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Chapter Thirty-Seven: Getting Answers - Gabriella
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“When Jartre discovered Apaki, he blacked out. It was like his mind couldn’t process the pain, so it shut down. He flew into a rage unlike anything anyone had ever seen. It was as though all the hurt, heartbreak and betrayal turned into pure malice and consumed him. In that moment, he placed a curse on Oshmin, one that still continues to this day,” they say carefully. “Gods can curse people? Even other Gods?” I question as shock takes over my mind. Just when I think I’ve made it past the bottom of the supernatural iceberg, it turns out it’s bigger than I anticipated. I’m like the fucking Titanic. “That they can. Jartre placed a blood curse on Oshmin, turning him into the first sanguidae.” “Sanguidae?” I question, then slowly realise what that name translates to. “Holy shit, he turned a God into a fucking vampire?!” They nod gravely. “It was not Jartre’s intention, but the blood curse is just that. The moment the curse took hold, Oshmin flew into a blood craze, his entire being cra
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Before I know it, two warm, dark espresso hands are cupping my face as bright liquid silver eyes stare at me with concern. Their voice slowly begins to filter back into my ears and soon I can make out what they’re saying. “Gabriella, just breathe. No one is going to kill Jartre, I promise you,” they say calmly. “You don’t know that,” I whisper as I feel tears pool in my eyes. I just learned my boyfriend and soulmate, killed his ex, cursed her lover, nearly destroyed the world, made a God, caused a vampire and demon plague and still after all that, all I can feel is pain at the thought of losing him. So much so I can barely breathe. How fucking sick and twisted is that? Ezillus reaches past me and ends up placing my wine glass to my lips and helping me sip, “There you go. Drink your juice, Shelby,” they coo in a southern drawl. I spit the wine back into the glass as I burst into a fit of laughter. I look up at Ezillus through teary eyes as they smile back down at me. I hunch forwa
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I suck in a breath as my heart beats ferociously, her eyes beseeching mine as she stands her ground bearing her all to me. She said she’s mine. Ezillus told her everything and she still wants me. She knows I am a wounded, tortured being and still she is choosing me. It is selfish to want something so pure, knowing I am already tainting her, but still, she’s choosing me, and I want to choose her. I choose her above all others. I would forsake all others, even this very Earth just to be the one to make her smile again. I love her. From the moment I laid eyes on her, I knew I loved her. I thought I knew love with Apaki, but I couldn’t have been more wrong. What I feel for Gabriella is all-consuming. It burns me to ashes only to renew me time and time again. I would give my all for her. There never has been, nor will there ever be another for me. She is my destiny. She cleanses my past, graces my present, and paves my future. I am hers, and I think it’s time I stopped running from that.
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“Wh-what?” I stammer, staring into his hypnotic liquid silver eyes. “I know I tend to underestimate you as a human, but I’m very certain your hearing is perfectly fine,” he says with a sly smirk. “Hardy-har-har,” I say sarcastically. “Everything I said didn’t mean we have to have sex now, I’m okay waiting if it’s what you want.” He places his large finger on my lips to silence me, making them burn pleasurably as a warm smile peeks out through his snow-white beard. “I’ve wanted you since the night I saw you in that club and every night since. Not giving in to my desire for you has been the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I liken it to torture.” I chuckle and place a tender kiss against his finger. “It’s been torture for me too.” “Are you implying my tongue hasn’t been sufficient?” He leans in, peppering soft, tender kisses down my neck making my entire body tingle as my breathing hitches. “Your tongue should be declared one of your superpowers,” I say between breaths. My hands tra
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With his eyes fixed on mine, peering into the depths of my soul, he shifts his hips and slowly enters me one glorious inch at a time, filling me up as I take shallowed, pleasured gasps and fight to keep my eyes open. I feel him sink into me completely, sheathing himself exquisitely inside me like a key finding the lock it was meant for. He leans down and presses his lips tenderly against mine, his facial hair tickling my face as I feel my pussy throb around his hardness. “Jartre,” I moan softly against his lips. “You’re perfect,” he whispers. “My Gabriella.” I wrap my arms and legs around him as our lips move in perfect tandem. His arms encompass me like warm, protective armour as he begins to thrust slowly. I start to moan as our lips move in heated caresses, his hands roaming my back, burning my heated skin. I’ve had plenty of sex in my life, but this is different. I’ve had sex, but I’ve never made love. I never really thought there was a difference, but I realise how wrong I was
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Dark shadows, bright purple eyes, and flashes of blinding light plague my sleep. I even hear the faint sounds of animals growling and hissing viciously in my ears. The images carry a strong sense of unease that fills my dreams, putting me in a state of unrest, until, finally, I wake up. My eyes haven’t even fluttered open yet and already the pressure in my skull is so agonising, that tears start to pool behind my lids. I feel my body go into some chaotic state between shock and panic, where I no longer have control of my limbs, my body torn between running from pain it can’t escape and curling into a ball and surrendering to the agony. I feel a scolding, yet soothing, hand on my shoulder, but I don’t pay it any attention as the excruciating pain splitting through my skull has a wave of nausea hitting me hard and fast. I roll to the side of the bed, instinct trying to aim me somewhere safe when my body becomes weightless, followed by projectile vomiting my guts out like a nuclear miss
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The moment she’s out of sight, I let out the breath I hadn’t realised I was holding as I scrub my hands down my face and sit up. I thought I’d experienced everything this universe had to offer, but since meeting Gabriella, I’ve begun to realise how much is still new to me. I thought I knew what love was, only to find out I had but only touched the tip of it. I now see what true, unyielding love is and it makes me wonder how I ever lived without it. Not only is true love new to me, but so is fear. Thinking back over my long existence, I can’t think of a single moment where I felt true fear. I’ve never been scared of anything. Not of someone or even my own actions. I’ve known pain, but not fear. Until now, that is. From the moment I met Gabriella fear has taken root within me, branching out and spreading throughout my being like a noxious weed sucking the life out of me. Fear of her rejecting me, fear of her hating me, but this morning was by far the worst. To feel the echo of her endur
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He holds his hands out in front of him, conjuring a giant ball of black energy and purple electricity. I watch as it draws darkness into itself, but then I notice where the energy is coming from. As I glance around to the barely recognisable field, I see the eyti getting pulled towards it. I don’t think he’s even aware of what he’s doing, but he’s using them to power up his attack, and that’s one thing I can’t let happen.I glance at Zarseti who gives me an encouraging nod. She told me to trust my instincts, and that’s what I’m going to do.I reach out through my mind, feeling for Merlos’ thoughts. Her eyes connect with mine when she senses the connection, quirking an eyebrow at me. 'Merlos, I need you to blind every mortal around us,' I say urgently through my mind.Her brows deepen in confusion for only a second when realisation fills her expression and her mouth quirks up into a smirk of approval. 'Now that, I can do.' With a disinterested wave of her hand, she fills the eyes of ev
