up on the bed but I couldn't, I was still feeling pain all over my body, and when I looked down at my body it turned out my whole body was covered in bandage, “You’re finally awake,” The doctor said smiling at me but I didn't utter a word to her the only thing I did was just to look at her, I watched as she packed up her equipment in a box“Excuse me?” I finally uttered a word to her and she turned to look at me,“You come here every time after they torture me just to treat me so they can torture me again, don't you feel pity for me, how would you feel if I’m your daughter?”“I’m sorry for your pains dear but I’m just following others and there's nothing I can do” “What's going on?” The devil himself walked in“Nothing sir” The woman replied and left immediately, I face the other side of the bed, especially when I don't want to see his face, the face of the man that makes me bleed and pass out ever
KeishaI woke up to see that he was no longer lying beside me, and the blood transfusion was already over which meant I had been sleeping for a long, I looked at the wall clock on the wall and it was already past noon, I stood up from the bed and made my way inside the bathroom, I took my bath and changed into another dress, I came back and sat on the bed, I wasn't thinking, I was just staring into spaceWho knows the type of punishment he's going to give me today, maybe I’m going to die today, I survived the first two I don't know If I can survive the one that's coming my way today, it's so crazy how my life changed, I don't even know if I’m a human being or a slave or even a prisoner that's used for torture I don't even know what I am at this pointIt feels like Karma is hunting me so bad and will not stop till I’m dead, but the craziest part of this whole suffering is that this person do not want me dead, it's more like he wants me to be alive and receive the worst pain of my life,
KeishaI walked towards the bed in fear, I was panicking in terror, the fear of going through what I went through yesterday was so strong that I don't know what to do, I staggered and fell on the bed, I dared not look at his face, I was in so much pain and fear, I wasn't crying but tears kept streaming down my eyes, he hasn't come to me yet, he was still standing at his position starting at me, “Look at me” Came his authoritative voice but I shook my head sideways, the fear that he might pin me to the bed and fuck me up would not allow me to look at him“I said you should fucking look at me” He ordered this time with a higher tone, I raised my head looking at him as my tears continue to pour, even when I wanted to stop them but they kept during on their own, “Look at you, looking so pitiful, have you forgotten that you were the one that used to put people in this situation, you destroy people's lives and do however you please, have you forgotten!” He roared coming close to me“Trust