CHAPTER TWENTY ONE.

~~~~~~~~~Ayita~~~~~~~

I knew what zayn did was wrong, I know he was wrong to have ordered Arturo’s death but i just didn’t want to blame him. I wanted to find a reason to hold onto him, he was jealous and I totally understood it. Arturo was bothering me by the way and I wanted him to stop for a long time now.

Let’s just say I was scared, I was scared of coming to terms with how I really felt. Zayn was just a victim of my own circumstances and he retaliated because I allowed Arturo long enough in my life.

Well here I was in his arms again in the pool and he was ramming into me again. I was already addicted to him and I just didn’t want to stay away from him again. Over the past few weeks I have seen a lot more zayn than I ever got to know about my ex husband. Zayn was a man of his words and that is one of the reasons why I think I am in love with him. Everything about him just turned me on but I was scared. I was scared of the day our relationship would be exposed and how the world wou