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A perfect dream

Author: Gwen hywfar
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-06 21:13:02

Lilith’s POV

What?” More tears fell down her eyes. I use my tongue and lick them off.

“I would rather be a source that drains all your sorrows than make you cry.”

My heart still couldn't comprehend what Bastian was saying. I just let myself cry. I just cried for all the hurt I couldn't let out before my dad. The things I couldn't tell him.

Why would such a man like Bastian be interested in me? I wanted to ask when it all began. I should be happy, but somehow, I am not. I feel responsible for amplifying his traumas. I was the only one who had seen Bastian cry when I was younger.

I still remember that cruel day, I had returned from school. I had cried to my dad that I wanted to check up on uncle Bastian since he just lost his wife.

Sofia had been so mad at his father, I was eight and she was five years old, yet she had that anger and hatred against her dad. She had insisted on staying with her grandparents, Ellana's parents.

Bastian had not resisted because he was in pain and was blami
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