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Kabanata 11: Submissive
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A Touch on my Heart Kabanata 12: Kate
We're now on our way to their resthouse in Cebu. I am riding their car with Jake beside me and Allison beside him. Jake's mother and father were also in our car. Nasa likod namin sila. After we left the building earlier, Jake has never spoken to me again. His face was frowning and his face looked problematic. Kung wala siguro si Allison sa sasakyan ay baka mabibingi na kami sa sobrang tahimik dito sa loob ng sasakyan."Tita, my father asked me to visit you because I've heard your family is now running for the most powerful family." She said while smiling even when Jake's mother won't see it because we're in their front. Pakiramdam ko ay may halong sarkasmo ang pagkakasabing iyon ng babae but...the reaction of tita Leonor seemed like it wasn't. Tita Leonor didn't even bother to laugh or even smile at what Allison said. "It's because of Jake." Tita Leonor answered simply."It's really amazing, tita, tito..." She paused them acted like she was thinking about something. "But it's not en
Huling Na-update : 2023-05-03A Touch on my Heart Kabanata 13: Steamy Breakfast
Jake's hugging me from the back. We are lying on the bathtub and we have just had our third round. His hand is tracing some red marks on my breasts upto my neck."Does it hurt? Sorry if I was rough..." His voice was sweet...but I am not going to believe it again. He only sees me as a bitch who would satisfy his needs.Mas inihilig ko pa ang aking likod sa kanyang katawan. We are being surrounded of cold water but I felt hot because of him."It's okay, it's satisfying though." I answered him while my eyes are closed. "Who took your virginity?" He suddenly asked which made my eyes open.I turned my head to face him and I raised my eyebrow at him."Does it matter? He was my first client back then. He chose the program which provides sex, and that's it." I answered casually."Can't remember who he was?" "I really didn't care, Jake."I heard him sighed deeply as he hugged me even more tightly. "Do you have a contract on that team?" "Yes, actually our contract ends after four months...a
Huling Na-update : 2023-05-04A Touch on my Heart Kabanata 14: I Love You
I felt something wet on my shoulder. "Hmmm..." Mahinang d***g ko nang bumaba iyon sa aking braso. It was soft but somewhat rough.I heard him chuckled. "Wake up, baby...let's have our breakfast first, hmmm?" Slowly, I opened my eyes only to see Jake sucking my fingers while looking at me. Napakagat ako sa aking labi dahil sa nasilayan. "Kanina pa kita ginigising. Let's now eat, hmmm?" He stood up and kissed my forehead while I just closed my eyes tightly and let myself feel the warmth he is giving me. This is so bad...to feel comfortable to other's warmth when you shouldn't feel it in the first place.But I think, even when we know that it is forbidden and that we should not do it...there is still a powerful magnetic force that is pushing us to do it...to let ourselves feel it. This may also one of the reasons why the World is chaotic and in chaos right now, because we don't stop ourselves from wanting the things that are not meant for us.Kahit na gusto ko pang magpahinga ay pinaunl
Huling Na-update : 2023-05-15A Touch on my Heart Kabanata 15: Serious
Hindi ko alam kung paano ko siya haharapin ngayon matapos nang nangyari kagabi. Bakit pa ba kasi ako umiyak?! Kanina pa ako nagpapanggaap na natutulog pa rin sapagkat ayaw ko munang harapin si Jake. Jake kissed my face first before going out off the room that's why I have the time right now to breathe. Okay, Ash. Just act normally right now, hmmm? Act like what happened last night didn't happen at all. Dahan-dahan ang pagtayo ko at ang paglalakad papuntang bathroom. Hawak ko na ang glass door nito nang tumunog ang pintuan sa kwarto! Napalingon ako roon at nasilayan si Jake na naka sweat shorts at puting t-shirt! Fuck, napaka-simple lamang ng kanyang suot ngunit nagdudulot na ito sa akin ng kakaibang kuryente.I saw how his eyes checked me up. His forehead creased and there was a ghost of a playful smirk in his lips. "Are you okay?" Tanong niya nang nakangisi. "A-Ahhh oo," kinakabahang saad ko. Itinuro ko ang bathroom na nagpapahiwatig na kailangan ko nang pumunta roon. "S-Sige ah
Huling Na-update : 2023-05-20A Touch on my Heart Kabanata 16: Marry
"Walang nakaka-alam kina Lake and Take?" Huminto ako sa paglalakad upang tanungin siya tungkol dito. Nalaman kong hindi pala totoong kapatid ni Jake sina Lake and Take. This was his reason on why he didn't let the twin came with us here in Siquijor. Nandito kami ngayon sa Isla De Paraiso upang sulitin ang natitirang araw namin dito sa Siquijor. We planned to stay here for our last three days. Nakayuko si Jake habang hawak-hawak ang aking kamay. His long fingers are intertwined with mine. Napakasarap sa pakiramdam na maramdaman ang taong dahilan ng pag-ngiti mo. He looked at me and I saw how sadness came across his eyes.Ngumiti siya sa akin pero hindi nito natakpan ang lungkot na aking nakikita sa kanyang mga mata. "What's wrong?" Hindi ko na nakayanan pa ang tanungin siya nito habang hinahaplos ang kanyang mukha.He held my hand that's touching his face and brought it down to his lips. He closed his eyes and it touches his lips. Sa ilang araw na nakasama ko si Jake, pansin kong la
Huling Na-update : 2023-05-22A Touch on my Heart Kabanata 17: Promise
I don't know how to answer him. Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya habang siya'y nakaluhod pa rin habang hawak-hawak ang singsing. The ring has a big pearl on its middle and it's surrounded with small pearls that looked like white sand. Is now the right time? Am I ready to start the new chapter of my life? I know that he already has confessed his love for me and how much he wants to be with me but...this is different, marriage is different. It is a lifetime choice. Hindi ko pa siya tunay na kilala and we started this relationship in a wrong way.I wandered my eyes around the place and saw that the instructors were not here anymore. Did he really plan this out? I tried to give him a genuine smile but ended up giving him a fake one. I don't know how to react! "I-I d-don't think...I don't t-think now is the right time, Jake," mahina kong saad sa kanya.Kahit na wala naman ng tao sa paligid, I still need to be careful. I waited and waited and waited for his response for minutes but then...he l
Huling Na-update : 2023-05-24A Touch on my Heart Kabanata 18: Christmas
They say that love conquers all because it is the most powerful thing in the world. But for me, it's time. Time as it gives us the chance to love and to be loved, to reach the dreams we desire to have, to be someone whom we preferred to be, and to make a significant change for my family, for the society that I belong and live in, and for my self.This is why I always treasure the time that fate is giving me. Nobody knows when and where your time will be cut off. And the only thing that I need to do is to pursue what my heart really wants, to live the life I want, to love the person whom my heart beats for, and to be with the people who have a significant place in my life.It's been two days since I came back here in Cebu to celebrate the Christmas and New Year with my family. Sa nakalipas na dalawang araw na iyon ay lagi kaming nag-uusap ni Jake. He never forgets to update me and he always calls me at night.Nakangiti ako habang pinapanood ko ang aking mga magulang na masayang naghahan
Huling Na-update : 2023-05-25A Touch on my Heart Chapter 19
Healing SeaHindi ko alam kung bakit hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin ako mapakali. I felt like I needed to come back at my room and go call Jake. I felt like I have to bring back what I said and say sorry to him, that I didn't mean everything that I said.However, there is a part of me that thinks what I did was just right and in place. What he did was considered as cheating. He cheated on me with the girl he said not to worry about, Allison. But I know...that despite the anger that I have with Jake right now, I still think that I need to hear his explanations, on why Allison can easily go at his house, and what's the explanation of her endearment at Jake.I am jealous, yes. And fuck, this is the first time I have felt this as deep as I have ever expected. He may not be my first love but in my state right now, I could really say that he is my greatest love. Kaya naman napakasakit sa akin nang marinig ang mga salitang iyon kay Allison.I can't accept it. Hindi ko matanggap na paanong n
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