The three boys split apart, looking behind them and shutting up once they saw a new person had entered the washroom.
It was Asher, William's friend from lunch.
He looked confused for a second, taking in his surroundings. He looked from the three startled boys to the scared looking boy that was fighting with himself on whether to look at the ground or at Asher.
"Come on," Billy spoke and soon, Cailen heard them shuffle out of the room.
It was quiet for a moment. Cailen thought maybe Asher left with the rest of the boys because why would he want to stick around with him?
He was nothing special. Just an orphan who nobody wanted.
But soon he felt a small hand on his shoulder and then Asher was bending down a little and sticking his face under Cailen's so he could see him.
Cailen turned away, ashamed of the tears evident in his eyes.
"Cailen, are you okay?" Asher asked, his voice soft.
Cailen sniffled and brought his hand up to his eyes to wipe at them.
Asher backed up a step as he did so, obviously sensing Cailen didn't want an audience for this.
"Were they picking on you?" Asher asked.
Cailen didn't answer. He stayed quiet and let the boy think what he wanted. He wasn't a snitch. Cailen knew from previous experience that telling on people only got you called a tattle tale and laughed at.
"It'll be okay. We'll tell Eden-"
"No!" Cailen said immediately, probably the loudest he's spoke in a long time. "No, please don't tell Eden or William or anyone. It's fine. They- they weren't bothering me," he tried but Asher obviously didn't buy it. "Asher, please. If you tell, they'll ship me back to the orphanage."
"Eden wouldn't do that," Asher said immediately but Asher didn't know anything about this stuff.
He's never been through this like Cailen has. Cailen has been through this many times before.
"Yes, they always do. Please, Asher. Just- just forget it happened. They won't do it again," Cailen promised for the boys even though he had no idea if this was a one time thing or not.
"How do you know?" Asher questioned. He was apparently a stubborn little boy.
"Because, this always happens. I'm used to it, it's okay. They get in their words and then they leave me alone," Cailen lied. "It'll be fine. Please don't say anything."
Asher seemed to be at war with himself but eventually nodded.
"Okay," he said quietly then motioned Cailen towards to the door.
Cailen sighed in relief and picked up his bag. Asher explained that Eden usually gave Matthew and Asher a ride home after school and when Cailen hadn't shown up, she sent out a search party for him in case he got lost.
He was a bit surprised that Eden cared enough to do that but was thankful that Asher had come when he did. Cailen was certain those boys had more planned for him than just a few hurtful words.
But maybe Asher had scared them somehow into not attempting it again.
Maybe it was just a one time thing.
*****
It was not a one time thing.
Suddenly, Billy and the two boys were all Cailen saw lately. When he went to the washroom, when he was walking to class or to lunch, they were always there. They were always giving him dirty looks and bumping into him and even spilling his books when passing in the hall.
But he could deal with that.
It was nothing compared to what they did after school on Friday.
Yes, he made it all the way till Friday without being shipped back to the orphanage.
He could barely believe it.
Eden and Dean were nothing but caring towards Cailen. They made him meals, they watched movies with him, they talked about how school was going. They were actually involved in Cailen's life which was weird for him.
William and Stella were nice as well, always asking to play with him. William had even invited him to play video games with Matthew and Asher on Wednesday. But Cailen knew better than to get his hopes up.
Soon, the novelty of having a new kid and a new brother would wear off and Cailen would find himself back in the orphanage. At this point, Cailen was like a new toy, they were all excited right now, eager to use the toy and take care of it but soon, they would get bored or the toy would accidentally be thrown into a fragile vase and they would be done with him.
And Cailen just knew with what the three boys did on Friday, the vase wouldn't survive the fall.
Cailen was walking through the hall, a little later than usual because Mrs. Tinsley asked him to stay and talk to see how he was adjusting.
He, of course told her everything was fine because he knew she really didn't care. She was only asking because it was her job. She made sure that he understood that he could go to her about anything and Cailen of course promised he would but knew he wouldn't actually.
If he went to her about anything that was happening, she would tell Eden and that would be the end of this family.
And Cailen really liked this family. He wanted to make it last as long as he could before they sent him back.
So he was doing his best to make his little legs move as fast as they could when he was suddenly grabbed by the shoulders and yanked backwards.
He let out a surprised squeak as he was dragged backwards into the boy’s washroom. He dropped his bag that he had been just about to put on his shoulders, on the ground outside the door but he didn't care too much for it right now.
He cared more about the hands that were dragging him by the shirt Eden had bought him.
Once inside, Cailen was dropped on the ground, landing on his back and smacking his head on the concrete.
He grunted at the contact and held onto the back of his head with his hands, his eyes instinctively squeezing shut. There was a small burning feeling on the back of his head accompanied with a slight stinging sensation.
Cailen slowly opened his eyes, slightly confused as to what was going on when he saw three blonde boys came into focus in front of him.
"Cailen?" came a voice from somewhere in the washroom.He didn't look up, he didn't respond because he didn't want to be found.Not like this. Not crying in a corner surrounded by paper towel that had fallen from the holder he had stumbled into.Not with blood and snot dripping from his nose, not when he looked so gross and pathetic."Oh my gosh, Cailen!" they said more urgently and soon, there was a pair of hands on his shoulders, pulling him up right from where he was leaning against the wall into a sitting position."What happened? Are you okay?" Asher asked as he frantically moved the hair from Cailen's face to see where the blood was coming from.Cailen pulled away from him. He didn't want to be seen like this but he couldn't make the tears stop. He couldn't make them stop because he was a pathetic excuse for a boy.Only girls cry. That's what the boys had told him and Cailen knew they were right but he couldn't stop them."I'm gonna go get Eden," Asher said beginning to stand. T
It was after school one day when William and Cailen were playing in the living room that everything went down the toilet.They were just having fun, William had challenged Cailen to a handstand contest and said Cailen was too afraid to try it. So naturally, Cailen just had to prove him wrong.William had already done his, falling over on his first attempt but succeeding in staying up for about five seconds on his second try. William looked smug when he planted his feet on the ground, insisting that Cailen couldn't possibly do better and waiting impatiently for him to gather the courage to try.The thing was that he didn't want William to think he was boring and no fun.He wanted William to keep liking him and wanting to play with him because he liked playing with William. He knew it was stupid to get so attached when he'd probably be sent back at any moment but Cailen couldn't help himself.He just kind of enjoys being William’s big brother. He didn't know how because really, they did
"Send him back?" Eden asked, looking to her curly haired son. "What on earth..." she trailed off as she took in the pleading eyes of her son, the worried look of her daughter and the completely regretful and scared look on Cailen.She sighed again, wiping at Cailen's face one more time before setting the cloth down."Stella, William, go get Dean. Ask him to clean up the vase, please," Eden instructed.The children looked troubled, as if they weren't sure they should listen to their mother for fear of Cailen being sent back without their consent.It was probably better this way, Cailen thought, less embarrassing and all."But Mom-""Go," she said firmly, shutting William up and watching as Stella led him away to go get Dean.Eden turned back to Cailen. He had more tears running down his cheeks. His tears really had nothing to do with the pain in his wrist but the fear of being sent away.He hadn't realized just how attached he had gotten here. Not just to William but to Stella and Eden
"On Monday, you won't be going to school, love," Eden explained.She was sitting on the edge of Cailen's bed, brushing some hair out of his face while Dean stood beside the bed, looking down at him.It was hard not to jump to conclusions with what Eden had said. Cailen immediately thought they were returning him to the orphanage because, why else would he be not going to school?"We've got to go back to the orphanage and talk about the arrangements," Dean added, not doing anything to change Cailen's assumptions."We've got to fill out some paperwork and then head down to the adoption agency," Eden said with a smile.Cailen frowned at this. Adoption Agency?"Why?" Cailen asked, not following what they were telling him."Cailen, it'll be one month on Monday," Eden explained sweetly.Cailen was shocked. He's never made one month before or even anywhere near it. He'd nearly forgotten there was a second step to all this.He was so used to just being moved in and out of different families,
Cailen woke up in an emergency room.Or what he was guessing was the emergency room.He was lying in a bed that was a in room surrounded with white walls. Wherever he looked, or his eyes land on- because he can’t really move his head around to look properly at his surroundings- were color white.The walls, the ceiling, the curtain by the window- everything. He hurt everywhere and couldn't help but groan when he tried to move."Cailen?" A small worried voice came from his right.Cailen tried to turn his head towards William’s voice, but he groaned again when pain hit him. He took a deep breath and that even hurts too.He tried to calm down and tried again- more gently and carefully this time. He slowly turned his head to see William standing beside his bed, his curly hair in a disarray, green eyes red and puffy as if he had been crying."Hi, William," Cailen smiled weakly at him before something caught his attention at the corner of his eyes.He slowly turned his head to see Matthew
7 years later…Cailen sat in the backseat of the taxi, staring out the window at the familiar roads of Beverwood.It was the first time he's been home since he went off to university two years ago. He realized what a dick move that was but Eden and Dean were very understanding that he needed to focus on his studies.He felt really bad about lying to them, because of course, he could have made time to come home for Christmas at least but he didn't. He was worried that being around them would make them see through his mask he's worked so hard to construct.He knew he couldn't be his true self around his family or they wouldn't accept him. He learned early on that he needed to act more like other boys or Eden and Dean wouldn't have kept him.That's not to say he is a completely different person around them, no, just... More reserved in a way.There were certain things he didn't discuss with them or around them, certain things he didn't do around them and he was okay with that. Pretending
Edenspun around in confusion, her eyes searching the room until they landed on Cailen.She gasped as well, dropping her oven mitts on the ground. Cailenthanks whatever god is up there that she wasn't holding a roast or something.Stellaturned as well, wondering who could have caused such a reaction and squealed when she saw him."Cailen! You came!" Stellasaid excitedly, making her way around the kitchen to pull him into a hug.Cailenchuckled and wrapped his arms around her waist, hugging her tightly but also being cautious of the knife she still held in her hand."If you poke me with that thing, I'm gone,"Cailenteased as he pulled away, eyeing the knife.She grinned at him, then turned to set the knife down. Cailenactually saw Stellanot too long ago so she really hadn't changed a whole lot since then. The only thing that's changed is she may have gotten a hair cut, but Caile
Asherlooked up and met Cailen'scerulean eyes.He smiled shyly at Cailenand he didn't blame him because he knew he was staring but he couldn't pull his eyes from him."Hey, Cai,"Ashersaid awkwardly with a small wave.Cailenreally had to pull it together. He knew that but he couldn't believe this was Asher. He couldn't believe this was little scrawny Asher. Asherthat begged him to tell on the bullies in school. Asherwho cries at Toy Story, every time.Asherwho always made sure to include Cailenat the parties he was invited to. He couldn't believe this was Asher."Jesus, what's in the water here?" Cailenjoked, trying to cover up his utter shock and possible drool.All four boys chuckled at Cailen, even Noahwho really didn't know him."I should have stuck around.I seemed to have missed the puberty bus,"Cailenjoked, looking down at his s
"Hey, hey, it's the superstar, finally making an appearance!" Matthewcalled out when they entered the kitchen.Cailengrinned at this while Williamlooked a bit sheepish. He knew he was never around much and constantly apologized for it, but they all understood and were all proud of their friend."Shut up, I've been busy!" Williamdefended just as the two girls at the counter turned in their stools and gasped.They each climbed their way down from the stools, Aariyahalmost taking a tumble but she caught herself and then they were each latched onto one of William's legs, the older man chuckling."Uncle William!" Maddisonsquealed, squeezing William's leg tight.Williamawkwardly bent down as far as he could without hurting or squishing the small girls, reaching out to rest a hand on each of them."How are two of my favorite girls?" he asked.It was truly adorable how much they each loved
Cailenonly had to look over the boy's shoulder to see his brother saunter in, but Ezekieland Ellianahad to turn around and Cailencouldn't say he was exactly surprised by the reaction.Ellianagasped in surprise while Ezekieldarted forward and threw himself at his uncle.Williamchuckled and wrapped Ezekielup in a tight hug, rocking him back and forth slightly before letting go."Uncle William, you made it!" Ezekielsaid happily.It had been a while since Ezekieland Maddisonlast saw him."Papasaid he didn't know if you were coming," Ezekielexplained.William mockscoffed."Of course I will! I wouldn't miss my favorite nephew turning fifteen!" Williamexclaimed.Cailentook a peek over at Ellianato see a look of confusion mixed with awe and nearly lost it. He would never understandthe effect Williamhad on teen
Both Matthewand Cailenlooked over to where the girls were sitting.It was instinctive now, whether it was your own child saying it or not, when you heard 'Daddy'or ‘Papa’, you look.Maddisonwas standing from her spot and making her way over to where Cailenand Matthewsat, a sheet of paper in her hands."Look, isn't my flower pretty?" she asked holding up the paper to Cailenwhere he saw a simple flower drawn on it.It was pink with big petals and a small green stem and looked like every other flower drawing she'd ever done but Cailenstill nodded along, smiling at his daughter."Yes, it's beautiful, love," Cailensmiled, his arms still bouncing Mishaup and down on his knee."But- But isn't mine beautiful-er?" Aariyahstood in a hurry, rushing over to them and nearly tripping as she held up her own drawing of an almost identical flower.Cailens
"Dude, she'll be here soon," Trippsaid, leaning across the island in the kitchen to reach for the bowl of crisps that Cailenhad put out. "Calm down or you'll start getting sweat stains," he added, scrunching up his nose in distaste.Tripp, if possible, had grown up to be even bigger than Ezekiel, though that wasn't much of a surprise with how much taller he's always been than Ezekiel. He still had his blonde hair,though it wasn't quite so golden anymore-more of a dirty blonde, and has acquired glasses over the years.Cailenremembers the first day he had come over with them on, the boy had been mortified but he's grown to love them, claiming the girls were really into the 'nerdy' look these days."And no girl likes sweat stains," Aireneadded from her spot at the island.Airenehad grown up to be quite the beautiful girl, her hair still a fiery red and her green eyes bright and enchanting.Ezekie
Cailenstopped a ways back, pulling his coat tighter around him as the fall breeze blew and made him shiver.He was always surprised sometimes when he really looked at Ezekieland saw how much he's grown.Up until last year,it seemed as though he had missed the puberty bus until one day,Cailenreally looked at him and noticed he had grown about a foot and was stealing his cologne to wear.It was a bit of a shock that he quickly got over and went out to buy Ezekielhis own cologne along with some shaving supplies since he had noticed the boy had also started growing some scruff.It was something he never had a problem with in the first place because until now, he never had a single hair grow on his face, well aside from his eyebrows and his head, of course.Cailenknew he was going to be one of those teenagers that looked way olderthan they really were just because puberty decided to randomly
Maddison rushed over to them, throwing herself into Asher's legs hard enough that her feet left the ground and she was able to crawl into Asher's lap, with his help of course."What do you mean ‘Zekeleft’?" Asherquestioned as he wrapped his arms around his daughterso she wouldn't fall off.She had nestled herself nicely in his lap so her legs dangled over the edge but she was able to look up at them both with her big blue eyes.They adopted Maddison out of the orphanage when she was six years old, soon after Ezekielhad come up to them one day and asked if they were ever going to adopt another child.It was completely random and out oftheblue and had taken them both by surprise so much that they didn't know what to say.They honestly hadn't thought about adopting again, but when Ezekielexplained that he was only wondering because he thought it might be nice to have someone to play w
Seven years later…"Alright," Cailenheard come from down the hall.It was only a couple steps further so he made the small venture to poke his head around the corner and into the hall to see Asherjust coming up from the basement."The basement isofficially 'Teen-Proof'," Asher said around an exhausted sigh.Cailenfully stepped into the entrance of the hallway, crossing his arms over his chest and waiting for his husband to meet him at the end of the hall and proceeding to follow him into the kitchen.Cailenstill cringed slightly whenever he walked into the kitchen, more so when he had company following him.They were in the middle of renovating the kitchen, the last of the house's renovation, thankfully.When they purchased the house four years ago, they had gotten it pretty cheap because it needed so much work done to it. They just hadn't realized how much work it ne
"Yeah, I love you too," Cailensaid with a small smile before hanging up his phone and slipping it into his pocket.He went to turn around but paused as a man in a suit rushed by him, obviously in a hurry.They were at the airport saying goodbye to Noahbefore he got on a flight to Scotlandand apparently,he was not the only one planning a trip that weekend.You could barely move without bumping into someone and Cailenhad to step away into a corner in order to answer his phone because it was so loud.Once the man had passed,Cailencontinued back towards the small group that was gathering outside the gate Noahwas to go through to get to his flight.They were all there, Matthew, Hazel, and of course Aariyah, William, Asherand Ezekiel, all hugging Noahgoodbye before his departure.He had been in the middle of saying goodbye when his phone rang and he excused himself to answer
Cailen is startled from his sleep by a sudden weight crashing into him and then a wet nose sniffing at his face.He knows who it is instantly and groans, not caring if he wakes Asher up at this point.It's his dog, if Loki is waking Cailen up, then Asher can get woken up as well.Cailen brought his arms up, having to untangle himself from Asher's grasp in order to do so, and shielded his face from the intruding nose.It's not like this has never happened before, but it didn't happen often.Loki was usually pretty good at just sleeping at the foot of their bed, but recently, he's been cuddling up to Ezekiel in his so it was a bit strange.Either way, Loki was waking Cailen up so he started to sit up, just remembering to be gentle in case Asher's arm or leg was in the right position to get squished."Loki, down," Cailen mumbled, his tone firm.Cailen heard a groan come from behind him and knew Asher was now awake.