02 Attack

Melissa

I watched my mother's corpse burn into ashes, I cried so much that tears already dried from my eyes, I couldn't cry anymore. I buried my mother with the same money that was supposed to save her life.

Why is life so unfair? I gave up my body just so my mother could live, but god allowed her to die making me an orphan, how do I survive alone? I don't even know where to go.

I sat on the bare floor and watched people disperse till I was the only one remaining. I've made up my mind to return back to White wolf pack. It's been twenty years already, a lot of things have changed and no one will recognize me anymore. 

There's nothing left for me in this pack, my father died in this pack and the same happened to my mother, we came here hoping that life will smile on us but all my parents got was strange death, I can't allow the same thing to happen to me too, I've been here for twenty years yet I've not found my mate, I need to go back to my pack my mate may be there waiting for me

I went back to the house I used to live with my mother, I picked some of my clothes and few important things, I hung my old tattered sack bag on my shoulder taking one last glance at the old house that once sheltered us, tears roll down my eyes. I remember when we first arrived here, I was with my father and mother but now I'm leaving alone I lost the two most important people in my life here there's nothing left for me here in Red wolf pack

I wiped my tears, burying all my emotions and deciding to be strong for myself. I turned around and left the house. As I made my way down the street I prayed for strength to live again, I needed the courage to bury my past behind and forge ahead. Life has been so unfair to me, I feel like dying but I know death is not an option

I use a few notes out of the small money I had to book a taxi and now I'm here in White wolf pack, where everything began. I hope no one recognizes me here, I look around the whole place a lot has really changed, if fate wasn't so cruel I would still be the princess of the White wolf pack, my father would have been alive and so would my mother, but everything was taken away from us and god allowed that to happen the moon goddess allowed it happen

Give me one reason why I should believe in the moon goddess, she's cruel for leaving me to this cruel fate, I hate her….it's all her fault for allowing all this to happen to me. I don't deserve any of this, my father died and it was like that wasn't enough, she allowed my mother to die too

How is that fair? I fucking gave up my virginity, my dignity just so she could leave but damn the moon goddess for allowing that to happen and from today I no longer believe in her, as far as I live the moon goddess does not exist in my life anymore.

I refuse to shed tears, I refuse to cry. I blink back the tears that brim my eyes trying to force their way out but I won't allow them. I've to be strong even though the moon goddess is not with me, I'm with myself and that's enough, I don't need her because when I needed her the most she wasn't there, I don't need anybody anymore

After wandering the whole pack looking for a place to lay my head, I saw an old retarded bungalow, it looked like a house that was abandoned for years, I just need to clean up the house and it will be fit for living again

I'm back in my pack, ready to start searching for my mate, I'm ready to build a new family with my mate, I just need to find him then everything will be alright, he will love me and take away all my pain and sad memory, he will fill them with lovely memory of both of us, I'll be fine again.

I dropped my bag on the table and set out to work. I began dusting the whole place, after which I swept and removed all the littered waste around.

I found an old towel that I use in cleaning the house. By the time I was done, it was dawn already and every place was dark. I stripped off my clothes and went into the bathroom to take my bath. 

I was lucky the shower was still functioning, I turned on the shower and let the water splash all over my body. How I wish this water could wash away all of my pain and alleviate all my worry

I don't know how long I stayed under the shower, I came out and wore one of my dresses. I decide to take a stroll around the neighborhood it was already dark but since people are still walking around, I concluded it was safe

I was still walking down the neighborhood 

Suddenly, I started hearing footsteps behind me. I turned to see if it was the villagers but I was surprised when I saw nobody, I sigh and continue walking, the footsteps came again and this time it was closer, fear gripped me, who could they be? I quicken my steps and took to my heels 

I could hear a series of footsteps chasing after me, but I didn't stop I continue running calling on my dead mother and father to come to my rescue, I don't want to die yet

"Mother please save me'' I said inwardly

''Get her…..!" One of them screamed, I was finally getting away from them

"Ahhh….!" I yelled in pain when I stumbled upon a huge stone and fell bruising my ankle, 

"You think you can run……" They all laughed circling me, I was afraid, they were huge men, and they look deadly

"What do you want please let me go" I pleaded and winced in pain, holding my swollen ankle

"Come on angel we are not going to hurt you, we just want to have fun" The guy with a gun smiled evilly, he made to pull down my zipper when a scream tore from my lips

"Noooo!" I screamed and the next thing I heard was a gunshot, I cough out blood and look down at my tummy to see blood oozing out, tears slipped down my eyes 

Slowly I lowered to the ground, I look at the bad guys and they were all smiling

"You should have kept quiet this would not  have happened to you," One of them said

"Let's leave," Another said and they left leaving me to die,

I don't want to die, I want to live. I've not even found my mate, I don't want to die.  My eyes were forcing to close but I fought back to live, I want to fight this cruel fate and survive, at last, I couldn't fight anymore I closed my eyes and gave in to darkness