Ito na ang huling linggo ng pasok namin bago ang Christmas Holiday. Jake is always messaging me everyday. Sinabi niya na rin sa akin na we will travel on Friday night to go to Assucion, a hidden place in Siquijor.Pagkatapos niya akong ihatid sa bahay ay kinuha niya ang phone number ko. He says that it's just for emergency and future purposes only. Pero sa araw-araw na pag-text niya sa akin, it seems like he has a different agenda...kung hindi ko nga lang alam na may kailangan siya at ganun din ako.He needed me to act as his lover and to pleasure him and make him happy. While me, I need the money to provide for my family and education. It's a tie. Pero parang lugi siya.But well...I can still make him more satisfied in doing something...at bed.Isang tray ng pagkain ang pumatong sa tapat ng katabi kong upuan. I looked at that person and saw Jerkson. He's one of my classmates and one of the transferees. He's also a victim of bullying here. His big eyeglass doesn't suit with his hoode
"Hey, are you okay? Baby, is there something wrong?" He repeated the word baby again that made the situation more awkward for me. I wandered my eyes and saw that some girls looked like they are mad at me. Some are shocked. Sino nga ba naman ang hindi. This is my first time being seen in a public with a man...asking me if I'm okay...with the word 'baby' as an endearment.Tiningnan ko ang dalawa kong kaibigan na gulat din dahil sa nangyayari. Then my eyes came back to Jake. He's stll waiting for my answer. I can see it in his eyes that he's worried. Dahan-dahan kong itinango ang aking ulo sa kanya. "Y-Yes," I bowed my head because I know for sure that I'm looking like a red tomato right now."Then let's go, baby. I'll drive you home." Na agad ko namang tinutulan nang iling."Ah kasama ko kasi yung mga kaibigan ko. Sa kanila kasi ako sumasabay." I told him the truth. Sila naman kasi talaga ang kasabay kong umuwi kung hindi lang siya nagpakita rito.Naramdaman kong unti-unti nang nagsial
"Maayos naman po ang lagay ko rito," Sagot ko sa aking ina. I'm talking to her through phone. Umabot pa ng tatlong tawag bago niya sagutin ang tawag ko. I asked if there's something wrong but she answered none. "Kayo po ba? Kamusta na ang lagay niyo diyan sa Cebu?" Tanong ko."Ayos lang kami rito anak. Ahh s-sige mamaya na lang ulit ha?" Then she ended the call but before she could end it I heard someone screamed.I tried calling my mother again but she's not answering. I also messaged her in which she replied saying that she's busy and that she's in work.Napakunot ang noo ko sa nabasa. Work? Kailan pa nagkatrabaho si inay? Matanda na sila ni tatay kaya naman hindi ko na sila hinahayaan pang magtrabaho. Nagpapadala naman ako ng pera sa kanila buwan-buwan ah? Isn't it enough? And for sure...my father won't agree about my mother working. Huminga ako nang malalim at binura ang mga pumapasok sa isip ko. Inahahanda ko ngayon ang mga damit na binili sa akin ni Jake. He said he will pick m
Sinulyapan ako ni Jake at binigyan ng tingin na humihingi ng privacy. I nodded my head at him and did what he asked me to do. I saw how he gulped and sighed deeply before he faced the girl he called Allison.Allison, she's the girl in the Organization. She was one of that group and...Jake he's also there. They were talking at that time. I knew it! That's why they look so familiar.But...what they were doing in the organization? Maybe they donated? These past days, Jake is being weird, from his actions to reactions, and to the people he's with. It seems like what I'm seeing now is just their...facade.Lumayo muna ako sa kanila habang patuloy pa ring inililipad ng malakas na hangin ang aking buhok. The girl is beautiful, her skin is fair, her long black hair looked so soft, her figures cannot be described, and she's fucking hot. She's wearing a complete black outfit like what Jake wears. Ngayon ko lang napansin na ang kanilang suot ay parehong-pareho. Hindi kaya pinag-usapan nila ito?
We're now on our way to their resthouse in Cebu. I am riding their car with Jake beside me and Allison beside him. Jake's mother and father were also in our car. Nasa likod namin sila. After we left the building earlier, Jake has never spoken to me again. His face was frowning and his face looked problematic. Kung wala siguro si Allison sa sasakyan ay baka mabibingi na kami sa sobrang tahimik dito sa loob ng sasakyan."Tita, my father asked me to visit you because I've heard your family is now running for the most powerful family." She said while smiling even when Jake's mother won't see it because we're in their front. Pakiramdam ko ay may halong sarkasmo ang pagkakasabing iyon ng babae but...the reaction of tita Leonor seemed like it wasn't. Tita Leonor didn't even bother to laugh or even smile at what Allison said. "It's because of Jake." Tita Leonor answered simply."It's really amazing, tita, tito..." She paused them acted like she was thinking about something. "But it's not en
Jake's hugging me from the back. We are lying on the bathtub and we have just had our third round. His hand is tracing some red marks on my breasts upto my neck."Does it hurt? Sorry if I was rough..." His voice was sweet...but I am not going to believe it again. He only sees me as a bitch who would satisfy his needs.Mas inihilig ko pa ang aking likod sa kanyang katawan. We are being surrounded of cold water but I felt hot because of him."It's okay, it's satisfying though." I answered him while my eyes are closed. "Who took your virginity?" He suddenly asked which made my eyes open.I turned my head to face him and I raised my eyebrow at him."Does it matter? He was my first client back then. He chose the program which provides sex, and that's it." I answered casually."Can't remember who he was?" "I really didn't care, Jake."I heard him sighed deeply as he hugged me even more tightly. "Do you have a contract on that team?" "Yes, actually our contract ends after four months...a
I felt something wet on my shoulder. "Hmmm..." Mahinang d***g ko nang bumaba iyon sa aking braso. It was soft but somewhat rough.I heard him chuckled. "Wake up, baby...let's have our breakfast first, hmmm?" Slowly, I opened my eyes only to see Jake sucking my fingers while looking at me. Napakagat ako sa aking labi dahil sa nasilayan. "Kanina pa kita ginigising. Let's now eat, hmmm?" He stood up and kissed my forehead while I just closed my eyes tightly and let myself feel the warmth he is giving me. This is so bad...to feel comfortable to other's warmth when you shouldn't feel it in the first place.But I think, even when we know that it is forbidden and that we should not do it...there is still a powerful magnetic force that is pushing us to do it...to let ourselves feel it. This may also one of the reasons why the World is chaotic and in chaos right now, because we don't stop ourselves from wanting the things that are not meant for us.Kahit na gusto ko pang magpahinga ay pinaunl
Hindi ko alam kung paano ko siya haharapin ngayon matapos nang nangyari kagabi. Bakit pa ba kasi ako umiyak?! Kanina pa ako nagpapanggaap na natutulog pa rin sapagkat ayaw ko munang harapin si Jake. Jake kissed my face first before going out off the room that's why I have the time right now to breathe. Okay, Ash. Just act normally right now, hmmm? Act like what happened last night didn't happen at all. Dahan-dahan ang pagtayo ko at ang paglalakad papuntang bathroom. Hawak ko na ang glass door nito nang tumunog ang pintuan sa kwarto! Napalingon ako roon at nasilayan si Jake na naka sweat shorts at puting t-shirt! Fuck, napaka-simple lamang ng kanyang suot ngunit nagdudulot na ito sa akin ng kakaibang kuryente.I saw how his eyes checked me up. His forehead creased and there was a ghost of a playful smirk in his lips. "Are you okay?" Tanong niya nang nakangisi. "A-Ahhh oo," kinakabahang saad ko. Itinuro ko ang bathroom na nagpapahiwatig na kailangan ko nang pumunta roon. "S-Sige ah
Jake's POVWala na akong ibang hihilingin pa sa buhay ko. I am with my lovely wife. My dream. My daughter. The twins needed to go back to Spain because I already passed the throne to them. They aren't my real sons yes but they deserve it. At alam kong mapro-protektahan nila ito nang maayos. And its legacy will always be its legacy. Its principle will be always there to guide them. And we're just here to give them advice. "Daddy, does it look good?" Napalingon ako kay Snow nang itanong niya iyon. Hindi ko maiwasang mangiti nang makitang suot niya ang regalo ko sa kanyang unicorn-themed na costume dress. Lumapit ako sa kanya at lumuhod para maglevel ang mga mata namin."Yes, honey. You look beautiful," I chuckled. "Where's your mommy?"Ngumiti siya sa akin. "Nagbibihis pa, dad." Tumingin ako sa taas ng hagdan bago nagpasyang puntahan na siya roon. "Stay with Manang for a while hmmm? I'll just look for your mommy."She happily nodded her head at me then went to the kitchen, where Manan
Ash's POV"Oh anyare sa'yo?" Hindi ko pinansin si Gizelle at Jessica. Dumeretso ako sa upuan ko at saka roon nagmukmok. It's been a week since Jake and I broke up. Hindi naging madali sa akin noong una pero sa mga sumunod na araw, I finally learned to accept it. Isa pa, hindi naman kami nag-break ng may sama ng loob sa isa't-isa. But of course, it was still painful for me. Ito ang unang beses kong makipag-relasyon. This is also the first time I fell in love. Of course, may mga nagugustuhan na rin akong iba noon pa pero iba itong nararamdaman ko kay Jake. It's beyond crush. And I know for sure that it's love. Naramdaman ko ang pag-upo ng dalawa sa katabing upuan ko. Magkakatabi lang kami ng mga chairs kaya naman ramdam ko talaga nang naupo sila."Psst," sabay kalabit sa balikat ko. "Ano ba, inaantok ako," palusot ko. I heard them laugh and that made me look at them. Tiningnan ko sila nang masama pero tumawa lang sila. Gizelle then bumped my shoulder. "Ano bang meron? Hindi ka nama
Jake's POVI don't know much about love. I was a newbie. I didn't know how to handle a relationship. I was always conscious if I was doing the right way or not. And sometimes, I don't find myself being head over heels to someone, and yet I do. I know that I am ruthless and dangerous. I don't have a heart to any other people. If I would kill, I wouldn't hesitate to do it. But I know my limit. I don't just kill someone because I want to and I also need to consider the rules of Voltzki House as well as the Organizaçion. Pero hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko nang mandilim ang paningin ko kay Allison nang oras na nasa rooftop kami. I couldn't hold on! I couldn't stop my self! My anger had taken over me and at that moment, I felt like no one could ever stop me from hurting that girl! She's my friend, yes but I couldn't take her saying bad things to Ash! More on in front of my family! And much more in front of me!"Don't...you...ever...try..." I darkly told her. I held her jaw and nec
Jake's POVMany would think that I am fortunate because we are wealthy. But looking back at my childhood, I was so unfortunate. Unlucky. "Don't be weak, Jake! Shoot it! Kill it!" My mother shouted from behind.I am holding the gun while pointing it to my target—the wild pig. My hand is trembling as I try to keep my posture because I am scared that my mother would punish me if I fail this task. I adequately measured the distance and the speed of the wild pig before letting the bullet out of this gun. And I hit it. I heard my mother's clap. But I couldn't look at her and join her in her happiness...because I just killed an animal.I am a killer. I killed an animal. I killed a wild pig. I am a killer. Paulit-ulit iyong tumatakbo sa isipan ko. My mother is saying something to my elder brother, Blaze, about something. Pero wala sa kanila ang focus ko. Nakatutok lang ang mga mata ko sa baboy ramo na pinatay ko. I saw the blood rushing through the wild pig's body. I saw it trembled when
You have touched my HeartThe days are fast slipping away. Parang kahapon lang ay nag-aaral pa ako, working as an escort, pleasuring Jake in any possible way that I could because it's my work to do so...and I was paid for it, being a good daughter to our family, being a volunteer to the organization...that I once was thought helping other people...but turned out as just their facade to hide their illegal doings.I was hurt, Jake didn't wait for me and I thought he cheated and fell in love with Allision...that was why they married each other in spite of me begging. My parents faced a traumatic death experience, I thought Jake did it and blamed for it, I got away from everything and left the Philippines for good. Lived in Spain and gave birth to my hope, my peace, and my happiness, my Snow. I then met Jerkson again...my former classmate. He helped me in everything and he fell in love. He asked me marriage and I accepted it. Snow was kidnapped which resulted for Jake to know about her exi
My WorldKinabukasan ay totoo nga ang sinabi ni Jake dahil 9:00 pa lang nang umaga ay andami nang nakapila sa labas! Hindi niya man lang sinabi sa aking maaga pala ang oras na binigay niya sa kanila!Kaya naman nang pagbuksan ko sila ng pinto ay hiyang-hiya ako dahil pakiramdam ko ay kanina pa silang naghihintay sa labas. Buti na lamang at nakaligo na ako bago pa sila dumating. The twins and Snow are still sleeping while Jake is at the kitchen, he's cooking our breakfast. Pinadagdagan ko ang pagkain para naman may mai-offer kaming breakfast sa mga organizers. I also ordered him to prepare a snack for them in which he obliged. "Uhmm, I'm s-sorry for the inconvenience," nahihiya kong paghingi ng tawad sa kanila. Pinaupo ko muna sila sa mga couch na nasa sala namin habang ang iba ay walang maupuan dahil kulang na ang upuan! I thought iba-iba ang oras ng mga organizers na inimbita niya dahil sabi niya ay may schedule pero hindi niya naman sinabi na ang schedule pala na binigay niya ay y
Deserve"Mommy, we're now going back to the Philippines?" Masayang tanong ni Snow habang naghahanda kami para sa flight namin bukas.We're now going back to the Philippines to immediately start the planning for our upcoming wedding. I want it simply done but Jake doesn't want it. He wants it to be the best wedding of all time."You deserve everything good in this world, baby." I remember the time he said it to me. Kusa na lang lumitaw ang ngiti sa aking labi nang maalala iyon."Mommy?" Napahinto ako sa pagngiti dahil doon. "H-Huh?" I asked my daughter innocently.Kumunot ang noo niya sa akin at ngumuso kalaunan. "Why are you suddenly smiling, mommy? I'm asking po if we're now going back to the Philippines?" Ulit niya sa tanong niya kanina.I awkwardly gave her an awkward chuckle. "Ah, y-yes anak. Your dad and I want to get married in the Philippines," She smiled. "I'm so excited na po!"I laughed at her excitement. Nilapitan ko siya at saka hinalikan sa pisngi. "You love the Philip
Family Time"What exactly did she tell you hmm?"Nakasandal ang likod ko sa kanya habang nakababad kami rito sa bath tub. Katatapos lang namin kanina at napagpasyahan naming magpahinga rito sa tub. It's more comfortable here. Ang mga bula ay pinaglalaruan ko, iniipon ko ang mga ito saka hinihipan nang isahan.Inilapit ko pa ang sarili ko sa kanya dahilan para maramdaman ko ang kanyang pagkalalaki na hanggang ngayon ay matigas pa rin at handa pang lumaban kahit na katatapos lang namin ng dalawang round.Namula ako sa naisip."Na...nag-sex daw kayo kahapon and...uhmm...you two fucked a long time ago...when she was still your fiancé." Pag-amin ko sa kanya.His right hand snaked on my waist while his other hand is putting my hair altogether to kiss my nape. Paulit-ulit niyang pinapatakan ang aking batok at balikat ng kanyang mumunting halik. "It's not true," his husky voice conquered my ears.Hindi ako maka-focus sa sinasabi niya dahil sa paulit-ulit nitong paghalik sa akin. This is the
Marriage ProposalPagkatapos din ng linggong iyon ay lumipad kami papuntang Spain. Snow is a smart kid so even if we don't explain it to her, she will surely know it herself. Kadarating lang namin ngayon sa Spain at dumeretsyo agad kami rito sa Votlzki House para makapagpahinga. The twins were also here. Jake said that he gave the twins their own position in this Mafia House. Sa mga araw na wala siya rito para mamahala, ang kambal ang naging katuwang niya upang mapanatili ang kaayusan dito.Snow wanted us to rest in one room so we oblige. Jake is hugging me from the back while we watch the sun rises in the morning from our balcony. He is throwing small but long-lasting kisses on my neck. I tilted my head a bit to give him more access from kissing me."I always watch the sun because it reminds me of you," he said when he paused at kissing my neck.Napatingin ako sa langit dahil sa sinabi niya. It is so beautiful. The colors around the sun blended exactly with each other to produce suc