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Chapter Thirty-Two: Aster for my Starlight - Gabriella
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As I continue to serve customers, I can’t wipe the smile from my face. I thought it was already so sweet of Jartre to send me flowers, but to realise how much thought and meaning went into choosing them... It just makes me love them even more. I’m feeling like I’m on cloud nine, but that feeling vanishes faster than a married man's wedding ring at a brothel when I look up and see Mitchell in the crowd, headed my way. “Oh, what in gay hell,” I say in exasperation. “Hey, this place isn’t gay hell, it’s gay heaven,” Cassandra corrects me. “It was, until Rosemary’s Baby walked in,” I say, jutting my head towards Mitchell. Cassandra looks over, her amber eyes hardening as she spots Mitchell. “Want me to put dirty dishwater in his drink?” I deliberate on that for a second. “Very tempting. I might take you up on that.” “I got you, girl,” she says with a wink just as Mitchell walks up to the bar. “Hey Gabbie,” he says with a warm smile. My stomach churns uncomfortably but I manage to c
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I race home as fast as I can and slam the front door shut when I enter my loft. I toss my things on the kitchen counter and get ready to unleash hell. “JARTRE!” I scream at the top of my lungs. Not even a full second passes before Jartre is standing before me in the living room in all his 7’9” glory. That electric energy fills the room, blanketing me with comfort, but I don’t let it distract me. He graces me with a warm smile, but it quickly vanishes when he sees the fury I am directing at him. “What the fuck have you done?” I snap, breathing heavily. His face becomes blank like a stone. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” “Cut the crap, Jartre. I may be human, but I am not a fool. Don’t you dare treat me like one. What the fuck did you do to Mitchell?” I question sternly. His nostrils flare and his silver eyes shine brightly, but I refuse to back down. “I did what was necessary,” he says apathetically. “Necessary?! Have you lost your fucking mind?! In no universe is thi
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Bolts of lightning strike through the celestial sky of my home realm as I continue to let out all my rage. Clouds of colour that put the Aurora Borealis to shame, roll in in greater numbers as each electric-charged bolt hits the vast slick, rainbow ocean below. Every muscle in my body is clenched with tension, my teeth grinding against each other on the brink of shattering as Gabriella’s minty eyes plague my mind once again. The hurt, the disgust… they will stay with me for all eternity. How could she stand there fighting to save someone who had betrayed her so deeply? Not to mention humans are Petri dishes for viruses and sexually transmitted diseases. That little parasite could have so easily infected her without a fucking care, leaving her dead or dying. I could heal her, of course, but that’s not the fucking point! How can she defend someone so heinous?! But to say I assaulted her or attempted to… those words will haunt me greater than any demon that lives in the recesses of my m
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I walk around to the other side of my kitchen counter and pull up a stool as I take a long sip of wine, then let out a long, deep exhale. “So, why does my animai feel he has a right to erase my ex like he’s a mistake on a math test?” “Did you know you are only Jartre’s second relationship?” they ask, placing a deep dish in the oven. I pause with my glass to my lips. “Come again.” They wash their hands and turn around, leaning back against the opposite counter. “The last and only other time Jartre was in love was thirty-thousand years ago.” I skull down half my glass of wine in shock and place the glass down, staring at Ezillus in disbelief. “How is that even possible?! How does someone live for so long and have no other relationships?!” I shriek. “Finding someone to fuck is one thing, but how many would so easily accept what we are? Who could comprehend a relationship with an immortal cosmic being?” I frown thinking that over. “I guess you have a point. So, who was the last perso
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Before I know it, two warm, dark espresso hands are cupping my face as bright liquid silver eyes stare at me with concern. Their voice slowly begins to filter back into my ears and soon I can make out what they’re saying. “Gabriella, just breathe. No one is going to kill Jartre, I promise you,” they say calmly. “You don’t know that,” I whisper as I feel tears pool in my eyes. I just learned my boyfriend and soulmate, killed his ex, cursed her lover, nearly destroyed the world, made a God, caused a vampire and demon plague and still after all that, all I can feel is pain at the thought of losing him. So much so I can barely breathe. How fucking sick and twisted is that? Ezillus reaches past me and ends up placing my wine glass to my lips and helping me sip, “There you go. Drink your juice, Shelby,” they coo in a southern drawl. I spit the wine back into the glass as I burst into a fit of laughter. I look up at Ezillus through teary eyes as they smile back down at me. I hunch forwa
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He holds his hands out in front of him, conjuring a giant ball of black energy and purple electricity. I watch as it draws darkness into itself, but then I notice where the energy is coming from. As I glance around to the barely recognisable field, I see the eyti getting pulled towards it. I don’t think he’s even aware of what he’s doing, but he’s using them to power up his attack, and that’s one thing I can’t let happen.I glance at Zarseti who gives me an encouraging nod. She told me to trust my instincts, and that’s what I’m going to do.I reach out through my mind, feeling for Merlos’ thoughts. Her eyes connect with mine when she senses the connection, quirking an eyebrow at me. 'Merlos, I need you to blind every mortal around us,' I say urgently through my mind.Her brows deepen in confusion for only a second when realisation fills her expression and her mouth quirks up into a smirk of approval. 'Now that, I can do.' With a disinterested wave of her hand, she fills the eyes of ev
