"I guess we're both doing a lot of that", When he looked confused, I explained. "Letting our insecurities and fears run our thoughts without speaking about them to the other person","Ah yeah.....", Drake leaned back in his chair and stared over at me."Lynn, I'm so fucking sorry........","How did you get into porn?", I blurted not wanting to hear him apologize again. I understand how sorry he was but apologies wouldn't fix what has happened. We needed to dig deeper than that.He blew out a deep breath. "You want to start there huh!","What else would we start? With the fact that you were growing feelings for me as much as I was growing them for you and then you turn around and you stick your dick into the other women?.....", I sipped on my wine trying to shut up."I deserve that", He leaned forward and rested his elbows on the table. "You're angry and I don't blame you. I'm pretty sure I would be livid if roles were reversed right now","Of course you would be livid. You would have
"i had no money and nowhere to go. I camped out in this back alley that was connected to a strip club. The women were kind to me and always snuck food and water out to me on their breaks. I ended up crashing on the couch of one of the dancers once winter hit. We eventually had a sexual fling but even then I had no emotion connection to the woman. It was strictly sex. Months went by and I floated from my striper's couch to the next, always having sexual flings with them."This became my new normal. Then one night one girl introduced me to Kristoph. He was working at a small adult film project there in the city and I guess he liked my style. I never made the girls feel uncomfortable and I always stayed to myself","I worked as a janitor for a long time and then eventually got to help with the filming and sets. Then when I turned 18, Kristoph introduced me with an audition and I took it because the money was good. And before I knew it, I was traveling all over the states and eventually i
I didn't want this moment to end up, so I would keep drinking and keep her talking for as long as she would let me."By the way", She started leaning back into the couch as she looked over at me with those gorgeous eyes of hers. "Who were those women who answered your door?", Her voice was quiet and I knew it bothered her. I chuckled shaking my head off. "First off, I should apologize on their behalf. I yelled at them for answering my door half naked. Second. There are Missy and Dezzy I worked with them in the past and they were the only costars I have worked with who didn't try to get into my pants after the shoot. They were always very respectful and professional", I paused to watch her reaction but there really wasn't one so I continued."I'm wanting to start my own studio and I asked them to cone work for me. I think if you got to know them, you would really like them",Her brows rose as she stared down into her wine glass. Fuck did I say something wrong please! Don't close up.
"He was a monster, Drake", She whispered bringing her eyes back up to mine. "We were so in love during high school. We would see our pictures in the new yearbook as homecoming king and queen, happy as ever. Then college hit and he started changing. I don't know what happened but he was no longer the same guy I fell in love with in highschool. But I felt stuck with him. He proposed our senior year of college, I agreed but suddenly he distanced me from all my friends and even my family. "I took almost two years without speaking to my parents because of him..he had brainwashed me."Then the monster really came out. I stopped wanting to really talk to him and he would get angry with me. It started with hard grabs on my arms, yelling in my face to him back handling me so hard that I felt like my teeth were going to get out ..He became angry with me for no apparent reason, I remember him coming home from work and if things weren't the way he exactly wanted them or dinner wasn't on the tabl
His smirk touched his eyes and I swear his lips looked so inviting. I was having a hard time staying where I was and not crawling on to his lap and kiss those very lips."This whole boyfriend thing and dating thing, I have never done it before so I don't have any clue how to do it.......", He trailed off looking a bit haunted. "What if I screw it up?",That made my heart squeeze. What made him think that he would screw up? I'm not perfect and I don't expect him to be either. Jason is the only guy I have been with in a relationship so I'm sure I don't know what I'm doing too."We will figure this out together", I whispered giving him a small smile."Yeah","Oh! Yeah", I nodded too.I could tell that he was iching to pull me toward him but he didn't. Was I a bit disappointed? Yes I was, but we just let our skeletons out of the closet. We need to focus on communication and getting to know each other with our clothes on no matter how badly I wanted to tear his off right now."I have an i
The dress was barely covering me. It was so skin tight and it stopped just below my ass. The part that was meant to cover my breasts looked like two straps and barely covered them at all. Two diamond chains stretched across my back, holding the dress together I assumed but really wasn't doing a damn thing.Nope. No way in hell am I going out in public like this in this thing!. I ran to my closet and started whipping through the area I knew I kept my dresses, but they were all bright colored sundresses. They didn't exactly scream the date material. Fuck! I have to have something better than this......this piece of material currently hugging my body.Then the doorbell rang and anxiety spiked through me. Shit. Shit. Shit. My hour is up and I have nothing to wear. I swear I'm going to kill Luis the next time I see him.I grabbed a cute black leather jacket and flung it on before I made my downstairs. My cheeks were rosy red the moment I opened the door and gawked at Drake standing there.
I kept stealing glances at her as we walked and my heart would thud each time her eyes caught me. She's so fucking beautiful and I was still on cloud nine, knowing that she was giving me this second chance. She didn't run for the hills as I had originally thought she would. That has to mean something right?!We reached the restaurant and I was nervous as hell. I have never been on a date and and the thought of screwing this up was freaking me out. What did we talk about? Was there a certain etiquette to this? Did I bring her home afterwards and kiss her goodnight on the porch? I had so many questions and no way of finding out the answers.I couldn't ask Lynn and I didn't have any friends that did staff like this. Shit! I should have asked Dakota before I left."Table for two sir?", The concierge asked the moment we stepped up on the podium."Yes", I replied looking to see that the restaurant was full but not overly packed. Good! We should be able to get in the right away. I was so ne
My face flushed and it felt like it got twenty degrees hotter in here. This was starting out real good, "Fuck, I'm screwing this up already",She grabbed my hand again and shook her head."You're not", She whispered. "Just ask me what you really want to know","Why did you decide to give me a second chance?", Her brows rose as she half grinned and then shook her head. "That's actually a really good question. One I'm still trying to figure out myself. I guess.......", She paused and looked into my eyes again. "I guess that connection between us is much stronger than anything I have ever felt before. I knew that If i let you walk away, I would regret it for the rest of my life. I'm done with regrets and I'm starting to take what I want",Fuck I wasn't expecting that answer but I loved it."Well I'm glad you stayed", I whispered bringing her hand up to kiss it."Me too", She whispered back.Our meals came then, breaking our conversation and i felt a bit more at ease after that. She wa
Once we have that information, we'll go after her." His voice was softer now, but I could tell he was still withholding something from me.I was exhausted and just wanted today to be over with. It started out amazing and ended with a nightmare. Slipping out of the Audi, I walked into our house, grabbed a beer and headed for the living room. I plopped down on the couch, not giving a shit where Drake was right now. Nothing could go right in our lives and I was tired. I just wanted one fucking good week with him. Just one! Was that too much to ask for?!The sound of the garage door closing echoed through the kitchen. I held my breath, waiting for Drake to join me. His footsteps became louder the closer he approached me. I kept my eyes forward, staring out at the inground pool lit up like a glowing blue sea and took a deep breath.Drake plopped down next to me without a word. He was inches away from me but we didn't touch. More tears blurred my vision, but I quickly blinked them away. I k
LYNN'S POVIt smelled awful here. Like bleach and stale crackers. Weird concoction. I've never been in jail before. My nerves were shot and nobody was giving me any answers. All I knew was that I had been arrested for aggravated assault and distributing sexual images to a minor. I've done neither of those things, and can't help but wonder who the hell set me up. Two faces come to mind: Brooke and Monique's. I knew in my heart that one or both of them had set me up. There wasn't anyone else, right? Maybe Noah?I hated being a sitting duck. There was nothing I could do behind bars. Drake must have felt this way when he was locked up, too. I felt helpless and I hated it. I've paced through my cell for the last hour, gnawing on my fingernails, but I've been in here for much longer. I had no way of telling time, but I knew it had been several hours. The sun had set through the tiny window across from my cell not long ago.A loud buzzing broke me away from my thoughts as I ran to the bars.
But before she could move away from me, I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her up to me. "That's all I get?"Her cheeks turned rosy red. "Oh, you want a better kiss?""Always."She perched on her tiptoes as I framed her face. Our lips connected; mine on her top one and hers on my bottom one. It was a closed-mouth kiss at first, but as soon as I tasted her, I needed more. Our mouths parted as our tongues tasted. I knew she got nervous about public affection, so I broke the kiss and pressed my forehead against hers."Are you ready?" I whispered."Yes." Her head nodded against mine. "Get to work and stop making out with the staff, will ya?"I laughed as she stepped away from me, winking over her shoulder at me. God, I loved that woman. I got into work mode and turned to the camera. The actors came out in their silk robes. It was showtime. Luis and Lane were in their spots, while the other lighting and sound crew milled behind us.As soon as the actors removed their robes and ap
DRAKE'S POV Everything was coming along beautifully in our life, and our first shoot was no different. As I drove along the freeway to head to the studio, lynn sat beside me with a permanent smirk on her lips. I had thoroughly fucked her last night before we spooned into the early morning hours. I could still see her orgasmic face in my head as I made her explode and squirt not once, but twice. She might have been a bit embarrassed by it, but I thought it was the sexiest thing in the world.I brought her hand up to my mouth for a kiss. She turned her gaze on me and giggled. It was awesome seeing lynn so happy and content. This was the exact life I wanted to have with her and we could finally have it. Her family issues were dealt with, and so were mine. There may be a few issues left, but nothing that could tear us apart. Lynn was my everything and I was pretty positive she felt the same about me."So, before we get to the studio, I think we should talk. This is something that's compl
"Drake!" I cried when I felt my orgasm growing again.It was so tight and full, but oh so delicious. The sound of his balls slapping against my ass filled the room, making me clench my walls around him. He threw his head back, revealing the tattoos lining his neck. I wanted to taste him; needed to, actually.I pulled him down flush against my chest, inhaling his flesh into my mouth before I bit him. He let out a guttural moan as his fingers dug into my hips. His thrusts were deeper and then they slowed to a steady, slow pace. He was cumming."Ah, fuck!" He groaned.His body jolted above mine as he lowered and bit the top of my shoulder. I held him tightly to me, still breathing through the tightness between my legs. This one was for him, but I couldn't promise I wouldn't be able to hold off my orgasm again.As he slowly pulled out of me, his entire body quivered and his chest vibrated from his chuckle. It melted my heart to see Drake be so carefree and comfortable around me. We'd come
The excitement was unreal and I was almost shy that I was this intrigued for something I've never done before. This wasn't something most couples did in the bedroom, yet I couldn't wait to be double penetrated by both Drake and his replica. It was going to be like sleeping with two Drake's.Drake leaned back on his knees, smirking down at me as he grabbed his real cock and stroked himself. I watched every second of it and couldn't pull my eyes away from the dildo bobbing from his movements."We'll start off nice and easy, okay?"I vigorously nodded, moving my eyes back down to his cocks as he adjusted his hips. His warm, hard cock tip pressed against my clit as my back arched from the bed and made me moan. He might want to take it nice and easy, but I was ready for him to fuck me already.He lowered his mouth to my breasts, locking and nibbling each nipple as he centered his cock over my entrance. Then he slowly pushed in.The tight pressure only got worse when he sank all the way in,
LYNN'S POV When Drake pulled into the driveway, I hadn't realized we'd gotten home so quickly because I couldn't pull my eyes away from my ring. He had amazing taste and I couldn't wait to see the wedding band next to it, sealing our marriage. Speaking of that, I wondered if he'd be okay with a short engagement. I wanted to be Mrs. Hudson sooner rather than later."Welcome home, baby," Drake said as he got out of the car, rounded it, and helped me out.I hadn't been in the garage since Diego attacked Lane, but I wouldn't think about that right now."You changed the security codes, right?"He laughed. "Yeah, I changed them right away. I'll give you the code when I'm finished with you. Nobody can get in besides us. Not even luis."That made me laugh. I could picture luis getting all kinds of flustered because his code wasn't working, but it will be nice to have some privacy again.Drake pulled me inside just as the garage door closed, and continued to pull me upstairs to our bedroom. I
LYNN'S POV The grin on my face wouldn't go away as I tugged my dress back over my head. Drake had just claimed me twice in his office and I was on cloud nine. The man was everything to me and I never wanted this honeymoon stage to end. I couldn't pull my eyes away from him as he put his white shirt back on and zipped up his jeans.He caught me gawking at him as a smirk lifted his lips. I loved it when he looked at me like this, but when he moved toward me, I held my breath. He grabbed my hips and pulled me tight to his body. My heart beat rapidly in my chest as I flattened my hands on his pecs and stared into his mesmerizing gaze.Drake Hudson was mine. Forever."I'd like to introduce you to someone," he said.I cocked an eyebrow at him. "Who?" I asked, trying to figure out who he might have hired while I was gone.He laughed. "I've hired a new accountant and you won't believe who she knows..." He rolled his eyes. "Lane. Apparently the two met back in Vegas a while back. I'm trying t
"I never said that," she whispered. Her cheeks turned a light pink, and I knew she was getting all hot and bothered by my close proximity. "I missed you more than you'll ever know. Promise me you'll come next time.""Done."I leaned down and captured her lips with mine, open-mouth kissing her until we were both breathless. Her nipples hardened beneath my touch, and I lightly pinched them, groaning into her mouth."Okay, we need to go before I fuck you up against this wall and give everyone a free show.""Don't threaten me with a good time, Mr. Hudson."I let out another groan and squinted my eyes at her. Did she seriously just say that? Fuck, I loved this woman."Are you telling me that you wouldn't mind being caught? Does public sex excite you?" My voice was thick with desire as I continued to fondle her breasts, watching her mouth fall open before she panted.Holy shit, my lynn really was excited about the thoughts of being caught. Fuck the surprise I have waiting for her at home, I