No, no, no, no... I start to think shockingly, repeating over and over within my head as if I were going insane; knowing that the person who had made my life a living hell years ago was right behind me.
"Please don't let this happen to me, I don't have the strength to go through this now," I whisper silently; pleading to the moon goddess to have pity on me and to let the cruel beast behind me leave.
My green eyes suddenly widen and my body shivers even more; again, hearing the name I wish I would never hear anymore. A name that once made me felt like nothing and unloved by the one who should have love me endlessly. I started to cry, terrify; wishing this were not happening to me now. I was not mentally prepared to look the person behind me in the eye, who treated me like shit. I do not think I ever will.
"Girl, is that you?" the cruel beast starts to inquire me from behind.
I remain still within the same position; as if I were planted within the ground; n
"Ha!...," I cried out even more underneath my bed, horrified as the sound against my door got louder.I then squeeze my hands tightly against my ears that my ears begin to hurt; trying hard to block away the horrible sound and the evil person outside of my apartment door, wanting to come in."Please let it stop, let it," I repeated anxiously for the sound to go away.Suddenly I did not hear the awful banging sound anymore. Slowly, I move my hands away from my ears while I continue to sob underneath my bed; listening carefully to hear if my evil grandmother was gone. I did not hear anything. It seems she went away angry that I was ignoring her and that she could not come in.Gently, I turn from my side onto my belly as I stop crying and started to crawl from underneath my bed. My body frighteningly jumps, and I quickly return underneath the bed hearing the banging sound against my door again. I again begin to cry knowing she will never stop banging against
"Wait," I stop him as he opens the door, pulling me out."Don't you trust me to come with me?" Jacob turns around again inquiring me."Yes, I do," I answer him. "I forget my apartment key and don't want to lock myself out," I told him."Okay," he said to me as he gave me a beautiful smile and let go of my hand to get my key.Hurriedly I went in search of my key and find the handbag I had place it in and took it up. I then quickly went into my living room and exit my apartment closing the door behind me."Let's go and cheer up that cute face of yours," Jacob told me as he again took my hand and we both went downstairs.Soon we were both outsides of the large building.Jacob pulls me along with him straight away from the house; for the entire time, he did not let go of my right hand. He kept me close beside him allowing me to feel safe that he started to make me wish Christian could treat me the way he did and to once again be protected
"I'm so sorry to hear that," I told her. "I know, she was sick from the day she was born and there was no cure for her," Jenny again told me. "It's just so sad after they made such a powerful connection discovering they were mate she end up dying." "Yes....," I answer her sadly. "So, what about your story do you have a mate or don't find him as yet?" she inquires me. "He doesn't want me anymore," I answer her melancholy. "What a bitch," she answers me angrily as she turns towards me; clueless that she was describing her alpha in such away. "Don't worry and forget him, probably he didn't deserve you anyway, Jenny tries to cheer me up. "Hmm..," I answer her as I lower my head. "Check on the corn again," she told me. I did as I was told and saw that they all were cook. I then went for a blue kitchen towel I saw her use in draining the corn from the hot water. She then gave me a large white bowl to place the boiled
I could not stand to see what had happened to Jacob; being thrown across the field as if he was some garbage. He is a good wolf to me, and I hated what Christian did to him."Jacob!....." I call him worried as hell; as I raise my head quickly to look at him against the field, to see if he was alright.Jacob slowly pushes himself off the ground with both of his hands and his knees while he shook his head and his entire body by the hard throw Christian gave him. Immediately, I run away from Christian towards Jacob; wanting to help him. My bright green eyes suddenly widen feeling a tight grip against my left hand, preventing me from moving any further. I turn around at once looking within Christian eyes. His eyes were no longer shifting back and forth into its human and wolf form. I then lower my eyes staring at his hands against mine, holding me tightly, and then back to his dark eyes."Let me go....," I told him as I begin to pull my hand away from his; wanting t
My body froze against his hard well-built body, and I remain to stare within his dark eyes appall; that he was hurt of catching me and Jacob kissing. Melancholy, I turn my face, staring aside away from him. I wanted to be happy that he cares about me, but what he did to Jacob; almost breaking apart of him and kicking him out of the pack. I did not want to. Jacob was a good wolf, and he did not deserve what he did to him."Answer me," Christian begins to command me while he gently shakes my body, eager to know. As he did, within his voice I could hear his wolf growling within him.I did not answer him. I continue to stare away from him; not wanting to. I was so upset with him on how he treated Jacob, so horrible."Answer me dammit," Christian again commands me. As both of his hands around my waist tightens, infuriated; dying to know.My entire body jumps frighteningly as he did and my eyes swiftly close, scare. Slowly, I open my eyes remaining within the s
"Christian," I found myself calling his name softly. As I slowly move my hands to his broad strong shoulder, holding him; supporting my feet that were now weak to stand still."Be quiet," he again shuts me up, but softly; preventing me from telling him what I wanted to say to him. As he begins to stare only at my lips.I stare back at him watching my lips; while my fingers gently and repeatedly press against his hard shoulder, nervously.I suddenly felt my breathing became heavy as my heart race within my chest; As I saw him begin to move his lips closer to mine; that our lips press against each other. My eyes close immediately enjoying his soft lips against mine and I squeeze his shoulders hard; not wanting his lips to ever leave me. My eyes slowly open not only feeling his lips against me, but his soft warm hands against each side of my face; holding me, while he remains to stare at my lips."Why are you holding me like this when you don't love me anymo
Alpha Christian P.O.V"Ha...," she cries out as she lowers herself."Accalia," I call her worriedly; as I swiftly sweep her off the ground and held her tiny body within my arms, bridal style.She wraps one of her arms around my neck as I did and gently rests her next hand against my strong, broad chest. Her dark brown eyes stare sadly within my eyes as she did. I stood still staring back at her as the moonlight shines brightly down on us. Melancholy, she gently removes her beautiful eyes away from me, staring into the dark. It pains me so bad seeing her so sad and that I was the cause of it."I'm used to pain, Christian, you don't need to keep on carrying me," she said sadly to me.The terrible pain within me grew stronger; hearing what she had said."Accalia," I call her softly.She slowly spins her head towards me, staring sadly back into my eyes."I'm sorry," I apologize to her; loathing myself that I had hu
Christian P.O.V cont'dI did as she wanted to; not wanting to hurt her anymore and walked her straight home, silently.Arriving home, I carry her upstairs into the room we shared."No," she stops me at the door."I don't want to lay within that bed that smells like you," she told me. "Please carry me to the next room," she again sadly orders me.I slowly turn around and carry her to the next bedroom that was close to the first bedroom. As I got to the door, I gently push it, opening it."I can manage to help myself," she stops me at the doorway as she starts to remove herself from my hands."Let me carry you to the bed," I told her."No!" she shouted angrily at me as she pushes herself away from me."Accalia," I call her name; trying to calm her down.Infuriated, she shoves me by my chest through the door and shut it angrily."Ha...," I heard her cry out within the room, heartbroken as she