Marina's POVWhen I woke up the next morning, Varce was eating my pussy.My eyes rolled back and my hands clutched the sheets as I cried and moaned. It was too much. “Please. Please. Just, please. Let me..oh God Varce…oh God!”“I'm probably doing this for the last time, so let me enjoy my meal. Scream all you want, Selena will hear and you'll be the one getting embarrassed, so scream louder.”It was torture. Incredible, delicious torture. He had never touched me like this. He ate me out with something akin to accumulated anger. It was so prominent, so obvious, so visible. His sucks, his licks, his bites, teases and drags as he played with me torturously slowly probably had plans to kill me.I cried and cried and begged and finally, he let me cum hard. I gushed out so much liquid and he licked me dry like truly, he would never touch me again.When he was done, he reached for my face and kissed me. It was soft, but short. “Get up.” I was still barely processing everything that just h
Marina's POVI woke up really late, just after noon. I immediately took a shower, got dressed and settled down and ate the meal the chef had kept for me.I was wearing one of his dress shirts again, with nothing underneath as usual. I decided not to cry and just eat, then wait while preparing my mind for the truth. It's fine, I can just tell him. Whatever happens, happens. I wonder where he went, since he came here to spend time with me. Except, he was sick of me already and needed space.Gosh. I should eat and stop thinking about him. This is sick.Immediately I dropped the dishes on the table, Selena slipped right through the door.She came and joined me in bed, then she did the most unexpected thing. She pulled me to her and enveloped me in her arms. She kept running her hands through my hair in a soothing way.“It's okay. It's okay. Don't cry anymore. It will be okay, I promise.”“No. No it won't. It won't Selena. I hurt him. I hurt you. I hurt everyone. I'm the worst.” I said, b
Marina's POVWhen I woke up, he was staring at me. I guess he had been watching my sleeping frame and even when I looked back at him, he didn't feel embarrassed. Instead he kept staring.“You said you're in love with me. Say it again.” He asked, and I bit back a smile. I couldn't help it.“I love you, Varce Bosta.” I said shyly, meaning every word. I don't know when it happened but all of a sudden, this man had managed to become my world.“You're not just saying it to get out of this mess, are you?”I rolled my eyes and shook my head vehemently.“No, and you know it. You're sweeter than you think you are and I'll be the last person to ever take advantage of that.”He raised his body so he would somehow tower over me but he rested on his elbows as he looked over me on the bed with all seriousness.“You see, that's the problem I have with you. You're not in control here. You're the only one that thinks I've got some lack of self control and can't think when you're near. It's because I d
Marina's POVWe stayed and played games together for once. No sex, no kissing, just two adults having genuine fun. Selena wasn't back and it was great that Varce didn't care because if he had asked me, I would've told him the truth.Well, a time was had. Now, we had arrived at the clan to switch things up a bit. No one could know about his memory status and finally, I'll get to deal with the asshole that killed my mother for money.The guys didn't even care anymore. It wasn't news anymore that I was always with the Captain, and that we've been fucking so naturally, we headed straight to his room. I can't even remember the last time I slept on the bed in the room I shared with Oliver and the other guys.It's so crazy. Well now we've got shit to do. Varce was with me when Malcolm called me. Well, he actually sent a text message.“You're back. You're in deep shit for trying to escape me to hang out with that prick. Come meet me now, or I'll tell Varce everything.”Varce saw my puzzled fa
Marina's POVWe headed to the car I didn't even know he came with. When we got in, he grabbed my face and examined it. He examined my throat too.“Let's go to the hospital.” He said, still staring at my throat, pissed as hell.My eyes grew wide. What the hell? Hospital for what?“Woah, no. I'm fine.”“I'm taking you to the hospital.” His voice dripped with finality but I couldn't allow it.“You're overreacting. They'll check my throat and face. They'll find out I'm a woman no matter what. Just like that time at the tattoo shop, remember?” I tried to make him see reason with me as he started the ignition.“Right. You owe me a wish. I'll use it soon.”“Okay. Just don't take me to the hospital. Let's go home. What are you going to do with Malcolm?”“He's too useless for me to care. I only took him to beat him up for touching you. I won't even grace my men with my presence when they beat him up. They'll release him just before dusk.”I was fine with it. I even smiled and nodded my head. V
Marina's POVI walked into the casino fearlessly with my head held high. This will be my first appearance after a long time.This black provocative dress, my hair in a classic sleek bun, my lips stained the color of fresh blood, and my milky skin made me feel like the Russian princess that I was for once.It wasn't hard to understand why all the attention was on me, and honestly, I didn't need it, but I needed to look the part.I needed to double the last four million dollars I had left, since mom refused to give any more to me. All I did was buy expensive designer pants, exquisite male jackets and T-shirts and a couple of caps, like a dozen times. I understood that she didn't like that I dressed that way, but I preferred comfort over stupid dresses like this one I had on now. Not only did it invite unwanted attention, it also made me look different, like some prey.The casino was similar to the ones I've seen in movies, and men in well tailored suits were scattered across like ants
Marina's POV“Come join us.” Oliver chirped, all smiles as he led me to the den where all the exotic bikes were parked. Infact, where all gang activities were talked about.He was dressed in a black T-shirt and brown pants. It looked two sizes smaller, and it bothered me every time I saw it. I've only been here for three days since I somehow infiltrated the notorious biker gang.While the other men couldn't care less for the petite new male recruit, Oliver seemed very excited. I wasn't sure if it was because he finally moved up in rank and all his responsibilities would be shifted to me or if he really just wanted a friend.I look like a boy now, at least I put in the effort. Shit happened, in case you're wondering.It's been six months. Six cruel months.Revenge fueled my veins, ever since the assassination of my mother. I was a crying mess that day with no one to comfort me. Weeks after, and I had become a hovering ghost with no reason to live. If anything, I wanted to join her.Th
Marina's POVI needed to run, and fast. Sure my hair was shorter and even in a different colour, but you'll surely recognize who you fuck, won't you?It was a give and take fuck, a hate sex so I'm pretty sure he thought about me often. Now he would probably catch me here, wonder why I'm here and when he finds out, I'll get killed.“I told you not to let someone in when I'm not here. Where is the new recruit?”His voice sliced through my thoughts and I jerked a bit and swallowed a lump in my throat. I began to shake nervously as he approached. I guess I haven't been hearing what he has been saying since he arrived because I was deep in thought.The whole den fell silent as his shoes blessed each ground he walked on towards me. Oliver practically stiffened. I was so scared because there was no way he wouldn't recognize me.Would he kill me now, just like he killed my mom or would he take me to a cell to beat me up first?Beats of sweat formed on my forehead in an instant and I felt myse
Marina's POVWe headed to the car I didn't even know he came with. When we got in, he grabbed my face and examined it. He examined my throat too.“Let's go to the hospital.” He said, still staring at my throat, pissed as hell.My eyes grew wide. What the hell? Hospital for what?“Woah, no. I'm fine.”“I'm taking you to the hospital.” His voice dripped with finality but I couldn't allow it.“You're overreacting. They'll check my throat and face. They'll find out I'm a woman no matter what. Just like that time at the tattoo shop, remember?” I tried to make him see reason with me as he started the ignition.“Right. You owe me a wish. I'll use it soon.”“Okay. Just don't take me to the hospital. Let's go home. What are you going to do with Malcolm?”“He's too useless for me to care. I only took him to beat him up for touching you. I won't even grace my men with my presence when they beat him up. They'll release him just before dusk.”I was fine with it. I even smiled and nodded my head. V
Marina's POVWe stayed and played games together for once. No sex, no kissing, just two adults having genuine fun. Selena wasn't back and it was great that Varce didn't care because if he had asked me, I would've told him the truth.Well, a time was had. Now, we had arrived at the clan to switch things up a bit. No one could know about his memory status and finally, I'll get to deal with the asshole that killed my mother for money.The guys didn't even care anymore. It wasn't news anymore that I was always with the Captain, and that we've been fucking so naturally, we headed straight to his room. I can't even remember the last time I slept on the bed in the room I shared with Oliver and the other guys.It's so crazy. Well now we've got shit to do. Varce was with me when Malcolm called me. Well, he actually sent a text message.“You're back. You're in deep shit for trying to escape me to hang out with that prick. Come meet me now, or I'll tell Varce everything.”Varce saw my puzzled fa
Marina's POVWhen I woke up, he was staring at me. I guess he had been watching my sleeping frame and even when I looked back at him, he didn't feel embarrassed. Instead he kept staring.“You said you're in love with me. Say it again.” He asked, and I bit back a smile. I couldn't help it.“I love you, Varce Bosta.” I said shyly, meaning every word. I don't know when it happened but all of a sudden, this man had managed to become my world.“You're not just saying it to get out of this mess, are you?”I rolled my eyes and shook my head vehemently.“No, and you know it. You're sweeter than you think you are and I'll be the last person to ever take advantage of that.”He raised his body so he would somehow tower over me but he rested on his elbows as he looked over me on the bed with all seriousness.“You see, that's the problem I have with you. You're not in control here. You're the only one that thinks I've got some lack of self control and can't think when you're near. It's because I d
Marina's POVI woke up really late, just after noon. I immediately took a shower, got dressed and settled down and ate the meal the chef had kept for me.I was wearing one of his dress shirts again, with nothing underneath as usual. I decided not to cry and just eat, then wait while preparing my mind for the truth. It's fine, I can just tell him. Whatever happens, happens. I wonder where he went, since he came here to spend time with me. Except, he was sick of me already and needed space.Gosh. I should eat and stop thinking about him. This is sick.Immediately I dropped the dishes on the table, Selena slipped right through the door.She came and joined me in bed, then she did the most unexpected thing. She pulled me to her and enveloped me in her arms. She kept running her hands through my hair in a soothing way.“It's okay. It's okay. Don't cry anymore. It will be okay, I promise.”“No. No it won't. It won't Selena. I hurt him. I hurt you. I hurt everyone. I'm the worst.” I said, b
Marina's POVWhen I woke up the next morning, Varce was eating my pussy.My eyes rolled back and my hands clutched the sheets as I cried and moaned. It was too much. “Please. Please. Just, please. Let me..oh God Varce…oh God!”“I'm probably doing this for the last time, so let me enjoy my meal. Scream all you want, Selena will hear and you'll be the one getting embarrassed, so scream louder.”It was torture. Incredible, delicious torture. He had never touched me like this. He ate me out with something akin to accumulated anger. It was so prominent, so obvious, so visible. His sucks, his licks, his bites, teases and drags as he played with me torturously slowly probably had plans to kill me.I cried and cried and begged and finally, he let me cum hard. I gushed out so much liquid and he licked me dry like truly, he would never touch me again.When he was done, he reached for my face and kissed me. It was soft, but short. “Get up.” I was still barely processing everything that just h
Marina's POVHe claimed he felt suffocated so he brought me here, but I was the one truly suffocated and about to die of guilt. Why was he so nice to me? Is he fucking stupid? A normal man would stop treating me kindly and force me to confess since he knows something is amiss. Is this his plot, trying to kill me with kindness?My voice shook, my eyes watered, and my chest constricted. I fucking needed to breathe, so I turned around to run away but I ran into his arms instead by accident. He didn't let me go, no matter how hard I hit him so free me. “Fucking stop! Stop! What's wrong?” He pulled me back like I was weightless. Both hands rested on my shoulders and his eyes bored into mine, confusion laced all over.I was breathing hard, and I couldn't stop.“Nothing! Just let me go, please. Just fresh air. That's all.”“You're not going anywhere. You'll eat with me and you won't ruin our date. Go sit your ass down and calm down, let me give you a massage…”Okay now I'm about to lose my
Varce’s POVI've been toyed with. I guess, along the line, I forgot myself. I forgot who the hell I was. I had to show them that I was done playing games. After almost choking that crazy woman, Katerina to death, especially after she thought she could keep playing with me, she told me that one of my men paid her to do everything, but it would be breaking her code of conduct to reveal who it was.Based on what I knew, nobody really knew about our relationship, except Oliver and he wouldn't dare, even though I've been the worst boss.I guess that's why I decided to find solace in my girlfriend, so I made her follow me home, just for a little break, especially after all the blood shed I caused, just because I needed to remind others that I'm a very dangerous man. It would be fine if Marina didn't know that, so I had no reason to tell her, but I tell her everything else because she's so interested in everything I have to say.Something bizarre has also been happening. I've been getting
Marina's POVAfter crying for what felt like hours together, we began to reflect on everything that has led up to this point.“Why did you run away?” I asked, genuinely interested in the answer.She sighed and stared into nothingness for a while, that I even thought that she didn't hear me initially. Just before I would ask her again, she began to speak. She sounded like she was blinded by love, like she's had a taste of it and had no plans to ever leave that feeling.“Love. Love is such a beautiful thing, and it's a strong word. It makes you forget who you are sometimes, but maybe it's okay.”Yup, she is deep down.“Love made you run away? Where did you even meet someone like that, and are you two married?”It almost sounded crazy in my ears but deep down, I had a feeling that I understood her.She nodded her head as a response to my question before she began to explain how everything happened.“Yes, four years ago, we got married. A church, just the two of us, secretive. No one appr
Marina's POVVarce didn't tell me about the party he was hosting in the clan. All he did was keep me in his room, fuck me and bring food to me. At this point it was clear that he was fucking me and that he was gay. At least everyone managed to mind their business, which was great. The only rumors Oliver would bring to me from time to time was that Varce was actually bisexual and he was always hanging out with a woman called Rina. We laughed over it and it was great, Selena came to visit often too. The only issue was that I didn't deserve any of it. I deserve nothing good.I came out to attend the party with them for the first time in a while, and the party was messier than all the other parties. Varce had to be present so he apologized to me and told me to stay put until the party was over.He was killing me with love and sex. At some point, I actually wanted us to get married. It was insane. I nodded my head and he slipped into the crowd.All the gangs were present so I knew Malcol