LILITH’S POV
The loud pounding at my door is the last thing I need to hear today, especially not after this gloriously shitty week.The last thing I need right now are visitors. I’d finally managed to put Jonah, my brother, to sleep after his latest attack.After hooking him to a ventilator and watching his labored breathing finally settle into soft and well-paced slow breaths, I drop everything else I’m doing and march up to the front door, almost ripping out it’s hinges due to a bit too much wolf strength put in in my fit of annoyance.Well, we can fix that later…My wolf huffs within me, knowing that there’s a 70% chance we’re going to ignore it for weeks till it actually becomes a nuisance we can’t ignore.“What is it?” I scream out before looking at who it is.It only takes a moment to recognize twiddle dee and twiddle dum, A.K.A the Gregory twins; tall, huge, hunchbacked twins.Alpha Arden’s dogs.They stand, towering over me with almost a feet height difference while glaring back at me with their awful-looking yellow eyes and black irises; a tad bit too creepy for the already dark night.On a normal day, I would hold my tongue and compose myself in front of them but not today… I have way too much on my plate, my wolf especially irked more than usual this evening.Lucky for me, they overlook my defiance, forcing their way in without an invitation.“Alpha’s got new orders for you.” Twindle dee speaks first, running his eyes over every crooked and run-down bit of the room and the chipped off wall paint with judgment.There’s only so much I can afford, with most of the money I earn from missions and allowances going to Jonah’s medications.He’s the only family I’ve got and I’m the only one that can take care of him. So, with the mention of a new job, my ears perk.“What are the details?” I ask now.“He needs an inside man to infiltrate the Deathstone pack and retrieve the blood scroll.” He says, dropping the vase back down carefully.I let out a long whistle hearing just a bit of the info.The famous Deathstone pack, A.K.A Dead Man’s land, under the jurisdiction of the infamous Devil, the rumored mad wolf King, Alpha Kain Gerard himself.That pack is rumored to be a no go area for anyone with sane thinking, the foolish who had gone without heeding warnings were never heard of again.No one dared show defiance when it came to the blood thirsty mad man that was Alpha Kain. Ruthlessly devouring every pack that stood in his way to obtain ultimate power over everything that could breathe, all just to achieve some crazy fantasy and become a self-proclaimed god himself.The definition of a delusional psychopath with way too much privilege and power.Luckily enough, I wasn’t just anyone, my skills weren’t just mediocre either; my reputation preceded me, which is why Alpha Arden, in all his wisdom, knew better to seek my assistance.Plus, the riskier the job is, the more I would get out of it; my name would go down in history as well. And maybe he’d finally notice just how loyal I am and I’d earn some acknowledgement.“Hmm” I pretend to think about it even though I’m already 100% in. “Well, I don’t know if I can do this, you know… it is the rumored bloodthirsty Alpha shithead I’m going up against."“It’s Alpha Arden’s orders; you got no choice on this one.” He repeats it like I don’t already know whose orders it is.I don’t back down, however, with an actual plan in mind.“I’m sure it is… and the only reason why he chose me is obviously because I’m the best in what I do.” I say.I pout like a little girl unconfident and second guessing herself“Although in this case… I’m not so sure…” I draw out my words, hoping they take the bait now that I’ve spelt it out a little more clearly.“What do you want?” He frowns now, finally asking the right questions.My pout turns into a wide grin.“A raise in my allowance… enough to pay off our debts with more to spare, and a nurse to watch over Jonah while I’m away.” I state firmly.That’s not enough for the kind of risk I’m about to take, but I guess we can start from somewhere.“You can speak to Arden about that.” He growls all up in my face, now giving me a good whiff of that dreadful smell wafting off him.Sweet, now I just need to convince him to pay me more than usual and hope he doesn’t drop that speech about doing a duty for the pack on me. Duties don’t pay bills, and I have a lot of bills to pay.“Deal… so, when’s the mission?” I ask, leaning against the wall already calculating just how much I can squeeze from this one.The two scruffy men share each other a look and turn back to me with stoic and unfeeling eyes before responding.“Now.”***Without prior briefing on every info I need on my new target besides a quick glance at his bio and a few instructions like ‘don’t get caught’ and ‘make your pack proud,’ I’m tossed right in the middle of a highly dangerous operation, dressed in rags and chained up like the rest of the women from conquered packs in an underground auction house, about to be sold off.I wouldn’t be a professional if I couldn’t weasel my way out of this bad situation nevertheless. Besides, even with the little-to-no info, I was given the essentials; the name of my target and where I can find him.All that’s left is to catch the eye of the devil himself.I’m sitting in a large room filled with she-wolves in chains, all of us dressed in matching filthy attires to match the perfect occasion, just before the doors pull open and a skinny guy that appears to be most likely drunk.He staggers into the room, not minding walking into anyone and pushing them aside as he forms a pathway for himself, all the while looking at every one of our faces like a prime rib he’s about to devour.He does this till his eyes fall on me.The smirk pulling at his lips reveals the dirty set of rotten brown teeth with a single golden tooth, throwing the entirety of whatever aesthetic he’s trying to pull off into the other direction.“Well… aren’t you a looker?” He snickers to himself, walking even closer to me.He wastes no time raking his eyes over my figure, the curve of my ass and my supple breasts all leaking through the flimsy material. He leans even lower, caressing my platinum blonde hair that’s almost white depending on the lighting.I’ve been told just how much of a beauty I am, with more than a handful of men and envious women wishing they had half my beauty, to look appealing enough to fuck.Perhaps one thing the moon goddess had done right was making me look like a walking Barbie doll… if not prettierSadly, being this pretty doesn’t put food on the table.He looks all over me, licking his lips unceremoniously, in the process giving me a good whiff at his horrible breath.“You will do just nicely.” He says just before he picks me up by simply pulling on my hair.I yelp out in pain while he relentless drags me out by the hair out of the room, reminding myself not to knead his nuts and to let the plan play out just as planned, so as not to ruin my cover.This is the only chance I have.I’m pulled right onto a stage in front of a hundred horny men, all well dressed and looking for a slab of meat to fuck.Each having one reason why they couldn’t find a she-wolf half interested to fuck any of them the natural way.And the bidding begins without wasting much time.“50 gold bars!” The first man yells out his price, short and stubby with a gut that seems just a little too big.The only chance someone like him can get a girl is probably by buying her off the black market.Makes sense.“100 gold bars!” Another guy way better looking yells out.From his looks alone, I can tell right away what his problem is.Small dick.The bidding continues on and on with half the audience clamoring to see just who gets to take me home tonight. And while they all do so, I look through the crowd for my target.He shouldn’t be too hard to find — pale green eyes, with tanned skin and spiky dark hair, right? He should look just like his pictures in the files.Unluckily, I see no one that meets such description, almost losing hope before our eyes meet.Far into the crowd, just at the farthest edge, sitting quietly, he stands there, casually leaning against the wall in all his masculine glory.His body chiseled perfectly into manly perfection, the epitome of a warrior that fights his own battles, biceps and triceps almost the size of my head and a tall build. Lightly tanned skin and curly midnight black hair with sharp green eyes that pierce right into my soul.His face alone with a perfect jawline, a strong pointy nose and soft full lips screams sex appeal, and my wolf agrees completely with me, moaning like a horny bitch in heat.To say the pictures did him absolutely no justice would be a lie.“1000 gold bars!”My eyes move back to my auction and sadly enough, the chubby guy’s winning and with an alarming rate. For some reason, no one else seems to have enough guts to bid higher.A thousand gold bars was a lot of money to be fair.I look back at the green eyed sex on a stick, staring back at him with my sapphire blue eyes with purpose.I need him to bid… but he hasn’t put a single price on my head, not even once.C’mon… don’t you want me?I relay to him with my eyes alone, twirling at the ends of my hair.He seems to get the message now because there’s a sudden interest in there — a shift from whatever it had been to curiosity. Lust.Good.A sudden breathlessness takes over, seeing the very brief glint in his eyes. Holding myself back from licking my lips, instead I muster a small smile of innocence with enough flirtatious energy while holding his gaze on me.“2000 gold bars.” Fatso calls out againCrap! Someone else is going to buy me at this point, then I’d have to take him out just to get back in track of the plan one way or another.An unnecessary action I wouldn’t want to take.“2000 gold bars… going once…”I stare at him again, intensely holding his gaze. That stoic expression never fades out, however. His eyes remain cold and unmoving.“2000 GOLD BARS going twice.”Well, shit… I better rethink this entire plan at this point.Just as I’m about to give into my new faith with recognition, I hear a new deeper voice call out.“2 million gold bars.”The hall grows deathly silent as I look up back at him again with bewildered eyes. His green eyes meet mine as well, never looking away once with burning intensity that stirs up something in the pit of my gut.“2 million bars; going once, going twice… Sold!”LILITH’S POVOne moment, I’m lost in mesmerizing green orbs that call out to me.The next, I’m being stuffed into the back of a fancy midnight black car like a perfectly wrapped Christmas gift with a bag over my head.My wolf seems almost as restless as I am when it comes to mind and then, the unsettling feeling that remains in my chest — the feeling that whatever we’re are about to meet in Deathstone pack could potentially change the course of my life into something drastic.Luckily, I’m a sucker for an adventure.***The drive to Deathstone pack is much longer than anticipated, extending past more than a few hours while I’m still heavily blindfolded till the car comes to a halt finally.The door is pulled open and the sack over my head roughly pulled off without remorse.“Get up, we’re here.” The gruff guard growls in my face while dragging me out unceremoniously and in the advent, banging my head against the roof.I wince, gnashing my teeth while calming the rage simmering within m
KAIN’S POVI knew it was her from the moment she walked into my office by that exotic maddening scent wafting off her skin, just like it had that night.She was exceptional, alluring physically, standing out in a crowd of simply bland women.The perfect add to my collection.Her unusual, almost white hair and crystal blue eyes were like none other, far from the typical, and then the daring stare she passed my way.I threw away the measly price of only 2 million to get her as mine rightfully. She’s nothing but a pretty trophy among many others, to simply show that I have the best of everything and more.Looking up from my desk now and seeing her, however, has me momentarily irked as I haven’t given an order for her to stand before me yet.Order.That’s how I want things to work in my pack. Order is everything, makes everything flow smoothly.Anything out of order is disorder, and I can’t stand for that. But looking at her face right now, staring at me with feigned wide innocent eyes… t
LILITH’ POVThe hard cold stares are even much worse than it had been at my pack, and I walk past every single one of them, wondering why and yet keeping my distance.How exactly am I going to integrate into this system when no one wants to talk to me? There’s no chance of getting a good whiff of even a bit of gossip from anyone.I haven’t met a single soul here that isn’t hostile towards me, all taking after their psycho Alpha. I walk past a couple practically glaring bitterly at me.“Xenos bitch.” He growls ferally.It takes everything in me not to turn right back and go full wolf out on his ass, but I don’t.Years of tolerance helps me quell my blood thirsty burst of anger from the demeaning comment. He isn’t worth it, Lilith.Instead, I smile at the fucker, waving back at him and watching him flinch back like he suddenly has a stroke.Acting unaffected is the best way possible to deal with assholes, and my wolf nods in agreement. I walk a bit more, hoping to find something, per
LILITH’S POV: Alpha Kain Gerard is just as the rumors say, even worse.His cold dead cruel eyes stared down at me as though my worth was nothing more than a piece of copper he could easily crush between his fists.Those eyes are the last thing staring back at me as I’m being dragged very disgracefully back to my room and tossed in like a rag doll.Once the doors are shut, the next sound that follows is the door being bolted together, sealing me in.Shit.My pride is wounded with nothing worthwhile to show for it, while that pretentious narcisstic prick entertains himself at my own expense.What I would give to smack that look off his fucking face.I sigh, falling back onto the soft covers of my bed, feeling heavily exhausted.Now that the adrenaline rush is gone, I can feel the blood pumping in my head, followed by the mindshattering headache seeking to ruin my mind.The pain of the bruise is more evident than ever.Damn those little rats that should never have been let out of their
LILITH’S POVI pass Ariel a constricted nervous smile before following Ivan out.He occupies the next high role after Alpha Kain and a potential source of information, that is if I ever get on his good side.He seems like the smart type that easily sees right through any possible façade I could whip up.Having him as a target is a potential risk, seeing as he could figure me out in seconds, yet I don’t completely scratch him off my list.“A piece of advice I’m sure you’ve heard more than a couple of times since coming here; if you want to keep that pretty head of yours on, it’d be best to hold your tongue and follow every single thing Alpha says.” Ivan says indifferently.Not necessarily wicked, yet not caring if I drop dead right this second.“You think I’m pretty?” I say, teasing instead of giving a serious response.He stares right back at me blankly, coming to a sudden halt in front of the wide double doors of Alpha Kain’s office and pushing the doors open.I pass one last sweet s
LILITH’S POV:Sleeping in a cell is a very uncomfortable experience.From the chilling draft coming from only goddess knows, to the cold hard wet floors, the leaking ceiling and the roaches and rodents that casually pass by me; every bit of it is horrible.I’m used to adapting to the worst of situations due to the nature of my job, but I never appreciated moments like this. I could, however, live with them, knowing my plans were falling into place.In this situation, however, with my plans all ruined, none of this is worth anything.I’m cranky as hell and the sound of the gates leading to this dungeon wing being pulled open echoes down the hall to my cell room and has me waking up with annoyance.I really want to scream their ears off until I see who it is. I first notice the very familiar annoying snicker from the entitled bitch herself, Yvonne.“Well, well, well…” she begins like every evil villain does, having had an upper hand on their victims.“If it isn’t the new slut Alpha Kain
LILITH’S POV:His hand suddenly rips through his chest, pulling a pumping heart that beats for 5 seconds before stopping; the same amount of time it takes for his lifeless body to hang over me before he finally drops onto the floor.The guard moves away from my vision and the real perpetrator stands over me, holding the dead heart in his hands, staring at the amount of blood dripping down his fingers like it’s nothing.He tosses the heart aside like trash, turning to the other person right behind him, Ivan“Gouge out his eyes and put it on the display for disrespectful members of my guards to see and remember to keep their personal desires in check.”“Yes, Alpha.” Ivan says right before he pulls out a small dagger and leaves my field of vision.I’m gasping for air now, still falling into unconsciousness when he finally looks down at my limp body with an emotionless gaze. He stares at my almost naked chest just before he takes off the jacket hanging over his shoulders and drops it ov
LILITH’S POV:Alpha fucking Kain Gerard, the most unreadable bastard I have ever had the displeasure of meeting.Everything about him annoys the hell out of me.From his hellish attitude and the obnoxious gaze he passes on every one, like they are simply his underlings placed in this world to do just his bidding.Then, there’s the annoying yet drop dead gorgeous face of his that drives me completely mad.How anyone can be so unreasonable and cold, I will never know.I groan heavily, now shifting away from Ariel that sits behind me, gently applying a soothing balm to my now healing bruises.“I’m sorry to bother you, but can you say still for a moment?” She says with her timid voice, trying her best not to show her annoyance.I sigh.“Sorry, these past few days just haven’t been the best.” I say.Having fully given up on the ‘using the Alpha to succeed in my mission’ route, I have to spend much more time gathering enough information I can from other members of his court and his people a
Kain’s POV2 YEARS LATER…A lot has happened over the years, I’ve lost some gained some; most of it changed my life completely in ways I never knew I need.Now standing over the grave of a child that never got the chance to see the light of day I mourn it as I’ve always does, though I never got the chance to meet him for the split moment I knew of its existence where one of the best moments in my life.Even while everything around us burned and we were bruised the news of his arrival brought a smile to her lips like nothing else could.And though it’s taken more than a few years to get over our loss, we’re still taking small steps to get there.I drop a flower over the small grave.To little sesame, the name Lilith calls it, because it didn’t grow old enough to have a gender.A child’s laughter echoes from behind me while a little girl turns out of her hiding spot rushing for me.Her little feet don’t take her too far before she stumbles and falls face flat on the ground and burst int
Jonah’s POV5 YEARS LATER…Hiding behind the pillar beautifully decorated with flowers by the fountain I stay hushed, pursing my lips together while still covering them with both my hands to stay hidden.I do this all the time and still she still seems to always easily find me when we play this insufferable game.Hide and go seek.An hour at it and she still hasn’t found me yet, which is the longest times he’s taken to find me.Which lead me to think that maybe, just maybe I’m the only one playing this damn game.The thought of just giving up seeps into my mind until I hear footsteps approaching from ahead and stay quiet again.The gentle sound of feet slowly approaching lets me know it’s a she-wolf. Months of training from Beta Ivan comes I perfectly handy in moments like this.Hopefully in a few more years I’ll be able to join brother-in law’s guard, that is if he will let me. My sister’s hold over him has dictated far too much in my life.It’s been years since I’ve fallen ill and n
Kain’s POVI’ve finally found her, my mate but the sight of her sets off every bit of my anger I’ve been trying to put on check.Her face bruised and her clothes ripped to the point that she’s almost left bare and naked. Nothing matters anymore. My rage takes over me and all sane thoughts dissipate.I look at the fool I had tossed across the room desiring nothing more than to tear him apart into pieces of flesh lying around and feeding it to the dogs.“You bastard.” I seethe, seeing nothing more than red.I shift into my wolf in the next second lunging at him without restrictions.Or every scar on her skin I add five more on his, every bruise on her body five bones crack under the force of my attacks.I slash at him continuously with my claws while he screams in agony just barely managing to change into his wolf to have even a fighting chance but that changes nothing.He had a death wish the moment he decided to mess with my woman.He tries to attack back but it’s a puny attempt from
Kain’s POV“Riverstone pack has looked down on us for the final time. They have injured our beta and gone as far as kidnapping the Luna and we will not be silent anymore, will not seat idly and take any more of their insults. Whoever dares cross our paths to victory or slanders our name will incur the wrath of Deathstone!” I yell out to the group of men before me, my army set and ready to be thrown into a fully fledge battle, waiting just at the borders of Arden’s pack.He has bitten more than he can chew this time angering not just me but everyone else and sadly for him the only leverage he has over me is gone.“Yes alpha!” they response is thunderous and echoes loudly.“Today we walk into battle but this time to finish what we started and make our enemies beg for mercy that will not be given, for our fallen brothers and for our own legacy to go down in time as the gretats pack in all Wolfdom!” Ivan steps up yelling as well.He leans against a cane to help him stand and walk with his
The sound of the loud slap takes me by surprise and the fact that it isn’t me this time.Arden strikes his accomplice across the face in a split second, in the exact moment the announcement rolls off her lips.She falls unto the ground clutching her cheek and looking up at Arden with utmost surprise equally not expecting such an actionBut he stares back at her fuming, if steam could puff out of a person’s ears no would be the perfect time for that.He visibly trembles from the emotions moving around inside him, but none of that is any of my concern at the momentThe news takes me off guard, it isn’t even the last thing I was expecting because the thought has never crossed my mind before.“I’m pregnant?” I mutter under my breath stuck in a daze.My hand falls down to my belly that I thought was bloated due to an illness.Inside me right now is a tiny person, a little version of a mix of Kain and me in one person?How could it be?Could it possibly be a mistake somewhere, maybe she had
Lilith’s POV“Get away from me, you pervert!” I kick and scream at him desperately trying to keep more distance between me and this psychopath that’s too sick to realize just how much he’s lost his mind.All those years he had called me ‘Lili’ so fondly I begin to wonder if it had been me his eyes stared at with so much care of someone else.If the nickname little rose had been because my mother’s favorite flower was a rose.All those times she had just a passing thought of how weirdly interested in her was just in fact her instincts screaming at her to keep distance away from him, warning her that he would ruin her completely.“Get away!”Kain! Kain please help.I cry continuously begging him not to come even closer while silently praying Kain can hear me where ever he is.Arden’s rage returns again and he smacks me the other way trying to shut me up and he doesn’t stop with his assault attacking over and over again trying to get me to shut up.“You should love me and not tell me to
Kain’s POVEvery time I close my eyes it starts out with a nightmare where I lose my love, Lilith.This time she falls over a high tower and I’m running to catch her but the floors turn into quick sand that sinks beneath me and I can’t reach her before I’m thrown out of my own dream.I wake up jump right up drench in my own sweat and with my drawn out wolf claws ripping into both sides of the bed.It takes a second for the new reality to sink in and I can calm myself again.The two day mark has already been reached, she should be back soon but something feels deathly wrong.The bond feels already weak from the large distance between us and even then I can feel bits of her own despair seeping through my own end.I can’t help but be on edge and paranoid constantly.Was she not successful in saving her brother?Whatever the reason of her sadness maybe, I will fix it when she gets back, all that matters is that she returns to me safe and sound without a single scar on her bodyI will rage
For some reason his words make me feel dizzy.The room spins and swirls around me like a dull illusion manufactured to twist my mind and unravel it.I’m lost in a hazy dream that I might forget all about the second I open my eyes again, but the dream has morphs into a never ending nightmare that feels way too real and taunts me.Hot tears prickle my eyes painful while I stare back at the mad man in front of me in horrified shock that steals my ability to even speak, or utter a sound and yet he’s smiling.Somehow he’s smiling in the middle of all this, in the middle of confessing his part in my parent’s death.I shake my head slowly choosing to doubt this reality that plays tricks on me.“No…” I whisper under my breath, denying it.“Yes.” He responds nodding his head firmly with a wide grin.“No!” I scream out suddenly feeling my entire reality crumble. “You’re lying. You’re saying that just to mess with me. You know that if that’s true that I’ll… that I’ll—“”“That you’ll never forgiv
My consciousness seeps into my body for the third time, I think in one night.This time my eyes don’t open at will though.My body feels too heavy, like logs are resting over each limb, and if they aren’t neither of them respond to the signals I tell them but I’m awake just unable to control my body.From whatever paralysis I’m having I can hear mumbling in the background that lets me know that I’m not alone.A female giggling from something.Must be that bitch and then a new voice, deeper and bolder.Finally my eyes open but very slowly and takes way too much from me causing me to groan from exhaustion.I can make out two figures that remain blurred from in vision while I try so desperately to look at them.“Ah, she’s awake.” The male voice speaks.I recognize his voice s Arden’s immediately.Rage feels me in the next second followed by the desire to fight back but I’m still paralyzed.Footsteps drawn closer and I’m lifted up from lying on the cold floor and put in a seating position