I walked limp to the garden where they will held the banquet outdoor tonight. Some people work there designing the trees with many little light bulbs that I know will look beautiful once it shine.
I braced myself to lift my chin up and widened as to see how beautiful it was around here. A long lines of table with food and drinks were prepared. This garden was always beautiful for me. Even though, I hated this pack and some people in it, but still there were something I cherrised. I always love flowers since I was young. Long before I arrived here, my Mama and Papa used to plant some flowers in our humble back yard in our pack. They would teach me how to plant and grow it with love, so that I could see how the beauty of it when it bloom. Strangely, I still remember how those flowers' scent in our back yard fill my nose. But I can't remember everything. My memories of my childhood looked like a scattered piece of broken glass. That's why I still like this garden. It bloomed with different colours of flowers. In the normal day, this garden would be so quiet as the pack's members rarely came here. And the only one who would spent the time here was me. I love to sit alone, rest my back leaning on a tree, with wind blow hitting my face. I even slept here once in a while when I couldn't bear to hear the Denmir siblings had a fight and arguing in the Alpha's pack house. Yes, I live there with them. First, I thought it was only normal I lived with them as they adopted me. But then I realized, they want to keep me close, so that they could control me. Today, the garden that used to be my escape and safe place, was crowded with other Omegas just like me, to prepare the banquet as per the Denmir siblings' taste. Oh, wait, there were not like me. They had better life, way better than mine. even though they were Omegas. But the Alpha and his family didn't beat and abuse them just like they did to me. How strange. For years I questioned this. And the only answer I got was because I'm ugly, a stammering fool, shameless and I'm just a burden to this pack. At first I thought those was ridicoulus reasons. But then the longer I saw it in me, they maybe right. As for Alpha Jordan, he told me that I need to repay their kindess. They saved me from the brink of death and now it's time for me to express my gratitude. By being their punching bag. Not only that, they even allowed their alliance to take me as their casing load... I chuckled internally. They said I'm useless. But when I can't get up from the bed for a week after Laura beat me, they almost lost all of their money due to Laura's foolishness and couldn't make up for it. Don't talk about administration in the office. Haris and Laura couldn't even make their own food. The only thing why I agreed with them about my own stupidity was that, I couldn't get out of here. I am a weak wolf and that made me run too slow for a werewolf. I truly am pathetic. In my hands, I brought some beautiful plates for the fruits and a clean cloth to wipe the tables and chairs. I placed the plate on a table and took a heavy breath before continue my work. I hope it will be done soon. My body ache all over, I'm hungry, and exhausted. I was about to wipe the table clean from dust when someone stood by my side. I flinched out of reflex and soon relief when I saw that it was another Omega. I continued my wiping the table and stopped when she suddenly took the cloth from me. A split second she seemed to pause and stared at the purpelish wound on my arms. "Go back to the kitchen, quietly fetch some ice on the frigde and put it on your wounds." She whispered lowly without even turn to my direction. "I can't," I whispered back. "I just got another open wound on my head, I can't bear another beating..." My voice came out hoarse and I said it truthfully. She sighed and I could tell she was sympathize at me. She was one of the few people here in this pack that actually care about my condition. But just like the others, she was too afraid of the Alpha and his family. Understandable.... "Don't worry, Miss Laura and Sir Haris are not here at the moment they were gone to try their new attire for tonight. You can act like you will took something from there and back here after. Now, go." She handed me a plate, "Bring me the other fresh fruits," She said it out loud this time. Of course she did it on purpose, so that people around us could see. "Yes, Mam." I nodded and took the plate from her. I walked limp to the kitchen, relief that I could sit for a while. I walked with my head down, focus on the ground. I didn't use to gaze around because in the past when I did that, Haris yelled at me for it is an impolite behaviour. I tried to reason with him that I was not being impolite just because I saw around with my chin lifted normally like other people would. But then he strike me with a branch. I remembered that as I cried and screamed for help. But Alpha Jordan, my so-called adoptive father didn't even look at me with pity. He said Haris was right and it is my punishment for against the words of the next Alpha in line. I stopped defending myself ever since. It just made me got beaten and torture even more. I finally arrived at the kitchen entrance from the garden. But my feet froze when I saw a pair of feet stood still in front of me. "There you are Chloe. I was looking around for you." His low voice made me trembled. I gulped thinking what else that I did wrong for him to look for me. I felt like running away from him. But if I did, I surely will gain more wound and injuries. "Y-yes, Alpha..." I stammered. Just like I always did. "You know I don't like to chit chat, I want to get straight to the point. You know why we held this banquet, right?" I nodded my head. This pack were in the brink of bankruptcy due to Luna Fern, Laura, and Haris that like to spend on so much money from the gold mine Rock Mountain maintain. They desperately need an ally to help them with another resources and now they sent the invitation to Silver Moon Pack. And Silver Moon's Alpha seemed to be interesting in their offer. "Then you know that we really need to gain Silver Moon's Alpha interest more at us." I gulped when he took a step closer. I got shivered when he suddenly bent over to my eye level. "Chloe, if you work hard and help me with this banquet and gain that infamous ruthless Alpha's favor, I will grant your wish. Any wishes... Even if you meant to be free from here, like you always wanted...." He wishpered. I flinched at his last words and my eyes widened. "Wh-what..?" I can't form my words. "A-Alpha, you c-can't l-lie to m-me..." My eyebrows furrowed as I felt like he was playing with me again. "Oh no, Chloe. I mean it this time. Because when this pack ally with Silver Moon, someone like you will be no longer useful to us. You can go, anywhere you wanted to go." He grinned cunningly. I hated that expession on him so much. He was truly on to something. If I knew what kind of man he is that help me in the past, I would rather kill myself on the spot. "Three days, this banquet will be held for three days and you will be present, doing everything that will gain that Alpha favor. Anything, you hear me? Then if you succeed, you'll be free..." I trembled at the thought of it. The dream I was fight for. Can I really? I know what was he mean by 'I will do everything' to gain the ruthless Alpha of Silver Moon's favor. He want me to offer my body. Just like they always want from me. "Deal?" He grinned. "But if you fail in those three days, you will never set a foot outside the borderline. And I will never allow you to die even if you are begging. " My heart sunk when I heard his warn.Somewhere outside the Rock Mountain's borderline. Twenty four hours earlier...."Are you sure we don't just blaze this place with fire and have them all finish, burnt like crisp wild boar?" A man didn't even tried to whisper when he talk to his leader, even though the were in a hiding right now. "How could you had that in your mind! Our future Luna is in there! You also want her to die?!" His sister slapped the back of his head and he only pouted, muttered his sorry. Meanwhile Cillian was silent. Observing the situation ahead. They were currently watching from a large branch, from a tall tree that allowed them to observe a big pack laid just under this mountain. He already did this for over than a week now. In this exact spot, where those reckless, fool werewolf guards didn't even notice and smelled his scent from up here. Just how in the world she ended up in a place like this? He sighed, tilted his head. It's only lucky that they got this banquet invitation from that fool of an
The Rock Mountain, twenty hours earlier...I stood in front of the frigde. But my mind was still lingering to what Alpha's Jordan told me hours ago. I could be free from here. I could have my own life. Be normal just like everybody else I saw in this pack. I could rest more than two or three hours in a day. I could eat a decent food, I don't have to wait for other people's left over. I don't have to offer my body, like a dirty whore anymore....I could at least heal my wounds. I maybe a werewolf but because of constant beating, fatigue, and hunger made me so weak that my body almost gave up to heal its wound. In the past, where I still live a life like normal people, I was a young cheerful wolf with healthy body. Even if I grabbed a branch full of thorns, it would not hurt me.... Oh, how I longed for those days to come. It's like missing something that I don't remember I have. But, what if he lied to me? What if he never intended to let me go at all and torture me more instead? A
The Rock Mountain, twenty hours earlier....We walked out of the kitchen and my bare feet stepped on the grass. I normally love the feeling when I could feel the fresh nature on my skin. But oddly, this time it felt different. It felt somehow uneasy about this. But maybe because I'm scared about this cold-blooded Alpha and the fatigue that instantly drained my energy, my hands couldn't stop from trembling. But I know that from the moment I walked out of the kitchen, a really sweet, sweet scent lingering in my nose, what was that scent? I almost lifted my head but then I remaind myself not to do anything reckless. You got this Chloe. Just after this, you can be free. I encourage myself. I walked slowly to one of the banquet table, the most grand one, where I could hear Alpha Zack's voice sounded so happy to the point it sound too much. "Alpha Cillian! Welcome to Rock Mountain! I knew your journey here must be exhausting, we already prepare your chamber the along with your men and a
The Guest chamber, thirty minutes earlier...I felt warm. So warm that it comforts me. My body felt so light, I wonder if I'm floating in the air as I didn't feel like I was lying in the cold, hard surface, nor I was standing on my feet. But I like this feeling. Not to mention my surrounding seemed to be so silent, no shouthing, no banging on the door. Only me and a scent that so sweet, gentle that calmed me. Made me wanted to sleep like this forever. Ah, I haven't open my eyes yet. I simply don't want to. Not now. Let me embrace this comfiness and warmth that I usually couldn't have.Am I dead already? Because if I am still alive, there is no way I could feel something like this. If this is the after life, than I regret it I don't embrace it sooner. "But you must live, my child." Again. That's voice. I sighed. Mom. I'm tired. If I could have the way to follow you and Dad. So be it. Freedom was not a word for me in my life. They would torture me after I ruin everything for them.
Present time.... This chamber filled with my moans and his groans as we kept doing it again and again. The fast movement of his hips jolt me around and I bit my lips from let out any loud shameless sound out of my mouth."Hnghh!..." "No, that's my job, Chloe," He shove his thumb into my mouth and I couldn't help it as he also keep hitting the same heavenly spot. I was dripping with my own and his juice. My tears trickled as I felt how good this was. And I even hated myself more when I seek for his warmth inside me. This damned mate bond. I keep wanting more and more as I drawn more into him. I couldn't help it but think that he consider me as someone special when he keep lingering on my lips, capture me to no end kisses. Then again, after we are done, I dozed off for some moment out of tiredness, not fainted from the pain. The next time I opened my eyes, the room was empty. The sheet on my side was cold and his faint scent telling me that he was long ago leave this chamber. I f
"Luna?" I tried to look around but I didn't see Luna Fern Denmir anywhere. So why..."I-I'm sorry. Couldn't y-you p-possibly looking for Luna Fern?" I asked her, trying to speak normaly but I can't. She must be one of Alpha Cillian's people. And from how strong and intimidating she built, I believed she is one of the warriors.I hope I didn't offend her in anyway, especially from the way I speak and look. She is one of the important people of Silver Moon. I need to be very careful. I'm already this close from freedom. "No, Luna, I'm talking to you." She walked towards me and I, out of my reflex, took a step back. I gripped the sides of my dress tightly. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. But Alpha Cillian ordered me to check on you. I didn't want to disturb your sleep, so I wait here instead." She quickly spoke with her hands waved to me as she assured me that she meant no harm. Alpha Cillian? But why? "T-thank y-you so much. I'm fine now t-thank you.." I nodded, still didn'
I tiptoed walking to the small door under the stairs. It so much easy now that I didn't limp anymore. I opened the door and immediately went inside. It was actually a small room for cleaning utensils in this house. But only gave me two choice. This little, stuffy room, or I could just sleep nextbto the washing machine in the laundry room. I need privacy at least, so I chose this room. And for years, this room became my save place and I could rest my body here other than the garden. I don't have much really. My clothes only four that I could wear. If Laura's mood doing well for full a week. She probably gave me one of her shirts or dresses. Not before she cut it with scissors or ripped it with her claws in purpose. I could always sew it anyway. So I would take it anyway even though she would mocked me to the lowest she could think. I don't know why Laura Denmir hated me so much. Because her father adopted me? But Alpha Jordan never pampered me even once. They treated me better in m
*THIS EPISODE CONTAINS UPSETTING OR UNSETTLING CONTENT, SUCH AS SEXUAL ASSAULT AND ABUSE. READER DISCRETON IS ADVISED.*Haris wolf form was indeed teriffying. A brown wolf, with white ring fur around its neck. His yellow slit eyes looked at me with anger. He was so big. Far way huge in compare with common wild wolf. He truly is intimidating. I was so scared. So scared that I couldn't moved an inch. My body's tremble in the sight of him that slowly but surely made his way to me. "Did I hear wrong, Chloe?" He talked so slow with growl came out of his throat. "Do you really think you can run away from me?" I grabbed my dress so tightly. My tears trickled down. I am scared but I am also angry. The rain began to fall. The loud thunder made me jolt. "Look at you. After you spend the night with that ruthless, self-proclaim Alpha, you actually think that he would really take you away as he fated mate..." I heard mockery in his tone. I was not affected to it. There something more that I
The room behind the waterfall was a level lower than the one outside. So we had to go down some steps.“Be careful, it’s slippery,” I said, still holding her hand, leading the way to a small, dark, alley in front of us. As we entered, a small, dim yellow light bulb automatically turned on, making Chloe gasp.“Relax, love. It’s a sensor light,” I said to calm her down.“There’s… s-something like t-that?” She asked in awe. Now we could see our surroundings clearly.I looked at her and grinned, “Of course there is. Hmmm…” I thought, “I should really take you to the human city if we have some free time again. You’ll find a lot of unique things there.”She smiled at me and nodded in agreement. I couldn't wait to show her the world. She'd been stuck in that hell of a pack for too long. I'd show her other parts of the world that might interest her, and make her happy.I saw her smile shyly. She seemed like she wanted to say something but decided not to. Ugh, I was so curious and wanted to kn
CILLIAN'S POVI made her sit on my lap, I calmed her down, let her cry as much as she wanted. I chose one of the park benches near that small waterfall, so the sound of the water could help calm my hurt and sad mate.“Let it out, love,” I whispered to her. She was still holding me, her arms around my waist, her head resting on my chest. She nodded slowly. I could still hear her soft sobs.Seeing her like this made my heart feel like it was being torn apart. I thought taking her away from that hell hole would heal her instantly but I was wrong.The wounds she experienced were deeper than I thought.She was afraid that I would hate her, she was afraid that I would throw her away for something even though she was the victim of all the evil that people did to her.I hugged her tightly, telling her through this hug that I want her forever. That I will protect her no matter what, even with my life.After a few minutes, she seemed to have calmed down. She still wouldn't look at me directly,
Cillian took me to the east area of the Castle, where there was a building separate from it, and had a semicircular structure made of glass. The building was located in the middle of the yard, and was guarded by several fierce-faced guards.“This is the Garden House, do you like it?”I nodded smiling. Ah, this is what they've been building all this time? No wonder I couldn't get into this area the other day, apparently they were building this Garden house. I didn't even notice it from the balcony.I took a deep breath. This castle is really big. And I never see anything like this.Cillian took my hand as we walked together. The guards on duty bowed respectfully as we passed.From a distance, the Garden House looked big and tall, and it turned out that there were several steps that we had to take before entering it.“T-That Wolfsbane are here?” I asked.“Hm,” He nodded. “I’ll take you to see it. We’ve been growing it for years actually, but Wolfsbane isn’t an easy flower to grow. And i
It turned out that the rain didn't stop until two days later.And today, the two of us had breakfast in the main kitchen. Every now and then I took a sip from the glass in front of me not because I was thirsty, but to cover my blushing face from embarrassment.During those two days of non-stop rain, Cillian kept me in the bedchamber, more precisely on the bed. Cillian even ordered the servants and maids to prepare our food and bath in the bed chamber.I always curl up under the blanket whenever they prepare our food or bath water. Since then I just found out that Cillian is really a pervert. He didn't allow me to get dressed while we are in the our bed. So, I was pretty naked all the time to him.Now, we are enjoying breakfast outside the bed chamber for the first time since the rain poured on Silver Moon two days ago.I glared at him. My back and thighs was still so sore, everytime I walked my feet quiver. I thought maybe this was what it felt like to be hit by a wild, prevert wolf..
I felt Cillian's heavy arms around my waist. We shared warmth and didn't want to let go of each other.“Go back to sleep, don't think too much,” He said then I felt a series of small kisses on the back of my head.“Hmm…”We were still in bed this morning. Snuggled up in the warm, thick blanket and Cillian still clinging to me. Because neither he nor I, we both still didn't want to get out of bed.It has been more than a week, it has not rained in Silver Moon. But this morning until now the rain still has not stopped. The melodious sound of the rain plus the cold air, made me curl up even more in Cillian's arms.Besides, it had been days since we spent time together like this. Both me and Cillian, we were both very busy with our own schedules.I had a list of activities and Cillian took care of the work outside the Castle, including training his troops and going to the mines, as well as patrolling the various borders of the pack. We hardly even saw each other unless it was late at nigh
With his limping legs, Netra got up and walked towards the wall full of photos that near us. He took off a frame whose photo had caught my attention.I squeezed Cillian's hand tighter, as Netra placed the photo on the table, in front of me.He sighed as he sat back down. The atmosphere in the house that was originally comfortable suddenly became tense. We all sat in silence. The only sound that could still be heard was the roaring sound of the waterfall.“Luna Chloe…” Netra looked at me with a serious look. He seemed to be looking for something from me, I dared not to lower my gaze.Nobody can hit you just because you look at someone directly here, Chloe, I said over and over in my head.“...Which of the people in this photo do you know?” Netra asked me.I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. I looked again at the faces in the photo.Once again, the faces of the two people. Those faces of the man and the woman made me feel sad… longing...I felt like I miss them both but I don't rem
CHLOE'S POVWe sat on the living room sofa, inside Netra's house. The room was not big, but it was very comfortable. The windows were quite large and numerous, making the room quite bright. I could see that Netra was a wool yarn craftsman from the many threads in the baskets in every corner of the room.I saw some photos hanging on the wall. And recognized Melda there. One old photo caught my attention. I stood up and approached the wall, taking a closer look at the photo that caught my attention.“What’s wrong, darling?” I heard Cillian ask, but didn’t answer right away.The black and white photo showed a group of people, they were smiling, arm on each other’s shoulder, some men and women, they looked happy and so close to each other. I could recognize Netra when he was young.Right next to him, a burly man with a taller body and a wide smile. My heart was pounding, I felt like I recognized him. But I couldn't remember who he was or even his name. But I swear, I knew him in the back
Chloe and Cillian walked side by side, hand in hand. Neither of them was walking in a hurry, but Chloe couldn't wait to meet the person Cillian wanted to introduce to her.Yesterday, on the edge of the sea cliff, Cillian told her that he had discovered facts about her childhood that Alpha Jordan had deliberately hidden.“Don’t call him Alpha, he’s not your Alpha, there’s no one in this world who’s higher than you,” Cillian told her as she often called the man who used to be her adoptive father, Alpha.Cillian's hatred for Alpha Jordan seemed unstoppable. Chloe felt the same way, but she wasn't used to expressing her feelings so clearly in front of others.Seeing Cillian so defensive and protective of her, warmed her heart. As the time goes, she felt that leaving this place was not the right thing to do.“I-Is it s-still far?” Chloe asked him. They had been walking from the castle to the pack houses for fifteen minutes now.Cillian stopped in his tracks and turned to Chloe with a frown
The two ran side by side, feeling the dirt, grass, mud, and roots beneath their feet. Cillian slowed down his pace, trying to match Chloe's. He glanced back at her beside him several times. And his heart felt big at that moment. He felt so relieved and happy.“WOAH!! This is so FUN!” Chloe screamed in his mind and they sped up their running.Until they were almost at a cliff, Chloe slowed down, so did Cillian. Until they both stopped right on the edge of the cliff.Chloe gasped as she stared at the scene before her eyes in amazement. The vast expanse of blue sea stretched as far as the eye could see.“This is beautiful.” She spoke. She smiled and closed her eyes. Feeling so happy and free. If she had known that transforming into her wolf form would feel this free, she might do anything to let her wolf run free. She didn’t even have any difficulty in saying what was on her mind in this form.“It is indeed.” Cillian chimed in. Chloe didn’t realize that the giant black wolf beside her wa