30. Jax — Departure

Jax

I loved Tyler Chase with all my whole heart, and it hurts me that I'm leaving my home to figure out my past, but I had to do it because if I don't, I might lose my sanity. The next two days after I woke up from the coma, I had been jolting up from my sleep covered in sweat at the stroke of midnight. And it wasn't inevitable tonight.

I swished out of the bed and walked into the bathroom, turning on the shower. Sitting down on the floor, I let the warm water trickle down my skin. I had pictured the image of the man in my vision in my sketchbook and was still turning over the options in my head. Damn it! I could leave Tyler or take him with me, but at the risk of plunging myself into a love triangle. I mean, what if he's no longer fated to me when I get my wolf back.

I turned off the shower and dried my body after dwelling in my thoughts then I returned to the bed. My mate looked so beautiful in his sleep. I mean, am I supposed to call him mate since there wasn't a bond that tethered