[ Elena ]
“I, Lycan Nikolai Duskborn, Lycan King of the Duskborn werewolf realm, reject you, Elena Rivers, as my mate…”
Even though the words didn’t come exactly to me as a shock, I wouldn’t deny the way the sting of rejection hit me like a punch to the gut.
The crowd around us gasped and I could hear some people snickering delightfully behind me.
“Rejected. I knew it.” An unidentified girl whispered.
“She really thought she would be Luna? A pathetic sick girl like her?” Another woman sneered.
I swallowed hard, forcing myself to stand tall, despite the heat of embarrassment creeping up my neck. But truth be told, I didn’t feel all that bad. Sure, I was the center of mockery once again, but deep down, I felt relieved.
I could never imagine myself bound to a man like Lycan Nikolai. He was too cold, ruthless, and had lived thousands of years as an immortal. I wasn’t the first girl he had been mated to. Matter of fact, he had been mated to many women before me, but because they were mortal, he would reject them when they started to get older and mate with someone younger again. This time, it was me whom the moon goddess had chosen for him.
“Elena!” I heard my stepmother, Valeria’s voice behind me. She walked to stand beside me and immediately bowed her head before Lycan Nikolai before straightening her posture again. “My king, if I may?”
Nikolai turned his cold, amber eyes toward her. He didn’t look like he was interested in whatever she was about to say, but she continued anyway.
“While the rejection of a mate is final, there is a custom that I would like to remind you of.” She said and Lycan Nikolai raised a brow at her. Even though he was thousands of years old, he looked nothing like his age. He looked hot and sexy, like he was in his late twenties or early thirties. In fact, he had to be the hottest man I had ever set eyes on.
“What custom?” Lycan Nikolai asked and she immediately answered with a sly smile.
“Well, My King, it is customary that a rejected mate’s blood relative may take her place.” She placed a hand on Sophie’s shoulder, pushing her forward like a prized trophy. Sophie was my step sister. “In this case, Elena’s sister would be the perfect match.”
I blinked in disbelief and averted my gaze to the both of them. I couldn’t believe they would be so shameless to jump at an opportunity like two desperate opportunists.
Beside Valerie, Sophie looked radiant. Her perfect, porcelain skin was glowing and a fake innocence plastered across her face.
I felt my heart swell with rage as my mind traveled back to last night when I had caught her in bed with my boyfriend, Jake. She had laughed to my face and told me I shouldn’t be selfish as I was a sick girl who would die anytime soon.
And now, she was about to step in my place and become the Lycan King’s mate? How much lower could she stoop?
My father, who was standing behind us nodded his head eagerly in agreement.
“Yes, My King. Sophie is everything Elena isn’t. She is strong and capable of being the perfect Luna for you. She would make a wonderful choice for you, My King.”
For a moment, Nikolai stared at them, his expression unreadable. He glanced at Sophie as if considering her carefully, before his gaze flicked back to me. A scorn crossed his face before he looked back to Sophie again.
Oh, yeah. Just like everyone else, he thought I wasn’t worth anything.
In my heart, I prayed fervently that he would dismiss my father and step mother and choose instead, to mate with another girl. Sophie shouldn’t win this. I would be screwed if she did.
But the gods had other plans.
The wolf priestess, Anya, leaned in and whispered something into Lycan Nikolai’s ear. When she pulled away again, he continued to stare at us with that blank, expressionless face of his.
“Fine.” He spoke with a tone of finality. “Sophie will take her place. The rites will be performed tomorrow night.”
My heart fell in disappointment and beside me, Sophie beamed, her smile sickeningly sweet. Her eyes then shifted and locked onto mine with nothing short of triumph. I rolled my eyes and looked away again.
Valerie gave me a quick, victorious look before turning back to Nikolai and bowing before him.
“Thank you, My King.”
As the rest of the full moon festival continued, I stood by a corner, watching the party and avoiding judgemental eyes. Out of habit, I adjusted the beanie on my head.
Then, I noticed Valerie and Sophie cat-walking towards me with victorious smirks on their faces.
“Sulking, are we?” Valerie asked me as they reached me.
“And why should I be?” I pasted a fake smile on my face as I stood straighter.
“Because as always, I was picked instead of you, dearest sister.” Sophie batted her lashes at me and gave me a sweet smile. “It was foolish to think you’d ever be Luna. I am always the better choice.”
“Better choice?” I laughed a low, sarcastic laugh. “Is that why you force yourself on everyone you meet? Is that why you like to take away everything that rightfully belongs to me? My boyfriend for example? Don’t forget I caught you naked and having sex with him on my own bed…”
Before I could complete my sentence, Valerie’s hand landed on my face, sending me a sharp slap that echoed across the hall.
Almost everyone was staring at us now, some of them pulling out their phones to take videos and pictures as they tried to suppress their laughter. My face burned in embarrassment.
“You’d better mind your tongue and remember your place.” Valerie hissed at me as her eyes narrowed and her lips curled in disdain. “Sophie is better than you in every way. No one would want a cursed and evil child like you.”
Then, in the flash of a second, she grabbed the beanie on my head and snatched it away, exposing the white smooth waves of my hair that cascaded freely down my back now.
I heard a few gasps of shock at this.
“See? I told you she was cursed!” A girl’s excited voice came, followed by another.
“She really is cursed. She's bad luck.”
My eyes watered as I watched Valerie and Sophie stare at me with twisted, satisfied smiles on their faces.
“See?” Valerie said. “There’s the evidence. You are worth nothing. So, don’t you ever think you’re better than Valerie in any way. You are not and can never be.”
I stared back at her, trying my best not to let my tears fall as my hands trembled at my sides. I wanted to lash out, but I swallowed my rage and did nothing. If I as much as tried to defend myself, they would add to the hell that I was already living at home.
“You know the way home, Elena. Your father would drive Sophie and I home.” Valerie said, pushing a couple of bags into my chest with unnecessary force. I caught them before they could fall.
“Goodbye, sister. Don’t worry. I’ll consider hiring you as my personal handmaiden after I become Luna.” Sophie chuckled and followed Valerie and my father as they walked out of the hall.
Sniffing back tears from falling, I did not hesitate to hurry out of the hall shortly after. As I walked down the street home, I shivered as the cool night air hit my skin. I pushed the beanie further down over my white hair, as if it could hide the mark that branded me. I had never fitted in. I had never been good enough.
My life has always been a sad, pathetic story. I was born with unusual white hair and a hole in my heart. And to make matters worse, my mother had died while giving birth to me. Because of this, everyone tagged me as an evil and cursed child. I think my father’s hatred for me had started from that moment too.
A few months later, my father had brought his mistress; Valerie, and his second daughter; Sophie, who was my age, to the house and I had became a slave and an outsider in my father’s house from an early age. Even in the pack.
Unlike Sophie who was treated like a princess, enrolled in the Duskborn Elite Academy, and given the finest of things, I was treated the exact opposite. I was made to sleep in the basement and I never had new clothes, neither did I have any friends.
Well, I had one. My boyfriend. Ex-boyfriend now, after he had broken my heart when I had caught him cheating on me with Sophie.
And now, I had just been coldly rejected by the Lycan King. Even though I had seen it coming, it was proof that I wasn’t even on the good side of the moon goddess. I had already concluded that the only reason she had given me life was so that she could enjoy watching me suffer.
When I finally reached home, I was surprised that Valerie, my father and Sophie weren’t here yet. They had taken the car, so why were they late? Maybe they had made a stop somewhere.
Just as I began to drop the bags in my arms, the phone in the living room rang and I hurried over to pick it up.
“Hello?”
“Hello. Is this Elena Rivers?” A professional female voice asked and I nodded as if she could see me.
“Yes. How may I help you?”
“This is Duskborn’s General Hospital.” The voice said. “Your family has been involved in a car accident. You need to come to the hospital immediately.”
[ Elena ]I stood by the hospital window, watching my father and step mother through the glass. They were seated around Sophie’s bed where she was lying unconscious. The both of them looked fine except for a couple of bandages and plasters here and there. Valerie had her head on my father’s shoulder weeping softly while he comforted her with his hand smoothening her back gently. From what the nurse had told me earlier, Sophie was the only one who had sustained serious injuries and was now in a coma because of that. According to her, she was going to wake up but they weren’t sure when. I wasn’t allowed inside the hospital room when I came. My stepmother had made that clear when I arrived. “We don’t want you around here, Elena. You’ll only bring bad luck. Who knows if you’re not the one behind our accident.” She had hissed at me with a glare. So, I stayed in the hallway, silently observing and feeling sorry for Sophie. As much as I disliked her, I didn’t want this for her. “What i
[ Elena ]As I stood at the center of the raised platform, draped in crimson and gold, Anya circled Lycan Nikolai and I with an elegant grace that was too smooth for her old age. Her long black robes swept the floor and her silver hair glinted under the torchlights surrounding us.As she performed the mating rites chanting in a language I didn’t understand, I kept my gaze on Lycan Nikolai who was standing before me, his expression blank and piercing as usual. He was dressed in ceremonial black, his broad shoulders draped in a cloak that made him look even more imposing. Suddenly, Anya turned to me, her hand reaching out. I expected her to touch my forehead, like she had Nikolai’s, but instead, her palm pressed against my chest, right above my heart. The contact was electrifying and a strange warmth spread through me. I instinctively stepped back. Then, she leaned in, her voice so low, only I could hear. “There’s more to your weak heart than you think, child.” Then, with a crooke
[Elena]True to Nikolai’s words, the next day, I was enrolled into the elite academy of every werewolf dream, but only restricted to the high wolves. My parents had sold almost all of their resources just to have Sophie attend this school and almost all my life, I had wished I could get into this school too. But now that I was here, I didn’t know how to feel. I wasn’t prepared for this. All of it just felt overwhelming to me. As I walked down the hallway, I controlled myself from gaping in awe at how breathtaking and ancient the school building was. It was unlike any academy I had seen in my entire life.But as I walked past the students that lingered in the hallway, I noticed their stares and nervously clutched my stack of books so tightly that my knuckles almost turned white. As always, I was grateful I had covered my hair with a beanie. The whispers around me got louder the more I walked. “Is that her?” “The temporal Luna? I heard she’s sick and weak. You know, she does look
[ Elena ]If I didn’t carry the ostracizing tag of a ‘temporal Luna’, I could swear that my first day of school would have been a good one.But no. It was far from it. I could barely introduce myself properly in front of the entire class because their stares, snorts and snide remarks, were literally killing me. And the geography teacher; Miss Cynthia, seemed to enjoy adding salt to my injury as she couldn’t keep my name off her mouth throughout the class.“Elena, do you mind explaining how pack hierarchy is influenced by territorial resources? I assume you know the basics of how packs operate?"“Elena, considering your fragile condition, can you keep up with physical activities, or do we need to excuse you from everything strenuous?"“Can anyone answer this? Oh wait, how about Elena? Surely she knows. It’s basic knowledge.”I grunted as my horrific first class experience replayed in my mind, while I shoved my books inside my new locker.What the hell was even wrong with her? I could s
[ Nikolai ]As my council members bickered ceaselessly, I leaned back against my throne which I was seated on, watching the scene before me in total disinterest. Trust me, if I had anywhere else to be at, I wouldn’t be here in the first place. “This is unacceptable!” Councilman Darius slammed his fist on the table. “A sick Luna with cursed white hair? Everyone in the pack can swear that she is a binger of doom. Even her family says so. And her mother’s death while birthing her is no coincidence! She is a witch! A bad omen! And she is unfit to be the Luna of this pack!”“You can’t say something like that, Darius. Do you think the moon goddess chose her as a joke?” Councilwoman Seraphina scoffed ridiculously. “The bond was forged in the first place by the moon goddess herself before the Lycan king rejected the girl and chose her sister instead. Are we so arrogant as to question the wisdom of the moon goddess?”“Nonsense!” Councilman Pascal countered sharply. “This isn’t just about her
[ Elena ]I laid down, my back to my bed as I stared at the ceiling, completely bored out of my mind. I couldn’t show up at the academy today because the physicians had asked me to have my rest.None of these would have happened to me if it weren’t for those dumb, mean girls. A sharp knock on my door startled me and I looked towards the direction of the door before answering.“Who is it?”“It’s your maid, duh. Open up already.” The sharp, annoyed voice of my maid replied and I sighed before answering again.“Come in. The door is unlocked.”Following my reply, the maid roughly pushed the door open and stepped inside. Her gaze regarded me for a moment, raking my body all over before muttering.“Look at you. Lying like a bag of potatoes. Weak.”I clenched my jaw, feeling my blood boil at her words but it wasn’t enough to break me. I had dealt with far more worse than some clueless, disrespectful maid.“What is the matter?”Rolling her eyes ridiculously at me, she replied.“Some people
[ Elena ]“Are you deaf or pretending to be deaf? Why aren’t you answering my question?” Nikolai’s question came again after we stayed staring at each other for almost a minute. I was too frozen and tongue tied to think of a proper response to give. Asides from the shock of being caught in his room, seeing him almost naked and just out of the shower was just too much for me to take in. The only thing that covered his nakedness was a small towel hanging dangerously low on his hips, leaving very little to the imagination.With flaming cheeks, my eyes locked to the water droplets trickling from his damp, disheveled midnight black hair, trailing down the ridge of his muscular chest. I gulped, my pussy tightening together as I imagined for a split second, how his hard chest would feel under my fingers.Also, how stupid had I being to think he was still in the council meeting by this hour of the night? I had foolishly brought this upon myself.And it was all because of my good-for-nothing
[ Elena ]“Shit. I’m late.” I cursed at myself as I ran through the hallway, heading straight for class. Today was the day that I finally resumed school and I had foolishly overslept. One thing I hated the most was having to experience the awkwardness of walking in an already filled class and interrupting the lecture, causing hundreds of eyes to be drawn to me. Like an attention seeking leech. The thought alone raised goosebumps on my arms.Without looking, I took a sharp turn that led to my class, only to collide my body against something hard and solid. The collision caused me to lose my balance and I was pushed backward with a force that would have caused me to hurt my waist badly if I had met with the ground.But thankfully, that did not happen as a hand shot out, grabbing me instantly by the waist to stop me from falling.Panting heavily in relief, I lifted my gaze to look at the face of my savior and my eyes met with dark, piercing silver ones that seemed to stare back at me w
[ Elena ]“Shit. I’m late.” I cursed at myself as I ran through the hallway, heading straight for class. Today was the day that I finally resumed school and I had foolishly overslept. One thing I hated the most was having to experience the awkwardness of walking in an already filled class and interrupting the lecture, causing hundreds of eyes to be drawn to me. Like an attention seeking leech. The thought alone raised goosebumps on my arms.Without looking, I took a sharp turn that led to my class, only to collide my body against something hard and solid. The collision caused me to lose my balance and I was pushed backward with a force that would have caused me to hurt my waist badly if I had met with the ground.But thankfully, that did not happen as a hand shot out, grabbing me instantly by the waist to stop me from falling.Panting heavily in relief, I lifted my gaze to look at the face of my savior and my eyes met with dark, piercing silver ones that seemed to stare back at me w
[ Elena ]“Are you deaf or pretending to be deaf? Why aren’t you answering my question?” Nikolai’s question came again after we stayed staring at each other for almost a minute. I was too frozen and tongue tied to think of a proper response to give. Asides from the shock of being caught in his room, seeing him almost naked and just out of the shower was just too much for me to take in. The only thing that covered his nakedness was a small towel hanging dangerously low on his hips, leaving very little to the imagination.With flaming cheeks, my eyes locked to the water droplets trickling from his damp, disheveled midnight black hair, trailing down the ridge of his muscular chest. I gulped, my pussy tightening together as I imagined for a split second, how his hard chest would feel under my fingers.Also, how stupid had I being to think he was still in the council meeting by this hour of the night? I had foolishly brought this upon myself.And it was all because of my good-for-nothing
[ Elena ]I laid down, my back to my bed as I stared at the ceiling, completely bored out of my mind. I couldn’t show up at the academy today because the physicians had asked me to have my rest.None of these would have happened to me if it weren’t for those dumb, mean girls. A sharp knock on my door startled me and I looked towards the direction of the door before answering.“Who is it?”“It’s your maid, duh. Open up already.” The sharp, annoyed voice of my maid replied and I sighed before answering again.“Come in. The door is unlocked.”Following my reply, the maid roughly pushed the door open and stepped inside. Her gaze regarded me for a moment, raking my body all over before muttering.“Look at you. Lying like a bag of potatoes. Weak.”I clenched my jaw, feeling my blood boil at her words but it wasn’t enough to break me. I had dealt with far more worse than some clueless, disrespectful maid.“What is the matter?”Rolling her eyes ridiculously at me, she replied.“Some people
[ Nikolai ]As my council members bickered ceaselessly, I leaned back against my throne which I was seated on, watching the scene before me in total disinterest. Trust me, if I had anywhere else to be at, I wouldn’t be here in the first place. “This is unacceptable!” Councilman Darius slammed his fist on the table. “A sick Luna with cursed white hair? Everyone in the pack can swear that she is a binger of doom. Even her family says so. And her mother’s death while birthing her is no coincidence! She is a witch! A bad omen! And she is unfit to be the Luna of this pack!”“You can’t say something like that, Darius. Do you think the moon goddess chose her as a joke?” Councilwoman Seraphina scoffed ridiculously. “The bond was forged in the first place by the moon goddess herself before the Lycan king rejected the girl and chose her sister instead. Are we so arrogant as to question the wisdom of the moon goddess?”“Nonsense!” Councilman Pascal countered sharply. “This isn’t just about her
[ Elena ]If I didn’t carry the ostracizing tag of a ‘temporal Luna’, I could swear that my first day of school would have been a good one.But no. It was far from it. I could barely introduce myself properly in front of the entire class because their stares, snorts and snide remarks, were literally killing me. And the geography teacher; Miss Cynthia, seemed to enjoy adding salt to my injury as she couldn’t keep my name off her mouth throughout the class.“Elena, do you mind explaining how pack hierarchy is influenced by territorial resources? I assume you know the basics of how packs operate?"“Elena, considering your fragile condition, can you keep up with physical activities, or do we need to excuse you from everything strenuous?"“Can anyone answer this? Oh wait, how about Elena? Surely she knows. It’s basic knowledge.”I grunted as my horrific first class experience replayed in my mind, while I shoved my books inside my new locker.What the hell was even wrong with her? I could s
[Elena]True to Nikolai’s words, the next day, I was enrolled into the elite academy of every werewolf dream, but only restricted to the high wolves. My parents had sold almost all of their resources just to have Sophie attend this school and almost all my life, I had wished I could get into this school too. But now that I was here, I didn’t know how to feel. I wasn’t prepared for this. All of it just felt overwhelming to me. As I walked down the hallway, I controlled myself from gaping in awe at how breathtaking and ancient the school building was. It was unlike any academy I had seen in my entire life.But as I walked past the students that lingered in the hallway, I noticed their stares and nervously clutched my stack of books so tightly that my knuckles almost turned white. As always, I was grateful I had covered my hair with a beanie. The whispers around me got louder the more I walked. “Is that her?” “The temporal Luna? I heard she’s sick and weak. You know, she does look
[ Elena ]As I stood at the center of the raised platform, draped in crimson and gold, Anya circled Lycan Nikolai and I with an elegant grace that was too smooth for her old age. Her long black robes swept the floor and her silver hair glinted under the torchlights surrounding us.As she performed the mating rites chanting in a language I didn’t understand, I kept my gaze on Lycan Nikolai who was standing before me, his expression blank and piercing as usual. He was dressed in ceremonial black, his broad shoulders draped in a cloak that made him look even more imposing. Suddenly, Anya turned to me, her hand reaching out. I expected her to touch my forehead, like she had Nikolai’s, but instead, her palm pressed against my chest, right above my heart. The contact was electrifying and a strange warmth spread through me. I instinctively stepped back. Then, she leaned in, her voice so low, only I could hear. “There’s more to your weak heart than you think, child.” Then, with a crooke
[ Elena ]I stood by the hospital window, watching my father and step mother through the glass. They were seated around Sophie’s bed where she was lying unconscious. The both of them looked fine except for a couple of bandages and plasters here and there. Valerie had her head on my father’s shoulder weeping softly while he comforted her with his hand smoothening her back gently. From what the nurse had told me earlier, Sophie was the only one who had sustained serious injuries and was now in a coma because of that. According to her, she was going to wake up but they weren’t sure when. I wasn’t allowed inside the hospital room when I came. My stepmother had made that clear when I arrived. “We don’t want you around here, Elena. You’ll only bring bad luck. Who knows if you’re not the one behind our accident.” She had hissed at me with a glare. So, I stayed in the hallway, silently observing and feeling sorry for Sophie. As much as I disliked her, I didn’t want this for her. “What i
[ Elena ]“I, Lycan Nikolai Duskborn, Lycan King of the Duskborn werewolf realm, reject you, Elena Rivers, as my mate…” Even though the words didn’t come exactly to me as a shock, I wouldn’t deny the way the sting of rejection hit me like a punch to the gut. The crowd around us gasped and I could hear some people snickering delightfully behind me. “Rejected. I knew it.” An unidentified girl whispered. “She really thought she would be Luna? A pathetic sick girl like her?” Another woman sneered. I swallowed hard, forcing myself to stand tall, despite the heat of embarrassment creeping up my neck. But truth be told, I didn’t feel all that bad. Sure, I was the center of mockery once again, but deep down, I felt relieved. I could never imagine myself bound to a man like Lycan Nikolai. He was too cold, ruthless, and had lived thousands of years as an immortal. I wasn’t the first girl he had been mated to. Matter of fact, he had been mated to many women before me, but because they