6 hours later..."Oh my God, my butt hurts," Clarisa complains.We had arrived, we parked the truck in a store where the cabin was rented, Zac went down to get the key and buy a few things to eat. Jason fell asleep on my shoulder. I did not dare to see Antonio these last 6 hours, he went down with Zac.一Are you okay?一Tai asks me.一Yes, of courseHe faked a smile. I'm really not okay. I want to go home. My mom comes to mind, I have to call her, there's no signal to the cabin we're going to, it's better to do it here and now. I pull my phone out of my front pants pocket, punch in Mom's number, and put it to my ear. It doesn't take long to answer.一Say...一Mom, it's me, I'm talking to tell you that we're arriving, alive.一Thank God, how is it there? it's nice? Fabiana, ask if there are no wild animals... They have to be careful.I smile at the crazy things mom says.一Everything is very beautiful, it's a bit cold. I don't think there are any wild animals, and when I'm in the cabin I won't
Upon arriving at the cabin we all settled in. There was fog, it was very cold, we were surrounded by trees, there was a lake a kilometer from the cabin, there were even neighboring cabins, when we arrived, we observed that they were busy, there were several guys a little close to ours. Something was happening at night, it had no signal, we tried to put a movie but there was no handling. Until we opted to make a campfire outside, Zac was telling us his stories at work, how his relationship with Tai began and so on. A while ago, we just arrived, I saw that Antonio brought with him a guitar, could it be that he plays? I'm tempted to ask him but I dare not. We each have a beer in hand, it's a nice night. 一They are somewhat quiet一 Clarisa commented. She kept me company. 一I'm boring一murmuré. I had a drink of my beer. 一Did me, Zac's stories are terrible一susorró. That made me laugh a little bit. Come to think of it, Clarisa can ask Antonio if he plays guitar. 一Clarisa, do you know if
Mint. That's what his lips know. Its rubbing is soft, our lips move at a slow but precise pace, they fit perfectly. I'm kissing him! It has to be a dream, it's so delicate with me, with my lips. We started panting. Now the images of him kissing with Stephanie, of him and his daughter, of them together come to mind. I depart from him carefully, I don't want to do it but this is about not paying attention to the heart, he is going to marry and is with me based. This is wrong. 一This is wrong一susurré. I was still with my eyes closed and my head down, my hands were on his chest. 一 I know, but I couldn't hold back. I always wanted to kiss you. 一lifted my chin with his hand to look at it一I don't regret it, you are all I want, what I need. I also need you. 一You are not for me, you will get married, and... Your daughter needs you 一I turned down my eyesight again. He, with his hand, raised it to me again. I observed his brown eyes, those eyes so cute that I would always like to see them
Fabiana ... Fabi ... Fabiana! ¡I didn't eat the pizza! 一 I woke up suddenly. I narrowed my eyes to watch the 5 pairs of eyes watching me trying not to laugh. But, they didn't stand, they laughed. Even Antonio ... what a shame! ¿What pizza are you talking about? 一 Tai asked approaching me. I know, I was dreaming that I was stealing a slice of pizza from Mom. I am me or I am the only one in pajamas. The bed was at least large. We accommodate perfectly. What I didn't like was that Jason lay down next to me and hugged me all night. Tai lay down in the middle and Antonio at the other end. I glared at Antonio who was also laughing at me. Nada Nothing, where do they all go? 一 I changed the subject quickly. They rolled their eyes as if it were something obvious. Vamos We are going to the lake 一 Clarisa replied sitting next to me. Now we were three, in front of them three. They crossed their arms. Right now it's very cold to go to the lake and I'm still sleepy. If there is something that bothe
My name is Fabiana Smith, I am 17 years old, in a few days I turn 18. I live with my mother and I have two best friends who are crazier than a goat. I had no feelings towards someone, until a fool, handsome, bipolar, crossed my path. At this moment I feel that he will give me a heart attack. If I die, please tell mom that yesterday I stole money from her pig, I made a small hole in the bottom and then I glued it with glue. Okay, I'm being pathetic. You only stole 1 dollar, Fabiana, and it was to buy mint. Ops, I like to look interesting. But you are not. I shake my head and look at Antonio, did I listen well? Did he say he would leave Estefanía? Maybe I imagined it. 一 Q-What did you say? 一 I asked in a voice. He smiled sideways and took my hand. Now the butterflies begin to wake up and fly away aimlessly or directions. Or maybe it's your parasites. Maybe. Que I will leave her. I will do my best to have custody of Hillary, I will not allow my daughter to stay with a smoker 一 It was so
Yes, everything in life is fine until people have to look for our own way, we take different directions, it hurts to leave the people you love, but what I am sure of is that if those people are destined to be together nothing and nobody will separate them, although for a time both take different paths, in the end they will meet again. Clarisa doesn't seem so scared, since her boyfriend isn't here, he works, and that fills her with relief. Tai is the one who is more pale than who knows what. Zac watches us crossed his arms waiting for an answer. Tony is the same or worse than him, he wants to hide, but it doesn't come out. Jason says nothing at all, since he will leave with us. Zac Zac, I can explain it to you 一 Walk Tai towards Zac. He goes back and gestures for him not to touch him. 一 When did you think to tell me? 一 His tone is serious. Now it's scary me. 一 I ... was going to tell you when I return home 一 she answers. Zac bufa and leaves the cabin slamming the door. She gives us one
Human beings make mistakes, yes, but that's what life is about, because you learn mistakes. I made several mistakes and the truth, I appreciate it because if not, I would not have learned the lesson and would follow the same. We are not perfect, we were born being imperfect and, the only people responsible for what happens to us are ourselves, no one but us, when making mistakes we do not think about the consequences that this can bring us, we only act and now. Tai is a cheerful person, one of my best friends, the party and, now seeing her like this: worried, crying and alone, it's very difficult. Since when do we start suffering so much? 一 What do you say? He doesn't answer me. Take a deep breath and release the air that contained slowly. He is thoughtful for a moment. I can not imagine Tai pregnant, not now, all the plans I had, that we had together, will be impossible to do for this. 一 I'm not sure ... 一 says 一 I only have a week late and, I don't want to alarm you ahead of time 一
"Where will you stay?" I ask. "I'll go to my house." The house is alone for now and I'll be fine there. I will also look for a lawyer to fight to allow me to see my daughter because Estefanía cannot. I know her and I know it's too difficult. "You're going to be further," I pout. Smile. "Easy, I promise I'll come to visit you," I wink, "I want to be with you, Fabiana," he kisses me. His lips are so soft and perfectly molded to mine. I like this. I like to feel it close, I like to be with him. I feel too safe with me. I feel it was all I was looking for. "I also want to be with you," I answer, "but I feel bad because I know that I destroyed a family." "Antonio, I swear I've had wonderful days with you." You went from being my impossible love to someone who loves me. I didn't think you would notice someone like me. But I think of your daughter and ... "I sighed." I don't want to be the cause for which her parents separated. I don't want to see myself as the other or like a monster when I
I stopped the car, without leaving, just watching Kyle. He was standing, without expressions on his face, but he didn't see me but Rich, he looked at him with a kind of hate. "Are they your bags?" Asked Rich, a little anxious. I know this because his hands began to rub each other in a desperate way. Also his leg went from top to bottom. "Your father wants you to go." "I suppose so," I answer, because the truth doesn't surprise me. Kyle had never been a good father, maybe I don't remember what happened years ago but I only know that he never fights enough for his family, he gives up the first one, he is so cowardly that I hate him for that and more things. I wish my sister was here, but instead I have to be with this man who is called my father. "It can't be," Rich murmured, still anxious. "You can't leave, v, tell him not to take you away." I looked at Rich, taking his hands to calm down a little. "Easy, you're having a kind of anxiety attack." I will not go anywhere. The corner of hi
"Rich, we should go back inside," I groaned in his ear. We were still in the stands of the training camp, we kissed and talked about things, but it had been a long time, maybe two hours and we had not entered to find out if there were classes or not. At that moment my cell phone started ringing on a call. I snorted and took it out of my bag. It was Kyle. "Who calls you?" He wanted to know, stroking my thighs. "It's Kyle," I replied. "I won't answer." "V, maybe he's worried." "Leave those things aside then." Rich took the cell phone and accepted the call but gave it to me, even though I signaled him not. I rolled my eyes and finally replied: "Hello?" "V, where are you?" I knew what happened to a teacher, I'm worried. "I'm fine, in college." I stressed Rich's hair. It smelled so good, I had become very accustomed to this smell. His eyes, his nose, his mouth. This man had me crazy, I felt that I fell in love more and more with every second that passed. Rich's way of seeing me, as if it w
Rich was at Fynn's house, doing what? Fynn, our teacher was dead and someone had shot him in the head. Rich watched me attentively, as if I was afraid that I would be scared. -How? "I wanted to know." "Well," he laughed a little nervous, "I wanted to do something good for you, I wanted to talk to Fynn and ask him to give you more time and not reprove you but it was useless, Fynn was a very strict teacher." I felt a little relief when he told me that, my mind was already betraying me with bad things, things that I know Rich wouldn't do. I smiled shyly and approached him to hug him, his smell invaded my nostrils. I liked feeling it so much, feeling his perfume, his hands around me. I realized that I was falling in love more and more about Rich, it was something I couldn't stop, it was something very strong and intense. I was scared, very afraid because my bad thoughts tortured me by telling me that Rich will one day get bored of me and leave me. "Thank you for wanting to help me," I mur
When I got home I felt so mired in my thoughts, in my pain and in my hatred that I didn't realize that I knocked on the door. That could have woken up Kyle perfectly, well, if he was asleep. Although I doubt it, considering that I took his car ... I climbed the stairs in a hurry and entered my room. Rich I couldn't believe he did this to me. "Venus, what's up?" "I heard Kyle on the other side." I lay down on the bed and crushed my face with the pillow. My tears came out involuntarily. Why the hell did I let Rich get into my life like that, to my heart? I felt that this link I had with him would be my downfall. "Venus, open the door." "Get out, Kyle!" Leave me alone. ”The last sentence was broken. What I least wanted was the pity of this man who had forgotten how to be my father. I didn't want to be here. I wanted to run away and never come back! I felt a lot of hate towards Lina, I felt a lot of contempt for Rich too. He lied to me, told me he was at home but I go and find him with he
When I entered home Dad was at the doorway with a glass of juice in his hand. "You're late," he told me. "I was doing things." "With Rich," he said, "Venus, you know I don't like you to go with him for a long time." Rich is not what it seems. I closed my eyes for a few seconds and tried to calm down, I didn't want to argue with Kyle today. I had spent a nice day with Rich so I didn't want to take away the feeling of tranquility in my system right now. "Not now, Kyle, I'm tired." "They called me from college, you didn't attend classes." Fynn also told me that you failed his subject. What is happening to you, Venus? When you just came here I was very understandable with you, I tried to understand you because yes, I made mistakes in the past but I was willing to remedy them. However, now seeing that you are going astray I cannot continue to be tolerant of what you do or say. I looked at him super surprised, it was the first time Kyle talked to me like that. His voice was hard. "Excuse me
Rich and I arrived at a kind of mountain. There were no trees here, just grass, a grass that seemed to have no end. I walked, feeling free. I just wanted to run, run while screaming in the rain. That, that was freedom for me. "Do you like it?" Rich asked me, he had a blanket in his hands. In the distance I looked at the lake, the one where we bathed once. Then I remembered that Rich had told me that this was his favorite place and I was flattered because he had brought me. Only me. "It's amazing," I said, "there is no one but us here." "That's right." Rich stretched out his cloth on the grass, helped him a little and then sat down. "Why did you bring me here, Rich?" I started to feel nervous, I looked at Rich, how handsome it was ... I felt a stab if he fell in love with someone else. Then I began to feel a little insecurity and sadness, I didn't want him to stop loving me because he loved me, right? Or that is what has made me understand all this time. "I told you I would bring you o
Upon arriving at the university we got out of the car, Rich took me by the hand, intertwining them. I felt a tingling with that gesture, without even asking for it. He looked safer than before now, looser. And I liked that. I felt that I was somehow helping him. "Will I see you at lunchtime?" "I worry as we walk towards the entrance." -Of course. Hasley appeared in my field of vision, I was half serious, maybe I was still half drunk yesterday. I don't know. The weather threatened to rain. "Hello, Hasley," I greeted her. "V, how are you today?" "He looked at us both." Hi, Rich. "You look unveiled," Rich says in a joke mode. I think it's the first time I see him wanting to start conversations with another person. And it's weird. "Yes, I couldn't sleep well last night for those drinks." Are we going to classes? "Hasley looks at me." -It's fine. Rich, I'll see you after a while, ”I smiled at him. I was going to go like this without more but Rich stopped me and gave me a warm kiss on the l
Rich when I slowly open the window of Venus's room, I sneak in to avoid waking her. He had told her that he would come - I really gave him that - since now more than ever he felt he needed to be very close to her. It was like a need to be there all the time, feeling it close to me. I close the window to prevent the cold blizzard from entering and waking it up. She is lying on the bed, she didn't even put on her pajamas this time. I was going to go to his bed to lie down next to him but a light stopped me. It came from his computer, he had left it on. I approached the table with the intention of turning it off but what was on the screen had caught my attention. What does Venus do seeing a picture of me and ... Leah? I tensed. There were almost three photos of Leah and I from many years ago, when we were dating. I brought a hand to my hair a little indignant. Venus maybe she is jealous of her so she had been acting weird. How do I let her know that she really matters to me? It is true t
"Rich, I'd like to talk to my daughter a little if it doesn't bother you," Kyle said. I rolled my eyes and looked at Rich, I didn't want him to leave. I really felt very good with Rich and somehow deep inside me I missed him a lot if he wasn't there. I was sticking to Rich ... and that wasn't good. "Okay, Mr. Maxwell," Rich looked at me, "I see you tomorrow," he looked at. It was a blink so fast that it was impossible for Kyle to see him. But I did understand. I would see it later. In my room Or so I expected. "Sure," I smiled half. Rich left the kitchen, then I heard the front door close so he was gone. "Well, tell me what you have to tell me," I crossed my arms. Kyle felt something tired. I had dark circles. His hair was disheveled and his beard grew. He didn't seem to care. Neglected That was the word. "Sit down," he said as he sat at the kitchen table. My instinct was not to sit down, but why start fighting right now? So I sat quietly, waiting for what Kyle had to say. God, I felt