I stumbled into the darkened house, trying to be as quiet as I could with the two bottles of wine now cursing through my veins.Thank god I lived walking distance from the bar.And that I actually made it home.My vision was blurred only a little but just enough to make the pitch black living room spin like I was on a ride at a carnival."Fuck." I mumbled, holding onto the couch for dear life.Then the light shined on. Every single one of them. Blinding me for a moment before I could see Oliver and his slim but tall build standing upright with a bat in his hands and Sarah's bleached blonde hair tied up in a bun cowering behind him."God. Fuck. I thought you were fucking breaking in." Oliver groaned before dropping the bat to the ground with a loud clatter.Sarah rushed you to me, grabbing my face in her hands with a deep sigh. "How drunk are you on a scale of sober to shit-faced?"I laughed, a deep laugh that wouldn't stop."Oh you're probably right in the middle." Sarah sighed and gu
* ONE YEAR AGO *The house was tense and quiet, much like it had been for the last six months. The only difference was we were down a roommate. It wasn't the typical, here's my last months rent I'm moving out.No.When Yvette moved out, it involved broken plates, smashed TVs and a bunch of stolen belongings. Most of which were Oliver's.Rightfully so.He was the one that cheated on his roommate/girlfriend with her best friend.But even if it was no ones fault but his own, every one was paying the price.Sarah hadn't been home in weeks. In hopes to avoid all the tension in the air she picked up shifts at her job and stayed late at school almost every day. Leaving me, alone, with Oliver who had suddenly became this grumpy asshole who thinks he dictates the house because his parents gave it to him.Bitterness is what took me over.Bitter because I had to pick up extra shifts at the bar, cutting into my own workout routine all because Oliver couldn't keep it in his fucking pants.Bitter b
When I woke up, it was like every other morning. The sun had barely risen from its slumber, only peeking through my blinds when my alarm had gone off.The headache that plundered me to bed wasn't the only thing aching in my body when I realized I was alone.Memories of last night haunted me, making me think it was nothing but a dream until I laid back to my pillow, begging myself to sleep for five more minutes. When his cologne infiltrated my nose. The woodsy scent hugged my pillow, caressing my cheek as if Lucas' body was still beneath me, holding me tightly until I fell asleep on top of him.I had never slept so well.His heart beat had been like a lullaby, shushing and cooing me to close my eyes, all while his thumb softly rubbed the skin on my arm.It was perfect, giving me a vision into the future, of what he had promised we could be.But for now, it was over.What a tease.I stretched out my stiff body and let out a loud yawn when I got up to brush my teeth and shower.Repetitio
"Is that him calling?" Iris asked with a smirk.I gave her a nod as I answered, quickly putting the phone to my ear as I took a deep breath. "Hello?""Hey," Lucas cheerfully spoke, his deep voice sending my heart into overdrive. "You busy?"I peered up to Iris who shook her head lightly, as if answering for me, before she left to give me some privacy."Not really. What are you up to?" I closed the cover on the piano, slumping forward to try and ease my overworking mind."I was about to go on a hike and I was wondering if you wanted to come."I shot upright, knocking over the bench and almost falling to my ass at his words.Is he asking me out?!"I guess I am." He chuckled."Fuck. I said that out loud?" I groaned, looking to the three girls, including Emily, who found themselves eavesdropping from the couch.They all giggled, nodding at me.My cheeks flamed, turning my pale skin into a deep, deep red."So, what do you say?" Lucas pressed, keeping his tone even and calm as if this wasn'
Jessie HansonI couldn't tell you how I ended up like this.How my pants found themselves wrapped around my left ankle while I cradled Lucas in his backseat.It just happened.And neither of us could stop.I buried my face into Lucas' neck to lift myself in the small space so he could yank at his shorts.My eyes closed tight, sucking in a breath to calm myself just for a moment to try and shuffle through my hormonal thoughts."I have a condom in the glove box." He mumbled.I reached back, practically fumbling between the front seats to open the glove box."It's old as sin but should do the job." Lucas paused as I turned back to him with shaking hands.I probably looked like a deer about to be murdered by a car. My nerves had gotten the better of me wondering if we were moving too fast, or if he'd fuck me then be done with me."We don't have to do this, Jess." He pulled me down to his lap, letting his hardened cock rest on my stomach.Fuck. I couldn't even look down."I want to but.. w
"Ollie, you're being an insensitive jerk. You know that right?" Sarah stomped her foot behind me."Actually, I'm not. I think I'm just saying what Jessie won't." Oliver grumbled.And all I could do was keep my back to them to hide the smile that seemed glued to my face. I could thank Lucas for the giddy, almost kid-like joy I was experiencing today.I practically jumped out of bed this morning, ready for whatever the world threw at me. Even if God decided it was my bickering roommates who were trying to get under my skin, nothing could mess up my mood."Jessie, one date." Sarah exclaimed, bouncing over to me.My cheeks flamed as I heard the front door close, knowing it was the third (and only roommate I cared about right now) finally coming home from his work out."No, thanks, Sarah. I'm all done with online dating." I waved dismissively as I slaved over dinner."Just last week you said you liked a guy at the gym. So I went searching for him." She said all too happily with a skip in h
Jessie HansonI ran into my room and closed the door just enough for a small welcoming crack to hold it open.Excitement ran through me. A thrill like I was climbing a hill on a rollercoaster, wondering if Lucas would follow me to my bed. But even if he chose not to, I knew I wanted to tempt him.After getting changed into my favorite oversized shirt, I got into my bed with my vibrator in hand.I waited ten minutes and once I heard Oliver's door shut at the end of the hall, I clicked it on. The softest buzz resonated from it, shaking my palm lightly while I lifted my shirt up.My eyes closed, letting the images of Lucas above me in his car take over. No longer did I have to daydream about how he could make me feel and if he could handle me. Now I could picture his rough hands touching my body, grabbing my thighs and thrusting into me with the drive to make me feel as good as him.It sent me over board as soon as the vibrations spread from my clit."Oh, fuck, Lucas." I whimpered breath
It was late.My body ached.I was sure my torso was bruised. Each inhale only confirming my assumption. My hand tried to hold the door handle but refused to curl into a fist anymore tonight.I pushed myself hard. Maybe too hard?It didn't matter because I won.I won my least favorite way - by knockout.UFC wasn't boxing. It was more. You could morph your entire body into a weapon to make someone submit. I rarely saw it a point to throw punches at some guys head when I could easily wrap my legs around his torso and forearms around his neck until he's gasping for air.Plus, I loved hearing my opponent smack the cage floor with an admission to his own defeat.There was something about the drum of a palm, quickly hitting over and over like they're scared for their life - because of me.So, putting my all into throwing punches so I could claim victory in the first round didn't do it for me.But as soon as I walked into the front door and saw a Tupperware container with cookies, I knew I di
NINATheo stared down at me, his chest heaving and his eyes half-lidded. If he looked at me like that, I'd let him do anything to me. Anything.There were so many things that I wanted to say. You don't need to ask. Just put me in the position you want me. Tie me up and have me the way you need to. I wanted Theo to know that I trusted him with all of me, and that meant allowing him to do whatever he pleased."Can you give me a safe word, baby?" Theo breathed, running his hand over my thigh.The action was soft, and slow-but it left a trail of fire in his path. I squeezed my legs together, a failed attempt at providing relief to the annoying throb between my legs. It didn't work. Theo slipped his hand between my thighs, forcing them apart while he made sure I kept my eyes on his face.He was rough, but gentle and he made it clear that it was his turn to have fun.Safe word? I licked my lips, unable to concentrate long enough to think of a damn word. What could it possibly be? I was too
That was until I felt her take my pants off, and I opened my eyes to see her removing my boxers. Holy shit. My mouth fell agape, realising that Nina had different plans."Nina-" I stammered, forgetting that her name was something that I hardly called her."Be quiet," she whispered, wrapping her hand around the base of my dick.I caught my moan and swallowed it, still breathing heavily as I stared down at her. I'm so fucking hard. Every stroke was magnified, but my heart nearly stopped when I felt her mouth close around my tip. Fuck.My body tensed, and I whimpered when her tongue ran over the length of my dick. I looked down at her, incapable of taking my eyes off her."Oh, fuck-" I hissed, trying to understand and comprehend how it felt that good.Don't cum. Not yet. How fucking embarrassing was that?Nina stopped moving. "What did I say?""Be quiet," I repeated breathlessly, succumbing to her every demand. From her smile, I could tell that she was satisfied.I breathed out a sigh of
I couldn't stop thinking about Nina, or her words. Yes, I'll move in with you. The thought had me smiling- too many times for comfort. The idea of it was about to drive me insane and I couldn't fathom waking up every morning with her next to me.How dare she make me this happy?It almost felt...unreal.Breathing out a sigh, I let my head fall onto the pillow while I listened to the sound of Nina showering. I was tempted to join her, and possibly show my appreciation for all the ways she made me feel.I licked my lower lip, staring off in the direction of the bathroom. I should. I closed my eyes, telling myself that she should enjoy her time. With that being said, I stayed glued on the bed and almost fucking kicked myself for it.After all our moments together, I still managed to feel the tiniest bit of nerves when it came to her.How?The water stopped running and a few seconds later, Nina stepped into the room in nothing but a white towel around her body. Her face was flushed, and he
"Hi, baby," Theo's voice was soft, and gentle and all that I wanted after a long day of classes. I stepped aside to let him in, and I couldn't help but admire how good he looked in those glasses."I'm so happy to see you," I said softly, feeling relieved. I was tired but when Alice asked for an emergency babysitter, I couldn't resist. I was happy to."Why?" Theo said, gazing down at me. "Are you hungry?"I chuckled, nodding my head. "You got me.""Ah," he murmured, giving me a look as he set all the items down in the kitchen.I cradled Oliver in my arms, holding the bottle to his mouth. He drank as if he had never been fed before, and I scoffed a small laugh when he gasped for air and started drinking again. He held the bottle, and I was pleasantly surprised to find that he could keep his own bottle in place.I nodded in approval, sitting down as I let him enjoy his meal."You're so beautiful," Theo murmured, catching me off guard and I grinned at the compliment. He stood with his han
NINA"Hey, baby," I whispered, stroking the back of my knuckles over the little's boy cheek. He giggled, waving his tiny hands in the air as he kicked his feet. I held him close to me, smiling down at his adorable face when he latched onto my finger."Hi, mama," Brian greeted, entering the living room with the brightest smile on his face.Alice rolled her eyes, using the tall mirror to put her earrings on. Brian hugged her from behind, still grinning when he kissed her on the shoulder.They were both dressed in formal clothes-on their way to attend a black tie event. I stood with Oliver in my arms, attempting to sway him to sleep but the baby seemed to be as awake as ever."Hi, Nina." Brian let go of her, offering me a small wave when he plopped himself down on the couch. His tie was loose, and the buttons left undone. He stretched his arms over the back of the couch, folding one leg over the other when he took a deep breath in and sighed heavily."Hey, you okay? You seem a little str
"Oh my God," Nina whispered to herself, rushing out of her chair and down the hall. "I'm a mess."I opened my mouth-hoping to catch her attention, but she disappeared into the room and left no room for me to speak. I wanted to tell her that there was no need for her to fix herself up, but noises of cupboards and drawers opening and closing could be heard.I smiled as I approached the door, still reeling from Nina's words. I love you. There wasn't a thing in the world that made me happier. I wanted to hear her say it over and over again.My smile dropped the moment I remembered who was on the other side of the door. It morphed into a distasteful frown.What was she doing here? It was the last thing I expected. And the last thing I wanted. She was my mother, yes. But she had hurt me in ways I couldn't fathom and knowing that she was there was a reminder that I didn't need.I took a deep breath in, letting my hand rest on a handle. She knocked again, nearly shaking the doorframe with the
NINAI groaned out of my sleep, letting my arm drag over the empty space next to me. Empty? That didn't feel right.Waking up alone felt foreign and unfamiliar. I opened my eyes, sighing when I saw that Theo wasn't next to me. I strained my ears, listening to the sound of rummaging in the kitchen and I smiled sleepily when my head dropped back down on the pillow. A few seconds later, I was hit with the comforting aroma of cooking.Theo was making breakfast.I blinked, attempting to push myself off the bed. It didn't work. The last few days had drained me, and I was still feeling the effects of it even though I was no longer on my period.Letting out a breath, I rolled over to my back and stared at the high ceiling. I stayed like that for a little while until I heard light footsteps approach the bedroom. My head turned to the noise, seeing Theo's face pop around the doorframe. Only his face. I chuckled, seeing the disappointed expression at the realisation that I was awake.He sighed,
I leaned against the edge of the counter, waiting for Nina to step out of the shower. She had been in there for a while, and I listened to the spray of water hit the tiles while I busied myself with bouncing my knee. I was nervous-the tiniest bit.But it intensified when the water stopped and the glass door slid open.My body went still. Why am I nervous? It was the thought that she might not like what I had spread out for her that had me feeling anxious. I took a deep breath in, glancing around the kitchen one more time to make sure everything was in place.Nina needed a little cheering up, and I had no problem doing that for her. From her favourite flowers to her favourite dish, I could only hope that she liked it. I really hoped she liked it.Am I doing too much? I questioned myself.When it came to Nina, I wanted her to be happy and satisfied. Most of all, I wanted her to feel loved. Yes, that was it. I needed her to know that my heart belonged to hers. Even if it just meant getti
NINAI stepped out of my last class for the day, feeling as if I was about to collapse at any second as I dragged my backpack over my shoulder.Everything felt extra heavy today. Everything felt longer, too. My lower back ached, and the cold weather only managed to make it worse. I wanted nothing more than to lie down in a bed and forget that I was on my period.Fucking period. At least it confirmed that my birth control did its job.Imagine.My body craved for a nap, preferably with Theo's warm body next to me. Where was he, anyway? I was stuck in a four hour lab, and had no communication with him throughout those four hours.I wondered if he was still on campus. Probably not. I glanced at the watch on my wrist, seeing that Theo's last lecture ended almost two hours ago. I sighed, knowing that I'd have to get myself home even when it felt like death was knocking on my door.Dramatic? Absolutely not. Everything ached and pained. Besides that, I was starving.Deciding to stop wasting t