I didn't want my night with Nina to end.Having her in my bed with her back cuddled up to my chest, I breathed out a sigh of content and smiled when she pushed herself closer to me. She wasn't sleeping. Not yet, at least.In a dark room with nothing but the slight murmuring of traffic below us, I held her close to me and hoped I could prolong our time together. Impossible, I know. But I let myself believe that I could.My arms wouldn't let go of her-as if it had a mind of its own and letting go was a thought that didn't make sense. I enjoyed how she felt against me, and her familiar scent and how soft and warm her body was. Her naked body. I couldn't remember the amount of times she scoffed a small chuckle when she felt how hard she made me at the slightest movement.I might've actually had a problem, but Nina didn't seem to care and she let me be. Thankfully."Why are you still up?" she whispered, laying her hand on my forearm still draped around her stomach."I don't know," I said q
NINAI was sore.Sorer than I've ever been and I loved it.Walking through campus, I tried not think about the dull ache in my muscles from all the ungodly positions Theo had me in.I probably should have stretched beforehand. Imagine, I thought. I was still high from the night-constantly being adored with recurring images of Theo's body and how good he looked on top of me.I still can't get over it.It was a night I'd remember forever and I wanted it to happen over and over again. I wanted it more than I did before. Experiencing everything that Theo did to me showed me how exactly how much I'd been missing and I would be lying if I said I wasn't absolutely fucking addicted. Where is he? I want him.I scoffed a small chuckle to myself, pursing my lips when I realised how ridiculous it was missing him after being away from him for only half a day.What on earth did he do to me?I walked through the elevator and turned around, facing the doors as I pushed the button that lead down to th
Being sprawled along Nina's sofa while I waited for her was by far the best part of my day. Besides seeing her in the library-of course.But there was just something about having food ready for her while I waited for her to get home and enjoy the meal I've prepared.I looked forward to it-and glancing at my watch every two minutes was evident of that. I couldn't wait, and I was slowly running out of patience.I just wanted to see her already, and be alone with her and give her the kiss I couldn't give her in the library. I wanted a hug too, and a damn kiss on the forehead like an infatuated fool. I didn't care. I longed for her presence. I also had a practical I needed to finish, and a cuddle from Nina would quite literally give me the inspiration I needed.I don't know how I got anything done before her.I sighed, resting the back of my head against the armrest of her comfortable couch. Everything in Nina's apartment was inviting. It smelled good. It felt homey. Her personality showe
Her curls were tied up into a loose bun, keeping it away from her face when she leaned into the shower and felt the temperature of the stream. I swallowed, looking down at my pants and seeing that it was a lot harder to keep myself in check. What the fuck was wrong with me?How is my dick hard from just looking at her?"I won't be long," Nina said, unclasping her bra and letting it fall to the floor."Don't rush," I muttered.I could spend the entire day just staring at her.I sat on the edge of the tub, watching Nina as she dragged her cotton underwear down her thighs. She was comfortable enough around me to be naked without a second thought. Well, I was inside of her.Shaking the image away, I tried not to think about it.She was probably still sore.In that moment, I realised what a privilege it was to be in her space in that way. I could stare at her naked body as she showered and practically ignored my entire existence.I bit my tongue, wanting to speak to her while not wanting t
"Right here?" I whispered, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear.Nina didn't seem to have any intentions of moving off that couch, and neither did I. I couldn't. With her chest against mine, I was rendered incapable of thinking about anything else except her body on top of me.She nodded, gripping the hem of my t-shirt and pulling it over my head. Nina threw it to the side, discarding it blindly while I couldn't take my damn eyes off her.It was in that moment when I realised that Nina truly had me-all of me. I wanted to be hers. I wanted her to be mine. Did she want that? The chance that she didn't almost sent me through a downwards spiral.A cold shiver ran through me at the thought that I might just be a convenient fuck.When Nina gave me a gentle kiss on the side of my mouth and offered me a pretty, soft smile afterwards, I knew my mind was just doing what it always did and create false pretences.This was more than two people using each other for pleasure. Far more. I smiled ba
"The way you taste-" I breathed, venturing down to her pussy once again. "I can't get enough of it.""Theo," Nina moaned my name, the sound of it was almost overwhelmingly perfect.Deciding to put the both of us out of our misery, I guided two fingers into her pussy.Nina gasped, immediately going to grind her hips and this time, I didn't stop her.I let her use my hand like it was her own personal toy.At that point, it might as well be.She lifted her hips, lowering herself onto my fingers as her hand curled around the back of the couch. I pushed my palm against her clit, letting her feel everything I had to offer in a moment like that. Nina groaned, her eyes shut when her head fell back.Still, my eyes were fixated on her.I kissed her neck, sucking on her flesh as her moans trembled through the both of us. I was being tortured. Literally tortured. My dick threatened to burst in my pants, but knowing that I made Nina feel good was the only thing pushing me through it."Fuck," Nina
NINAWith my ear against his heartbeat and my leg draped over his own, I cuddled into Theo's chest. I listened to the soft thumping as I played with the string of his sweats, allowing myself to enjoy the peace that came with just being in his arms.We weren't talking. Or listening to music. It was quiet and serene and everything we needed after our little session on the couch. Heaven knew how I needed the calmness.The curtains were drawn, and Theo had lit my vanilla-bean scented candles in the corner of the room. Besides our pulses, the low hustle of traffic below us was the only noise. I never used to like all the noises that came with my complex, but Theo made me appreciate the sound of life outside. Oddly enough."Have you decided what you wanted yet?" Theo asked, his deep voice low while he ran a flat hand over my hair in consistent strokes."No," I murmured, sighing out as I fixed my position. "I've always wanted a tattoo on my thigh, but I'm not ready for the entire healing pro
I miss her.It had been a day. Only a day, but I missed Nina more than I would have liked to.It was starting to feel like a problem because my clingy self couldn't wait to see her again.What was she doing? Was she enjoying her day? I sighed, propping my elbow on the table as I rested my chin in my palm. The library had a low murmur, not completely silent but that was to be expected. I sat on the wooden chair, paying no mind to the students filling the room.It was usually full closer to the end of the day and I had one class left. The worst of it all-Theory. It seemed simple enough, but it was a shit ton of things to remember and I strongly disliked it.Tapping the eraser of my pencil against the sketch, I tried to think of ways to improve Nina's newest tattoo. My knee bounced while I thought about it and I knew that it wasn't anxiety. I was just excited to see her and I couldn't contain myself.After the day I had, I needed a hug. In more ways than one.I fixed my glasses and glanc
NINATheo stared down at me, his chest heaving and his eyes half-lidded. If he looked at me like that, I'd let him do anything to me. Anything.There were so many things that I wanted to say. You don't need to ask. Just put me in the position you want me. Tie me up and have me the way you need to. I wanted Theo to know that I trusted him with all of me, and that meant allowing him to do whatever he pleased."Can you give me a safe word, baby?" Theo breathed, running his hand over my thigh.The action was soft, and slow-but it left a trail of fire in his path. I squeezed my legs together, a failed attempt at providing relief to the annoying throb between my legs. It didn't work. Theo slipped his hand between my thighs, forcing them apart while he made sure I kept my eyes on his face.He was rough, but gentle and he made it clear that it was his turn to have fun.Safe word? I licked my lips, unable to concentrate long enough to think of a damn word. What could it possibly be? I was too
That was until I felt her take my pants off, and I opened my eyes to see her removing my boxers. Holy shit. My mouth fell agape, realising that Nina had different plans."Nina-" I stammered, forgetting that her name was something that I hardly called her."Be quiet," she whispered, wrapping her hand around the base of my dick.I caught my moan and swallowed it, still breathing heavily as I stared down at her. I'm so fucking hard. Every stroke was magnified, but my heart nearly stopped when I felt her mouth close around my tip. Fuck.My body tensed, and I whimpered when her tongue ran over the length of my dick. I looked down at her, incapable of taking my eyes off her."Oh, fuck-" I hissed, trying to understand and comprehend how it felt that good.Don't cum. Not yet. How fucking embarrassing was that?Nina stopped moving. "What did I say?""Be quiet," I repeated breathlessly, succumbing to her every demand. From her smile, I could tell that she was satisfied.I breathed out a sigh of
I couldn't stop thinking about Nina, or her words. Yes, I'll move in with you. The thought had me smiling- too many times for comfort. The idea of it was about to drive me insane and I couldn't fathom waking up every morning with her next to me.How dare she make me this happy?It almost felt...unreal.Breathing out a sigh, I let my head fall onto the pillow while I listened to the sound of Nina showering. I was tempted to join her, and possibly show my appreciation for all the ways she made me feel.I licked my lower lip, staring off in the direction of the bathroom. I should. I closed my eyes, telling myself that she should enjoy her time. With that being said, I stayed glued on the bed and almost fucking kicked myself for it.After all our moments together, I still managed to feel the tiniest bit of nerves when it came to her.How?The water stopped running and a few seconds later, Nina stepped into the room in nothing but a white towel around her body. Her face was flushed, and he
"Hi, baby," Theo's voice was soft, and gentle and all that I wanted after a long day of classes. I stepped aside to let him in, and I couldn't help but admire how good he looked in those glasses."I'm so happy to see you," I said softly, feeling relieved. I was tired but when Alice asked for an emergency babysitter, I couldn't resist. I was happy to."Why?" Theo said, gazing down at me. "Are you hungry?"I chuckled, nodding my head. "You got me.""Ah," he murmured, giving me a look as he set all the items down in the kitchen.I cradled Oliver in my arms, holding the bottle to his mouth. He drank as if he had never been fed before, and I scoffed a small laugh when he gasped for air and started drinking again. He held the bottle, and I was pleasantly surprised to find that he could keep his own bottle in place.I nodded in approval, sitting down as I let him enjoy his meal."You're so beautiful," Theo murmured, catching me off guard and I grinned at the compliment. He stood with his han
NINA"Hey, baby," I whispered, stroking the back of my knuckles over the little's boy cheek. He giggled, waving his tiny hands in the air as he kicked his feet. I held him close to me, smiling down at his adorable face when he latched onto my finger."Hi, mama," Brian greeted, entering the living room with the brightest smile on his face.Alice rolled her eyes, using the tall mirror to put her earrings on. Brian hugged her from behind, still grinning when he kissed her on the shoulder.They were both dressed in formal clothes-on their way to attend a black tie event. I stood with Oliver in my arms, attempting to sway him to sleep but the baby seemed to be as awake as ever."Hi, Nina." Brian let go of her, offering me a small wave when he plopped himself down on the couch. His tie was loose, and the buttons left undone. He stretched his arms over the back of the couch, folding one leg over the other when he took a deep breath in and sighed heavily."Hey, you okay? You seem a little str
"Oh my God," Nina whispered to herself, rushing out of her chair and down the hall. "I'm a mess."I opened my mouth-hoping to catch her attention, but she disappeared into the room and left no room for me to speak. I wanted to tell her that there was no need for her to fix herself up, but noises of cupboards and drawers opening and closing could be heard.I smiled as I approached the door, still reeling from Nina's words. I love you. There wasn't a thing in the world that made me happier. I wanted to hear her say it over and over again.My smile dropped the moment I remembered who was on the other side of the door. It morphed into a distasteful frown.What was she doing here? It was the last thing I expected. And the last thing I wanted. She was my mother, yes. But she had hurt me in ways I couldn't fathom and knowing that she was there was a reminder that I didn't need.I took a deep breath in, letting my hand rest on a handle. She knocked again, nearly shaking the doorframe with the
NINAI groaned out of my sleep, letting my arm drag over the empty space next to me. Empty? That didn't feel right.Waking up alone felt foreign and unfamiliar. I opened my eyes, sighing when I saw that Theo wasn't next to me. I strained my ears, listening to the sound of rummaging in the kitchen and I smiled sleepily when my head dropped back down on the pillow. A few seconds later, I was hit with the comforting aroma of cooking.Theo was making breakfast.I blinked, attempting to push myself off the bed. It didn't work. The last few days had drained me, and I was still feeling the effects of it even though I was no longer on my period.Letting out a breath, I rolled over to my back and stared at the high ceiling. I stayed like that for a little while until I heard light footsteps approach the bedroom. My head turned to the noise, seeing Theo's face pop around the doorframe. Only his face. I chuckled, seeing the disappointed expression at the realisation that I was awake.He sighed,
I leaned against the edge of the counter, waiting for Nina to step out of the shower. She had been in there for a while, and I listened to the spray of water hit the tiles while I busied myself with bouncing my knee. I was nervous-the tiniest bit.But it intensified when the water stopped and the glass door slid open.My body went still. Why am I nervous? It was the thought that she might not like what I had spread out for her that had me feeling anxious. I took a deep breath in, glancing around the kitchen one more time to make sure everything was in place.Nina needed a little cheering up, and I had no problem doing that for her. From her favourite flowers to her favourite dish, I could only hope that she liked it. I really hoped she liked it.Am I doing too much? I questioned myself.When it came to Nina, I wanted her to be happy and satisfied. Most of all, I wanted her to feel loved. Yes, that was it. I needed her to know that my heart belonged to hers. Even if it just meant getti
NINAI stepped out of my last class for the day, feeling as if I was about to collapse at any second as I dragged my backpack over my shoulder.Everything felt extra heavy today. Everything felt longer, too. My lower back ached, and the cold weather only managed to make it worse. I wanted nothing more than to lie down in a bed and forget that I was on my period.Fucking period. At least it confirmed that my birth control did its job.Imagine.My body craved for a nap, preferably with Theo's warm body next to me. Where was he, anyway? I was stuck in a four hour lab, and had no communication with him throughout those four hours.I wondered if he was still on campus. Probably not. I glanced at the watch on my wrist, seeing that Theo's last lecture ended almost two hours ago. I sighed, knowing that I'd have to get myself home even when it felt like death was knocking on my door.Dramatic? Absolutely not. Everything ached and pained. Besides that, I was starving.Deciding to stop wasting t