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2024-10-29 19:42:56Darkness. It’s always believed to be a place of fire and brimstones, loneliness and gloom. A place made for me since I was a child, but for me? That’s my home, my solace.
‘Help me, Xerxes!’ The same words rang in my ears as my demons threatened to choke me but I closed my eyes and shook my head. I had something more important to give attention to.Darkness was the place I was thrown into while growing up. The day I lost my parents, I lost the ability to feel. And that was also when I went from an orphaned, broken kid to a delinquent everyone was afraid of. With my pack, I was stronger. And alone? I became an unstoppable force that no one messed with.The throne of Alpha of Alpha’s that my father left for me became my power, my domain. I became a pariah, cross me and you were liable to end up in the shallow grave. My claws moved faster than words.“Let me go!” The man screamed as I watched my beta cut through his skin. “Please, I didn’t do anythRelated chapters
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) A diversion
The warm rays of the sun hit my face as I tried to open my heavy lids. A warm body snuggled to my back radiating heat and a loving feeling I felt after too long. It was as though time had finally stopped piercing through all the tensed memories that once enveloped me in a cloud of anticipation, and now had finally blessed me with the love and care I desperately seek. A soft yet small smile managed to creep over the curve of my lips as I breathed in his minty sandalwood scent that brought nirvana.“I wish my every morning is as blissful as this one.”I chuckled as he muzzled his stubble over the soft skin of my shoulder blade. The realisation that my body was naked in his arms brought a blush over my cheeks. His thick morning wood nestled between my ass cheeks. My breath hitched.“I think it’s too early for this.” Augustus’s deep laugh reverberated through his chest and vibrated over my back. Raw and deep. Sun rays made his blue eyes shine with love. People
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) Incoming
“Rasmus!” We both yelled at the same time as panic overtook my senses. The juice Mikaela poured into the glass spilt over the counter. Despite the fatigue, I ran to his room. “Rasmus!” I screamed as I almost toppled over the carpet before Mikaela caught me. Our horrified eyes looked around with worry but it was soon narrowed into confusion. “Rasmus?” This time my voice came out confused and startled. Rasmus was not injured or hurt, but he was standing over the bed with a scared expression as he looked at the ground, his fingers pointing to something behind the table. “There’s a lizard there.” I pinched the bridge of my nose. Seriously. “And you screamed?” Mikaela complained walking to him and I narrowed my eyes at his timid fear of lizards. I thought something bad happened. “I-it was jumping!” He fired back as Mikaela helped him down the bed. His eyes were under the table, cautious as he ran to me and behind my back. “Let’s go down,” she suggested and we followed behind her. Ras
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) I found you
Clamorous blares of the pack had me freeze as I looked in the distance at pack wolves gathering around. Confused, I rushed inside to find Mikaela coming from the backside. Our eyes met with the same question lingering in our gazes. Tangible fear gripped my senses and Mikaela stammered.“What is happening?” I asked and she shrugged her shoulders. It would’ve been fine if these blares were not this loud and sharp. The last time I heard them was when my brother died, these malicious horns usually blow when a pack was under attack. I-I believed Augustus’s pack was secure.Mikaela found my worried eyes and gulped. She was thinking the same, whatever was going on in my head. “Rasmus,” I whispered recalling leaving him in the kitchen as I rushed there. Rasmus was still sitting there and I immediately grabbed him as Mikaela followed us.“Katarina!” she shoved the door open and motioned me to follow her. I did, chest heaving up and down as new fear engulfed me. “We need to go the pack house.”
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) Betrayal
With a lingering glance at James, I realised I was the one responsible for his situation. The tears in Mikaela’s eyes, I was the one responsible for them, the wolves fighting and bleeding, I was responsible for their blood. It was all me, and only and only if I hadn’t fled, this wouldn’t have happened, James wouldn’t be like this, Mikaela would’ve been chilling with her pup, Augustus’s pack would’ve been void of any destruction and his wolves would’ve been alive and breathing, without shedding their blood.But now nothing was right, Xerxes was here, and Augustus was paying the price for my stupidity.His fingers were quick to cease my trembling wrist as he pulled me up with him. My legs lost their strength and he engulfed me in his arms. Why was this so painful? Why my heart was pounding loudly? It felt as though my heart was shredding into many pieces that couldn’t be stitched back. Xerxes watched me, all he did was ogle at me, his eyes so ominous and gruesome. I was so intrigued non
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) Touch you
The pack was not only terrorised, but the wolves were also restless by Alpha’s behaviour. A sane man would let go of his anger and destroy everything in his path to get what he wanted, but Alpha, he had himself locked in his office since the moment Alpha Xerxes left with Katarina. Katarina. I felt pity for that girl. The fear, the notion of disbelief in her eyes was still fresh in my memory. Her wide eyes when they met Xerxes, shaking limbs and trembling body, I felt a gush of anger washing over me. But there was not much I could do that.I was ashamed that I couldn’t even last few minutes in the battlefields. I was not the strongest in the pack, my lack of wolf abilities were a downfall for me so I devoted myself to Alpha Augustus to serve in his pack as a doctor, if I couldn’t fight the battles, atleast I could treat the wounded. Ironical, how a doctor was now laying in the hospital bed.I was not that much injured, but few cartilages in my throat were pressed harshly that now it wa
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) You’re mine
The way clouds rumbled with his growl had me anticipating his next move and a course of terror that followed behind. It was as though the skies trembled to his madness and rage as it thundered with a growl escaping through him. Fear began as a whispering in the air.“You let another man touch you,” this time it was not a question, but a ragged snarl. He knew. H-How could I be so stupid? My breath hitched as I felt something building inside me, and when I realised it was more fear and affliction of the outcomes, I couldn’t help but avert my gaze from his striking golden orbs to the dirtied ground, not golden but closer to the molten lava, that was ready to melt me with his anger. The rainfall became more intense as heaven pitied me.And when his hands on my wrists loosened to wrap around my throat in a painful hold, my eyes widened at his possessiveness and brutality. I didn’t know what to answer. His eyes were untamed and animalistic whilst his claws dug deeper into my sides. He seize
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) Words and promises
Several hours. After several hours in pure absolute terror and torture, I endured the whole night as Xerxes took me several times. He imposed his ownership not only on my body, but a part of my soul was dying the more he was degrading our mate bond. By the time he was done, the rain was just drizzling. The grey clouds had subsided and the moon was peeking through the darkness of mists.To my comfort, no wolf of his came near that hidden cave, even when morning arrived. Xerxes flee somewhere and to hide my remaining dignity, I covered myself with the shattered pieces of the dress. Xerxes returned and to my surprise, he had a piece of cloth fisted as he threw it my way. “Alpha, wolves are ready.” Just when I dressed into the shirt that looked oversized on me, Damien informed me as he stepped out of the bush. He was still wearing a pair of pants and bare feet. His eyes lowered and I realised it was because I was not wearing anything under the shirt. My cheeks flared with embarrassment.
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) Mate
His grip tightened over my waist as we both stared into each other’s eyes. His blue-golden unique eyes were ocean-strong, swimming with warm sun-lit currents. So enthralling just like every dancing sky, with infinite hues illuminated by newborn light. His face was mostly obscured by a stubble that clung to his skin like winter ravaged ivy tendrils. He met my gaze not with the shyness of seeing a stranger but with a blunt straightforwardness to avert his gaze first. How odd to see those half-striking features devoid of warmth, like they were stolen.Emotions stirred in me, just like I was being pulled into the depth the more I look into his eyes.“Alpha Xerxes,” Lucien’s startled voice rang in my ears. Something stirred inside me as I glanced at the man that just walked inside our house with long and powerful strides. His sandalwood essence infiltering my nostrils as my heart ached. What were these feels? A doubtful assumption crept into my mind as my wolf sat on her hind legs and wagg
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“Xerina! Stop right there! It’s dangerous!” Luca’s shouts filled the air as he chased after me. His voice was irritated and concerned as I laughed and ran through the forest. Jumping over the lodges of wood and hay, I was covered in mud and dirt. Everyone in the pack loved how energetic and relaxed I was even though I was going to get a better earful of scolds from my father later. But now he had gotten quite used to my tactics. “Hurry up, Luca!” I screeched dashing down the muddy road that led to the cave just between the forest. I stopped when my breathing become haggard and I could no longer hear Luca behind me. Where was he? Did I lose him? A grin managed to creep on my face at the thought. Now I would be able to enjoy myself-“Ah!” A scream left my mouth when Luca suddenly jumped in front of me. Faking a startled gasp I narrowed my eyes at him. “You scared me.”“It’s enough, let’s go back.” He panted as he grabbed my wrist and I jerked my hand back. Placing both of my hands on my
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) Wedding night 2
In that captivating moment, as he lifted one of his legs gracefully in the air, a surge of anticipation pulsed through me. It was as if time had momentarily stood still, allowing us to surrender to the intensity of our connection. His fervent kiss upon my ankle ignited a fiery passion that resonated with the same depth as his kisses upon my lips.With each deliberate movement, he embarked on a seductive journey along the contours of my leg, his tongue tracing a tantalizing path. A tender pause at my knee ensued, where his lips delicately danced, leaving an imprint of affection that sent shivers of pleasure cascading through my entire being. The sheer intimacy of his touch captured my senses, causing me to succumb to an all-encompassing desire that left me vulnerable and yearning.As he descended upon my thigh, his tongue became an instrument of pure ecstasy. Each stroke, each exploration, evoked a blissful surrender within. I, consumed by an indescribable hunger, felt my very essence m
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) wedding night
There weren’t too many people, but I was so nervous all of sudden. I was mucous since morning, even Aurora had scolded me once in between that I was being paranoid for no reason. Well, damn her. It was not like I was getting married everyday. We had completed our rituals for the ceremony, and now I wa awaiting for my mate to come and take me to our shared chambers to consummate the marriage. I was fidgeting with my fingers when I looked myself in the mirror. Wearing a white wedding dress that reached my ankles and a deep cut over the neck that was decorated with lace. The door opened and I gasped as Xerxes stepped inside wearing his black tuxedo. I blushed. He looked so handsome and beautiful that it was almost unrealistic. I averted my gaze from his with embarrassment as he smirked and stepped forward. “You ready?” He asked in his masculine voice and I shyly nodded. Leaning down to my face, he brushed his lips against my cheek. “I can not wait anymore.” I could senses his arousal. P
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) Epilogue
“Papa! Papa!” I peered through the kitchen door at my three-year-old running through the lobby and rushing to her father. An unpleased frown on her face as she immediately looked at her father with a pout on her lips. “Luca scolded me.”Faking a frown, my husband scooped the little bundle of joy in his arms and cradled her in his lap. “Why?” He asked wiping the remnants of chocolate on the corner of her lips. Xerina was fond of sweets and probably Luca found her chocolate hiding spot, that’s why he scolded her. Xerina’s eyes visibly narrowed while she glared at her father. “He stole my choci-chose.” She complained and I chuckled knowing I was right. Xerxes’s laugh filled the air and my chest squeezed–as it did every time I saw him with our family. Joy. Unrestrained joy and happiness. I would never tire of seeing him like this. “He did? Where did you get those from?” Xerxes asked shifting her and caressing her stuffed cheeks. She immediately looked away. “I-I…from mama.” My eyes wi
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) Remember
Her life these past years or more had been akin to sprinting through fog. When she often feel to the core of her soul that life was sacred, when she conclude that the natural world was woven into her heart–illusions and diabolical, that their love was all part of this great tapestry of creation, then she would finally be home. Then her Mother Moon would feel that she had returned. Finally in her arms. She loves her children equally. “We haven’t seen Alpha, there’s no sign of either of them,” one of the wolves said through the door. “But wolves are searching for them, the borders are seized.” Marcus bobbed his head and then his eyes moved to the bed. Aurora had gained consciousness a few hours back and on James’s instructions, she had been resting since then. Daniella was traumatised and he suggested she go back, but the little girl was too stubborn, she insisted on being here with her injured brother and Katarina. Katraina. Marcus was worried for her. She had lost so much blood and
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) Love is death
“Hold them down!” Marcus growled as he ducked through the hoard of rouges coming his way. He snarled with anger as several of them tried to hold him down. The battlegrounds were bloodied, but it didn’t stop him from shedding more as he tore them limb by limb. Some were in their wolf forms while others were inhuman, Marcus shifted into his wolf form and roared like a wild beast before running through the pile and making his way to the house where he last left Aurora. Aurora. Her name should bring him anger, malice and betrayal, but right now he couldn’t think that way. He should be angry at her that sleeping with another man before him, she gave birth to a pup who didn’t carry his blood, and she spiked their mate bond. But strangely, right now all he cared was about her. Nothing mattered. Nothing. He realised he had been hating her for nothing. He loved her, even knowing she had betrayed him. Their relationship was not that was built upon trust and love, but he could change that. He
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) He was here
“I didn’t want to do this, cupcake. I was getting fond of you.” His hands held onto the thick strand of my story hair and he sniffed it making me cry h my nose in disgust. “But power is power. This is the moment I always dreamed of–to be in charge of power.” I swam for the light and he did everything he could to take me into the abyss. He betrayed me, not the other way around.“Why did you lied to me?” I seethed. His eyes looked mockingly at me. It was fear that brought rage, that hot burning anger that seeked to harm. It was a biological button better left alone. When we see something that frightened us, a primitive part of the brain was activated to produce aggression. So, I, when I see all the things around me that make me scared... I was being deliberately triggered... as were my emotions. That rage destroyed me from the inside.“I never did. I really loved you.” He whispered. “You fucking psycho!” Rage filled my voice and I thrashed. Betrayal was a conscious choice for cold indi
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) Hatred
“A-Augustus…” I breathed out stumbling a step back. His blue eyes narrowed as he assessed me with his gaze. Concern was an act of deep and real caring and as such was a marker of our intertwined souls. I sighed in contempt. If he wasn’t here- I didn’t want to think what would have happened to us. “I don’t have time, Katraina. You have to come with me.” He quickly looked around and motioned me to follow him. I gazed at Aurora as she groaned in pain. Leon crying as Daniella looked terrifyingly between us. She was but a child, this must have shocked her to the core. My first reaction should be taking care of my females than fleeing. I shook my head. “I-I can not leave them behind.” Augustus narrowed his eyes. I could see the worry in his eyes, but they seemed somewhat strange. What Madrei told me earlier flooded through my head and I pondered over it once again. It must be Andrei. Did Augustus know? He probably did cause then he wouldn’t be here. But still, something didn’t feel right.
ALPHA OF ALPHA'S (XERXES) You in danger
“Katarina…” his voice was as sharp as I last remembered, profound. I just couldn’t believe my eyes. Never before had I noticed how time was so much like water; that it could pass slowly, a drop at a time, even freeze, or rush by in a blink. The clock said it was measured and constant, tick tock, part of an orderly world; the clock lied. “What are you doing here?” My brain stuttered for a moment and my eyes took in more light than I expected, every part of me went on pause while my thoughts caught up. After a wash of reality, I stepped forward, feeling a new danger in my living room. “I need to talk to you, it’s urgent.” He stepped forward, his fists clenched on his sides and a frown resting between his brows. He looked tensed for some reason. I couldn’t believe a man as terrific as him would step foot in here only to talk to his enemy’s mate. I didn’t know much, but Xerxes had filled me with how much dangerous Andrei could be. The man seemed like he breathed in danger and lived on o
