"Cailen, they're here," Ms. Willow said from Cailen's doorway.
Cailen sat on his bed, his small bag stuffed with his few articles of clothing sitting beside him. He raised his head when Ms. Willow spoke, suddenly feeling nervous. He nodded anyway and stood from his bed, grabbing the strap of his bag.
He shuffled past Ms. Willow and down the hall where he saw Eden, William and a girl standing, waiting for him. When William saw Cailen, his face brightened and he took off at a run towards him.
It startled Cailen, making him stop in his tracks.
"Cailen!" William shouted as he barreled into Cailen, throwing his arms around the older boy. "I missed you," William said squeezing Cailen tight.
Cailen was unsure of what to do. He hasn't received a hug in... Ever.
He's never been given a hug. He quite liked them, he decided.
He dropped his bag and awkwardly placed one arm on the younger boy's back. He saw Eden smiling at the two of them standing just a few feet away so he tried his best to return it.
Cailen's eyes drifted to the girl standing beside Eden. She looked around the same age as him, maybe a little older. She had the same green eyes as William and the same long dark hair as Eden. You could easily tell all three of them were related.
"Cailen, this is Stella. She couldn't come with us the other day but we told her all about you. She couldn't wait to meet you," Eden explained.
Stella smiled politely at Cailen with a small shy wave. Cailen smiled back. She reminded him of Ella. Not her looks, not really, but the blatant kindness on her face. You could tell she was a nice girl from one look.
"Hi," she said quietly.
"Hi," he smiled.
"Okay, guys, let's go," Eden said.
William let go of him, grabbing onto his mother's hand. Eden held out her other hand to Cailen but he wasn't sure what he was supposed to do. Obviously he was supposed to take it like William but he wasn't sure if he was ready for that.
Eden seemed to understand though and instead placed her hand on his back, pushing gently until he started walking, picking up his bag again.
"Goodbye, Cailen," Ms. Willow called after them.
Cailen turned slightly, raising his hand in a small wave but he couldn't help but think this wasn't goodbye forever.
She smiled then turned away, going into her office and leaving Cailen to be taken away by these people.
Cailen walked out into the parking lot with Eden, William and Stella.
There weren't too many cars parked there, a couple old beat up junkers that belonged to the orphanage but near the end was a big black SUV.
It was clean and shining in the sunlight, it looked new. It looked expensive. Cailen wondered who it belonged to and why they were at the orphanage until Eden, William and Stella started walking over to it.
Cailen stopped walking, taking in the fancy looking vehicle. How could they afford this?
"Are you coming, Cailen?" Eden asked, turning to look at him.
Cailen nodded and started moving his feet again, walking up to the SUV and waiting for Eden to unlock it. When she did, Cailen and William both climbed into the back seat, William expertly doing so as if he's done it a thousand times even though it should have been awkward for him to achieve given his height.
Cailen on the other hand threw his bag inside and climbed in, slipping and tumbling onto the seat. William giggled a little causing Cailen to blush and duck his head.
Stella climbed into the passenger seat with the same practice as William. The summer sun made the inside of the SUV really hot but he saw Eden turn on the air conditioning so he knew it would cool down in a little bit.
"You guys hungry? We could go out for dinner to celebrate Cailen joining our family," Eden asked.
Celebrate. Joining our family.
Most families he's been sent away with barely recognized the fact that he was supposed to be part of their family, never mind celebrated that fact.
It baffled Cailen for a minute but then he realized, he literally just left the orphanage. They didn't really know him yet.
When they got to know him they wouldn't be so happy about it anymore.
"Yeah! Where do you want to go Cailen?" William asked bouncing in his seat.
Cailen shrugged. He didn't know many restaurant. He's never been to one.
"Can we go to McDonald's? Please, mom?" William suggested when Cailen offered no help.
McDonald's, he's heard of.
"Is that alright with you, Cailen?" Eden asked looking at him in the rear view mirror.
Cailen nodded. He was curious about why this McDonald's place was so popular.
With that, Eden started up the vehicle, instructing for everyone to fasten their safety belts and then pulled out of the parking lot.
Away from the orphanage.
*****
Cailen watched as objects passed by the windows as Eden drove.
Cailen didn't get the chance to go in vehicles very often. When he did, they were short and usually in small cars that were so close to the ground he could only see the other cars driving beside them.
In the SUV though, they were well off the ground, high up enough so he could see over top of the other cars and see the buildings and trees that they passed.
Cailen kind of wanted to roll down the window and stick his head out but he wasn't sure if he was allowed to do that and he didn't want to upset Eden. She was nice.
So Cailen stayed seated, listening to the three others in the vehicle talk about what they were going to order. Cailen didn't know what he would get or if he was even allowed to get anything. He supposed it could be just them allowed to order something.
"Cailen, what would you like to eat?" Eden asked, glancing in the rearview mirror to look at him.
Cailen looked around at the expectant faces in the car. "Um, I don't know. I don't know what they have," he mumbled.
He saw William's jaw drop, Stella look to her mother in shock and Eden look at him in sympathy.
"You've never been to McDonald's?" William exclaimed.
Cailen shook his head, embarrassed.
"That's okay, Cailen, They mostly just have different types of burgers," Eden explained as she pulled into a parking lot.
Cailen looked out the window to see a big yellow 'M' and a building that he could see had a play structure inside. Cailen looked at it in wonder.
A restaurant with a play structure? He already loved this place.
The four of them climbed out of the SUV and walked into the building. There were families sitting at the tables, laughing and talking among themselves. There was a small line up at the counter and kids running around everywhere.
Eden pulled Cailen over to the menu so he could pick what he wanted to order. There were so many options but Eden had said if he got a happy meal, they gave you a toy and, honestly, who would pass that up?
"Mom! Can we go to the play structure?" William asked, pulling on his mother's shirt. Stella nodded along, waiting for an answer.
Eden chuckled and nodded and the two of them ran off towards the structure leaving Cailen with Eden.
Cailen frowned. Did they not want to play with him?
It didn't surprise him, other kids usually didn't.
"Are you not going to go with them?" Eden asked, looking down at Cailen.
Cailen shook his head. "I don't think they want to play with me," he mumbled.
Eden was about to say something when someone called his name.
"Cailen! Come on!" William yelled running back to them and grabbing Cailen by the arm.
Cailen was too shocked to do anything other than allow William to pull him along. Stella was waiting for them by the structure, her shoes already taken off and placed in the cubby holes. Once William and Cailen took their shoes off, Stella declared they were going to play tag and that William was it.
Stella grabbed Cailen's arm and pulled him into the structure. They climbed up a tower then crawled through a tube into a open area with a net surrounding them.
"Okay, you go that way," Stella said pointing to another tube. "I'll go through here," she said and dashed off towards another tower, leaving Cailen to stand there slightly baffled.
After a few seconds, Cailen turned on his heel and ran towards the tube Stella told him to go through.
The tube led to a slide and yet another tube, leaving Cailen unsure of where to go. He heard William call out to him so he decided quickly and threw himself down the slide putting him back at the bottom of the structure.
He looked up and saw William just crawling into a tube and smiled. He had successfully avoided being caught. There was a loud squeal and a giggle then William called out again.
"Stella's it!" he said and Cailen found himself giggling as he dashed towards the tower.
He climbed up, his heart jumping in his chest when he saw Stella there, waiting for him.
"Gotcha!" she giggled as she reached out and tapped him on the shoulder. "Cailen's it!"
Cailen laughed and watched as she ran away, darting through a tube and disappearing.
They played like that for a few minutes, chasing each other through the structure and calling out who was ‘it’ once they caught someone. At first, Cailen was a little shy to call out who was ‘it’, but as the game went on, he became more comfortable yelling out their names.
He was having fun, something he hasn't had in a long time.
He was laughing and running, his heart pumping fast in his chest.He was smiling from ear to ear and was almost disappointed when Eden called to them telling them that their food was ready. But then his stomach grumbled and he was actually happy it was time to eat.Stella and William ran off, grabbing their shoes and slipping them on and running towards their mother.Cailen took his time, letting himself catch his breath because he honestly can't remember the last time he's run around that much. Once he had his shoes back on, he made his way over to the table the three of them were sat at.He wasn't entirely sure if it was okay to sit with them. He knew he had come here with them and everything but it still felt weird just walking up and sitting down."Come on, Cailen," William said and pulled out the chair beside him for Cailen to sit in.Cailen smiled and took his seat across from Stella and waited patiently for Eden to hand out the food."How old are you?" Stella asked, biting into
As promised, Eden woke Cailen up the next morning and told him to get dressed to go shopping.Cailen was tempted to argue that she shouldn't waste the money on him. But figured it was futile, so instead, he crawled out of bed and sleepily shuffled his way into the bathroom, quickly doing his business and washing up, then meeting Eden downstairs by the door.Cailen had enough time last night before bed to look around. William had taken him on a tour of the house, showing him where the kitchen was and all six bathrooms. He showed him the basement which had a recreational room in it that had a pool table and also had another room with a couch and a television along with the laundry and one of the six bathrooms.Cailen had a pretty good memory so he pretty much remembered where everything was.Eden smiled at him as he put on his shoes, waiting patiently.Cailen was a little hungry since he just woke up and hadn't eaten yet but he didn't want to be a bother and ask for some breakfast. He s
Cailen made it to the first day of school, to his utter surprise.This family hadn't returned him yet but he still had his doubts. It was only the fourth day and they hadn't sent him to school yet.School and Cailen didn't mix well. He got bored easily and tended to entertain himself much to the teacher's dismay. Surely Eden would be called down to the school in no time and that would be the end of this.He hoped he could pay attention and not get bored though. He liked this family. They treated him nicely but he figures that's only because they don't know the real Cailen yet.Cailen was nervous when Eden dropped them off at school.He always got nervous when he started a new school because everyone would look at you, everyone wanted to know your story, who you are, where you’re from, why you moved, but Cailen didn't like his story.He hated telling people he was an orphan. They either gave him that sympathetic look that he hated or they avoided him like some kind of disease.Either w
The three boys split apart, looking behind them and shutting up once they saw a new person had entered the washroom.It was Asher, William's friend from lunch.He looked confused for a second, taking in his surroundings. He looked from the three startled boys to the scared looking boy that was fighting with himself on whether to look at the ground or at Asher."Come on," Billy spoke and soon, Cailen heard them shuffle out of the room.It was quiet for a moment. Cailen thought maybe Asher left with the rest of the boys because why would he want to stick around with him?He was nothing special. Just an orphan who nobody wanted.But soon he felt a small hand on his shoulder and then Asher was bending down a little and sticking his face under Cailen's so he could see him.Cailen turned away, ashamed of the tears evident in his eyes."Cailen, are you okay?" Asher asked, his voice soft.Cailen sniffled and brought his hand up to his eyes to wipe at them.Asher backed up a step as he did so,
"Cailen?" came a voice from somewhere in the washroom.He didn't look up, he didn't respond because he didn't want to be found.Not like this. Not crying in a corner surrounded by paper towel that had fallen from the holder he had stumbled into.Not with blood and snot dripping from his nose, not when he looked so gross and pathetic."Oh my gosh, Cailen!" they said more urgently and soon, there was a pair of hands on his shoulders, pulling him up right from where he was leaning against the wall into a sitting position."What happened? Are you okay?" Asher asked as he frantically moved the hair from Cailen's face to see where the blood was coming from.Cailen pulled away from him. He didn't want to be seen like this but he couldn't make the tears stop. He couldn't make them stop because he was a pathetic excuse for a boy.Only girls cry. That's what the boys had told him and Cailen knew they were right but he couldn't stop them."I'm gonna go get Eden," Asher said beginning to stand. T
It was after school one day when William and Cailen were playing in the living room that everything went down the toilet.They were just having fun, William had challenged Cailen to a handstand contest and said Cailen was too afraid to try it. So naturally, Cailen just had to prove him wrong.William had already done his, falling over on his first attempt but succeeding in staying up for about five seconds on his second try. William looked smug when he planted his feet on the ground, insisting that Cailen couldn't possibly do better and waiting impatiently for him to gather the courage to try.The thing was that he didn't want William to think he was boring and no fun.He wanted William to keep liking him and wanting to play with him because he liked playing with William. He knew it was stupid to get so attached when he'd probably be sent back at any moment but Cailen couldn't help himself.He just kind of enjoys being William’s big brother. He didn't know how because really, they did
"Send him back?" Eden asked, looking to her curly haired son. "What on earth..." she trailed off as she took in the pleading eyes of her son, the worried look of her daughter and the completely regretful and scared look on Cailen.She sighed again, wiping at Cailen's face one more time before setting the cloth down."Stella, William, go get Dean. Ask him to clean up the vase, please," Eden instructed.The children looked troubled, as if they weren't sure they should listen to their mother for fear of Cailen being sent back without their consent.It was probably better this way, Cailen thought, less embarrassing and all."But Mom-""Go," she said firmly, shutting William up and watching as Stella led him away to go get Dean.Eden turned back to Cailen. He had more tears running down his cheeks. His tears really had nothing to do with the pain in his wrist but the fear of being sent away.He hadn't realized just how attached he had gotten here. Not just to William but to Stella and Eden
"On Monday, you won't be going to school, love," Eden explained.She was sitting on the edge of Cailen's bed, brushing some hair out of his face while Dean stood beside the bed, looking down at him.It was hard not to jump to conclusions with what Eden had said. Cailen immediately thought they were returning him to the orphanage because, why else would he be not going to school?"We've got to go back to the orphanage and talk about the arrangements," Dean added, not doing anything to change Cailen's assumptions."We've got to fill out some paperwork and then head down to the adoption agency," Eden said with a smile.Cailen frowned at this. Adoption Agency?"Why?" Cailen asked, not following what they were telling him."Cailen, it'll be one month on Monday," Eden explained sweetly.Cailen was shocked. He's never made one month before or even anywhere near it. He'd nearly forgotten there was a second step to all this.He was so used to just being moved in and out of different families,
"Hey, hey, it's the superstar, finally making an appearance!" Matthewcalled out when they entered the kitchen.Cailengrinned at this while Williamlooked a bit sheepish. He knew he was never around much and constantly apologized for it, but they all understood and were all proud of their friend."Shut up, I've been busy!" Williamdefended just as the two girls at the counter turned in their stools and gasped.They each climbed their way down from the stools, Aariyahalmost taking a tumble but she caught herself and then they were each latched onto one of William's legs, the older man chuckling."Uncle William!" Maddisonsquealed, squeezing William's leg tight.Williamawkwardly bent down as far as he could without hurting or squishing the small girls, reaching out to rest a hand on each of them."How are two of my favorite girls?" he asked.It was truly adorable how much they each loved
Cailenonly had to look over the boy's shoulder to see his brother saunter in, but Ezekieland Ellianahad to turn around and Cailencouldn't say he was exactly surprised by the reaction.Ellianagasped in surprise while Ezekieldarted forward and threw himself at his uncle.Williamchuckled and wrapped Ezekielup in a tight hug, rocking him back and forth slightly before letting go."Uncle William, you made it!" Ezekielsaid happily.It had been a while since Ezekieland Maddisonlast saw him."Papasaid he didn't know if you were coming," Ezekielexplained.William mockscoffed."Of course I will! I wouldn't miss my favorite nephew turning fifteen!" Williamexclaimed.Cailentook a peek over at Ellianato see a look of confusion mixed with awe and nearly lost it. He would never understandthe effect Williamhad on teen
Both Matthewand Cailenlooked over to where the girls were sitting.It was instinctive now, whether it was your own child saying it or not, when you heard 'Daddy'or ‘Papa’, you look.Maddisonwas standing from her spot and making her way over to where Cailenand Matthewsat, a sheet of paper in her hands."Look, isn't my flower pretty?" she asked holding up the paper to Cailenwhere he saw a simple flower drawn on it.It was pink with big petals and a small green stem and looked like every other flower drawing she'd ever done but Cailenstill nodded along, smiling at his daughter."Yes, it's beautiful, love," Cailensmiled, his arms still bouncing Mishaup and down on his knee."But- But isn't mine beautiful-er?" Aariyahstood in a hurry, rushing over to them and nearly tripping as she held up her own drawing of an almost identical flower.Cailens
"Dude, she'll be here soon," Trippsaid, leaning across the island in the kitchen to reach for the bowl of crisps that Cailenhad put out. "Calm down or you'll start getting sweat stains," he added, scrunching up his nose in distaste.Tripp, if possible, had grown up to be even bigger than Ezekiel, though that wasn't much of a surprise with how much taller he's always been than Ezekiel. He still had his blonde hair,though it wasn't quite so golden anymore-more of a dirty blonde, and has acquired glasses over the years.Cailenremembers the first day he had come over with them on, the boy had been mortified but he's grown to love them, claiming the girls were really into the 'nerdy' look these days."And no girl likes sweat stains," Aireneadded from her spot at the island.Airenehad grown up to be quite the beautiful girl, her hair still a fiery red and her green eyes bright and enchanting.Ezekie
Cailenstopped a ways back, pulling his coat tighter around him as the fall breeze blew and made him shiver.He was always surprised sometimes when he really looked at Ezekieland saw how much he's grown.Up until last year,it seemed as though he had missed the puberty bus until one day,Cailenreally looked at him and noticed he had grown about a foot and was stealing his cologne to wear.It was a bit of a shock that he quickly got over and went out to buy Ezekielhis own cologne along with some shaving supplies since he had noticed the boy had also started growing some scruff.It was something he never had a problem with in the first place because until now, he never had a single hair grow on his face, well aside from his eyebrows and his head, of course.Cailenknew he was going to be one of those teenagers that looked way olderthan they really were just because puberty decided to randomly
Maddison rushed over to them, throwing herself into Asher's legs hard enough that her feet left the ground and she was able to crawl into Asher's lap, with his help of course."What do you mean ‘Zekeleft’?" Asherquestioned as he wrapped his arms around his daughterso she wouldn't fall off.She had nestled herself nicely in his lap so her legs dangled over the edge but she was able to look up at them both with her big blue eyes.They adopted Maddison out of the orphanage when she was six years old, soon after Ezekielhad come up to them one day and asked if they were ever going to adopt another child.It was completely random and out oftheblue and had taken them both by surprise so much that they didn't know what to say.They honestly hadn't thought about adopting again, but when Ezekielexplained that he was only wondering because he thought it might be nice to have someone to play w
Seven years later…"Alright," Cailenheard come from down the hall.It was only a couple steps further so he made the small venture to poke his head around the corner and into the hall to see Asherjust coming up from the basement."The basement isofficially 'Teen-Proof'," Asher said around an exhausted sigh.Cailenfully stepped into the entrance of the hallway, crossing his arms over his chest and waiting for his husband to meet him at the end of the hall and proceeding to follow him into the kitchen.Cailenstill cringed slightly whenever he walked into the kitchen, more so when he had company following him.They were in the middle of renovating the kitchen, the last of the house's renovation, thankfully.When they purchased the house four years ago, they had gotten it pretty cheap because it needed so much work done to it. They just hadn't realized how much work it ne
"Yeah, I love you too," Cailensaid with a small smile before hanging up his phone and slipping it into his pocket.He went to turn around but paused as a man in a suit rushed by him, obviously in a hurry.They were at the airport saying goodbye to Noahbefore he got on a flight to Scotlandand apparently,he was not the only one planning a trip that weekend.You could barely move without bumping into someone and Cailenhad to step away into a corner in order to answer his phone because it was so loud.Once the man had passed,Cailencontinued back towards the small group that was gathering outside the gate Noahwas to go through to get to his flight.They were all there, Matthew, Hazel, and of course Aariyah, William, Asherand Ezekiel, all hugging Noahgoodbye before his departure.He had been in the middle of saying goodbye when his phone rang and he excused himself to answer
Cailen is startled from his sleep by a sudden weight crashing into him and then a wet nose sniffing at his face.He knows who it is instantly and groans, not caring if he wakes Asher up at this point.It's his dog, if Loki is waking Cailen up, then Asher can get woken up as well.Cailen brought his arms up, having to untangle himself from Asher's grasp in order to do so, and shielded his face from the intruding nose.It's not like this has never happened before, but it didn't happen often.Loki was usually pretty good at just sleeping at the foot of their bed, but recently, he's been cuddling up to Ezekiel in his so it was a bit strange.Either way, Loki was waking Cailen up so he started to sit up, just remembering to be gentle in case Asher's arm or leg was in the right position to get squished."Loki, down," Cailen mumbled, his tone firm.Cailen heard a groan come from behind him and knew Asher was now awake.