The Rock Mountain Pack, twenty hours earlier....
"CHLOE! You wretch!! Where is the food?! These tables need to be clean!" That was Laura Denmir's voice, shouting from the top of her lungs at me. "I-I'll be there! Just a m-moment after I finished cleaning the dishe...." Thud!! "Urgh!!" A plate flying across the room, hitting the back of my head. It was so painful and I fell to the floor due to instant dizziness. I closed my eyes tightly as my surrounding seemed to be spinning. "YOU!! ....retch!!... Get up!! Stop.... up!" I heard voices but for some reason it became so distant. I lay down on the floor on my side. My sight blurry for a second and I sucked the air as much as I can. "GET UP!!" Ugh! I whimpered in pain as someone kicked me on my back. My hearing was back, so as my sight. Soon, I could feel my surrounding again. "Do you not hear me?! What are you doing down there! GET UP IDIOT!!" It was her, Laura. The Alpha's and Luna's daughter. She kicked me again in the same spot. I guessed it was because my body used to it or either my body just gave up to it, the spot where she kicked me was supposed to be so painful, but it is not. I don't think it will heal soon either. The old ones didn't even heal yet. Maybe my body was just gave up. I reached the edge of the kitchen sink, used it to get up despite of my weak, tremble knees. How I wanted to lay down, just to rest my body. Anywhere even the cold ground would be fine. I'm so exhausted and my joints ache all over. I touched where the plate hitting my head and felt something wet. "What? Now you want to get the symphaty over a small scratch! I said go to work!" I flinched as I saw her hand lifted to beat me, "I-I will! I was doing t-the dishes!" I tried to defend myself but know that it was all going in vain. She was much more stronger than me, of course. She eats three times a day and no one beat her to her senses. Meanwhile me... I got lucky if I could find the left over from their food. "What's all this fuss?!" Another voice came to the kitchen and it was her brother, Haris Denmir, the next Alpha in line. "Can't you see?! I am busy preparing this banquet for our special guest and control everything so it would be perfect. But this idiot didn't even move when I told her to work!" She pushed me to the sink and I almost fall again. I grabbed the edge so it didn't happen. I'm so tired of this. They beat me to the point I could no longer breath. They use me to do their job and when it's done they will claim it as their effort. These wicked people... "Hhh... Laura.." I glanced at Haris for a brief second and saw how he pinched his forehead in defeat. "She is not the only omega in this pack. You see? She was there already doing her work, you can call somebody else..." "You are defending her?!" She scoffed not believing her brother to be so nice at a lowly omega. Me neither. "I am not." He said firmly. "But if you making all this fuss because just some lowly-omega then you fail at your job. Grow up, Laura, don't act like a teenager, call someone else to do it then the preparation will soon be done." As much as I hate Haris Denmir, but this time I agree with him. "What?!" Laura seemed hesitant but she finally walked out of the kitchen. But not before she warn me with that cruel tone of her. "You! Just make sure everything went smoothly! If I happen to see any food or plate unclean, you will face the consequence yourself!" "Yes," I nodded and back to work. She stomped out of the kitchen and I sighed in relief. I know it's foolish for someone as weak, ugly, and useless as me, but can I at least had the dream again? Where I could escape and live a normal life? I tried. Countless time. But it seemed Alpha Jordan wanted me to root in this place. Because I still useful to him. I wonder, what kind of method he use when my body no longer useful from him. Years ago, where they still showed me their fake kindness, I really thought they considered me as their family. As Alpha Jordan told me that it was my luck that he found me alone, crouching from the cold and wounded, almost dead, away from my old pack. That it was something I should be grateful that he adopted me as his daugther. I continued my work with trembled hands, gathered the small pieces of broken plate on the floor and wipe up my own blood. These things I've been through, I am not grateful for this. I rather for him to let me died on the cold ground at that moment. But everytime I'm thinking about death, a soft voice that I was longed for echoed in my head. "My dear, Chloe, you need to live..." I smiled in irony. Oh, Mama... how should I keep up with this. No one want me. No one help me and I am tired already... Just after this banquet, it was my farewell for them. If I can't escape this place, then I should follow you to the afterlife.I walked limp to the garden where they will held the banquet outdoor tonight. Some people work there designing the trees with many little light bulbs that I know will look beautiful once it shine. I braced myself to lift my chin up and widened as to see how beautiful it was around here. A long lines of table with food and drinks were prepared. This garden was always beautiful for me. Even though, I hated this pack and some people in it, but still there were something I cherrised. I always love flowers since I was young. Long before I arrived here, my Mama and Papa used to plant some flowers in our humble back yard in our pack. They would teach me how to plant and grow it with love, so that I could see how the beauty of it when it bloom. Strangely, I still remember how those flowers' scent in our back yard fill my nose. But I can't remember everything. My memories of my childhood looked like a scattered piece of broken glass. That's why I still like this garden. It bloomed w
Somewhere outside the Rock Mountain's borderline. Twenty four hours earlier...."Are you sure we don't just blaze this place with fire and have them all finish, burnt like crisp wild boar?" A man didn't even tried to whisper when he talk to his leader, even though the were in a hiding right now. "How could you had that in your mind! Our future Luna is in there! You also want her to die?!" His sister slapped the back of his head and he only pouted, muttered his sorry. Meanwhile Cillian was silent. Observing the situation ahead. They were currently watching from a large branch, from a tall tree that allowed them to observe a big pack laid just under this mountain. He already did this for over than a week now. In this exact spot, where those reckless, fool werewolf guards didn't even notice and smelled his scent from up here. Just how in the world she ended up in a place like this? He sighed, tilted his head. It's only lucky that they got this banquet invitation from that fool of an
The Rock Mountain, twenty hours earlier...I stood in front of the frigde. But my mind was still lingering to what Alpha's Jordan told me hours ago. I could be free from here. I could have my own life. Be normal just like everybody else I saw in this pack. I could rest more than two or three hours in a day. I could eat a decent food, I don't have to wait for other people's left over. I don't have to offer my body, like a dirty whore anymore....I could at least heal my wounds. I maybe a werewolf but because of constant beating, fatigue, and hunger made me so weak that my body almost gave up to heal its wound. In the past, where I still live a life like normal people, I was a young cheerful wolf with healthy body. Even if I grabbed a branch full of thorns, it would not hurt me.... Oh, how I longed for those days to come. It's like missing something that I don't remember I have. But, what if he lied to me? What if he never intended to let me go at all and torture me more instead? A
The Rock Mountain, twenty hours earlier....We walked out of the kitchen and my bare feet stepped on the grass. I normally love the feeling when I could feel the fresh nature on my skin. But oddly, this time it felt different. It felt somehow uneasy about this. But maybe because I'm scared about this cold-blooded Alpha and the fatigue that instantly drained my energy, my hands couldn't stop from trembling. But I know that from the moment I walked out of the kitchen, a really sweet, sweet scent lingering in my nose, what was that scent? I almost lifted my head but then I remaind myself not to do anything reckless. You got this Chloe. Just after this, you can be free. I encourage myself. I walked slowly to one of the banquet table, the most grand one, where I could hear Alpha Zack's voice sounded so happy to the point it sound too much. "Alpha Cillian! Welcome to Rock Mountain! I knew your journey here must be exhausting, we already prepare your chamber the along with your men and a
The Guest chamber, thirty minutes earlier...I felt warm. So warm that it comforts me. My body felt so light, I wonder if I'm floating in the air as I didn't feel like I was lying in the cold, hard surface, nor I was standing on my feet. But I like this feeling. Not to mention my surrounding seemed to be so silent, no shouthing, no banging on the door. Only me and a scent that so sweet, gentle that calmed me. Made me wanted to sleep like this forever. Ah, I haven't open my eyes yet. I simply don't want to. Not now. Let me embrace this comfiness and warmth that I usually couldn't have.Am I dead already? Because if I am still alive, there is no way I could feel something like this. If this is the after life, than I regret it I don't embrace it sooner. "But you must live, my child." Again. That's voice. I sighed. Mom. I'm tired. If I could have the way to follow you and Dad. So be it. Freedom was not a word for me in my life. They would torture me after I ruin everything for them.
Present time.... This chamber filled with my moans and his groans as we kept doing it again and again. The fast movement of his hips jolt me around and I bit my lips from let out any loud shameless sound out of my mouth."Hnghh!..." "No, that's my job, Chloe," He shove his thumb into my mouth and I couldn't help it as he also keep hitting the same heavenly spot. I was dripping with my own and his juice. My tears trickled as I felt how good this was. And I even hated myself more when I seek for his warmth inside me. This damned mate bond. I keep wanting more and more as I drawn more into him. I couldn't help it but think that he consider me as someone special when he keep lingering on my lips, capture me to no end kisses. Then again, after we are done, I dozed off for some moment out of tiredness, not fainted from the pain. The next time I opened my eyes, the room was empty. The sheet on my side was cold and his faint scent telling me that he was long ago leave this chamber. I f
"Luna?" I tried to look around but I didn't see Luna Fern Denmir anywhere. So why..."I-I'm sorry. Couldn't y-you p-possibly looking for Luna Fern?" I asked her, trying to speak normaly but I can't. She must be one of Alpha Cillian's people. And from how strong and intimidating she built, I believed she is one of the warriors.I hope I didn't offend her in anyway, especially from the way I speak and look. She is one of the important people of Silver Moon. I need to be very careful. I'm already this close from freedom. "No, Luna, I'm talking to you." She walked towards me and I, out of my reflex, took a step back. I gripped the sides of my dress tightly. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. But Alpha Cillian ordered me to check on you. I didn't want to disturb your sleep, so I wait here instead." She quickly spoke with her hands waved to me as she assured me that she meant no harm. Alpha Cillian? But why? "T-thank y-you so much. I'm fine now t-thank you.." I nodded, still didn'
I tiptoed walking to the small door under the stairs. It so much easy now that I didn't limp anymore. I opened the door and immediately went inside. It was actually a small room for cleaning utensils in this house. But only gave me two choice. This little, stuffy room, or I could just sleep nextbto the washing machine in the laundry room. I need privacy at least, so I chose this room. And for years, this room became my save place and I could rest my body here other than the garden. I don't have much really. My clothes only four that I could wear. If Laura's mood doing well for full a week. She probably gave me one of her shirts or dresses. Not before she cut it with scissors or ripped it with her claws in purpose. I could always sew it anyway. So I would take it anyway even though she would mocked me to the lowest she could think. I don't know why Laura Denmir hated me so much. Because her father adopted me? But Alpha Jordan never pampered me even once. They treated me better in m
The room behind the waterfall was a level lower than the one outside. So we had to go down some steps.“Be careful, it’s slippery,” I said, still holding her hand, leading the way to a small, dark, alley in front of us. As we entered, a small, dim yellow light bulb automatically turned on, making Chloe gasp.“Relax, love. It’s a sensor light,” I said to calm her down.“There’s… s-something like t-that?” She asked in awe. Now we could see our surroundings clearly.I looked at her and grinned, “Of course there is. Hmmm…” I thought, “I should really take you to the human city if we have some free time again. You’ll find a lot of unique things there.”She smiled at me and nodded in agreement. I couldn't wait to show her the world. She'd been stuck in that hell of a pack for too long. I'd show her other parts of the world that might interest her, and make her happy.I saw her smile shyly. She seemed like she wanted to say something but decided not to. Ugh, I was so curious and wanted to kn
CILLIAN'S POVI made her sit on my lap, I calmed her down, let her cry as much as she wanted. I chose one of the park benches near that small waterfall, so the sound of the water could help calm my hurt and sad mate.“Let it out, love,” I whispered to her. She was still holding me, her arms around my waist, her head resting on my chest. She nodded slowly. I could still hear her soft sobs.Seeing her like this made my heart feel like it was being torn apart. I thought taking her away from that hell hole would heal her instantly but I was wrong.The wounds she experienced were deeper than I thought.She was afraid that I would hate her, she was afraid that I would throw her away for something even though she was the victim of all the evil that people did to her.I hugged her tightly, telling her through this hug that I want her forever. That I will protect her no matter what, even with my life.After a few minutes, she seemed to have calmed down. She still wouldn't look at me directly,
Cillian took me to the east area of the Castle, where there was a building separate from it, and had a semicircular structure made of glass. The building was located in the middle of the yard, and was guarded by several fierce-faced guards.“This is the Garden House, do you like it?”I nodded smiling. Ah, this is what they've been building all this time? No wonder I couldn't get into this area the other day, apparently they were building this Garden house. I didn't even notice it from the balcony.I took a deep breath. This castle is really big. And I never see anything like this.Cillian took my hand as we walked together. The guards on duty bowed respectfully as we passed.From a distance, the Garden House looked big and tall, and it turned out that there were several steps that we had to take before entering it.“T-That Wolfsbane are here?” I asked.“Hm,” He nodded. “I’ll take you to see it. We’ve been growing it for years actually, but Wolfsbane isn’t an easy flower to grow. And i
It turned out that the rain didn't stop until two days later.And today, the two of us had breakfast in the main kitchen. Every now and then I took a sip from the glass in front of me not because I was thirsty, but to cover my blushing face from embarrassment.During those two days of non-stop rain, Cillian kept me in the bedchamber, more precisely on the bed. Cillian even ordered the servants and maids to prepare our food and bath in the bed chamber.I always curl up under the blanket whenever they prepare our food or bath water. Since then I just found out that Cillian is really a pervert. He didn't allow me to get dressed while we are in the our bed. So, I was pretty naked all the time to him.Now, we are enjoying breakfast outside the bed chamber for the first time since the rain poured on Silver Moon two days ago.I glared at him. My back and thighs was still so sore, everytime I walked my feet quiver. I thought maybe this was what it felt like to be hit by a wild, prevert wolf..
I felt Cillian's heavy arms around my waist. We shared warmth and didn't want to let go of each other.“Go back to sleep, don't think too much,” He said then I felt a series of small kisses on the back of my head.“Hmm…”We were still in bed this morning. Snuggled up in the warm, thick blanket and Cillian still clinging to me. Because neither he nor I, we both still didn't want to get out of bed.It has been more than a week, it has not rained in Silver Moon. But this morning until now the rain still has not stopped. The melodious sound of the rain plus the cold air, made me curl up even more in Cillian's arms.Besides, it had been days since we spent time together like this. Both me and Cillian, we were both very busy with our own schedules.I had a list of activities and Cillian took care of the work outside the Castle, including training his troops and going to the mines, as well as patrolling the various borders of the pack. We hardly even saw each other unless it was late at nigh
With his limping legs, Netra got up and walked towards the wall full of photos that near us. He took off a frame whose photo had caught my attention.I squeezed Cillian's hand tighter, as Netra placed the photo on the table, in front of me.He sighed as he sat back down. The atmosphere in the house that was originally comfortable suddenly became tense. We all sat in silence. The only sound that could still be heard was the roaring sound of the waterfall.“Luna Chloe…” Netra looked at me with a serious look. He seemed to be looking for something from me, I dared not to lower my gaze.Nobody can hit you just because you look at someone directly here, Chloe, I said over and over in my head.“...Which of the people in this photo do you know?” Netra asked me.I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. I looked again at the faces in the photo.Once again, the faces of the two people. Those faces of the man and the woman made me feel sad… longing...I felt like I miss them both but I don't rem
CHLOE'S POVWe sat on the living room sofa, inside Netra's house. The room was not big, but it was very comfortable. The windows were quite large and numerous, making the room quite bright. I could see that Netra was a wool yarn craftsman from the many threads in the baskets in every corner of the room.I saw some photos hanging on the wall. And recognized Melda there. One old photo caught my attention. I stood up and approached the wall, taking a closer look at the photo that caught my attention.“What’s wrong, darling?” I heard Cillian ask, but didn’t answer right away.The black and white photo showed a group of people, they were smiling, arm on each other’s shoulder, some men and women, they looked happy and so close to each other. I could recognize Netra when he was young.Right next to him, a burly man with a taller body and a wide smile. My heart was pounding, I felt like I recognized him. But I couldn't remember who he was or even his name. But I swear, I knew him in the back
Chloe and Cillian walked side by side, hand in hand. Neither of them was walking in a hurry, but Chloe couldn't wait to meet the person Cillian wanted to introduce to her.Yesterday, on the edge of the sea cliff, Cillian told her that he had discovered facts about her childhood that Alpha Jordan had deliberately hidden.“Don’t call him Alpha, he’s not your Alpha, there’s no one in this world who’s higher than you,” Cillian told her as she often called the man who used to be her adoptive father, Alpha.Cillian's hatred for Alpha Jordan seemed unstoppable. Chloe felt the same way, but she wasn't used to expressing her feelings so clearly in front of others.Seeing Cillian so defensive and protective of her, warmed her heart. As the time goes, she felt that leaving this place was not the right thing to do.“I-Is it s-still far?” Chloe asked him. They had been walking from the castle to the pack houses for fifteen minutes now.Cillian stopped in his tracks and turned to Chloe with a frown
The two ran side by side, feeling the dirt, grass, mud, and roots beneath their feet. Cillian slowed down his pace, trying to match Chloe's. He glanced back at her beside him several times. And his heart felt big at that moment. He felt so relieved and happy.“WOAH!! This is so FUN!” Chloe screamed in his mind and they sped up their running.Until they were almost at a cliff, Chloe slowed down, so did Cillian. Until they both stopped right on the edge of the cliff.Chloe gasped as she stared at the scene before her eyes in amazement. The vast expanse of blue sea stretched as far as the eye could see.“This is beautiful.” She spoke. She smiled and closed her eyes. Feeling so happy and free. If she had known that transforming into her wolf form would feel this free, she might do anything to let her wolf run free. She didn’t even have any difficulty in saying what was on her mind in this form.“It is indeed.” Cillian chimed in. Chloe didn’t realize that the giant black wolf beside her wa