"Where will you stay?" I ask. "I'll go to my house." The house is alone for now and I'll be fine there. I will also look for a lawyer to fight to allow me to see my daughter because Estefanía cannot. I know her and I know it's too difficult. "You're going to be further," I pout. Smile. "Easy, I promise I'll come to visit you," I wink, "I want to be with you, Fabiana," he kisses me. His lips are so soft and perfectly molded to mine. I like this. I like to feel it close, I like to be with him. I feel too safe with me. I feel it was all I was looking for. "I also want to be with you," I answer, "but I feel bad because I know that I destroyed a family." "Antonio, I swear I've had wonderful days with you." You went from being my impossible love to someone who loves me. I didn't think you would notice someone like me. But I think of your daughter and ... "I sighed." I don't want to be the cause for which her parents separated. I don't want to see myself as the other or like a monster when I
When I wake up I feel a strong pain in my head, I feel that I am tied since I cannot move, neither my hands nor feet. I open my eyes with weakness and look around me. I feel a lot of tartar smell. I am like in a kind of cellar. There are leaks escaping from tubes and there is smoke too. In my mouth there is a handkerchief that prevents me from speaking. "Wow, go." The little princess woke up. "A voice coming from the door makes me turn towards her." I am surprised to see who it is. Estefanía He had dark circles and looked very bad. "Did you spend a nice night, dear?" He got on his knees in front of me. Because everything he does to you has already done to me, ”he says. They hurt me as those words have no idea. Apart from the face and want not to be there so as not to listen to her - when she takes you I want you to remember that she did it to me before. And he did it to me with so much love and with so much desire that we proclaim a beautiful girl. What are you going to give him? "He
I can not anymore. I can't stand it. My breathing fails me. I am desperate for air. Looking for some air I need air! I look at Estefanía that she is smiling pleased at what she looks at but then stops laughing and turns to see her behind her. I watch a lot of movement before losing consciousness. I look at many people, two guys grab Estefanía and throw her on the floor and a figure approaches the water shelf where I am. My hands are glued to the glass and when I notice that someone puts their hands in front of mine, I look up. It's Antonio. Am I dreaming? Am I already dead? Antonio pronounces words that I can't understand. I start coughing the water inside me, I'm starting to drown. I can't fight anymore. I have no strength. And so, with all the pain of my soul, I let myself go. • - one, two, three - breathing - one, two, three - breathing - one two three - breathing. I opened my eyes and coughed, taking out all the water I had inside. I coughed and coughed. Someone kneels in front of
Months later. ”Bring that house, honey,” I tell Toni. We were starting to unpack in our new house. It was a beautiful residence in Iowa, here was most of my family. And here I would study the university. There were three weeks left to enter. "This is the last one," he tells me, putting the last box on the floor. "Daddy, daddy, the boy next door told me he was ugly," Hillary tells her father. "But you're not ugly, you're very pretty," he replies. He had noticed that Hillary talked more since he was with us. I was more cheerful. And that made me feel good. "Do you think I'm ugly, Fabiana?" The little girl asks me hanging on my legs. "Of course not." You are a little Ada and the ADAS are pretty. Very pretty, ”I say giving him a little squeeze in his little nose. She laughed and ran outside. "Broadlying!" Says a familiar voice entering our new house. It's tai. "Tai!" What a surprise - I hurry to hug her. He already has the biggest belly. Maybe it's about seven months old. "I wouldn't miss
"I can't believe you did that" my sister reproaches, putting the luggage in the trunk of the car "Two universities, Venus, there are two of those who throw you" slam the trunk "oh my God, you have to learn that you aren't in high school. Mature now," she sorrounds the car and open the driver's door "Get in" demands, entering and slamming the door that makes me jump a little in my place. I rolled my eyes and denied with my head, I was fed up of hearing my sister's sermons, she has to learn that she isn't my mother and that role does not fit her ¡I'm fed up! She looked for last time the house that I have in front of me, the other side of the street, and my spirits get down. I will miss Josh, He had been my crush on this months I lived here and that I am terrible at romances and those absurd stuff. I put my lips in a only line and I hurry to open the copilot's door, I enter and close. "You have to learn that I am not going to be all the time taking care of you, Venus,
As soon as that boy left, I ran to the house as fast as I could. The truth is I had scared too much, and that there's few things that can scare me. The boy's look was so deep and penetrating. It caused me chills. When I got back to the cottage again, Kyle was making breakfast, it was early to have breakfast. As soon as Kyle saw me, smiled."You came" says "I'm making waffles, I remember they were your favorite ones."I debate myself in whether I tell him that they are not anymore or in I tell him he stops acting like nothing had happened."¿When do I start going to the university?" I asked him, crossing my arms."Some days ago I enrolled you in the best of the city, classes are already started so... you'll go when you decide to go. Maybe tomorrow. I don't know.""¿Why not today?" I hurried to ask. I needed to be as far as possible of him, I don't want to have him close."¿Today?" he looks me "But you just came, I thought that maybe we could spend a day from father and daughter, besi
It was raining. Almost all the population came to see the boy's dead body, Everybody had umbrellas here. The boy was in the edges of the river, he was wearing the same clothes since yesterday, he was the same one who took my face and threatened me. He was the Kate's boyfriend. Kyle had accompanied me, he didn't want me to come alone, so we used the same umbrella.The police had come, they were inspecting the corpse. Nobody was able to see him, the boy's parents were crying disconsolate hugged each other. It gave some sadness, however, I wonder who would have been capable to do something like this, or maybe the guy only threw from the bridge and died, even though he didn't look a boy with suicide problems yesterday.This is too strange.I see Kate with her arms crossed, watching his boyfriend, her face is inexpressive, thoughtful. Anybody would say she is not suffering, because she isn't even crying. But something says me she is suffering inside."We have to go, daughter
Rich and I walked through the woods until get to a house. It was his house. The house was two floors white, it had a little garden at the entrance. I doubted, I was a little nervous because he brought me his house, I thought we were gonna go anywhere. I hadn't realized our hands had been interlaced all the time so I felt my cheeks burn."Come, let's go inside" Rich leads me to the entrance. "Hmmm, your house is beautiful" I whispered not knowing what else to say "¿Are your parents here?" I added. "I only live with mom" he answers, he puts the key in the lock and opens the door. At that moment we separated our hands, I felt cold. When we entered his house I watched it attentive, he had some old furnitures, the house didn't have too much lighting, it was a little dark inside. I heard Rich closing the door so I turned to him."If you are thinking this is the surprise let me tell you that you are wrong" Rich leaves the keys on the small table and smiles.I frown."¿So what are we
I stopped the car, without leaving, just watching Kyle. He was standing, without expressions on his face, but he didn't see me but Rich, he looked at him with a kind of hate. "Are they your bags?" Asked Rich, a little anxious. I know this because his hands began to rub each other in a desperate way. Also his leg went from top to bottom. "Your father wants you to go." "I suppose so," I answer, because the truth doesn't surprise me. Kyle had never been a good father, maybe I don't remember what happened years ago but I only know that he never fights enough for his family, he gives up the first one, he is so cowardly that I hate him for that and more things. I wish my sister was here, but instead I have to be with this man who is called my father. "It can't be," Rich murmured, still anxious. "You can't leave, v, tell him not to take you away." I looked at Rich, taking his hands to calm down a little. "Easy, you're having a kind of anxiety attack." I will not go anywhere. The corner of hi
"Rich, we should go back inside," I groaned in his ear. We were still in the stands of the training camp, we kissed and talked about things, but it had been a long time, maybe two hours and we had not entered to find out if there were classes or not. At that moment my cell phone started ringing on a call. I snorted and took it out of my bag. It was Kyle. "Who calls you?" He wanted to know, stroking my thighs. "It's Kyle," I replied. "I won't answer." "V, maybe he's worried." "Leave those things aside then." Rich took the cell phone and accepted the call but gave it to me, even though I signaled him not. I rolled my eyes and finally replied: "Hello?" "V, where are you?" I knew what happened to a teacher, I'm worried. "I'm fine, in college." I stressed Rich's hair. It smelled so good, I had become very accustomed to this smell. His eyes, his nose, his mouth. This man had me crazy, I felt that I fell in love more and more with every second that passed. Rich's way of seeing me, as if it w
Rich was at Fynn's house, doing what? Fynn, our teacher was dead and someone had shot him in the head. Rich watched me attentively, as if I was afraid that I would be scared. -How? "I wanted to know." "Well," he laughed a little nervous, "I wanted to do something good for you, I wanted to talk to Fynn and ask him to give you more time and not reprove you but it was useless, Fynn was a very strict teacher." I felt a little relief when he told me that, my mind was already betraying me with bad things, things that I know Rich wouldn't do. I smiled shyly and approached him to hug him, his smell invaded my nostrils. I liked feeling it so much, feeling his perfume, his hands around me. I realized that I was falling in love more and more about Rich, it was something I couldn't stop, it was something very strong and intense. I was scared, very afraid because my bad thoughts tortured me by telling me that Rich will one day get bored of me and leave me. "Thank you for wanting to help me," I mur
When I got home I felt so mired in my thoughts, in my pain and in my hatred that I didn't realize that I knocked on the door. That could have woken up Kyle perfectly, well, if he was asleep. Although I doubt it, considering that I took his car ... I climbed the stairs in a hurry and entered my room. Rich I couldn't believe he did this to me. "Venus, what's up?" "I heard Kyle on the other side." I lay down on the bed and crushed my face with the pillow. My tears came out involuntarily. Why the hell did I let Rich get into my life like that, to my heart? I felt that this link I had with him would be my downfall. "Venus, open the door." "Get out, Kyle!" Leave me alone. ”The last sentence was broken. What I least wanted was the pity of this man who had forgotten how to be my father. I didn't want to be here. I wanted to run away and never come back! I felt a lot of hate towards Lina, I felt a lot of contempt for Rich too. He lied to me, told me he was at home but I go and find him with he
When I entered home Dad was at the doorway with a glass of juice in his hand. "You're late," he told me. "I was doing things." "With Rich," he said, "Venus, you know I don't like you to go with him for a long time." Rich is not what it seems. I closed my eyes for a few seconds and tried to calm down, I didn't want to argue with Kyle today. I had spent a nice day with Rich so I didn't want to take away the feeling of tranquility in my system right now. "Not now, Kyle, I'm tired." "They called me from college, you didn't attend classes." Fynn also told me that you failed his subject. What is happening to you, Venus? When you just came here I was very understandable with you, I tried to understand you because yes, I made mistakes in the past but I was willing to remedy them. However, now seeing that you are going astray I cannot continue to be tolerant of what you do or say. I looked at him super surprised, it was the first time Kyle talked to me like that. His voice was hard. "Excuse me
Rich and I arrived at a kind of mountain. There were no trees here, just grass, a grass that seemed to have no end. I walked, feeling free. I just wanted to run, run while screaming in the rain. That, that was freedom for me. "Do you like it?" Rich asked me, he had a blanket in his hands. In the distance I looked at the lake, the one where we bathed once. Then I remembered that Rich had told me that this was his favorite place and I was flattered because he had brought me. Only me. "It's amazing," I said, "there is no one but us here." "That's right." Rich stretched out his cloth on the grass, helped him a little and then sat down. "Why did you bring me here, Rich?" I started to feel nervous, I looked at Rich, how handsome it was ... I felt a stab if he fell in love with someone else. Then I began to feel a little insecurity and sadness, I didn't want him to stop loving me because he loved me, right? Or that is what has made me understand all this time. "I told you I would bring you o
Upon arriving at the university we got out of the car, Rich took me by the hand, intertwining them. I felt a tingling with that gesture, without even asking for it. He looked safer than before now, looser. And I liked that. I felt that I was somehow helping him. "Will I see you at lunchtime?" "I worry as we walk towards the entrance." -Of course. Hasley appeared in my field of vision, I was half serious, maybe I was still half drunk yesterday. I don't know. The weather threatened to rain. "Hello, Hasley," I greeted her. "V, how are you today?" "He looked at us both." Hi, Rich. "You look unveiled," Rich says in a joke mode. I think it's the first time I see him wanting to start conversations with another person. And it's weird. "Yes, I couldn't sleep well last night for those drinks." Are we going to classes? "Hasley looks at me." -It's fine. Rich, I'll see you after a while, ”I smiled at him. I was going to go like this without more but Rich stopped me and gave me a warm kiss on the l
Rich when I slowly open the window of Venus's room, I sneak in to avoid waking her. He had told her that he would come - I really gave him that - since now more than ever he felt he needed to be very close to her. It was like a need to be there all the time, feeling it close to me. I close the window to prevent the cold blizzard from entering and waking it up. She is lying on the bed, she didn't even put on her pajamas this time. I was going to go to his bed to lie down next to him but a light stopped me. It came from his computer, he had left it on. I approached the table with the intention of turning it off but what was on the screen had caught my attention. What does Venus do seeing a picture of me and ... Leah? I tensed. There were almost three photos of Leah and I from many years ago, when we were dating. I brought a hand to my hair a little indignant. Venus maybe she is jealous of her so she had been acting weird. How do I let her know that she really matters to me? It is true t
"Rich, I'd like to talk to my daughter a little if it doesn't bother you," Kyle said. I rolled my eyes and looked at Rich, I didn't want him to leave. I really felt very good with Rich and somehow deep inside me I missed him a lot if he wasn't there. I was sticking to Rich ... and that wasn't good. "Okay, Mr. Maxwell," Rich looked at me, "I see you tomorrow," he looked at. It was a blink so fast that it was impossible for Kyle to see him. But I did understand. I would see it later. In my room Or so I expected. "Sure," I smiled half. Rich left the kitchen, then I heard the front door close so he was gone. "Well, tell me what you have to tell me," I crossed my arms. Kyle felt something tired. I had dark circles. His hair was disheveled and his beard grew. He didn't seem to care. Neglected That was the word. "Sit down," he said as he sat at the kitchen table. My instinct was not to sit down, but why start fighting right now? So I sat quietly, waiting for what Kyle had to say. God, I felt