06 Hurt

Melissa

With shaky hands, I held my zipper and slowly pulled it down. My dress fell freely to the ground, the Alpha's gaze was fixed on my body with no emotions in his eyes. 

I was now left unclad because I was only wearing the hospital gown, I couldn't look him in the eyes, and I felt so low of myself. He has seen all of me, my scars, my worst situation, my misery, pain, and agony. He has seen them all. He's the only one that knows my deepest secret, I wonder if he knows who the father of my baby is…..

"Even a slave is better than you, a wore is much better not even your thousand self would move me, why are you this ugly even in your naked state?"

His words felt like an arrow pierced my heart, tears brimmed my eyes. Why is he saying all that to me, making me feel worthless, was this the reason why my mate rejected me?

I promised my unborn child that I would be strong for the both of us, then this is the Alpha's hurtful words getting to me?

"I brought you here to satisfy my sexual needs, I think I'm regretting ever bringing you here, how can you be so unattractive and dull, I didn't blame your make for rejecting you, I should have left you to be rogue now I regret my decision'' He groans and turned back, walking towards the window

The tears I'd been holding back finally came rushing like a river, I bite my lips so hard that I could taste my tears, even as property I was tamed ugly, why does the Alpha's word hurt this much

"Dress up you irritate me" He spoke in a mean voice without facing me, 

I gulped down unknown saliva, deciding to ignore his harsh words, I picked up my gown and wore it back, I was contemplating whether to tell him I'm done or not when he turned swiftly facing me yet no expression on his face

"Melissa Marasigan, you're here as my property, I will use you however, whenever, and whichever way it pleases me. You belong to me only as a tool, property, and nothing else, you're valueless to me I don't care about your existence, I only care about the pleasure you give to me, and most especially I don't care about the life growing inside of you, not when it belonged to my worst enemy"

His last word got me staggering on my feet, does it mean he knows that my baby belongs to Alpha Lucid

"What do you expect he's the Alpha of all Alphas, the most powerful and dangerous Alpha in existence, other Alphas bowl just at the mention of his name, the whole werewolf kingdom silence at his entrance, he's an Alpha that controls powers of powers, he already smelled Alpha Lucid blood in your child," Amy said

Realization dawned on me, he could scent even the most hideous scent, his hearing is triple of ours and so is his smell

"Go back to your room, lady Bianca will be with you soon, she will give you some clothe, you don't wear rags in my presence"

"Yes, Alpha……"

"How dare you filthy thing!!" He thundered, his eyes burning with fury making me wonder if I did or say something wrong, he stopped before me and wrapped his right palm around my neck

His grip was so right that I feel myself choking to death

"How dare a nobody like you address me as Alpha? You're useless to your mate, how dare you think I can be your Alpha, how dare you….!!" He screamed and pushed me to the wall making my back hit the wall, I wince in great pain as tears rolled down my eyes

"I….I…I'm sorry" 

"Bitch! Haven't you heard I hate the word sorry" His hold tightened on my neck, and I couldn't bear it anymore, I feel my eyes roll back to my head

"I'm your King, you hear me!?"

"Yes…" I stuttered in pains

"Call it bitch"

"My Ki..ng"

"Good" He smirked and pushed me to the floor, I fell with a loud thud but was fast enough to protect my tummy with my hand

"Get out" He growls, I fought to stand up but found out I sprained my ankle, I couldn't stand up, he stood there watching me struggle to get on my feet, after much struggle I held onto the wall and manage to stand up, I bowl slowly before limping out of his room, pains burning my ankle

I met the lady from earlier standing in front of the door, with her two hands resting on her waist, she had a wide grin on her face

"And who do you think you are?" She lashed at me coming close to me, I limped back in fear, she looks so dangerous and intimidating

"Ma….ma

" Ohh cut the crab you wore! Now listen and listen carefully" She snarled standing so close to me, with her gaze digging a hole in my soul

"Alpha Ortega is mine….. don't think you can come from nowhere and take my place, I swear I don't care If I'll be hanged for killing you, but I swear you will pay if you try anything funny with the Alpha, he is mine and mine alone, and just like he said, you're nothing but a filthy, rejected lonely garbage. You better know your place or I'll be forced to show you where you belong" She laughed at me mockingly and walked away

I couldn't take it already, I just arrived yesterday and a lot of people already hate me, was I destined to suffer?

I tried to hold my years but they keep on coming, I don't know what to do, I couldn't hold them anymore I fell to my knees and burst out in tears, 

Why I'm I so useless everywhere? I….I….I never wanted things to turn out this way. I was still in tears when the Alpha's door clicked open, realization on me that I was kneeling in front of his door

I stood up immediately and turned to see fire in his eyes, tears were still trickling down my eyes. I staggered back 

"Awch…..!" I winced in pain and fell weakly to my knees, I almost forgot I sprained it, the Alpha stood still watching me with no words.