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Desire

Author: Author Alice
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It was late.

My body ached.

I was sure my torso was bruised. Each inhale only confirming my assumption. My hand tried to hold the door handle but refused to curl into a fist anymore tonight.

I pushed myself hard. Maybe too hard?

It didn't matter because I won.

I won my least favorite way - by knockout.

UFC wasn't boxing. It was more. You could morph your entire body into a weapon to make someone submit. I rarely saw it a point to throw punches at some guys head when I could easily wrap my legs around his torso and forearms around his neck until he's gasping for air.

Plus, I loved hearing my opponent smack the cage floor with an admission to his own defeat.

There was something about the drum of a palm, quickly hitting over and over like they're scared for their life - because of me.

So, putting my all into throwing punches so I could claim victory in the first round didn't do it for me.

But as soon as I walked into the front door and saw a Tupperware container with cookies, I knew I di
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