Chapter 1

"Don't deny it, Chloe. Relax, loosen yourself a little bit... Yes, like that..."

His deep, low voice, whispered in my ear, I flinched as his hands began to slip under the shirt that I'm wearing. My breath panted as I felt his big and warm hand caressed my skin gently causing the sparks of our mate bond dance on my skin, sending shiver right to my core.

"Say Chloe, do you like it?"

"Ngh!" I jolted as I felt his warm tongue on my earlobe. My body was too weak to even sit straight and I'm fighting with myself about should I be grateful that he lend me his hard, board chest for me to lean, or that I should be afraid of him being this gentle with me.

I shook my head to stay on my right mind but then flinched as I felt his other hand slipped between my thighs.

"A-Alpha..." I stammered, my tears welled up as this feeling inside me made me almost brust out.

I'm so confused. Why is he being so gentle like this? Shouldn't him being the opposite?

"You are blushing, are you started to feel the heat?" I could feel the purr in his chest and it only made me melt to him more. My knees went weak, I grabbed his muscle arms and hang my dear life to him when he began to parted my legs.

"Fuck, you are dripping..." He growled. Kissing the side of my head and began to squeeze my breast.

"Hmmph!"

"I've been dreaming about this," He pulled his finger from my wet flower and I could see my juice all over his fingers. "That I will hold my mate in warmth and love her to my heart content."

I panted. Love? I could smell his sweet, alluring scent, also the smell of wine from his breath.

He must be drunk from the banquet earlier. There is no way he would be say such thing in his right mind.

Because no one will ever say that to me. I believed that. He was drunk and our mate bond pulled us to each other strongly especially tonight.

I didn't say much words execpt for the sighs and moans that kept slipping out of my mouth. I didn't know what to say and I'm too scared to say anything. I believed that a single word that come out of my mouth could anger him and ruin his mood.

I can't let that happened. Just like I'm told, I remain silent, accepting all his doing in my body. Even though I didn't expect him to kissing me so wildly and passionately.

His tongue licked my lips and I gasped when he pinched my erect nipple, made him shove his warm tongue immediately to my mouth and danced with mine.

"Nghh! Ahh..." He pushed two fingers inside me and bent it up hitting a spot that made me breathles and shaking.

"FUCK, you are so tight, we need to prepare you for me to be fit here, baby."

I was already blushing all over, when I heard how he talked to me like that, I felt like I'm burning and my arousal gushing, dripping to my thighs.

It was so tingling and throbbing there, I moved more to his hand.

"Aah!! Nghh!" My toes curled and my waist jolted as I rode my orgasm.

"Shit! I can't hold it anymore!"

He grabbed my already weaken body and tossed me on the bed. He ripped his shirt on my body and pulled my feet, place it on his shoulders.

He looked at me with those golden eyes, as if he was trying to read my mind. I didn't get the chance to look at him so closely before this, but now when I finally did, he was covering me with those smirk on his handsome face.

My eyes slightly widened when I realized that not only me, but he too, blushing under the heat of our body.

He bent to kissed my neck, lingering there give the lick and butterfly kisses.

"Can I?" I heard him ask. He lifted his head and waiting for my answer.

Why he asked? Didn't they always force their way on me? And what's with that look? Why was he look at me with such gentle eyes when I am here merely because I have to do this I'm order to gain his favor and save this pack from bankruptcy?

I am here not because I am his mate. But this is the last thing I need to do to be free from this hell hole. As for him? I don't know. But there is now way that he would take me as his mate let alone his Luna.

I am a lowly Omega. He didn't need to be so sacarstic. I know my place. I know fully how he think of me as the dirty she-wolf in this pack. And he took his time to make fun of me like that.

I know, that he will use me to his heart content, I am only a casing for his load anyway. After he statisfy, there is no doubt that he will throw me away like one of his trash.

"So? What do you say Chloe? Should I continue or stop? I Will not able to stop if I put my cock inside of you, you must say it now."

Did I want him to stop? My tears slipped from my eyes and how he rose his perfect eyebrows didn't escape my sight.

This sexual activity, never once I like it. I hated it. So much that I feel disgusted with myself. My skin crawled and I felt like I was swallow a hard rock inside my throat every damn time they did this to me.

It hurt me. Physically and mentally.

I don't want anyone tell me what to do with my body. Doing anything they want to do with my private parts. I know I am only a lowly Omega, didn't I should have something worth in my life?

Yet, this big, muscle, tan skin man above me, asked me with such questions that I never heard for me before, truly waiting for answer instead only mocking me and throwing me around like I am some rag dolls.

And looking at me with those vivid but gentle eyes.

My dizzy head thinking that maybe.... just maybe the Moon Goddess finally hear this humble creature's prayer.

Maybe... He was not only saw me as woman that he could use as he please, but truly as his mate.

His fated mate.

But then another voice rang in my memories.

"Once you made him statisfy and we gain his favor, I will set you free, as far away as possible as your wish..."

"No?" He tilted his head, and straigthened himself. I quickly grabbed his big muscle arms with my trembling hands.

"N-no... I-I don't mean it l-like that..."

He sighed, covering his somehow reddened face with his hand.

"Dammit, why are you so..."

He didn't finish his words and back to hovering me, covering my face with some wild kisses.

"Hold on to me, Chloe,"

I wrapped my arms around his neck as and clung to him as he began to push himself into me.

I hope that he will do it as harsh as he could. So much that the pain will cover the sparks of our mate bond. So that I didn't even have the time to think of him as my hero.

But what happened was quiet the opposite.

We were breathless, moaning and groaning to each other ears, sharing warmth and wet kisses as our joined body continue to make sloppy sounds filling the room.

Only added to my surprise, I didn't fainted when he finish. I was panting, yes. But he was there caressing my burning cheek as he laid next to me.

Looking at his content face, should I take this as a succsess?

"What are you thinking?" He asked.

My fingers fidget on the blanket that covering my naked body. I flinched feeling his touch on my skin. The mate bond is too strong. I should be ablel to handle this if this didn't go deeper, right?

"A-Alpha..." I gulped. "Are you statisfy?"

I heard his deep chuckled. I looked up to him and sure, it was a smile I see. Not the mockery smile, not the evil grin I usually saw towards me.

But a genuine one. I couldn't help but starring at those lips and eyes.

The woman he chose to stay by his side must be really lucky. A voice inside my head, made me back to reality. Well, it is not the reality for me if it's not painful.

"Why are you asking that? Are you not?" He lifted his eyebrow at me and I widened my eyes.

"N-No.. That's not.."

"No? Well, It is I am to blame, we only did it once. I thought you already tried enough I don't want to drain you more than that. We can do it again as much as you want..."

What?

"N-no... I-I mean, you will sign the agreement with Alpha Jordan right?"

And his eyebrows knitted. I hope I didn't offend him in anyway.

"You want to talk about that?" His tone changed. I sense his displease.

Oh no, I just step on the line. I need to save myself. I was getting so close.

"I-I mean... I will a-accept your rejection a-after you sign the agreement Alpha, you don't n-need to worry. I-I k-know my p-place..."

Silence. I didn't dare to look up at him. I heard him sighing deeply and I knew I was right.

But at least I knew I shouldn't cling onto a false hope. The one and only thing I could rely on was myself.

No one will be my hero. Let alone accept me as their fated mate.

I know as soon as he walk out of this chamber, he won't even spare me a glance.

That what was on my head. Until I found him act the exact opposite of my expectation.....