“Calm yourself daughter, I will not harm you.”
I lifted my head to gaze at my father, his eyes no longer showing any hints of anger, his radiating blue eyes filled with only care. I laid my head against his chest, attempting to calm my tears. I knew that he would not harm me as he did to those who faced him on the battlefield, though not allowing me to fight seemed to hurt more than any strike I may face. He loved me and that I would never doubt, but the prospect of fighting seemed important to me, more so than anything else. Why could he not understand that?
“I know that you want to fight, but I do not want you to be harmed Sanctus. I do not want to lose you as I did her.” He whispered softly before planting a soft kiss onto the top of my head, his arms wrapped around my shoulders.
I gasped lightly, now realising why he seemed so cruel, why he lost his temper in my presence when he never had before. He was afraid. My father was afraid of losing me because I was just like my mother, because I resembled her more than any of my sisters. He feared that if I followed him into battle I would not survive, leaving him with no one who could truly understand him the way I did. No one that saw him as a person not just a king, but a father. Someone who care for his children above all else. Above that of power and honour, and above even his own life. How could I argue with that? Persist in being angry with him when all he did now was attempt to protect me, to keep me by his side.
“Father I ... I’m sorry.” I sobbed lightly, burying my head deeper into his chest as I thought of all he did for me. All the times that he fought to protect me.
He shook his head, laughing slightly as he moved to hold me at arm’s length; his tone filled with pride. “Never apologize for fighting for what you believe in daughter, know that I am proud, only I will not lose you for the sake of honour. That is too much of a price to pay for you to feel like you have achieved more than your destiny has foretold. Though one day, when I believe you are ready, perhaps we will discuss this again. This time, with less harsher tones.”
The tears stopped suddenly as I smiled, knowing that the conversation was over and that there was hope in the future. Yes, I would not fight today, nor would I begin training tomorrow, but one day; I may fight alongside my brothers and my father. Creating my own honour and pride. “Then I will never apologize for what my heart craves again father, the next time we speak of this I will not give in so easily.”
“I would expect nothing less daughter.” He chuckled, smiling as he patted me on the shoulder; a subtle way of telling me that he was proud of my determination, of my will to fight.
Derrick cleared his throat suddenly, grasping the attention of both my father and I as he spoke; his tone seemingly business-like. “Sorry to interrupt your grace, but we have not yet discussed why you called us here.”
My father nodded, releasing his hold on me as he turned towards his most dear and trusted friend. “Ah yes, of course. We have a new army marching on our borders Derrick, one that we may not be able to defeat. I want your word that you will protect my daughter at any cost and no matter what you have to do. Whether it means running, or staying within the walls of this castle.”
My guardian nodded as my eyes widened, his stance changing before he held out his hand; waiting for my father to take it before he spoke. “You have my word My Liege, I will not fail you.”
I watched them in silence for only a moment; my curiosity peeked as I took a step towards them, my tone cracking slightly. “Father? What is going on?”
Turning to glance down at me, my father smiled; attempting to seem reassuring, though somehow, he failed. “It is nothing of your concern Sanctus. I have it under control.”
Both Derrick and I raised a questioning eyebrow, though it was I who spoke when the eerie silence stretched further between us. “Father please, I know that something is wrong, otherwise you would not require my guardian to give his word on such a matter of urgency.”
My father sighed, turning away from my guardian and I as he began to pace; shaking his head as if he were in some kind of internal battle. His tone dark and furious, “We are under attack, the vampires have moved further into the boundaries of our land and have taken several villages just outside the city. I’m afraid that soon they may be outside this very castle and our call for assistance from my father has been left unheard.”
I gasped; my hand flying towards my mouth as I reared back in shock. Why would grandfather ignore our calls for assistance? Why would he not come to our aid as we did for him on so many occasions?
Derrick growled, shaking his head as he moved to stand before my father; his broad shoulders quaking with fury. “And what of our other allies? Have they replied to our request?”
“Yes my friend, several have replied though none will come. I am afraid that we are on our own and there is no hope to win this battle. The leader of the damned creatures, Mortem has over five hundred thousand vampires at his command. This is a fight we have not faced before. Odds that we dared not dream of.” My father explained with a heavy sigh, his eyes no longer radiating as they had only minutes before.
I shook my head, unable to believe that we would not win when we had never lost; surely there was a way. Some possibility that our allies would show at the last minute to save the day as they did in books, or a hero to come forward and claim that he would save our kingdom from all of its enemies. There had to be a way. There must be. If not, what would become of our people? Our home?
“How many soldiers do we have father?” I asked hesitantly, nervously wrapping my arms around my stomach.
“Not nearly enough my daughter, we have a small amount of one hundred thousand men at arms. We are outnumbered fiveto one.” He explained, once again turning to glance at my guardian. “More and more refugees are piling into the city and I fear that we will be unable to protect them. Let alone ourselves.”
“Is there nothing we can do My Liege?” Derrick questioned, briefly glancing towards me as his eyes darkened; the promise of battle looming in the air.
“We can fight Derrick. Until the last man has fallen.” The king growled, slamming his fist into his other hand with determination as he continued to pace. My father only came to a halt when I approached him, causing his eyes to soften as he spoke. “Rid your mind of worry daughter, I will ensure that no harm will come to you or your sisters to the best of my ability. We have never lost a battle, and I doubt that we ever will. But precautions must be taken now that our allies have abandoned us, do you understand?”
I bobbed my head, my eyes filled with sorrow as I moved to hug my father, entwining my hands with his. “Yes father, I understand; though I cannot help but to fear for your safety as I always do.”
My father smiled, gently lifting my chin as he spoke; planting a light kiss onto my forehead. “I will be fine daughter; do not worry for me but for the enemy. I do not take kindly to beingattacked on my own doorstep.”
I giggled, remembering what had happened to the last army who dared to strike the city, my tone light. “Yes father I do believe you are right, anyone who attacks our home must be prepared to be struck down. Especially with you at the head of the army.”
He nodded in agreement, affectionately pulling me into his arms. “Exactly, we simply cannot lose.”
Sanctus. It appears to be amazingly simple as it slips from your tongue, when you voice the letters and form a word, and yet, it was much more than that, each letter forming a story. A life. It was a name, one that screamed with promise, with a bright and prosperous future. It was my name, the one that I was given on the day of my birth, a name fit for someone of my standing; one that radiated elegance. My father, the king had chosen it from many others; from thousands of possibilities that loomed. Though I scarcely think of what I could have been called and smile upon the one he had chosen, the one he believed suited his youngest child; that fit his daughter like a saddle on a horse. In the old tongue of our language, the word directly translated into ‘pure’ someone who believes in doing no wrong, a person that will do anything to avoid injuring another. I smiled at the thought, but my heart sank, my name would always mean pure. But I would not remain that way forever,
Whoare you kidding?– I asked myself harshly, my smile fading –your father will never allow you to fight, you have just barely turned thirteen. I can’t fight in the war. I’m not even trained.My head snapped towards the door as a soft knock echoed through my chamber, someone calling for my attention from beyond the safety of my solitude. “Sanctus?” a soft voice called, “May we enter?”My smile returned at the voice, knowing that it was my eldest sister Marcella. I replied slowly, shuffling towards the edge of my bed as I kept my voice soothing and low. “Of course, sister, please come in.”The door clicked open at a hesitant pace, my smile remaining as I moved to wrap a silk black night gown around my shoulders, the night dress seeming almost inappropriate in the presence of my sister. I turned to glance towards Marcella, her crystal blue eyes scanning the chamber before landing on me, h
Icarefully pushed the steam from my large vanity mirror as I wrapped the towel tighter around my small frame, barely able to see the form that stared back at me in the glass. My deep coppery hair cascaded in damp waves down across my shoulders, moulding with my pale skin as it slipped down my back. The bright colour of my hair caused my skin to look almost white, the shade white and seemingly lifeless, the dark freckles around my nose and cheeks more distinctive. Though I was not the only one with fair skin, my sisters having a similar skin tone to mine; though slightly darker as they spent more time outdoors. Leaving me to my lessons in etiquette and mannerisms, yet; with all the time that I spent with my private tutor, I never seemed to get anywhere. To learn anything more than I already did about being in my standing of society. But I never fully saw the point, the hours spent learning how to stand or speak as my sisters did only drowning my mood in the urge to run; t
Continuing to smile, I turned away from the vanity and crossed the pristine bathroom, steam rising from the cooling marble bath. I shuffled towards the small chair where I had left my emerald green gown, flexing my toes on the icy white tiles; my smile growing as I was filled with happiness. Normally I would avoid dark colours because of my pale skin, though for some reason, the dress reminded me of my mother. Of the portraits I had seen of her in the castle; in them she always wore dark red’s or green’s the shades causing her pale skin to almost glow, her red cheeks standing out above all else.Drying off in record time, I stepped into the gown, careful to tie the small black sash around my waist. I giggled, almost childishly as I fell in love with the silky fabric, twirling in a small circle. It seemed strange to be doing it on my own for the first time in my life, with none of the ladies in waiting there to judge my every movement; their scr
I nodded, realising that I could have trusted him with how I felt, though because my sisters had never requested such a thing from their guardians, I was afraid to ask, to entrust him with my feelings. Although now I see that my actions were foolish and rash. “I’m sorry guardian, it is only that I did not know how you would react and no other princess has ever requested such a thing; so I did not believe it to be possible. I had been contemplating it for a while.”“I do not need to hear your excuses; I only ask that you come to me about anything that is an issue. Do you understand?” Derrick questioned, releasing his grasp on my chin.I nodded as my guardian took a step back, believing his words to be reasonable; if I would have told him about my wishes then there would not have been an issue, only instead, I went behind his back and did as I pleased. This is not how things work, not how things have ever worked.Start here
My guardian strolled towards a pair of towering black oak doors, crowns carved into each one with the vast etching of a stags head; the sign of the last king that controlled these halls before my father. His nation vast and powerful. Yet, like many others;riddled with constant war. The last king became injured greatly in battle, eventually dying in his bed only hours after naming my father heir after having no kin of his own. My father of course had been surprised bythis, taking the throne with ahumble and love filled heart; later marrying my mother who had remained as one of the ladies in waiting after the death of her king. In his birth land, my father had been the fifth son born, having no rights to the throne of heritage of anything other than a small amount of land as a lord in my grandfather’s kingdom. But, that was not what the warrior had intended to do with his life, and instead, when this land was riddled with war and the old king called out for ass
“It is perfectly reasonable, what with your sisters constantly demanding that you be polite and respectful. Though they bore me. I fear they do not have your spark Sanctus, not like your mother.” My father sighed, his smile remaining as he adjusted his black robes, each piece of clothing he wore crafted from the finest cotton; yet easily manoeuvrable in battle.I smiled up at his armoured breast plate, once again noticing that he still wore the armour of the stag after all these years, vast antlers reaching across his broad chest. I shifted my eyes towards the sheath by his side, the large jewel at the hilt of his long sword breathtaking as the red shone through his black cloak; informing me that he still did not trust the members of the council enough to remove his weapon in their presence. Smart. I believed that each one of them would betray him were they given a chance, taking the throne for themselves and even selling our secrets to other nations.
“Calm yourself daughter, I will not harm you.”I lifted my head to gaze at my father, his eyes no longer showing any hints of anger, hisradiating blue eyes filled with only care. I laid my head against his chest, attempting to calm my tears. I knew that he would not harm me as he did to those who faced him on the battlefield, though not allowing me to fight seemed to hurt more than any strike I may face. He loved me and that I would never doubt, but the prospect of fighting seemed important to me, moreso than anything else. Why could he not understand that?“I know that you want to fight, but I do not want you to be harmed Sanctus. I do not want to lose you as I did her.” He whispered softly before planting a soft kiss onto the top of my head, his arms wrapped around my shoulders.I gasped lightly, now realising why he seemed so cruel, why he lost his temper in my presence when he never had before. He was afraid. My fath
“It is perfectly reasonable, what with your sisters constantly demanding that you be polite and respectful. Though they bore me. I fear they do not have your spark Sanctus, not like your mother.” My father sighed, his smile remaining as he adjusted his black robes, each piece of clothing he wore crafted from the finest cotton; yet easily manoeuvrable in battle.I smiled up at his armoured breast plate, once again noticing that he still wore the armour of the stag after all these years, vast antlers reaching across his broad chest. I shifted my eyes towards the sheath by his side, the large jewel at the hilt of his long sword breathtaking as the red shone through his black cloak; informing me that he still did not trust the members of the council enough to remove his weapon in their presence. Smart. I believed that each one of them would betray him were they given a chance, taking the throne for themselves and even selling our secrets to other nations.
My guardian strolled towards a pair of towering black oak doors, crowns carved into each one with the vast etching of a stags head; the sign of the last king that controlled these halls before my father. His nation vast and powerful. Yet, like many others;riddled with constant war. The last king became injured greatly in battle, eventually dying in his bed only hours after naming my father heir after having no kin of his own. My father of course had been surprised bythis, taking the throne with ahumble and love filled heart; later marrying my mother who had remained as one of the ladies in waiting after the death of her king. In his birth land, my father had been the fifth son born, having no rights to the throne of heritage of anything other than a small amount of land as a lord in my grandfather’s kingdom. But, that was not what the warrior had intended to do with his life, and instead, when this land was riddled with war and the old king called out for ass
I nodded, realising that I could have trusted him with how I felt, though because my sisters had never requested such a thing from their guardians, I was afraid to ask, to entrust him with my feelings. Although now I see that my actions were foolish and rash. “I’m sorry guardian, it is only that I did not know how you would react and no other princess has ever requested such a thing; so I did not believe it to be possible. I had been contemplating it for a while.”“I do not need to hear your excuses; I only ask that you come to me about anything that is an issue. Do you understand?” Derrick questioned, releasing his grasp on my chin.I nodded as my guardian took a step back, believing his words to be reasonable; if I would have told him about my wishes then there would not have been an issue, only instead, I went behind his back and did as I pleased. This is not how things work, not how things have ever worked.Start here
Continuing to smile, I turned away from the vanity and crossed the pristine bathroom, steam rising from the cooling marble bath. I shuffled towards the small chair where I had left my emerald green gown, flexing my toes on the icy white tiles; my smile growing as I was filled with happiness. Normally I would avoid dark colours because of my pale skin, though for some reason, the dress reminded me of my mother. Of the portraits I had seen of her in the castle; in them she always wore dark red’s or green’s the shades causing her pale skin to almost glow, her red cheeks standing out above all else.Drying off in record time, I stepped into the gown, careful to tie the small black sash around my waist. I giggled, almost childishly as I fell in love with the silky fabric, twirling in a small circle. It seemed strange to be doing it on my own for the first time in my life, with none of the ladies in waiting there to judge my every movement; their scr
Icarefully pushed the steam from my large vanity mirror as I wrapped the towel tighter around my small frame, barely able to see the form that stared back at me in the glass. My deep coppery hair cascaded in damp waves down across my shoulders, moulding with my pale skin as it slipped down my back. The bright colour of my hair caused my skin to look almost white, the shade white and seemingly lifeless, the dark freckles around my nose and cheeks more distinctive. Though I was not the only one with fair skin, my sisters having a similar skin tone to mine; though slightly darker as they spent more time outdoors. Leaving me to my lessons in etiquette and mannerisms, yet; with all the time that I spent with my private tutor, I never seemed to get anywhere. To learn anything more than I already did about being in my standing of society. But I never fully saw the point, the hours spent learning how to stand or speak as my sisters did only drowning my mood in the urge to run; t
Whoare you kidding?– I asked myself harshly, my smile fading –your father will never allow you to fight, you have just barely turned thirteen. I can’t fight in the war. I’m not even trained.My head snapped towards the door as a soft knock echoed through my chamber, someone calling for my attention from beyond the safety of my solitude. “Sanctus?” a soft voice called, “May we enter?”My smile returned at the voice, knowing that it was my eldest sister Marcella. I replied slowly, shuffling towards the edge of my bed as I kept my voice soothing and low. “Of course, sister, please come in.”The door clicked open at a hesitant pace, my smile remaining as I moved to wrap a silk black night gown around my shoulders, the night dress seeming almost inappropriate in the presence of my sister. I turned to glance towards Marcella, her crystal blue eyes scanning the chamber before landing on me, h
Sanctus. It appears to be amazingly simple as it slips from your tongue, when you voice the letters and form a word, and yet, it was much more than that, each letter forming a story. A life. It was a name, one that screamed with promise, with a bright and prosperous future. It was my name, the one that I was given on the day of my birth, a name fit for someone of my standing; one that radiated elegance. My father, the king had chosen it from many others; from thousands of possibilities that loomed. Though I scarcely think of what I could have been called and smile upon the one he had chosen, the one he believed suited his youngest child; that fit his daughter like a saddle on a horse. In the old tongue of our language, the word directly translated into ‘pure’ someone who believes in doing no wrong, a person that will do anything to avoid injuring another. I smiled at the thought, but my heart sank, my name would always mean pure. But I would not remain that way forever,