ROSALINE’S POV
Even though I’m an Alpha Princess, in school, I’ve only ever been seen as dirt. Other wolves hardly ever spoke to me. And when they did, they never had anything nice to say. I never questioned it, but a small part of me always wondered why.
I had just finished classes for the day, taking the short walk back to the pack house when I’m cornered by two petite girls. I recognize them from one of my trade classes.
One of them holds out a flyer in my direction, “Rosaline Maxwell, right?” She asks.
“Um, yes…” I reply hesitantly, furrowing my brows. The both of them share a glance, before turning to me, wide grins slashed across their faces.
“It’s for the costume party,” She gestures to the flyer, “It’s tonight, you should totally come.”
I don’t let my surprise show on my face. Pursing my lips, as my eyes dance between the two of them. It was completely unusual to get a party invitation.
For me, at least.
I hardly exchanged words with my peers. Not for lack of trying, but because they avoided me like the plague.
“I don’t know…” I tell them. It’s so unlike them to invite me out. I narrow my eyes, “Why are you inviting me to a party?”
“Oh, it’s a general thing,” the other blonde shrugs, “Everyone’s going.”
Everyone never included me.
I shake my head, a refusal on my tongue-
“I heard It’s being held at Prince Damien’s house.”
“Yeah,” her friend nods in confirmation, “It’s his party.”
Instantly, I feel the heat of my reddened cheeks. “Prince Damien… Creed?” I ask, my voice small.
The girl nods twice, her voice dropping an octave as she leans into me, “You know, a little birdie told me you might have a crush on him. Seems like I’ve just confirmed it.”
“No, no,” I shake my head in a weak attempt at denial, “You’ve got it all wrong-”
“Oh, please. You’re red as a tomato,” she laughs, “Come with us, we’ll get you a sexy little costume so you can attend his party and make your move. Who knows, knowing Damien, he might be the one to come falling at your feet.”
My heart stutters in my chest.
I did know Damien.
We spent three years in boarding school for royal wolves. That was when my crush began to fester. From the moment I locked gazes with those steely grey eyes, after he handed me a pencil a from the floor. It was the simplest thing a guy could do. Pick up something you had just dropped on the ground.
But it kick-started my school girl attraction towards him, and I’ve been smitten ever since.
It doesn’t help that he’s literally a walking red flag, or a man-whore of the highest account. I never cared, nothing he did was ever enough to sway my feelings for him.
No matter how many she-wolves he’d slept with, or how many hearts lay broken in his wake. So, I know what she means when she says he could easily go for me.
Damien had only one type; women.
But the same way it never swayed me then, it doesn’t fail to not sway me now. Because before I’m aware of what I’m doing, I accept their invite and follow them.
It’s much later that evening when I’m standing in front of the mansion, smoothing the wrinkles out of my leather dress that the nervousness kicks in. I went with a Witch’s costume, and the girls that escorted me to the store advised I choose it since it fits so well, even going as far as pairing it with a long, leather pointy hat.
I knock on the door, steeling my hands at my sides. I’m done searching for a bit of courage. There’s nothing on earth that could prep me for facing Damien.
My brain turns to mush around him, I can barely think let alone breathe right when we’re in the same vicinity, and the slither of hope in my bones telling me he might speak to me today doesn’t let up.
I’m equal parts excited and nervous, barely holding myself together.
The door slides open, a guy I don’t recognize staring at me with wide eyes. He looks away from me to the red solo cup in his hands.
“I must’ve had wayyy more to drink than I thought.” His eyes trail up my costume, then back down again before he opens the door wider, “Fuck it,” he says, “Come on in.”
I pass by him, into the foyer, realizing he’s only wearing a grey shirt along with a pair of dark sweats.
Guess the costume part was optional…?
I take measured steps, unsure of where exactly it is I’m going. The girls who gave me the invite left shortly after we’d gotten my costume, and all of a sudden, I wish I’d stuck to them so I wouldn’t be so damn lost right now.
I enter what must be the kitchen. It’s an open plan, so you’re able to see the living and dining areas from here. It’s where most of the party seems to be holding.
This is obvious from the throng of people moving along to the deafening music, drinking something or getting wild.
After walking deeper into the space, I realize with a shocking clarity, that no one is wearing a costume.
A girl points at me from her spot perched on top the kitchen island, giggling behind her cup as the girl next to her turns to stare. She throws her head back with a laugh.
I glance down at myself. My costume wasn’t horrible, it was a bit on the sexy side even, with all the fitted leather. But the make up? Paired with the hat that went at least three inches above my head? Surrounded by all these normally clothed people, I was a walking joke.
More people take notice of me, as more heads turn in my direction, whispering among themselves and cackling with laughter.
“Yo, who invited this nerd?” A girl yells from a corner of the room, and something cracks in my chest.
When the disco light stops on her face for a beat, I instantly recognize her. She’s one of the girls that approached me this afternoon with an invite.
Her friend saddles up next to her. She mock pouts with a down-turned thumb, “Better hide your drinks before the witch turns it all to water!”
Everyone bursts into fits of laughter, throwing their heads back and absolutely loosing themselves in the spectacle that is me.
Bile rises in my throat. I hold my breath as I stand there. Watching them all berate and ridicule me. For nothing.
Their loud laughter leaves pin-pricks all over my skin. I fold my lips together, so I don’t cry.
I was minding my own business when those girls approached and used information they already knew to get to me. And by the looks of things, it most likely isn’t even Damien’s party.
I’m equally disappointed and relieved. The first because at least he won’t see the absolute disgrace I am, standing in the middle of the room with every one pointing and laughing at me.
And the latter because there’s still that girlish, heart-eyed part of me that really wanted to see him today.
But beyond everything, I’m so fucking hurt.
I spin on my heels, breathing through my nose, one inhale at a time. I might not even make it to the door before I crumble, letting all the people here see just how pathetic I am.
I refuse to cry. But my brain doesn’t get the message, and I feel my eyes sting.
I inhale a deep breath to steady my nerves. A fuzzy, sweet buzz rushes through me and I blink my eyes.
That was… odd.
“What’s all the ruckus about, huh?” A deep voice calls from the living room.
“Damien, come see this!” One of the girls from this afternoon calls out.
Damien?
Oh, my goddess, he’s here?
I inhale a sharp breath, that fuzzy feeling consuming me once again, stronger than before. I want to leave, I should leave.
But something keeps me rooted in place, something that has my wolf up on all fours, straining her ears as her gaze darts back and forth through my vision.
Damien steps through the banister, into the kitchen. And I’m completely unprepared for it.
The black tee he wears clings to him like a second skin, outlining the dips of his biceps on the short sleeves. Veins trickle down his arms, over bronzed skin like intricate designs any woman here would be eager to trace with their tongue.
Me, especially.
His mop of dark hair is pulled back, off his forehead and covered by a backwards baseball cap. Dark denim hangs low on his hips, hugging his toned thighs with every step he makes.
It feels like my body comes to life, wanting to eat up the space between us in mere seconds. My head grows light, warmth spreading down my arms, through my entire body. It’s more than just my normal physical reaction to him, its… carnal, all consuming.
I let out a shaky breath, the sigh escaping my lips. Instantly, Damien’s head jerks in my direction, nostrils flaring as his steel grey eyes grow wide.
“Look over there,” the girl says, “That girl’s-”
The bellow resounds from his chest in a deep, menacing growl, interrupting her words, “Mine!”
ROSALINE’S POV:What. The. Hell?“What?” Someone whispers from within the crowd.Damien’s eyes narrow as he walks toward me. The smell I scented earlier growing more potent with every step he takes.No way.There was no way in hell.“That’s Damien’s mate?” someone says.Mate. Mate. Mate. My wolf yips her joy. Creating a mental image of her jumping up and down, wagging her tail behind her.Mate? Damien is my mate?His eyes trail over me as he approaches, tingling my skin like tiny, electric shocks. My breath catches in my throat. He’s all I can see, all I can focus on.A pulse thrums between our bodies, beating steady and hard, like my heart trying to burst out of my ribcage.“There’s no way!” A voice I recognize as one of the girls says, “I mean look at her, she’s dressed like a fucking lunatic.”The usual sting her words would have carried don’t get to me, because Damien is in front of me before I can process what she’s said. He flicks his fingers on the drooping point of my hat, ri
ROSALINE’S POV:My head spins, I know what this means. It’s an indirect way of him asking for sex.Am I ready for that?My gaze drops to his.Am I ready for that with him?I know Damien, I’ve heard about his escapades. With his gaze locked on mine, he frowns deeply, “I’d never treat you the way I do them.” he says, like he can read my mind. “You're my mate. You're different.”The vice I hadn’t realized was closed tight around my chest loosens instantly.“You can trust me,” he says, grey eyes searching mine. I have no idea what it is, or why I give in.But I nod my head, “Yeah, I’d like to take it off.”He stares at me for a long moment before focusing on my dress. He pulls down the zip on the side, letting the material fall away from me. I take off the hat, tossing it on the floor.I’m half naked standing between his spread thighs, as his gaze rakes over my exposed flesh. It singes everywhere he looks, like he’s touched me there. He parks his hands on the front of my thighs.“Have yo
ROSALINE’S POV:My contentment felt like a cloud.I was so high up, I never wanted to touch the ground. I roll on underneath the comforter, spreading my arms on either side of me. A smile jerks the corners of my lips as last night’s memories play though my head.Goddess, he was so sweet.I’d only ever heard about what it would be like to have sex with one’s mate. I can say without a doubt, that the tales did it no justice. The soreness between my thighs, the taste of him still lingering in my mouth, his smell. It was too much, yet I wanted so much more.I squint my eyes open, wanting to catch a glimpse of him in the early hours of the morning, all disheveled and breathtaking. My eyes snap open once I realize he’s not on the bed. I sit up slowly, scanning the room.“Damien?” I call out.No answer.I slide out of the bed, tugging on one of his shirts from the armchair across the room. Opening the door, I stick my head out, “Damien?”No response.Panic rises within me. He wouldn’t leave.
ROSALINE’S POV:What?"I’m sorry, what?" The words were out of my mouth before I could stop them. My father frowned at my tone but was quick to mask it with a tight smile."Do not act so shocked, darling. You are not getting any younger, and you are yet to find a mate. I believe this marriage will be beneficial to both of our families; the financial and political gain would be out of this world! If our two packs collide, we will be unstoppable. Even the blood moon pack would cower beneath our feet!" my father exclaimed with a sparkle in his eyes, and I could not even begin to imagine the things that were going through his mind. But whatever they were, it wasn’t good.A sharp sting struck my head, and I pinched my eyelids closed. My delicate fingers went up to my temple, and I massaged it softly. This was all too much; I couldn’t even get a damn break! For God’s sake, I just got rejected by my own mate, and now I am being married off to some stranger. This was all just too much."Can
ROSALINE’S POV:After wiping the sweat off my forehead, I cleaned up the last spec of dust from the table before standing upright to look at my work. I smiled with satisfaction just before the owner of the penthouse walked in. His eyes glimmered with delight upon seeing his now-shiny penthouse; it had been abandoned for months and was infested with layers of dust and cobwebs. But now it looked completely brand new."It looks even better than when I first bought it! I suppose what they say about you is true; you really are the best there is," he said with a warm smile as he continued to inspect the vicinity."I’m glad you like it, sir," I told him formally, but indeed, I really was tired, and it was just ten in the morning. I barely had up to four hours of sleep last night, or any night for the past five years. I always started off my day early. I woke up every day by four in the morning, got myself and Ariana ready for the day before dropping her off at Gwen’s, then got to the compa
DAMIEN’S POV: She was absolutely breathtaking.I had been talking to my father in the courtyard when the cleaning company’s van pulled up. She was the first thing that caught my eye the moment she stepped foot on our land. I did not know what was so attractive about her; the palace was swarming with girls of royal and noble bloodlines, girls that were far more elegant and radiant than her. Yet somehow, she was the most beautiful woman that I had ever come across.Whatever conversation I was having with my father came to a halt as my feet began to move on their own toward her.I could hear my father’s enraged commands for me to return, but I completely ignored him. All my focus was on that maid. Who was she? Why did she look oddly familiar? Has she come here to clean before? But we only moved here a few months ago, so I should be able to remember her.My feet came to a stop behind a pillar as I watched her and her colleagues unpack some boxes from their van, but my gaze was trained so
ROSALINE’S POV:That bastard!I can’t believe after all these years he was still the same. The same asshole that rejected me and now he was acting like he did not know me. Like hell I would fall for that! And what was he trying to do earlier? Probably the same thing he did on the night of that party was defend me in order to get in my pants, after which he would toss me aside like some dirty piece of rag. I won’t fall for his games, not again.Speaking of games, he wanted me to participate in these Luna games. Was he trying to make fun of me? I am his Luna, and he fucking knows that. Or was… If I had known it was his family that had offered me this job, I never would have come here. No matter how great the pay was. But was he serious about hunting down my family if I did not attend? The thought alone scared me. What if he finds out about Ariana?No, I cannot let that happen. He could not know of her existence. If he wants me to play this sick game, then I will. I don’t care about be
ROSALINE’S POV:Kiara had the eyes of a powerful woman; her gaze held so much intensity that it could make any non-royal fall to their knees. But I was no peasant.She clicked her tongue as her eyes raked up and down my body. Tilting her head to the side, she asked, "What was it you said? That prince Damien requested for you to be here." "Yes," I answered her, keeping my head up and my eyes firm.My senses kicked in as Kiara began to encircle me like I was her prey. I could feel her eyes on every part of my body until she finally stopped to look me in the eyes. "I do not know what you did to Damien to make him even look at filth such as yourself, but I assure you, you won’t last here." I didn’t plan to.She struts past me along with her clique, and I did not fail to catch their snickers and snide remarks as they did. I sat idly with my hands placed above my thighs, watching as the other princesses conversed amongst themselves. Occasionally, they would glance at me in a way that made
ROSALINE’S POV:SEVEN MONTHS LATER:I watched Damien and Ariana’s wolf run around the courtyard with a speed my human eyes could barely keep up with. At this point, I was not sure which of them was faster. They have been doing this every morning for the past six months. Damien had made it their morning to train Ariana himself; he wanted her to become the strongest woman in the pack.And I was scared of that.The speed at which she improved was frightening. At this rate, she would be the strongest wolf in the world by the time she was eighteen.“Damn, she is getting better and better,” Peace said, and my gaze shifted to her. She cradled Light in her arms, and the tender baby yawned. The day Light was born was quite an eventful day for all of us. It was early in the morning, and we were all in the kitchen when her water broke. Ariana was the one who raised an alarm by saying, “Aunt Peace peed herself.”Peace, who was embarrassed, defended herself, but we all knew what was going on. We d
ROSALINE’S POV:“I do not need therapy.” I frowned at Damien, who gave me a tired look. He drove me down to my supposed therapist’s office, and I considered jumping out, but I had to remember that I was pregnant. Peace sat in the back seat, and I had no idea when she and Damien could be in the same space without growling at each other.“Yes, you do, Rosaline. You should have seen yourself yesterday; you were about to faint over something that wasn’t even there,” Peace said, and I folded my arms above my chest.“Okay, I admit that what happened yesterday was a bit out of character, but I am fine now. Just because I had one panic attack does not mean I need therapy." I defended myself, but neither of them looked like they would be going back on their decision.“It’s not just one; you have had several in the past."“I am not talking to you,” I snapped at Peace, and she reared her head back with surprise.“Rosaline, calm down. Peace is right, you, and since when did you two become best f
ROSALINE’S POV:“Yeesh, mothers are the worst,” Peace chuckled, and I shook my head with wonder. We were both at a baby store picking up some stuff for the baby. I mean, I know it was still a bit soon, but little by little, Damien and I would be getting some things ready. And we still did not know the gender of the baby, but we were able to get the essentials and some unisex clothes.“Tell me about it; my worst nightmare would be to end up like her sometime in the future,” I said with a huff. I picked up a pair of black baby shoes and inspected them. It was way smaller than my hand, perfect for a newborn baby.“Trust me, you will never be like that. Give yourself some credit; you are one of the best moms I have ever seen. This kid and Ariana are so lucky to have you,” Peace said, and her words warmed my heart. She picked up a pair of pink baby ballet shoes and put them in the cart.“Oh, no, we have to get unisex wear for now; I still do not know the gender of my baby,” I told her, but
ROSALINE’S POV:I am so hungry.I laid on my back on my bed, staring at the ceiling as I wondered how cruel Damien was. How could he just leave me like that to starve?I mean I know I have been eating for the past three hours, but doesn’t he know that it’s for two? He is so mean.Tears began to blur my vision, and my bottom lip trembled. I knew Damien did not love me anymore. It was the only explanation! Maybe because of what happened with Magnus, he is disgusted by me. Yes, that’s it. That’s why he didn’t want to get me the pizza.I really am unbelievable.“Good God, why are you crying now?”My eyes snapped to the door, and I found Damien standing by the doorway with a box that had steam coming out of it. Instantly, my nose picked up the scent, and I sat up quickly.“I thought you weren’t going to get me the pizza,” I said, and he walked over to me, setting the box of pizza in between us. He opened it, and the steam kissed my face. I could not stop the smile from stretching my lips a
ROSALINE’S POV:“Why is the food not ready yet?!” I snapped at Damien, who stirred the pot of pudding as fast as he could. A bead of sweat trickled down his forehead as he whisked, turned, seasoned, diced, and sprinkled as fast as his hands could. Ariana was right by his side, helping in the little way she could, even though she could not quite keep up with his speed. We would have asked one of the maids to prepare it, but for some reason, I really enjoyed foods that were prepared by either Damien or Ariana and Damien was an absolutely horrible cook. So, the taste had nothing to do with my favouritism, just the sentiment. A part of me was grateful that Ariana was helping him out, so at least it would not taste like complete shit. Jake was here as well. But unlike the other two, he was completely lost and only helped with the dishes.“It’s coming; it’s coming. Just a few more minutes,” Damien said in haste.“Hurry up, I am so hungry,” I whined, picking up some pieces of carrot that he
DAMIEN’S POV:FEW HOURS EARLIER:She was still fast asleep. I slipped my arms away from her, careful not to wake her up. Gently, I got off the bed and exhaled. I do not know how long I stood above the bed staring at her, but I did not care. Somehow, the longer I stared at her, the angrier I got. Not because she now carried a child that was not mine, but because I let that bastard put that child in her in the first place.I need some fresh air.I left the room quietly and headed down to our gym. The hallway was still silent; I passed a few guards and even got some sleep. Figured. Everyone was quite tired; now that the enemy was eliminated, everyone was taking that break they had so long deserved.Except Rosaline.It’s like, no matter how hard I try to take her pain away, a new one starts.I took off my shirt and tossed it aside. I started on the punching bag and poured out every ounce of my frustration on it. All my anger, all my sadness, all my guilt, I threw into my punches. After a
ROSALINE’S POV: I could not stop screaming.Somehow, my body, which had been a practical vegetable for the past month, was full of life and rage. I threw and tossed everything in sight while I screamed out my lungs. I could hear people telling me to calm down, but I could not hear them. I could not hear anything; I did not want to.It was all coming back to me. that night. Magnus. His touch. Everything.“NO!” I grabbed a plate and shattered it against the wall. The shards flew across the air, and I think a few pierced me in the process, but I did not care. A pair of arms came up from behind me and swept me off my feet. I immediately recognized them as Damien’s and began to sob. “It’s not fair! No!"“Just calm down, baby. Please, just relax; you are hurting yourself,” he whispered, and I pinched my eyes shut. Tears fell helplessly down my face, and my body began to tremble. Damon held me and lifted me back to the bed.“I thought you would be happier, Luna. I am sure Princess Ariana wi
DAMIEN’S POV:It has been a month since I got Rosaline back and killed the bastards responsible. Well, technically, one of them was a coward and killed himself instead, but it was the same thing to me anyway.For the past month, Rosaline has been bedridden, but unlike me, she is not as fussy and agitated. I mean, at times she preferred to do things by herself, but you cannot compare the two of us when we are bedridden. It irks me down to my very soul that I cannot do so much as do the necessities of life.Anyway, after the first three days, she pretty much accepted her condition and let us help her around. “What other choice do I have? If I continue to struggle, then I might only make things worse for myself,” she had said, and I wonder what would have happened if I had said the same thing all those months ago when I was in her condition.I waited outside the room for Peace to finish dressing her up so I could take her downstairs for breakfast. I would have preferred if she stayed in
ROSALINE’S POV:Anger.That was the only thing in my heart. My heart once held so much fear, but now it is replaced with nothing but rage.Magnus. That demon. That devil.I cannot say that I remember much of what happened during our time in bed, but I did not want to. All I remember was screaming my lungs out until I passed out. But now I am left with one question that I most probably will never get an answer to.What did he do to me?When I managed to pull myself together and stay conscious for just a few seconds, I thought I was flying. My body was high up in the air, and I had no idea where the hell I was. But he was right beside me; that was the only thing I knew. He had his disgusting hands around my throat, and I wanted nothing more than to rip it off. I did not know where that strength came from. I was pretty sure that I could not move at all just a few moments ago. But something overcame me when I saw him. I knew that he was the one holding me and keeping me over the edge, an